Defeated By Love

Chapter 38

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Shunian's body is cold, his hands and feet are cold all year round, like a piece of soft ice.

At this time, Xie Ruhe's palm was pressed against him, the warm touch was not very strong, and there was an inexplicably overwhelming sense of solidity. As if electrified, from the palm to the wrist, everything he touched became hot.

It's different than ever before.

Her body froze, and she slowly retracted her eyes, without breaking away from his hand. Shu Nian didn't know what to say, he took a sip of milk tea nervously, lowered his brows and eyes, and focused all his attention on his wrist.

Because of holding her, Xie Ruhe could only push the wheelchair with one hand, which seemed inconvenient.

Shu Nian pretended not to care much, not daring to look up at him, fearing that his little thoughts would be discovered. She gently broke away from his hand, held him back, and said softly, "Let me support you."

It should be nothing.

That is, to help him, there is no desire.

An old lady next to her fell, so it is normal for her to help her up. There's no need to think so much just because of this point of contact, it's just a matter of little effort.

completely! a little! All! unnecessary! ! !

Shu Nian tried hard to convince himself.

Seeing Xie Ruhe looking over, Shu Nian's throat choked, the brainwashing just now seemed to be of no use at all, his words were completely thoughtless, and he stumbled: "You, are you thirsty? Do you want some milk tea..."

Hearing this, Xie Ruhe's gaze shifted to the milk tea in her left hand.

Shu Nian felt that something was wrong, he opened his mouth, wanting to say something.

Xie Ruhe had already withdrawn his gaze, and his Adam's apple slipped: "Go ahead and drink."

These words seemed to be tactfully rejecting her words, and he didn't intend to have a drink with her, even if it was just Shunian's sudden brainstorming.

Even if she never thought of it at all.

"..." Shu Nian's face immediately burned.

She didn't know what she looked like now, she was afraid that her face would turn red, so she subconsciously pulled the scarf up a bit. Noticing from the corner of his eye that he didn't seem to be looking over, Shu Nian heaved a sigh of relief.

Then, like a supplement.

Xie Ruhe lowered his eyes and said, "I won't drink now."

Shu Nian felt that his current trend was a bit bad.

But can't tell what the problem is. This feeling is inexplicably familiar, not like something I have experienced, more like hearing something from someone else's mouth, and then finding resonance.

She racked her brains to remember what she said, but she couldn't remember it for a while.

When he reached the gate of the community, Xie Ruhe was a little exhausted.

Shunian soon realized it, let him sit on the wheelchair, and pushed him habitually: "Then do you still have to do rehabilitation training every day like before?"

"Um."

"I'm quite free during this time." Shunian felt a little guilty, and then lowered his voice, "It's just... if you need it, of course it doesn't matter if you don't need it."

Xie Ruhe looked back at her, because he was sitting with his head raised slightly, as if he was listening to her carefully.

But before Shunian finished talking about what was going on, he agreed.

"need."

I don't know if it is Shu Nian's illusion.

She always felt that Xie Ruhe seemed a little different when they met last time.

"..." Shu Nian restrained his inexplicable shortness of breath, and finished what he wanted to say, "That is, to be completely better with you. Didn't I promise you before? It feels like I haven't done it all the time."

Xie Ruhe didn't seem to mind too much: "Okay."

Xie Ruhe was holding milk tea and the bag of donuts that Shu Nian had just bought. He glanced at it casually, and saw that there were quite a few of them, and remembered what she said just now, "I bought six".

He didn't continue the topic: "Why did you buy so many donuts?"

The topic changed suddenly, Shu Nian still couldn't react, and said stupidly: "Buy six. You eat two, I eat two, and Assistant Fang also eats two."

Hearing the extra people, Xie Ruhe frowned.

Shu Nian didn't notice anything strange about him. Speaking of donuts, she subconsciously looked at the bag again and licked her lips.

She likes to eat sweets and candies, and drink milk tea and hot cocoa. If you eat too much, you will feel tired, and when you don't eat, you will always miss it, so when you go out, the place Shu Nian most often goes to is the dessert cake shop.

But Shunian was not rich, and his salary was not high, so gradually he seldom went there.

Today is because I want to come to Xie Ruhe's place, and I don't feel very good without something.

The two entered the building and waited for the elevator.

Xie Ruhe's face became serious, his tone was blunt, and he suddenly said: "I want to eat four."

"Ah." Shunian asked, "Doughnuts?"

Xie Ruhe didn't feel how naive her behavior was, but she didn't want that outsider Fang Wencheng to be counted in every time she bought something.

Either way, it would make him extremely upset.

Just when the elevator arrived, Shu Nian pushed him in and fell silent. She reached out and pressed the third floor, feeling that what she was going to say was a bit difficult to say, and after a few seconds, she asked in a low voice, "Is three okay?"

