Shunian didn't take a shower last night, but just changed clothes.
Although she basically didn't sweat in winter and her body didn't smell bad, but she was touched by a stranger last night, and Shu Nian felt uncomfortable all over, so he hesitated to ask Xie Ruhe to take a bath.
Xie Ruhe brought her a clean sweater and told her not to let the wound touch water.
Shu Nian said hello, and carried the clothes into the bathroom of the master bedroom. The space inside is very spacious, and compared with ordinary bathrooms, it has more supporting facilities.
Seeing those facilities, she looked a little dazed.
Soon he came back to his senses, lowered his head, and slowly took off the clothes on his body.
Shu Nian's movements were cautious, afraid of getting the wound on his neck. Without a change of underwear, she can only continue to wear this set, and go home later to get clean ones.
She turned on the shower, and the warm water splashed on her body.
The bathroom is well lit, the bright white light makes Shunian feel more secure. Surrounded by the smell of shower gel, familiar and pleasant smell. It was Xie Ruhe's smell.
Thinking of the few words I just said to him, and the phrase "no hint" he replied calmly.
Shu Nian's face turned hot.
She didn't want to be alone, so she just took a shower and turned off the water, and shampooed her hair. In the next second, Shu Nian suddenly heard the sound of water dripping in his ears.
Slap.
Slap.
Shunian paused, looked up, and saw tiny droplets of water gathering from the shower head and falling to the floor. She stared at the air, inexplicably becoming anxious, and a sense of fear surfaced in her heart.
It seemed that the next moment, the door next to it would be opened from the outside, and someone would come in.
Shu Nian turned on the shower holding his breath.
The slow and clear sound of water droplets turned into the sound of rushing water.
Shu Nian quickly washed off the shampoo on his body, put on his clothes without even applying shower gel, and left the bathroom. Her hair was still dripping with water, which stained her clothes and made the ground wet.
Xie Ruhe was not seen in the room.
After going out to the living room, Shu Nian still didn't see him.
But small movements in the kitchen could be heard.
Shu Nian walked over barefoot, quietly.
Xie Ruhe was standing in front of the induction cooker, his eyes downcast, his expression focused and serious, and he was stirring with a spoon in his hand. As if noticing her from the corner of his eye, he looked over.
Noticing that she was drenched, Xie Ruhe walked towards her and asked, "Why don't you come out after wiping with a towel."
Shu Nian's lips were tightly pursed, and he remained silent without speaking.
"Wait a minute." Xie Ruhe took her to the sofa, then went back to the room to get a towel. Soon, he returned to Shunian, raised his hand to help her wipe her hair, and said in a low voice, "What's wrong?"
She grabbed the hem of the dress and tightened it tightly.
Seeing that she was silent, Xie Ruhe didn't ask any more questions, and patiently wiped the water off her hair.
At this moment, Shunian's cell phone rang.
Just put it on the coffee table, Xie Ruhe picked it up for her and handed it to her.
Shunian took it with a dull expression.
She lowered her eyes and stared at the caller ID on it, but she didn't answer it for a long time.
Xie Ruhe glanced: "Why didn't you answer?"
"It's the director." Shu Nian put the phone aside, his voice was extremely low, "He probably asked me to audition."
Xie Ruhe said softly, "Then why are you unhappy?"
Shu Nian said bluntly, "I don't want to go."
Xie Ruhe patted her head: "Then I won't go."
It was quiet for a while.
All I could hear were the breathing of the two of them and the sound of a towel rubbing against their hair.
a long time.
"I used to have auditory hallucinations, and I always heard the sound of water droplets." Shu Nian sniffled and explained sullenly, "Then my head also hurts, and I need to take medicine to relieve it. I heard it when I just took a shower. "
Xie Ruhe brought the medicine box over: "Then can you hear it now?"
Shu Nian closed his mouth, as if he was listening to the voice in his head seriously, and then said: "It seems not."
Xie Ruhe asked again: "Does that have a headache?"
