"..." Shu Nian felt that what he said was very inexplicable, his round eyes widened a little bit, his expression was puzzled and strange, "I wouldn't scold you."
Xie Ruhe put the phone back in his pocket without saying a word.
Shu Nian also withdrew his gaze, drooping his head, thinking for himself, looking like he was introspecting.
The two walked for a while in silence, neither of them took the initiative to speak. After a while, as if he couldn't figure it out, Shu Nian still couldn't help asking: "When did I ever scold you?"
Seeing that she seemed to be very concerned, Xie Ruhe thought for a while, and changed his words: "No, but you will reason with me."
"Oh." Shu Nian recalled the way he used to get along with him, and felt that this statement was more acceptable. She cared about her image, and nodded like a chicken pecking rice, "It's reasoning, not scolding you."
After finishing speaking, Shu Nian emphasized it very deliberately: "I never swear."
Xie Ruhe was silent, but the corners of his mouth curled up.
Shu Nian waited for quite a while, but did not hear his response. This silence seemed to silently refute her words. She pursed her lips, a little unhappy: "Why don't you talk."
Xie Ruhe hasn't said anything yet.
Shu Nian asked very bluntly: "Do you think what I said is wrong?"
Xie Ruhe shook his head: "No."
Shu Nian frowned, and began to lecture him very seriously: "Then you have to answer my words. I talk, but you ignore me. Then keep silent, it's not good, it's very impolite."
Xie Ruhe was taken aback, looking at her tense face, he even had the feeling of going back in time.
He mumbled, "I'm listening to you."
Shu Nian couldn't accept his explanation: "If you don't use your ears, you can't speak with your mouth."
Her words made Xie Ruhe feel that it was not good for him to do so. He licked his lips, and just when he was about to admit his mistake, Shu Nian suddenly said, "If you think what I said is wrong, you can tell me directly."
"..."
Shu Nian's tone was very serious: "I won't get angry, I have a good temper."
Hearing this, Xie Ruhe looked in her direction again, feeling that she was just angry now. He raised his hand to touch the back of his neck, and said hesitantly, "I don't think what you said is wrong."
Shu Nian snorted, and muttered, "You can say it directly if you have something to say, I'm very reasonable."
Xie Ruhe stared at her with a thoughtful expression.
The way she spoke was a little different than usual, and it sounded weird. After saying a few words, she began to boast, and she was not tactful. Simple and rude, it seemed like he was brainwashing Xie Ruhe.
After a while.
Xie Ruhe raised his brows and eyes: "Can you speak directly if you have something to say?"
Shu Nian nodded sullenly.
He tilted his head, then arched his back, looking at her. The eyelashes are thick and slender, curled up like two brushes, and the eyes are bright and black.
The gloom in Shu Nian's heart disappeared instantly.
She suppressed her nervousness, looked at him for three seconds, and then couldn't help but look away.
The next moment, Xie Ruhe said hoarsely: "Can I kiss you outside?"
Arrived at the hospital.
Shu Nian let go of Xie Ruhe's hand, looking a little uneasy. She subconsciously glanced at Xie Ruhe, and after meeting his comforting gaze, she mustered up the courage to enter the psychology department.
Xie Ruhe was waiting for her outside.
I haven't seen Wang Yue for a long time.
Shu Nian sat in front of her and greeted her.
Wang Yue smiled at her, and gently asked her what happened recently, her condition and symptoms.
Shu Nian spoke slowly, giving her an honest overview.
If you don't want to go out, you will be frightened by small movements.
The mood is very low most of the time, and there will be sudden feelings of guilt.
Poor sleep status, many dreams.
Negative mentality, will repeatedly recall because of a small detail.
Resist the traumatic experience brought up by others, and actively avoid any stimulation.
Difficulty concentrating.
Palpitations, heart distress, rapid heartbeat, difficulty breathing, and a sense of suffocation on the verge of death.
