Defeated By Love

Chapter 7

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Shu Nian's words made Chen Hanzheng's expression stiffen instantly. He wanted to get angry at her, but her expression was calm, without any sharpness, and it felt like she was explaining the truth.

Chen Hanzheng took a deep breath and went back to his seat.

At first, Shu Nian didn't know why he was angry.

Afraid that he thought he was deliberately mocking him, Shu Nian went up to him and explained it seriously.

"I didn't lie to you. That boy is very good-looking, that's the kind of good-looking that people don't need to emphasize deliberately like you."

As a result, Chen Hanzheng became even more angry, and stared at her directly to let her go.

Shu Nian was dumbfounded by his yelling, but when he realized it, he immediately understood why he was angry. Her expression became a little weird, but she still didn't say anything, just obediently said, and returned to her seat.

Chen Hanzheng didn't work this way, and Shu Nian didn't know who to ask.

It's not that she has a bad relationship with other people, but that Chen Hanzheng has a wide range of contacts. He even knows the big brothers and sisters in Shiyan High School. Shu Nian felt that Chen Hanzheng should know who it was.

But now Chen Hanzheng has made it clear that he is the best-looking boy in Shiyan Junior High School, and he will be angry if he refute it if he tells the truth.

Shu Nian didn't want to lie, so he had to find another way. She sighed sadly.

The deskmate He Xiaoying noticed her expression and asked curiously, "What's wrong with you."

Shu Nian didn't hide it, and said honestly, "I want to find someone."

Then apologize.

"Who is it, from our school?"

"Yeah." Shunian didn't think He Xiaoying would know, but when she asked, she seemed to have no reason why she couldn't say, "I don't know what grade he's from, but he's a pretty boy from junior high school."

"what-"

There are only three labels: "junior high school", "beautiful" and "boy".

Like finding a needle in a haystack, there should have been many answers. But He Xiaoying only thought of one person, and asked hesitantly, "Is it Xie Ruhe from Class Five?"

"Xie Ruhe?" Shu Nian blinked, but never thought she could name a person, "Do you know him?"

"I know it. Didn't Wanqiong hand him a love letter last week, don't you know?" He Xiaoying lowered her voice and said mysteriously, "And there are many girls in our class who like him. I have heard it several times, exchanging secrets." Everyone said they liked Xie Ruhe."

Shu Nian frowned: "Really? They are only old now."

"..." He Xiaoying retracted the topic in time, "Why are you looking for this person? If it's Xie Ruhe, you'd better not go looking for it. He is a bad student, always skipping classes. He is very gloomy, and he looks scary."

When she heard the word "skipping class", ShuNian frowned even tighter, but when she heard the "gloomy" afterward, she suddenly became enlightened: "That should be him."

"No, it's really him?" He Xiaoying was startled by her words, "Why are you looking for a bad student?"

Shu Nian lowered his eyes, his thin and thick eyelashes covered his emotions. She used her fingertips to pull the small thread on the corner of her clothes, as if she was ashamed, her voice was low and vague: "I did something wrong."

He Xiaoying didn't hear clearly: "What?"

Just then the class bell rang.

Shu Nian heaved a sigh of relief and sat up straight. She didn't repeat it again, and raised her eyes, avoiding He Xiaoying's gaze.

"Class begins."

The longer this matter dragged on, the more guilty and guilty Shu Nian felt. I always think about it, and it always makes me sad. She felt as if she had suddenly grown up many years.

Becoming like an adult has a lot of things on his mind.

You can't do things frankly, and you still have to hide it from He Xiaoying.

Shu Nian wanted to change back to his previous appearance.

After class, she immediately left the classroom, went up to the third floor, and went to the door of the fifth class classroom. She stood outside for a while, not daring to rashly enter other people's classes.

Afraid that he would go to class before seeing Xie Ruhe, Shu Nian had no choice but to stop a girl who came out at this time.

"Student, can you call Xie Ruhe from your class for me?"

The girl looked at her, as if she had encountered such things a lot, with a clear expression: "I don't dare to shout, you have to ask him to go in by yourself. It's the last row of the innermost group."

Shu Nian said hello, and entered through the back door a little awkwardly.

Most of the students are inside.

The studies in junior high school are not urgent, so during the get out of class, few students are studying. Most people gathered together to chat, and several people turned their bodies backwards.

Noticing Shu Nian's unfamiliar face, they all showed curious expressions. The students who were sitting facing the podium also turned their heads and looked at her, feeling inexplicably watching a good show.

Shu Nian retracted his gaze and didn't look elsewhere.

The classroom of Class 5 is divided into four groups, each group has five rows, and each row has two people. But there was only one table in the last row of the innermost group, and a teenager was sleeping on it at this time.

The boy was wearing a coat, only his bare neck and slender fingers could be seen. Only the curtain on his side was drawn, but there were still spots of sunlight hitting his body diagonally.

Dust was flying in the air, and there was a shimmer in his hair.

Shu Nian hesitated, walked over and stood beside him.

The boy remained motionless, and it seemed that he would never wake up unless he called out. Shu Nian was too embarrassed to call him, so he just stood there and fixed his eyes on him.

Eager, expectant, as if with temperature.

As if wanting him to feel his fiery eyes, and then wake up.

But there is a boy who can't stand it.

