Defeated By Love

Chapter 19

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Before coming, Xu Zeyuan had heard from his agent that Ah He had a very bad temper.

It was rumored in the circle that his temperament changed drastically due to an accident. It sounds good to say that the legs and feet are not flexible, but in fact it may be a lifetime of lameness.

Poor and hateful.

The agent repeatedly emphasized various matters to him.

Although Xu Zeyuan listened to what the manager said, he didn't take it too seriously, and he didn't feel nervous about the next door visit.

Xu Zeyuan felt that as long as he had a good attitude, Teacher Ahe would never reach out to hit the smiling face.

The result was beyond Xu Zeyuan's expectation.

I originally thought that such a well-known public figure would always take a little image into account. Even if it doesn't matter anymore, Xu Zeyuan feels that he is a little famous now, and he will at least save some face for himself.

But Ah He didn't.

Xu Zeyuan didn't know where it provoked him. It was the first time they met, but somehow he became hostile towards him. And trampled his face on the ground unceremoniously.

Xu Zeyuan had no intention of continuing to curry favor with him at all, so he sneered and his expression became ugly.

The agent was smoothing things over.

Xie Ruhe didn't look at them, but looked in the direction of the security guard, with a calm and cold expression: "Is the property fee paid for nothing?"

"..."

Afterwards, Xu Zeyuan and his agent were invited out of the community by the security guards.

Xu Zeyuan put on his peaked cap, lowered the brim of his hat, and followed his manager to the direction of the car. Because he couldn't explain it, he was really angry, and looked in Xie Ruhe's direction again.

Just now Xu Zeyuan's mind was on Xie Ruhe's body, now when he looked at it, he suddenly found that Shu Nian was behind Xie Ruhe, pushing the wheelchair for him.

She lowered her head, showing a dimple on the side of her face, as if she was talking to him.

Small in stature, like a student who has not yet left society. She was wearing a dark red turtleneck sweater, black pleated skirt, and pantyhose that pulled her legs thin and straight.

The man who was full of hostility just now was docile in front of her like a tamed wolf.

Xu Zeyuan suddenly realized the relationship between them.

I also understood why Xie Ruhe had such an attitude towards him just now.

Xu Zeyuan was a little distracted, remembering the previous things.

In college, he and Shu Nian were classmates. From the first time he met Shu Nian, Xu Zeyuan liked her very much. He has always been a character who will try his best to get what he wants.

After that, he launched an offensive against her frantically.

Shu Nian was not at all enlightened in this regard, at first he was completely unaware that he was pursuing her. The attitude towards him is not warm, and it is no different from treating other students.

Xu Zeyuan bought her roommate with snacks, deliberately sat next to her in class, joined her club, and tried every means to get close to her.

From the freshman year to the second semester of the sophomore year.

During this period, he confessed his love countless times, and Shu Nian also solemnly rejected him countless times.

At the New Year's Eve party in the sophomore year, Xu Zeyuan sang a love song on stage, and then confessed to her again in front of the teachers and students of the whole school.

But the effect is just the opposite.

Shunian was puzzled and confused by his behavior, and was even a little angry: "Didn't I reject you? The answer I gave you was not ambiguous. I said I didn't like you. Why do you always do this kind of thing?" .”

Xu Zeyuan was raised by others since he was a child, and he has always been overconfident.

At that moment, because of Shunian's words, I felt that my self-esteem was damaged, and I felt that my hard work in the past two years was of no use at all, and it was like a joke in the eyes of the person involved.

Xu Zeyuan stopped for a while because of this.

Later, on a rainy evening, Xu Zeyuan saw Shu Nian again.

He didn't bring an umbrella at the time, and he ran to the nearest library to shelter from the rain, and he was soaked. Then Shu Nian just came out of the library with the book in his arms.

Not knowing if he didn't see him, Shu Nian directly opened the umbrella and went into the rain.

Xu Zeyuan quickly called her to stop: "Shu Nian!"

Shu read back.

Xu Zeyuan didn't know what to say, the bangs on his forehead were dripping with water, and fell into his eyes, which made him not see clearly: "...I didn't bring an umbrella."

Shu Nian stood there for a while, and finally came over.

The height difference between the two was twenty centimeters, Shu Nian struggled to hold the umbrella, Xu Zeyuan took the umbrella on his own initiative.

Afterwards, Shu Nian said, "Where are you going? I'll take you there."

Xu Zeyuan didn't speak.

I can roughly understand what she means.

If he had sent her back first and then held her umbrella, they would have met next time.

Vice versa.

Shu Nian thought he didn't hear, so he asked again.

Xu Zeyuan remained silent.

The two walked in silence for a while.

The directions of the male and female dormitory buildings are different. When approaching the intersection, Shu Nian said again: "You can take the umbrella. Just give it to me in class next time."

"..."

"Then I'll go back first."

Shu Nian was about to run back, the next moment, Xu Zeyuan tilted the umbrella and placed it on top of her head.

