Xie Ruhe lowered his eyes, staring at her slightly uncomfortable face, with a slightly dazed expression. His brows and eyes were narrowed, his fingertips moved unconsciously, and he asked in a low voice, "Puppy love?"
Shu Nian said this for a while.
Except for the dubbed lines, in her memory, she has never done this kind of behavior that goes against her conscience, saying what she thinks is wrong as right. Even apologized for it.
This is something out of the ordinary.
Shu Nian was already embarrassed, but when he heard his rhetorical question, he didn't even dare to look at him. She immediately lowered her head, annoyed but didn't want to take back her words, she didn't say anything, and reflected on herself.
Xie Ruhe raised his lips, knowingly asked: "Who do you want to date early?"
Shu Nian didn't look up, couldn't see Xie Ruhe's expression at the moment, wondering if he really didn't know the answer. She was embarrassed to say, so she could only silently lower her head and eat the noodles, pretending that she didn't hear what he said.
His voice was stained with a bit of laughter, and he continued to ask: "Can't you say?"
Silence for two seconds.
Shu Nian picked up a piece of beef and put it into his bowl, abruptly changed the subject, and said vaguely: "Hurry up and eat the noodles, or it will be mushy soon, and it won't taste good if it is mushy."
Xie Ruhe knew that to be able to say such a thing would require a lot of inner struggle for her. He stopped teasing her, and his bad mood disappeared.
He looked at the piece of beef on his bowl and settled for two seconds: "I see."
Shu Nian thought his attention had finally been diverted, subconsciously heaved a sigh of relief.
Xie Ruhe said again: "I think so too."
Um
nothing.
Do you also think that the batter will not taste good
Shu Nian didn't understand what he was talking about, looked up puzzled, and met his dark eyes.
They looked at each other silently.
Xie Ruhe's eyes were slightly raised, and the thin eyelashes formed a light shadow under the eyes, his eyes were focused and affectionate. Then, he chuckled: "It's good to fall in love with you early."
—I also think it’s good to have a puppy love with you.
Shu Nian's heart missed half a beat, and the embarrassment and bewilderment dissipated. The roots of her ears were hot, the corners of her mouth turned up, and she gave a low "hmm".
After saying this, Xie Ruhe didn't say another word.
Shu Nian eats food slowly, he has to chew for a long time before swallowing a bite. She bit her face and secretly looked in Xie Ruhe's direction. Thinking of what he said just now, she hesitated and said, "Don't be unhappy because of your grandparents."
Xie Ruhe nodded expressionlessly.
"What they say is wrong, don't listen."
"Um."
Shu Nian didn't want to speak ill of others behind his back, so he just muttered in a low voice, "And pushed you."
Her tone was full of complaints. Probably because those were his relatives, or maybe she didn't know how to swear, so what she said was not too much.
But the unhappy emotions are only for him.
It seemed that he was venting his emotions and expressing his dissatisfaction.
Xie Ruhe responded to her words lightly, with the corners of his mouth slightly raised.
Shu Nian tightened his grip on the chopsticks, feeling that it was ridiculous for him to say such a thing, and he was a bit overconfident. Her voice lowered, and she said without confidence: "I will protect you when encountering such a thing in the future."
"..."
"Let's go out together." Shunian said seriously, "If we meet again, I will try not to be afraid."
That was Xie Ruhe's family.
There is a relationship with him that blood is thicker than water. Even if they have not fulfilled their responsibilities, in the eyes of the outside world, they are still his grandparents, his uncle, and his elders.
Perhaps Xie Ruhe would not be able to retaliate in the same way for rude and unkind actions.
Then she will help him.
Xie Ruhe had already finished eating the noodles, and when he heard this, he slapped the hand holding the tissue. He looked at her, and suddenly remembered her reaction when she first saw the wound she was hit by Xie Ji.
Same as now.
They all knew that they might be hurt, but they were still willing to stand in front of him.
Words that can make his heart go soft.
