Defeated By Love

Chapter 41

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"..."

Shu Nian felt that he couldn't make any sense with him, and was so aggrieved that he couldn't speak. She stood there, her shoulders slumped, and her tone was depressed: "Forget it."

Xie Ruhe looked at her: "What's wrong."

"I want to help you prove your innocence." Shu Nian didn't want to go back and listen to those people's gossip and inexplicable coaxing, so she sat in the seat in front of him and recounted what happened just now.

Xie Ruhe listened silently.

Shu Nian's cheeks puffed up, and he muttered like bubbling: "It's so annoying."

Hearing this, Xie Ruhe pursed his lips and lowered his eyes. Emotions seem to be bad, but also seem meaningless.

After a few seconds, he asked, "Are you unhappy hearing these words?"

Of course you won't be happy.

Shu Nian doesn't like being laughed at, and she doesn't like them making fun of her and Xie Ruhe's friendship, and she doesn't like them always making them fall in love early, trying to persuade the two of them to do things they shouldn't do at an inappropriate age.

Shu Nian said seriously: "Not happy."

Xie Ruhe's eyelids lifted, noticing that her expression was serious, she was not joking. The corners of his lips were barely pulled up, and his expression darkened: "I see."

"what do you know."

"Woke up." Xie Ruhe didn't answer her question, and leaned back lazily, without looking away, "You can ask again."

"Ah? What are you asking?"

Xie Ruhe calmly reminded her: "Do I like you?"

Shu Nian was a little taken aback, and repeated obediently: "Oh, do you like me?"

His gaze was outside the window, the sunlight shone in through the curtains, and a beam fell on his eyes, like a brand mark, making the other side dark and gloomy.

Xie Ruhe's Adam's apple slipped, and then said: "I don't like it."

As soon as these words fell, Shu Nian's heart throbbed, and he opened his eyes and woke up instantly.

Thinking of Xie Ruhe's expression when he said this, Shu Nian became inexplicably depressed and sad.

I always felt that at that time, he was really unhappy.

It's been a long time since this memory.

At that time, she didn't understand anything, and many things would basically not change after being determined.

She felt that Xie Ruhe definitely didn't like her. So no matter how he reacted, she would automatically take that reaction as dislike.

But now Shu Nian is a little uncertain.

Shu Nian turned over, turned on the phone and checked the time. It was almost nine o'clock, and she felt hungry only when she saw the time. She sat up, wrapped a coat and went to the kitchen, intending to make something for dinner.

Filling some water into the soup pot, Shu Nian poured ten quick-frozen dumplings into it.

After a while, the water gradually boiled, the bubbles rose upwards, and the white air was lingering.

Everything seems unreal.

She covered her face blankly and became confused.

I don't know if the dream just now happened in real life, or if it was a trivial dream derived from her day-to-day thoughts.

Having just returned from another place, Shu Nian planned to rest for a while, as a vacation for himself. During this period of time, there were few dubbing jobs, and she might not be able to get a role when she went to the recording studio.

After waking up last night, she tossed and turned and didn't fall asleep much.

Today Shu Nian got up early, planning to go to Xie Ruhe and accompany him to do rehabilitation training.

This is a gradual process.

Although Shu Nian didn't ask Xie Ruhe carefully about this matter.

But she heard something from Fang Wencheng.

Xie Ruhe's leg was caused by a car accident two years ago. At that time, he was in a coma for two months. After waking up, he found that his lower limbs could not move. Because I had to take care of my body, I lay on the hospital bed for a while.

Missed the best recovery period.

What the doctor said is that even if the rehabilitation effect is good, you can no longer do strenuous exercise. What's more, walking can't be as smooth and natural as ordinary people.

Although Fang Wencheng had only been working with Xie Ruhe for two years, when Xie Ruhe returned to Xie's house at the age of sixteen, he had been working with Ji Xinghuai.

Because of this, Fang Wencheng had met Xie Ruhe before.

At that time, Xie Ruhe was very silent, with a calm face every day, not caring about anything. He never got angry, and never made any demands. He didn't have any desires, and he was lifeless.

In Ji's house, it's just a shadow that is hard to notice.

But this leg injury changed his temperament drastically.

Always gloomy and uncertain, and will get angry and smash things because of other people's words. Most of the time, he would just stay in the room alone, like being locked in a cage.

Xie Ruhe has a lot of negative energy, and he will not treat many things with a positive attitude.

At first it was a passive treatment.

He can only lie on the hospital bed and use massage and acupuncture to promote the recovery of his motor organs. Xie Ruhe disliked being touched by others very much, so he got angry and resisted many times.

Ji Xinghuai talked to him several times before he gradually accepted it.

After recuperating, Xie Ruhe began to recover, which was also divided into two stages.

Bed rest phase and walking phase.

Start by strengthening your upper body, such as your lower back and abs. It allows him to move independently, from the bed to the wheelchair, and also lays a foundation for the next walking training.

It is a difficult and long process.

Fang Wencheng said that when Shunian came to Xie Ruhe's house to record, he was still in bed. But later, the recovery progress was suddenly accelerated, as if breaking through the bottleneck period.