"It doesn't hurt."
"That's good."
Shu Nian added in a soft voice, "Neck hurts."
"It got wet." Xie Ruhe picked up a medical cotton swab and dipped it in some iodophor, "I'll change your medicine."
Thinking of what he told himself before entering the bathroom, Shunian lowered his head and softly defended: "I didn't touch the water on purpose, I remember what you said..."
Xie Ruhe raised her chin and looked down at the wound on her neck. The distance between the two is very close, Shu Nian can still feel his breath, and gently applies the medicine to her.
He seemed to be smiling, and then said: "I know."
"..."
After treating the wound on her neck, Xie Ruhe raised his head and looked at the wound on her face.
Being stared at by him like this, Shu Nian felt a little uncomfortable, and made up his mind to recognize the beginning.
He was caught back immediately.
Xie Ruhe whispered: "Don't move."
Shu Nian sat up straight in an instant, not daring to move.
Like a tense little hamster.
The temperature of his fingertips was very low, and when they touched her face, it was like a piece of ice was stuck on it. Xie Ruhe's gaze was very bright, and he didn't meet her eyes, but only carefully observed the injury on her left cheek.
Shu Nian swallowed, a little unable to bear the distance.
After one night, Shu Nian's face was basically swollen, only a little red.
Xie Ruhe touched her face and said, "I won't paint my face."
Shu Nian obediently let out a cry.
"The clothes are wet." Xie Ruhe pulled her up and smoothed her hair, "Go to your room and change, you can take anything from the closet."
Shu Nian nodded.
Xie Ruhe said again: "Come out after changing, I made you breakfast."
Shu Nian nodded again, walked back to the room, took a random piece of clothes from the cabinet and changed, and quickly returned to the living room. She went to the table and sat down.
Xie Ruhe was pouring milk and put a glass in front of her.
There were several unopened sandwiches on the table.
Xie Ruhe tore open one of them and put it into Shu Nian's hands.
Shu Nian took it, said thank you, and lowered his head to take a bite.
The two ate breakfast in silence.
After a while, Shu Nian suddenly asked: "The thief yesterday, don't I need to take notes?"
Xie Ruhe said: "It doesn't matter if you don't go."
Shu Nian thought for a while, then said sullenly, "Let's go."
Xie Ruhe looked at her and hummed obediently.
"I have to go back." Shu Nian rubbed his eyes, "I need to get something."
"Take what?"
"Just clothes or something."
"Um."
Shu Nian took small bites of the sandwich, and said vaguely, "Xie Ruhe, I'm a little scared."
Xie Ruhe stopped and raised his head: "What's wrong?"
"I'm afraid I'll have an attack, I don't want to get sick." Shunian said in a low voice with trembling eyelashes, "I'm almost healed, I don't want this to affect my life anymore."
Because any things and situations related to trauma may cause her to reproduce the process of trauma at that time, which will bring her great painful experience and physiological reactions.
Often there will be a strong sense of fear, accompanied by symptoms such as palpitations and shortness of breath, and a feeling of death and suffocation. If you want to call for help, you will keep screaming, as if you are going crazy.
When I fall asleep, I am afraid that I will dream about the source of my worst fear.
I dare not go out or go to work for fear of falling ill in front of other people. I was afraid that I would be numb due to the torture of this disease, that I would be unable to escape, and finally go to a dead end.
She said she will be fine.
But in fact, she didn't have the confidence to survive the second time.
Xie Ruhe subconsciously clenched his fists, his voice softened, and his tone seemed to be coaxing a child: "Then, how about going to the doctor?"
Shu Nian raised his eyes to look at him, and quickly lowered his eyes: "Okay."
"..."
She picked up the cup, took a sip of milk lukewarmly, and said casually, "Shall I go alone?"
Hearing this, Xie Ruhe asked: "Do you want to go alone?"
Shu Nian didn't speak, but tightened his grip on the cup.
Xie Ruhe turned his head and thought for a while: "You want to leave me alone at home?"
