Shu Nian's movements stopped.
As soon as the words are finished, the music will end and it will automatically skip to the next song. She held her breath, not knowing how to react for a while, her mind went blank, and she felt like she was hallucinating.
Several minutes passed like this.
Shunian came back to his senses, clicked on the song "Ahe" again, dragged to the last ten seconds, and listened to it again. The man's voice was low and faint, I don't know if it was an illusion, but it sounded a little jerky.
One word at a time, speaking slowly, and articulating clearly.
Saying words that can make people's hearts explode in an instant.
— “This song is for you, including the title.”
The name of the song is "A Crane".
What he meant was to give Ah He to her
Give yourself to her.
If Shu Nian did not understand wrongly at this moment.
The birthday present that Xie Ruhe gave her was not the MP3 in his hand, nor was it the songs that he sang again.
It was something she really wanted.
It was the reason why she struggled repeatedly in the past few days, it was the treasure that made her think about the major events in life, and it was the person who made her timidly dare not approach but didn't want to stay away after discovering her feelings.
It was Xie Ruhe.
and his likes.
This feeling is like it has been raining for many days in a row, causing the mood to become very bad.
One day, she opened the curtains. I thought there would be dark clouds outside, but unexpectedly, the sky was clear and clean. The night sky was as black as ink, like a layer of black cloth, dotted with stars.
Then she reached out and caught the star.
Shu Nian's heart was beating wildly, and at this moment all the memories came up, thinking of that day, after Xie Ruhe said "there is someone I like", and then asked her if she remembered what she said to him at that time.
At that time, she was in a bad mood, so she answered that she didn't remember without even half a minute of memory.
"At that time" refers to when
Was it when she asked him what he wanted to do when he stood up
Shu Nian struggled to recall, but he really couldn't remember. But it seemed as if he had fallen into a dead end, struggling to get out of that alley.
I keep thinking about what I said at that time.
I do not know how long it has been.
Shu Nian suddenly remembered.
At that time, she seemed to be saying - "When the time comes, I can accompany you."
And Xie Ruhe told her that what he wanted to do was.
Fall in love with the person you like.
Shu Nian suddenly put down the MP3 player and picked up the phone.
At this moment, there was an extremely eager impulse in her heart. I want to call him, I want to run to see him, I want to throw everything away and ask him, I want to get that affirmative answer.
She opened the address book, and before she could dial Xie Ruhe's number, she suddenly noticed the book on the bedside table that said "post-traumatic stress disorder".
It was as if a basin of cold water was pouring over her head, extinguishing all her impulses.
Shu Nian's Adam's apple choked, and his expression became cowardly. She sniffed, exhaled slowly, gave up the idea, and wanted to cry for no reason.
The screen that was on also gradually went out.
It was only a second before the call was made.
Why is she sick
And why should I meet him again when I was sick.
And why should I like him at this moment.
And why should I know now...
He might like her too.
Fall in love with a mentally ill person.
It will turn one person's unhappiness into two people's.
She will have a lot of negative emotions, such as low self-esteem, sadness and inexplicable despair. Although she wanted to restrain such an impulse, there was no way.
Shu Nian wondered if this emotion would be magnified after he fell in love.
Will he worry about gains and losses, and become extremely possessive; will he lose his mind, show his ugliness in front of him, and drag him into the swamp.
She doesn't know.
But she also knew that at this time, all she could do was to live a normal life without affecting it. Able to go out and live independently, but try to avoid talking with others, not approaching others actively, and always be alone.
Just spend the rest of my life alone.
In fact, this is enough, and should not harm other people.
Shu Nian has always held this kind of thinking, so when other people have such a sign towards her, she will kill it in time, but she never thought that it would fall on Xie Ruhe.
Shu Nian felt that she was with Xie Ruhe in this state.
It seemed unfair to him.
Probably because Shu Nian didn't go to find Xie Ruhe for a few days, and didn't make much contact with him. In the past few days, he always took the initiative to find her on WeChat and asked her what she was doing recently.
Across a screen, no emotion can be seen in the text.
Shu Nian lied, saying that he had recently accepted another play and went to the recording studio every day.
Xie Ruhe didn't seem to mind, and would continue to chat with her. It seems that I just have nothing to do and want to chat with her, and the style of painting is very different from before.
That's about it.
Xie Ruhe: [Shu Nian, I got up today and drank a glass of milk.]
With such a serious look on his face, Shu Nian thought that something happened: [Ah? What's wrong.]
result-
Xie Ruhe: [There is also a toast.]
Xie Ruhe: [What about you?]
Shu Nian: "..."
Another example is this.
Xie Ruhe: [It's a bit cold today, wear more clothes.]
Shu Nian: [Okay.]
Xie Ruhe: [Recently I saw a piece of clothing, it's really pretty.]
Xie Ruhe: [Take a look at it.]
Shu read a good reply, and then he sent a picture.
...but women's clothing.
Shu Nian didn't know what he wanted to do, couldn't figure it out, and even felt like he wasn't himself on the screen. She didn't want to think about it anymore, and always put her mind on it.
It will only get deeper and deeper.
The next day, a dubbing director contacted her and asked her to go over and try her voice.
Shu read out the door.
On the way to the subway station, she ran into He You. Thinking about the thief, Shu Nian was about to go over and ask him a few words, but suddenly found a man standing beside him.
Before she saw the man's appearance, He You discovered her existence. He said something to the man, and then came over to say hello to her.
Shu Nian looked back and asked, "Officer He, I want to ask you something."
He You said, "Ask."
"The thief who was caught that day, was he also responsible for the previous thefts?"
"No, I haven't caught it yet." He You scratched his head and reminded him kindly, "So you still have to be careful when you go in and out, and remember to lock the door."