After Wang Yue listened quietly, she occasionally gave her some guidance, then reassessed and diagnosed Shunian, and asked her to do a symptom self-evaluation scale and an event impact scale to measure trauma levels.
The result is moderate somatization, moderate depression, and severe anxiety.
After an hour, Shu read out of the department.
Xie Ruhe was sitting on a chair outside with a mobile phone in his hand, but most of his attention was on this side. Soon he noticed that Shu Nian had come out, stood up and walked in front of her.
"What's wrong?"
Shu Nian handed him the things in his hand: "I have to get a prescription."
Xie Ruhe took it: "Huh? Do I need to take medicine?"
Shunian was not in a good mood, she lowered her head: "Well, take medicine. Then one hour of psychological treatment every week."
Xie Ruhe took her hand: "Why are you unhappy?"
"It's more serious than I imagined." Shu Nian rubbed his eyes, "It's a little more serious."
Xie Ruhe hummed: "It doesn't matter if you treat it well."
Listening to his words, Shu Nian became nervous again, her tone was blunt and lacking confidence, and her volume was also very low: "You will come with me."
"Yes." Xie Ruhe raised his hand and touched her head, and said softly, "Let's go, get the medicine."
Shu Nian looked up at him, and stood there without moving.
Xie Ruhe said, "Why don't you leave?"
Shu Nian sniffed, her eyes were a little sore.
Always thought he was really nice.
No matter what she looks like or what the situation is, he seems to be able to accept it.
The reactions are all indifferent.
It seemed that no matter how bad her condition was, the relationship between the two of them would not change in any way. He doesn't dislike it, he just thinks it's a very common thing, and he doesn't think it will affect their relationship.
She didn't think that Shunian was suffering from this disease, between the two of them, she was in a humble position.
Every time she asks a question because of anxiety.
He's never impatient, or perfunctory.
It just makes her feel good.
I think the world is still beautiful.
Thinking of being silent just now and not answering his question, Shu Nian felt a little guilty. She dawdled in front of him, struggled for a while, and then whispered three words: "Yes."
Xie Ruhe didn't react: "Huh?"
"That's right." Shu Nian's ears turned red, and he pretended to be calm, "You can kiss me outside."
"..."
Xie Ruhe's eyes stopped, and he looked into her bright eyes. His brows and eyes were deep, tinged with charm, and he raised his hand to rub the corners of her eyes: "There are too many people here."
This is no different from declining.
Shu Nian's composure instantly collapsed, and he immediately lowered his head and pretended to be dead.
Xie Ruhe withdrew his gaze and dragged her forward.
Not long after, Shu Nian heard Xie Ruhe speak again, his tone was lazy and careless.
"There are fewer people over there."
The two did not stay outside for long.
Xie Ruhe took Shu Nian into a nearby dessert shop and asked her to pick some cakes. Seeing her staring helplessly at a milk tea shop outside, he took her to buy another cup.
Then went home.
Shunian went into the bathroom to wash her feet.
When he came out, he saw that Xie Ruhe had already taken the things out of the bag and put them on the coffee table. At this moment, he is sitting on the sofa, looking at Shunem's medical records and the various lists he brought back.
Shu Nian walked over barefoot and sat beside him.
Xie Ruhe looked up at her, then bent down suddenly, and pinched her ankle. Shocked by his sudden action, Shu Nian looked at him stiffly: "What are you going to do?"
Without saying a word, he pulled out a few paper towels to help her dry the water on her feet.
Shu Nian didn't dare to move at all: "I'll wipe it myself..."
Xie Ruhe moved quickly, and said in a low voice: "It's finished."
Shu Nian groaned, his feet curled up uncomfortably. She coughed twice, pretending not to care, picked up the cake on the table, but couldn't help but look in Xie Ruhe's direction.
At this moment, Xie Ruhe was staring at the ground, wondering what he was thinking.
Shu Nian looked away, digging up the cake to eat in silence.
Not long after, Xie Ruhe suddenly murmured: "Do you want to lay a carpet?"
