However, fear made him dare not do so at all. He was afraid, afraid of his own face, ruined all of this, destroyed the most treasured and precious thing in his heart. Even if Li He showed such deep love at this moment, he didn't dare to test Li He's heart.
Because for so many years, he has seen too many similar things in the demon world. And many of these things happened around him. And he had to have a personal experience and a deep memory.
Even if Li He loves him as much as he says in his mouth now, no matter how affectionate he is. When I really saw his ugly face, I'm afraid that the words he said before, the emotions revealed. It will make him feel like a stick in his throat, as if a sharp thorn has been stuck in it, making him uncomfortable to swallow or spit it out.
At that time, Li He may not be the only one who is sad. The one that was more painful could only be Bai Ling.
However, Bai Ling's mood is a little confused now, and he doesn't hide his thoughts at all. It has all been conveyed to Li He through the concentric jade pendant.
And until now, Li He, who was always slow and half afraid emotionally, finally understood and realized it. Why did Bai Ling not want to see him for so long, and kept avoiding him everywhere, not daring to meet him. Moreover, he finally had a deep understanding of what the worry in Bai Ling's heart was, and the worry that he couldn't let go of for a long time.
It turned out that in the end, she was afraid of being disfigured and too ugly, so she didn't dare to meet him, and even fell in love with him like before.
Li He smiled wryly, the pain was like a sharp knife cutting into his heart inch by inch. But on the contrary, it was an even stronger love for Bai Ling that surged up. This extremely strong love even made the concentric jade pendants on the two people resonate slightly, calling each other non-stop.
And Bai Ling, who was opposite Li He, held the concentric jade pendant in his hand, which was scalding hot and frightening at the moment. But unfortunately, Bai Ling only felt the extremely hot temperature, but couldn't feel the burning pain.
And Bai Ling also clearly felt it through the concentric jade pendant. From what Li He conveyed, that Kyushu scorching sun was as dazzling and warm as an incomparably majestic power. This force, flowing in Bai Ling's heart, made him gradually relax, and began to dispel his worries and doubts.
Li He at this moment, in Bai Ling's eyes, was almost standing in the Great Sun Golden Wheel, as if his whole body was emitting dazzling light. All the darkness around Bai Ling was driven away.
Li He slowly took Bai Ling's hand, his warm and sunny smile was still so charming.
"Xiaobai, believe me! No matter what you become, whether you are poor or rich, whether you are ugly or beautiful, I will only love you in my whole life! In other words, I would rather my eternity, and only love you. I love you alone!!"
"So, can you come home with me now?"
Li He was silently waiting for Bai Ling's reply, but no matter how long, he was willing to hold Bai Ling's hand like this, never let go, and wait like this forever. As long as Bai Ling agrees to him, no matter how long he waits, it will be worth it.
But at this moment, Bai Ling felt as if a thousand layers of waves were arousing in his heart, tumbling non-stop. Almost in the next second, I wanted to agree to Li He and answer him, I am willing!
But the invisible chain in his heart has always restrained him, tied him up, and dared not take a step forward. And that invisible chain came from the inferiority complex deep in his heart, which made him dare not keep pace with Li He.
Even if he takes a step forward, he will be bright and bright, and he will be the beloved person he misses day and night. But he seemed to be stuck in the mud, and it was difficult for him to take a step forward.
"Ahe...I..." Bai Ling was a little timid, not knowing exactly how to make a choice.
However, Li He's next sentence completely dispelled Bai Ling's doubts, and dispelled the cloud that lingered in Bai Ling's heart for a long time.
"Xiaobai, trust me!"
A short sentence, but like the first ray of golden sunlight breaking through the thick dark clouds, shining on the earth called the soul, bringing endless vitality to the whole fertile soil.
Now, Bai Ling no longer has doubts and worries. All the problems that troubled him disappeared. Even though that face was still so ugly, with Li He's words, he was relieved.
A gust of cool wind blew past, gently blowing the white gauze in front of Bai Ling. At this moment, Bai Ling's extremely ugly and disgusting face was completely revealed. Without any warning, it was suddenly exposed in front of Li He.
At that moment, Li He stood there blankly, looking at Bai Ling's face that was poisoned by the Nine Nether Kun Gu and covered in white worms, he couldn't help but want to feel nauseous. The uncontrollable, instinctive emotion of wanting to loathe was conveyed to Bai Ling through the concentric jade pendant, almost without any hindrance.
And Bai Ling could almost clearly hear the sound of his heart breaking slightly.
The whole person seemed to be drenched from head to toe by a bucket of cold water. His whole body was cold, which made him shiver uncontrollably.
And just now, those vows of eternal love that Li He said, what never leave, is now like a joke. In retrospect, it turned out to be so funny, so ridiculous.
Bai Ling smiled wryly, and tears flowed out along with it.
"Yeah, he is just a mortal, how could he endure this kind of ugliness. Even Gu Ning, who possesses spiritual power and cultivation base, didn't spit it out the same way at the beginning. He actually wanted to ask for it. For himself, he To endure so much...”
Bai Ling smiled, her mouth was as bitter as Coptis chinensis. At that moment, the string that had been tense in his heart was suddenly broken. Bai Ling couldn't restrain himself anymore, and suddenly pulled his hand out of Li He's. Along with it, he threw the concentric jade pendant to the ground, torn apart and shattered.
Without any nostalgia, Bai Ling firmly grasped the white gauze in front of him, wept bitterly, turned his head and ran away.
It was a state of mind bordering on despair...
Even Li He, who loved him so deeply, would show such an appearance. He couldn't believe what kind of attitude and vision he would have if it were someone else. An endless darkness struck once again, as deep as Bai Ling. To completely sweep him into the boundless abyss, and never see the light of day.
Li He, who was standing dumbfounded on the bridge, finally reacted when he heard the incomparably crisp and loud sound of jade breaking.
But at this moment, Bai Ling had already run far away, almost disappearing into the crowd.
Li He didn't stop, and chased after him without saying a word. Even though his leg still had an old disease, he couldn't care less about it. Because he seemed to be able to feel that if Bai Ling was allowed to run away this time, he might never see Bai Ling again in his lifetime.
Li He shouted: "Xiaobai, wait for me!" while running with his not-so-sharp legs.
Finally, at a crossroad where there were a lot of people, he completely lost Bai Ling. At that moment, it was like losing the most precious treasure in the world. Li He sat slumped on the ground, crying uncontrollably.
"Xiaobai, I'm sorry for you..."
"I'm sorry... ."
And many onlookers around, for some reason, felt great sympathy for this young man. Many people came to inquire one after another, asking if something happened to their family. But Li He just said sorry and shook his head.
Only he knows best in his heart that it is himself who has lost the person he loves the most, and will never find it again......
Volume Five Past Events