Shu Nian mumbled, "So you didn't lock the door?"
He You clicked his tongue: "I forgot to close the door."
"..."
Shu Nian felt that his actions were a bit miraculous, and wanted to say something, but he didn't take up his time anymore. She whispered goodbye to him, then turned and walked in the direction of the subway station.
He You walked back and said to the man, "Captain, let's go."
The man he called "Captain" didn't move, staring at Shu Nian's back, as if he remembered something: "This girl, she should be doing well now, right?"
He You raised his eyebrows: "Do you know each other?"
"I know her, she's a nice girl."
"Captain, you can forget it." He You laughed foolishly, and the words he said were out of shape, "The little girl is only so old, she can be your daughter at the age."
"What nonsense are you talking about? Is my mother a beast?" The man glared at him, and he laughed angrily, "I was in charge of a case a few years ago, and she was the last victim."
"..." He You's smile gradually disappeared.
The man looked in Shunian's direction again, and sighed, "It's also the only survivor."
When they arrived at the recording studio, Shu Nian went in to try out the sound. Because I have worked with her a lot, this is just a formality, and the director just passed it.
Shu Nian took the script and went to the lounge to lip-sync while the others were recording.
The director seemed to be hurrying up and told her that he would record two scenes today.
But Shu Nian is always distracted, and his condition is very bad.
When entering the recording studio to dub, either the wrong lines were spoken or the emotions were not in place. A line was recorded more than ten or twenty times in a row, which wasted a lot of time. The more anxious she was, the more wrong the match was, and in the end she didn't even match the most basic mouth shape.
The director simply asked Shu Nian to adjust his emotions first, and record other people's parts first.
Shu Nian was extremely frustrated, so he went aside to ponder the character's emotions.
An afternoon passed like this.
Shu Nian ate a box lunch with his colleagues in the dubbing team. A group of people didn't chat much, they were all eating and reading scripts in silence. Shu Nian was the same, holding the script and watching it over and over again.
In order to catch up with the schedule, they didn't waste time, and immediately went to the recording studio to dub after dinner.
There was a period of buffer time in the middle, plus the guidance and emotional control given to her by the director and a senior dubber. This time the recording of Shu Nian was very smooth, and it was over in two passes.
After recording his own scene, Shu Nian didn't stay any longer, and was going to go back and read the script carefully. She thanked the director and several seniors, and then left the recording studio.
Looking at the time, it was only early nine o'clock.
In the recording studio, it was like being cut off from the outside world, not knowing what was going on. It was completely dark outside, and the originally clear and clean sky was piled up with large dark clouds, and it was about to rain.
Looks like it's going to rain.
Shu Nian rummaged through his bag and found that he had brought an umbrella, so he was relieved. She went out of the building, took the subway as usual, and returned to the subway station near her home.
Just noticed that the bakery next door was still open.
Shu Nian thought for a while, and planned to buy some bread for tomorrow's breakfast.
If you can't get up, make it lunch. Shu Nian thought.
She went in because it was late and there wasn't much left inside. Shu Nian walked around, took a sandwich and two baguettes, and went to the front desk to pay.
Shu Nian took the kraft paper bag wrapped for her by the clerk and left the bakery.
In the blink of an eye, there was a heavy downpour of rain outside, crashing on the concrete floor. The rain came quickly and turbulently. I don't know if it was just a shower or it would continue to rain.
Winter rain, accompanied by biting cold.
Shu Nian couldn't help shrinking his neck, trying to free up his hand to take out the umbrella. She turned her head and suddenly noticed someone standing beside her.
is a familiar person.
It has been several days since the last time we met.
Xie Ruhe was not in a wheelchair, he stood upright, looking energetic and clear. He was wearing a long coat, which made him thin and tall, with an outstanding temperament. His face is pale and sickly, but his lips are bright, and he looks extremely good-looking.
Holding an umbrella in his hand, he looked at her intently.
Shu Nian was stunned, not knowing why he appeared here.
Xie Ruhe lowered his eyes, curled his lips imperceptibly, and asked, "Do you have an umbrella?"
Hearing this, Shu Nian subconsciously nodded, a little dazed, and because she was a little nervous and overwhelmed seeing him, she pursed her lips and took out the umbrella from her bag.
"I see." Xie Ruhe stared at the umbrella in his hand and paused for several seconds. The next moment, he reached out to close the umbrella and said blankly, "Mine is broken."
Shu Nian: "..."
Not knowing the reason for his sudden action, Shu Nian pointed cautiously: "Didn't you turn it on just now? It's not broken..."
Xie Ruhe didn't feel at all unnatural because of being punctured by her. He didn't speak, as if he was thinking about how to answer.
Shu Nian scratched his head and whispered, "What are you going to do?"
Hearing this, Xie Ruhe suddenly bent down and looked at her.
This sudden approach made Shu Nian clearly see the nervous self in his eyes, she took a step back, lowered her eyes suddenly, not knowing how to react at all.
Afterwards, Xie Ruhe opened his mouth: "I have never done this kind of thing, and I have no experience. But I think there should be nothing wrong with the way I express it."
Shu Nian couldn't help but look up at him again: "What."
The street lamp glowed with warm yellow light, shining golden light on the two of them. The raindrops were still falling, as if the stars had fallen, hitting the ground with ray of light, making a splashing sound.
I don't know if it was the lighting or an illusion, but Xie Ruhe's face was stained a little crimson. He stared at her, his dark peach eyes seemed to be bewitched, and he used them all on her in an instant.
It just freezes for a few seconds.
Just when Shunian couldn't help but want to talk.
Xie Ruhe licked his lips and said solemnly: "Shu Nian, I'm chasing you."