The elevator door closed, and in the small space, there were only the two of them left in an instant.

Every word seems to have an echo.

Xie Ruhe: "Huh?"

Shu Nian looked at the donut in his hand with a dull expression, he couldn't speak. She lowered her eyes, and her voice sounded pitiful, soft and sticky: "I want to eat one too..."

Fang Wencheng feels that he has been particularly free recently.

Except for sending Xie Ruhe back to Ji's house for a New Year's Eve dinner on New Year's Eve, he basically has nothing else to do after that.

Xie Ruhe seldom goes out. Although he can write songs during this time, he does not accept other people's invitations to sing. Most of the time every day is to go to the seventeenth floor to do rehabilitation training, and repeat it alone.

It's not like I suddenly found motivation.

Xie Ruhe's actions made Fang Wencheng feel more anxious. It seems that the poor student who wants to cram before the exam, wants to get a good grade in tomorrow's exam, stays up all night, and studies desperately.

But Fang Wencheng didn't know what he was anxious about.

According to his previous progress, the training plan given by the rehabilitation doctor will recover sooner or later. This matter is not what it was before, it is just a hope, but something that will soon be realized.

Although he didn't know what it was for, Fang Wencheng felt that this feeling was really good now. Leading a very high job every month, I come to such a tall house to play with my mobile phone and sleep.

Occasionally listen to Xie Ruhe's orders to do some trivial things, and live a happy life.

Just now Xie Ruhe came out of the recording studio suddenly, Fang Wencheng thought he had something to do, but Xie Ruhe went back to his room and changed his clothes, then went out in a wheelchair in silence.

He didn't look at him the whole time.

It means that he has no value of existence.

He has encountered this situation many times.

It's nothing more than, Shu Nian is here.

Thinking that they would come back soon, Fang Wencheng didn't dare to sleep anymore, and stood up artificially, trying to find something to do for himself, and looked around the room, but couldn't find anything to do.

He yawned lazily, picked up the game and played it.

After an unknown amount of time, there was a sound of opening the door at the entrance.

Fang Wencheng immediately put away his phone, ignored the abuse from his teammates in the game, and hurried over to greet the two: "Master."

As he expected, seeing Shu Nian standing behind Xie Ruhe, Fang Wencheng greeted her.

After entering the house, Xie Ruhe changed into his slippers and stood up straight away. He held a cup of milk tea in one hand, and walked slowly while leaning on the wall, ignoring Fang Wencheng, but his expression was a little weird and subtle.

Shu Nian followed him with a bag in his arms, without saying a word.

Fang Wencheng didn't know what was going on with their atmosphere, so he kept silent in a sensible manner.

The two walked into the living room one after the other.

Xie Ruhe sat on the sofa, Shu Nian hesitated, then sat next to him.

silence.

There were three people in the spacious living room, but none of them seemed to exist.

Xie Ruhe pursed his lips, before there was any movement, he pushed all the six donuts in front of Shunian, and said in a low voice, "I was just joking with you."

Shu Nian was also a little embarrassed by his own words, and didn't know what to say.

Xie Ruhe said: "I don't eat sweets much."

Hearing this, Fang Wencheng said in surprise: "Master, didn't you buy dozens of packs of fudge and put them in your room?"

"..." Xie Ruhe gave him a cold look, then changed his mouth expressionlessly, "I don't like donuts."

It was because Shu Nian hadn't eaten donuts for a long time, so he couldn't help but blurt out the words just now. But her main purpose is indeed to buy it for Xie Ruhe, and at this time, she wants him to deliberately lie to accommodate herself——

Shu Nian felt very ashamed.

She said sullenly: "You eat."

Xie Ruhe's forehead twitched, he really didn't want his image in front of Shu Nian to be someone who would grab snacks from her. He licked the corners of his lips, carefully choosing his words, thinking about how to speak.

Fang Wencheng on the side really didn't understand what was going on with them, so he couldn't help but ask, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Just because of a donut, the atmosphere became awkward, like a child's behavior. Shu Nian didn't know how to explain it, so he stammered: "That's, that's..."

Before she finished speaking.

At the same time, Xie Ruhe took out a donut from the bag and handed it to her lips.

It was a sudden move.

Shu Nian closed his mouth instantly, and looked at him with round eyes, a little dazed.

Xie Ruhe lowered his eyes and stared at her lips: "Take a bite."

Shu Nian's mind is blank, like a robot, she will do whatever he says. She pinched her hem tightly, and took a small bite of his hand.

"Is it delicious?" Xie Ruhe asked.

Shu Nian chewed a few mouthfuls, then nodded mechanically.

Seeing this, Xie Ruhe seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and his brows and eyes that were originally hanging in the haze also relaxed.

"That's all for you to eat."