He hadn't been very happy all these years. Although I am doing what I like, but there is no one else around, my life is lonely and boring. I feel that the world is dark and there is no light.
Those empty feelings can be filled inadvertently by her.
The day when the two reunited came to mind.
Thinking about it now, I still feel grateful and grateful.
On that day, Fang Wencheng sent him to the hospital for rehabilitation because the rehabilitation doctor was temporarily busy. Because of the heavy rain outside, Fang Wencheng's movements were too slow, so he stopped at the hospital entrance for a while.
When Gu Zi was in a daze, he heard Shunian's voice.
When I looked up, I saw her standing under the bright light, looking a little distorted.
Like a dream from the past.
Worry is a dream.
But even if it was a dream, this dream has continued to this day.
Let her really exist in front of his eyes at this moment.
Xie Ruhe's throat was dry, and he rubbed her head with a gentle expression: "Well, you protect me."
Except for the uncomfortable feeling when I first started taking the medicine, I didn't feel much after that. Occasionally, Shu Nian would forget to take medicine, but Xie Ruhe reminded him on time.
But the role of drugs is only to relieve some symptoms and relieve pain.
Most of the time, Shunian couldn't control his emotions, and would lose his temper suddenly, cry loudly, and the emotional contrast was huge. There will also be sudden depression and loss of appetite.
When the panic attack occurred, Xie Ruhe was always by her side. Hearing the physical reaction caused by her panicked cry for help and cries, all he could do was to comfort her constantly.
And most of the time, Shunem is normal.
Although I will worry about the next attack, I will feel anxious because of it. But when she thinks that someone will accompany her and spend this dark time with her, she will feel that it is actually not that difficult.
Except for necessary going out, the two of them stayed in the house at other times.
Only in the first week, because he was worried about Shunian's situation, Xie Ruhe lied and asked Shunian to sleep in the same room as him.
Later, Shu Nian found out that Xie Ruhe's legs and feet were fine, and knew that he said this because he was worried about himself, so he politely proposed to sleep in another room.
The two lived a very respectful cohabitation life.
That's how it went for a few weeks.
"While He's Still There" was released in early June.
Xie Ruhe was afraid that Shunian would change his mind, so he bought the ticket a week in advance and asked her again.
Shu Nian almost forgot about this matter, and thought about it seriously for a long time, entangled and cowardly. Thinking of that picture would make me feel irritable and palpitating, my first thought was unwillingness.
The movie theater was crowded and dimly lit. And she didn't know what the movie would show. Will there be some bad pictures that remind her of the past and make her feel uncomfortable.
There is always a lot to think about.
I also feel very anxious because of these, and I don't want to think about it.
After Shu Nian refused this time, Xie Ruhe didn't mention this matter anymore.
As May was coming to an end, Shunian received a call. It was the director of the play she acted in some time ago, and said that some of the lines were not reviewed and needed to be changed, and Shunian was asked to re-record the lines.
After receiving this call, Shu Nian realized that he hadn't been to the recording studio for a long time.
This was an irresistible job, Shu Nian immediately agreed.
Then he told Xie Ruhe about it.
Hearing this, Xie Ruhe observed Shu Nian calmly, feeling that she didn't resist her reaction, so he was relieved: "Okay, I'll take you there tomorrow."
The next day, the two left the door on time.
The location of this recording studio is not far from Xie Ruhe's house, about 20 minutes' walk away.
It was hot outside and the sun was high. The concrete floor was like a steamer, steaming, and the air was deformed by the heat. The smell of grass and earth can also be smelled in the nose.
Originally, he wanted to walk over directly, but because of the weather, Xie Ruhe still called Fang Wencheng.
In fact, he is now in good physical condition to drive. But because I haven't driven a car for a long time, and I don't have time to practice during this time, I still have to let Fang Wencheng come over.
The car drove all the way to the downstairs of the recording studio.
Shunian got out of the car.
In the past few weeks, except for sleeping, she and Xie Ruhe have basically never been separated. Shu Nian turned his head nervously, looked at Xie Ruhe in the car, and couldn't help saying, "I should be soon."