Probably because of the excitement I wanted to see, because one of them didn't know, and there was no chance of showing up at all. The boy took the initiative to shout: "Hey! Xie Ruhe! Someone is looking for you!"

He still didn't move.

After about half a minute, the boy in front of him lazily raised his head.

The pair of peach blossom eyes that showed first were clear and clear, like drunk but not smiling, there was an inexplicable illusion of affection. The facial features are sharp and indifferent, with a bit of hostility in them. The thin lips were straightened, showing no emotion.

Shu Nian heaved a sigh of relief.

Find the right person.

next moment.

Xie Ruhe turned his head to look at Shu Nian beside him.

The two looked at each other.

Time seems to freeze.

Shu Nian grabbed the hem of the school uniform nervously, ashamed to apologize directly to him here. She struggled with how to speak.

Xie Ruhe glanced at her up and down.

One second, two seconds.

Shu Nian swallowed, and was about to call him out to speak.

Xie Ruhe lowered his eyes and lay down on the table again. His movements are very natural, as if sleeping in this position is uncomfortable, get up and go back to sleep in another position.

completely ignored her existence.

"..."

Because of this, Shunian got ridicule from the onlookers in class five.

Shu Nian had a good temper and was not angry because of this, but through Xie Ruhe's attitude, she realized the seriousness of the matter.

From her point of view, even though Xie Ruhe couldn't speak, through the previous two exchanges, Shu Nian felt that he was still a very polite person. But this time, he was so annoyed that he even abandoned his self-cultivation.

It seems that what I did was indeed a bit too much.

In order to apologize, Shunian ran to the third floor every class break, but never found a suitable opportunity.

Xie Ruhe either slept on his stomach during the entire class break, or disappeared for a whole class break, and didn't come back until the class bell rang. I don't know where I went.

Once, as soon as Shunian reached the third floor, he saw him coming back from the toilet.

Shu Nian really wanted to cherish this hard-won opportunity. She hurried over, panting and talking next to him: "Xie Ruhe, I have something to tell you."

We are almost at the gate of class five.

Shu Nian was very worried that he would go directly into the classroom, but he didn't dare to have physical contact with him, for fear of being thrown away by him again. She raised her volume and became anxious, her voice still soft.

"I'm here to apologize to you!"

As soon as the words fell, his footsteps stopped.

Xie Ruhe turned his head to look at her. His eyes are very dark, and the crow feather-like eyelashes make those eyes even deeper. The skin is as thin as paper, and the blood streaks underneath can be seen clearly. It looks sickly, but the lips are colorful.

He stood there quietly, as if softening his attitude.

Shu Nian finally had the feeling that all hardships are rewarded. Her expression relaxed a lot, she licked her lips, and said seriously: "That's right, last time I—"

Shu Nian hasn't even gotten into the topic yet, and he hasn't even finished his opening remarks.

In the next second, Xie Ruhe twitched the corner of his mouth lightly, and strode into the classroom.

Shu Nian: "..."

This is the most moody person Shu Nian has ever met in his life.

She admits that she has never seen the world, but it is not that she has never seen people with weird temperaments.

For example, the uncle who opened a breakfast shop, but never got up to make breakfast; for example, the son of the aunt in the convenience store, who is obviously a big man, but wears women's clothes all day long and asks her to call him sister; Singing at the school gate with a trumpet during school hours.

But Shu Nian only thought it was funny.

Xie Ruhe's actions made her feel a little angry, but because she was wronged, she had to keep bowing her head.

This is the most aggrieved time Shu Nian has felt since she has lived for thirteen years.

It was like this for two or three days.

Later, Shu Nian no longer passed every class break. When she is free, or when she thinks about it, she will go to the third floor to find Xie Ruhe.

Most recently this time.

As soon as Shunian arrived at the door of Class 5, he saw several boys surrounding Xie Ruhe, and the leading boy was talking about something. After finishing speaking, a group of people burst into laughter.

Xie Ruhe didn't say anything, turned his head and walked in another direction.

Seeing this scene, Shu Nian inexplicably made up a plot in his mind - they were laughing at Xie Ruhe for not being able to speak, they were poking his scar, and even wanted to sprinkle salt on it.

Even during this time, because of Xie Ruhe's attitude, Shu Nian was not very happy.

She pursed her lips, but still chased after him.

"Xie Ruhe." Shu Nian walked beside him and asked softly, "Are they laughing at you?"

Xie Ruhe didn't say a word, but lowered his eyes.

Shu Nian didn't know how to comfort him, but according to the impression in her mind, she stumbled and said, "Did you notice that the boy had dimples just now?"

"..."

"Did you know? The dimple is caused by a defect in the cheek muscles." Shu Nian raised his head, his palm-sized face was fair and clean, "So that person is a defective person."

"..."

Shu Nian didn't know what he was talking about anymore: "Anyway, yes, yes, you can laugh back..."

Hearing this, Xie Ruhe suddenly looked at her. The bangs hang down to the eyebrows, the pupils are dark, and there is a layer of blue-gray under the eyes. The normally emotionless face now looks a bit thoughtful.

He stared at the dimple on Shu Nian's cheek.

After a long time, Xie Ruhe spoke to her for the first time. The boy's voice was clear and clear, with a faint emotion.

At that moment, Shu Nian even had the feeling that he was hallucinating.

"You do too," he said softly.