Shu Nian was a little unhappy, he didn't know what he wanted to say: "Huh?"
He stared at Shu Nian's face, with no emotion on his face, and said seriously: "I'm afraid when I'm alone at home."
"..."
Xie Ruhe asked Fang Wencheng's general situation again, and then accompanied Shunian to the police station to take notes, which didn't take long. The two left the police station and went to Shu Nian's house to pack their things.
The thief probably started from the room and came back before reaching the living room Shunem.
So the living room is not messy.
The things in Shunem's room were turned upside down.
She didn't pay much attention, pulled out the suitcase and packed things quickly. Most of what is needed are a change of clothes and skin care products.
A lot of it is more private stuff.
Afraid that Shunian would feel uncomfortable, Xie Ruhe didn't stay in the room for long, and soon went out to the living room to check the pried lock on the balcony.
Shu Nian tidied up the room and stuffed the needed things into the suitcase, and it took a lot of time. She opened the first layer of the bedside table and took out the MP3 Xie Ruhe gave her.
Keep pulling down.
On the second floor, except for some small sundries, most of them are medicines.
Shu Nian's eyes stopped, as if thinking of something, he closed the cabinet instantly. She was in a daze for a while, and soon, Shunian made up her mind, opened the cabinet again, and took out a few bottles of medicine.
When Shu Nian left the room, Xie Ruhe had already tidied up the living room. He came over to take the suitcase in her hand and asked, "Are you ready?"
Shu Nian nodded: "Okay."
"Then we're leaving?" Xie Ruhe said, "It's okay to forget something, you can come back and get it."
"it is good."
The two went out.
Shu Nian suddenly said, "Let's go to the hospital another day."
Xie Ruhe was stunned: "What's wrong?"
Shu Nian lowered his head and said in a low voice, "I don't want to run anymore just today."
"..." Xie Ruhe looked at her thoughtfully, he could tell that she was lying, but he didn't force her, "Okay, then we'll go another day."
Just at this moment, there was movement upstairs.
He You opened the door and walked out of the house. Seeing Shunian, his eyes stopped, and he asked concerned: "Shu Nian, I heard from my colleagues that a burglar broke into your house, are you okay?"
Shu Nian looked up and said calmly, "It's fine, thank you for your concern."
Xie Ruhe also looked over.
He didn't disturb the two of them talking, turned his head, and locked the door with the key.
Noticing the suitcase beside her, He You asked, "Are you moving?"
Shu Nian admitted in a low voice: "Yes."
"That's fine." He You said, "The law and order in this broken community is not suitable for a girl like you to live here."
When Xie Ruhe locked the door and looked back, he found that He You had already walked down, talking to Shu Nian casually. He subconsciously pursed his lips, and took Shu Nian's hand.
The three of them went out the downstairs door together.
All go out from the main entrance of the community, so the road along the way is the same.
He You seemed to be very sorry, thinking that he had caught a thief in front of Shu Nian back then, which made her lower her guard, that's why something like that happened yesterday.
He talked a little more than usual today.
Shu Nian didn't know what to reply, so he could only follow his words and say a few words.
We were almost at the gate of the community, and we could only hear the conversation between Shu Nian and He You along the way.
Xie Ruhe never spoke.
On the contrary, he looked like an outsider.
Shu Nian felt a little strange, and was about to turn around.
Xie Ruhe suddenly said: "Shu Nian, I'm not feeling well."
Hearing this, Shu Nian's expression froze, and he immediately looked at him: "What's wrong?"
He You also looked over.
As if wanting to attract her attention, Xie Ruhe raised his hand expressionlessly and stretched it out in front of her eyes.
"Bite."
Shu Nian checked his hand, but he couldn't find the wound for a long time, and said in a low voice, "What bit you?"
Probably sensing the worry in Shu Nian's eyes, Xie Ruhe's tone paused. After a while, he pointed to a small red dot on his hand, and said two words calmly.
"Mosquito."