He actually doesn't remember what he said at that time.

I only remember that time, because of his action, Shu Nian's expression changed slightly, as if he remembered something, he was in a daze, not listening to him.

After that, their relationship gradually improved.

At the end of the last semester of his junior year, Xu Zeyuan confessed to her again, and this time he finally got a positive answer.

At that moment, Xu Zeyuan felt as if he had obtained the whole world.

Even though Shunian doesn't know anything, she's not good at feelings at all, she still looks like a child. After dating, their way of getting along has not changed much.

He is still very happy.

During the time they were in love, their most intimate gesture was nothing more than holding hands. But Shunian was not used to him getting too close, even if he held hands, he would break away calmly, and then distanced himself.

Xu Zeyuan has always cherished her and has been waiting for her to adapt.

Xu Zeyuan wants to take it step by step.

He is willing to wait to do many things with her after graduation and marriage. He has always thought so. However, in fact, many things will not happen as I expected and planned.

Their love affair lasted less than half a year.

During that time, there were gossip in the school, and there were some things that were not true. Under the words of those people, Shunian became more and more withdrawn. Most of the time, she didn't go anywhere except for class.

After hearing those words too much, Xu Zeyuan also found it difficult to accept.

Finally, Xu Zeyuan asked her out on a certain weekend.

He has always known that Shu Nian has always been good-tempered, kind and patient. Xu Zeyuan understands that she may not like him, but she will compromise most of his demands.

In many ways, she actually did a good job.

Xu Zeyuan broke up with her.

At that time, Shu Nian felt emotional for the first time, and the words he said made him remember for so many years, and his heart would ache when he thought of it. When I dream back in the middle of the night and wake up in the middle of the night, I will have the urge to cry.

It was the one thing he felt most guilty about in his life.

He will always remember what she looked like at that time and what she said at that time.

Like a nightmare.

Shu Nian lowered his head, his whole face was pale and sickly, without the bright and freshness before, she shed tears silently, and his whole person became extremely cowardly. After a long time, she spoke softly, her emotions were very calm, but she seemed to be questioning: "I escaped from death, and finally came back to life."

"—why should you be treated like this?"

Shu Nian pushed Xie Ruhe, and asked in a low voice, "What did that person come to you just now?"

Xie Ruhe was in a bad mood, after a few seconds of silence, he still answered her words: "Let me write a song."

"Is he red?"

"I do not recognize."

"Then your tone just now." Shu Nian said hesitantly, "Will he-"

"Do you think I'm doing something wrong?" Xie Ruhe interrupted her, with a haze between his brows, and said every word, "Shu Nian, don't speak for him."

"..." Shu Nian was stunned for a moment, then explained, "I didn't speak for him."

Xie Ruhe turned his head and glanced at her, but said nothing.

"It's just that there were other people watching, and his attitude towards you is not bad." Shunian said seriously, "If he tells others at that time, they will say that your behavior is not good, and many people will speak ill of you."

"..."

Shunian seriously analyzed: "I don't think this is good for you."

Xie Ruhe said blankly: "Whatever they say."

"If you don't want to talk to him, you don't have to talk." Shu Nian thought for a while, and thought that this method is quite good, so he repeated, "It's fine if you don't talk."

Thinking of the two of them being together once, the depression in my heart almost tore the whole heart apart. Xie Ruhe narrowed his eyes and raised the corners of his mouth: "Didn't you say that you can't ignore people?"

Shu Nian blinked: "It's a bitch."

Xie Ruhe looked at her quietly.

Although he didn't know why he didn't like Xu Zeyuan, Shu Nian still finished the sentence obediently: "You can ignore people you don't like, but you can't ignore people who treat you well."

Shu Nian's words seemed to mean something.

Xie Ruhe's brows and eyes stretched slightly, and he hummed inaudibly.

Speaking of this, Shu Nian suddenly realized something, recalling his attitude just now, hesitantly asked: "Xie Ruhe, did you lose your temper with me just now?"

"..." Xie Ruhe denied, "No."

Shu Nian pushed him into the elevator, frowning: "But you interrupted me before I finished."

"..."

"When I was talking to you just now, you kept objecting to what I said."

"..."

"And your tone is not good."

A series of accusations, although Shu Nian spoke in a flat tone, he didn't seem to put much emotion in it, he was just describing what happened just now, but Xie Ruhe was speechless.

Shu Nian wanted to say something else.

Xie Ruhe suddenly turned around, grabbed her hand, and stuffed a candy into her hand.

He has already arrived at the door of Xie Ruhe's house.

Shu Nian looked down.

It was the mango jelly she used to buy him off.

Xie Ruhe's Adam's apple slipped, he was still holding onto her hand without letting go, and said in a low voice, "Apologize."

Shu Nian didn't react.

Afterwards, Xie Ruhe lowered his eyes, took out another candy from the pocket of his jacket, and handed it to her.

"When I touch your hand, I'll give you another one."