Shu Nian looked up: "Huh?"
Seeing that his eyes had moved to his bare feet, his brows were slightly frowned, as if he was thinking about a very important matter, and then he said to himself: "Lay a blanket."
"..."
Shunian hasn't taken medicine for a long time.
A few days ago, she secretly took medicine behind Xie Ruhe's back, but she didn't dare to take it indiscriminately. She normally takes one tablet a day, but Shu Nian only took half a tablet. Side effects vary from person to person, she is headache, nausea, and drowsiness.
She dared not show it in front of Xie Ruhe.
When he had a severe headache, Shu Nian didn't dare to tell him. Just pretending to be sleepy, sneaked back to the room to sleep. When I feel bad, I just pretend to be in a bad mood.
But now if Shunian feels uncomfortable, he will tell him directly.
It's like when I was a child and went out to play secretly, accidentally fell down, and didn't dare to tell Deng Qingyu when I got home because I was wrong. But after being discovered by her, although she would be taught a lesson, she dared to shout out when she was in pain.
Shunian had a great reaction to taking the medicine, because she was not used to it yet.
I vomited up the breakfast and had some diarrhea. I can't even eat lunch. Xie Ruhe coaxed her to eat half a bowl of porridge, and then she went back to her room and lay there without falling asleep.
Feeling chest tightness and palpitations, and can't breathe.
Shu Nian rolled around on the bed, feeling so uncomfortable that she wanted to lose her temper.
Soon, Xie Ruhe also came in, holding a tablet in his hand. Probably because he didn't know that Shunian would feel so uncomfortable after taking the medicine, he looked a little overwhelmed and asked, "If you can't sleep, would you like to play a game? Or watch something."
Shu Nian nodded obediently, and took the tablet.
She didn't know what to do, and felt inexplicably irritable.
Shu Nian clicked on a video software, and casually clicked on a recent popular web drama. She sat up and leaned against the head of the bed.
Xie Ruhe went to sit next to her, touched her forehead: "Is it still uncomfortable?"
Shu Nian shook his head and said in a low voice, "No."
Xie Ruhe's eyes were worried, but he didn't say much.
Shu Nian adjusted his position, and the distance between the two was closer. She fairly allocated half of the screen to Xie Ruhe, so that he could clearly see the content on the screen.
The opening song is playing on the screen.
Shu Nian stared at the screen quietly, looking at the woman who appeared the most times, she always felt familiar. She pointed hesitantly and asked, "Do you know this person?"
Xie Ruhe didn't pay much attention to online dramas. Hearing this, he glanced and said honestly, "I don't know."
Shu Nian was unresponsive, and stared at it for a while, then popped out to look at the cast list.
The heroine's name shows the word "Lin Qiqi".
She thought for a long time, and finally remembered that she knew this person. I met her when I went to the audition before, and later I found her on WeChat and asked if she wanted to go to the audition together.
Shu Nian came to his senses, nodded to himself, and clicked into the video again.
The opening song has been played, and the first episode begins. The heroine appears on the screen, with a bright temperament, loves to laugh, and is particularly eye-catching. Shu Nian's expression was absent-minded, and he murmured, "Why is she so pretty?"
Hearing this, Xie Ruhe looked over.
Shu Nian met his gaze and asked again: "Do you remember her?"
Xie Ruhe had no impression of this face at all: "I don't know it."
"It was because you scolded her during the audition before." Shu Nian said in a low mood, "Then she thought you had a crush on her, so she probably liked you too."
Xie Ruhe hummed indifferently.
Shu Nian pursed her lips, and suddenly lost her temper at him: "Did you do it on purpose?"
"..." Xie Ruhe turned her head, not knowing why she was suddenly angry, "What."
Shu Nian didn't answer, but moved around while holding the tablet, seeing that his gaze was still on her. Unhappily, she turned off the video, stuffed the tablet into the quilt, and said sullenly, "I won't show it to you."