Xie Ruhe and Fang Wencheng were explaining work matters. Hearing this, he turned his head and said in a low voice, "Wait for me a while." Then, he said a few words to Fang Wencheng, and got out of the car quickly.
Shu Nian looked up at him, hesitantly said: "Why did you come down?"
Xie Ruhe took a hat from the car, raised his hand to put it on for her: "I'll go up with you."
Shu Nian relaxed and blinked, "Why are you wearing a hat?"
"It's too hot." Xie Ruhe murmured, "Don't get sunburned."
"Then we should carry umbrellas."
Hearing this, Xie Ruhe raised his eyes and glanced at her, as if thinking about it, he nodded quickly: "I will bring it next time."
Shu Nian pointed to the building: "It's a quick walk."
"You can take it off if you feel hot when you go in, and put it on again when you come out." Xie Ruhe was adjusting the size of the hat for her, and looked at it for a few seconds after it was done, "It seems to be too big."
"It won't be too big." Shu Nian suddenly became in a good mood and raised his head. Fearing that the hat would fall off, she subconsciously put her hands on her head, her eyes curled up, "It's quite suitable."
Supplementary recording is just a re-recording of individual lines, and generally does not take too much time.
Xie Ruhe couldn't enter the studio, so Shu Nian walked around, found a place for him to sit down, told him to wait here for a while like a child, and then entered the recording studio.
Shunian hasn't dubbed for a while, and she has a bit of trouble concentrating, which takes more time than expected. Fearing that Xie Ruhe had been waiting for a long time, she said goodbye to the director immediately after recording.
Because the hat always fell off, Shunian took off the hat while in the shed. Before leaving the shed, she thought about it and put her hat back on.
After leaving the shed, Shu Nian looked in Xie Ruhe's direction.
He was still sitting in the original position, but there was a woman beside him.
Shu Nian paused and stood there watching them.
The woman wore a suspender skirt, revealing her fair neck and collarbone, and the waist was designed to outline a beautiful figure. She tied up all her hair and made it into a small ball. Her forehead was smooth and her smiling eyes were curved.
It's Lin Qiqi.
Xie Ruhe sat where he was, looking down at his phone.
Lin Qiqi was standing one meter away from him, talking to him.
The picture looks very harmonious.
Shu Nian licked his lips and walked over slowly. Many images flooded her mind at once, and she was a little lost. I don't know why, and I don't even have the courage to go on.
Unexplainably unhappy and wronged.
She lowered her head and stood there for a few seconds before raising her feet again and continuing to walk forward.
Walk to a position five meters away from them.
Probably noticing her existence from the corner of his eye, Xie Ruhe raised his eyes and looked over, the indifference between his brows and eyes disintegrated in an instant. The next second, he stood up and said in a low voice, "Recorded?"
Listen to what he says and follow his gaze.
Lin Qiqi took back what she hadn't finished speaking, and looked over at Shu Nian. She didn't seem to remember Shunian very much, but she felt familiar, and looked at her with examining eyes.
Shu Nian nodded.
Before Xie Ruhe could continue to speak, Shu Nian raised his eyes, just in time to see him brushing her shoulder and walking back. Then he met Lin Qiqi's eyes. I don't know why, but it seems to be a bit unkind.
Shu Nian pursed her lips and looked away.
I don't know why he just left like this.
Shu Nian was not in a good mood, and was about to look back. At the same time, the shape of the brim of a hat appeared again in her field of vision, and someone put a hat on her head again.
Xie Ruhe stood back beside her, staring at her stupid appearance.
"The hat fell off and I didn't find it."
Shu Nian touched the hat subconsciously, and said sullenly, "It's too big."
Xie Ruhe was stunned for a moment: "Unhappy?"
Shu Nian lowered his head, not wanting to admit it: "No..."
Seeing that she was lying, Xie Ruhe thought for a while: "Then let's go."
Shu Nian asked, "Going home?"
"No." Xie Ruhe said seriously, "Go buy you a hat."