During this process, Shu Nian didn't stay with him all the time, but he also saw him in many periods.

When you can only sit; when you can stand up; when you can walk with the parallel bars;

Until now, when I can walk without relying on anything.

She was only from the perspective of a bystander, and she still felt that this was a touching and exciting thing, let alone how Xie Ruhe, the person involved, was feeling.

From falling to the bottom, relying on one's own strength to climb up, to returning to the peak.

He doesn't need to thank God, and he doesn't need to thank anyone.

He just has to thank himself for persevering.

It was just after eight o'clock.

Shu Nian suddenly decided to come over, and he didn't tell Xie Ruhe in advance. When she got to his door and was about to ring the doorbell, she remembered to tell him on WeChat.

Xie Ruhe returned quickly and told her to go directly to the seventeenth floor.

Shunian went up from the sixteenth floor.

Walked to the door, just pressed the doorbell, the door was opened from the inside.

It was Xie Ruhe who opened the door.

At this point in time, Fang Wencheng didn't seem to be at work yet, and there was no sign of anyone else in the house. Xie Ruhe had probably already started doing rehabilitation training. He was wearing short-sleeved shorts, his forehead was sweating, and his hair was wet.

Unexpectedly, he would start rehabilitation so early, Shu Nian said in a daze, "Have you had breakfast?"

Xie Ruhe said: "Auntie Housekeeper came here."

Shu Nian said, and squeezed the breakfast he just bought in his hand: "Do you want to continue training?"

Xie Ruhe lowered his eyes, and instantly noticed the things in her hand.

"Well, have you had breakfast yet?"

Shu Nian nodded: "Eat."

The next moment, Xie Ruhe took the breakfast in her hand and said softly, "Thank you then."

"..."

Shu Nian's hand is empty.

Also inexplicably feel empty.

Shunian gathered his mind and followed Xie Ruhe into the big room where he was training. There have been a few changes inside, with a lot more equipment and a few less.

For example, the rehabilitation standing bed was moved away.

Shu Nian asked, "Don't you need the doctor to accompany you?"

Xie Ruhe put the breakfast in his hand on the table beside him: "No, I have a sense of proportion."

He didn't use a wheelchair, and he looked good. He just stood there, tall and thin, like a poplar tree. She wore a white T-shirt, most of which was soaked in sweat, and stuck to her body, revealing the contours of her abdominal muscles.

Shu Nian immediately looked away, feeling a little uncomfortable.

Xie Ruhe moved a stool from the side: "You sit here."

Thinking of Xie Ruhe's appearance of seeing no evil, Shu Nian didn't dare to look over and said hello, but he didn't intend to sit idly beside him while he was working hard to recover.

Noticing Shu Nian's dodging gaze from the corner of his eye, Xie Ruhe paused and looked at her.

He hesitated and called out, "Shu Nian?"

Shu Nian obeyed obediently, but still didn't look at him.

Xie Ruhe raised his eyebrows and looked at himself, then his eyes froze, as if he had thought of something, but he was not sure. He didn't speak any more, walked to the side of the power bike and sat on it.

Afterwards, Xie Ruhe said: "Shu Nian, can you help me get into the water?"

Shu Nian looked around and saw that the water bottle was placed on the ground near Xie Ruhe. She nodded and walked over to pick up the plastic bottle.

Shu Nian walked up to Xie Ruhe.

at the same time.

As if feeling hot, Xie Ruhe suddenly lifted the hem of his clothes and wiped the sweat from his forehead with his shirt, revealing his well-shaped abdominal muscles. The roots of his ears were all red, and his expression was unnatural.

If Shunian wasn't so nervous, he might have noticed that his actions were a little blunt.

Xie Ruhe raised his eyes and saw Shu Nian's froze expression. He withdrew his expression and stared at her thoughtfully.

Shu Nian squeezed his fists, his face became hot. She lowered her eyes and stuffed water into his hand.

Xie Ruhe took it, and there was no further movement. His eyes moved from her to the water bottle, fixedly, as if he was thinking about something. Soon, he took a sip of water and began to do rehabilitation training in silence.

The spacious interior instantly becomes quiet.

The two had their own thoughts, and an ambiguous smell fermented in the air.

Shu Nian understands the truth of saying too much and making mistakes. She knew that it was the best way for her to keep silent at this moment, so she didn't take the initiative to say a word.

She was terrified of being found out.

Because by that time, will the distance be closer or farther away.

At this moment, none of them know.

But not long after, Xie Ruhe stopped and broke the silence.

"Shu Nian."

Shu Nian looked up blankly: "Huh?"

"Didn't you ask me before." Xie Ruhe's facial features are very three-dimensional, and his eyes are deep-set, making him look extraordinarily affectionate. "After you stand up, is there anything you want to do?"

Shu Nian blinked: "Yes, what do you want to do?"

silence.

It was a short but long silence.

He seemed to be carefully choosing his words, carefully and thoughtfully.

After a long time, Xie Ruhe said: "I have someone I like."

Shu Nian's breathing stagnates.

Xie Ruhe raised his eyes and looked at her. The voice was deep and hoarse, every word was paused, clear and clear.

"I want to date her."