This Weibo post by Xu Zeyuan is extremely long, and it talks about some reasons that maybe even I don't believe it. Comments were opened again, but they were accused of commenting. A series of trolls were all supporting him, claiming that "if you know your mistakes, just correct them".
Occasionally, I can see a few passer-by comments that have been missed.
There are dedicated posts on various forums and other online platforms talking about this matter, and the number of messages has been increasing, exceeding tens of thousands in an instant.
[Oh... I don't really want to believe it yet, but his explanation... I really like his ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
[When I was in Ruda University, I was a class younger than Xu Zeyuan, and I was in the same major, I once said a few words. He is a very proud senior... I don't know why he chose this path. I also graduated this year, and I will definitely not be like him.]
[What is this talking about? So his group of brainless fans will believe it? forced? ? ? I was shocked.]
[Actually, you can also see it? As soon as the heat is over, I start to rub the seedlings and vines... I want to be popular and crazy.]
[Can't help but bb a few words, that Shunian who was on the hot search before, I took the same elective course with her, in the same group. She is very nice, cute and beautiful, not at all like some of the bad comments I said before... At that time she was already with Xu Zeyuan, and then something happened, the whole person changed a lot, and some people would talk about it , and Xu Zeyuan broke up with her again, maybe he was stimulated? It didn't take long for her to take a long vacation.]
[? ? ? I feel really scumbag and cheap.]
[I don't like it, it's already cold anyway.]
This is probably the hottest time since Xu Zeyuan's debut.
The official blog of the TV drama that has already decided that Xu Zeyuan is the second male has posted on Weibo, which roughly means that because of Xu Zeyuan's schedule, they cannot cooperate and express their regret.
In short, the clear meaning revealed is that they are going to change actors.
This is probably only a small part of them. Perhaps some partners who have already agreed to cooperate but have not announced it have also chosen to terminate the contract with Xu Zeyuan.
After this microblog, Xu Zeyuan disappeared from the public's view as if he had been hidden by the company.
For the next few days, Xie Ruhe and Shu Nian didn't go out much.
On the day I met Xu Zeyuan, Shu Nian had already completed the progress of the play, and had been planning to rest for the past few days, and had nothing else to do.
I thought it was over like this, but it had a great impact on Shu Nian.
She became depressed and reticent, always sitting in the corner dully, only when Xie Ruhe asked her a few words slowly, coping and perfunctory.
I no longer rely on him as much as before.
There was no need for Xie Ruhe to remind her to take the medicine, Shu Nian took the medicine consciously. Sometimes he said to cut a piece of fruit for her and pour a glass of water, but she just refused immediately, and then got up to pour the fruit by herself.
As if deliberately keeping a distance from him.
It also seems to be worried, fearful and worried about the arrival of something.
Probably after learning about the news on the Internet, both Deng Qingyu and Wang Linxi called her to calm her down. There are also friends who have not spoken to her for a long time and sent her condolences.
The last time this happened was after the disaster two years ago.
It's like going back to the beginning.
Shu Nian didn't use Xie Ruhe's phone anymore, and used his broken phone that always crashed and flashed suddenly. Once, she inexplicably clicked into Weibo and noticed that her private message almost exploded.
Most of the words are comforting her.
But there are also a lot of very vicious words that seem to be deliberately looking for a sense of presence.
[Fuck you, my Yuan Yuan scolded me badly because of you.]
[Why don't you just die?]
[He won't be cold before you die, don't worry.]
[Oh, by the way, are you with Ah He? Tell him for me, it’s in vain that I used to like his songs so much, my vision is so bad, I found a broken shoe:)]
When Shu Nian saw this, Xie Ruhe happened to be beside her.
Probably suddenly noticed what she was watching, Xie Ruhe immediately took her mobile phone and hid it behind his back: "Don't look at these, I will play games with you?"
Her expression didn't change much, as if she didn't care at all, she shook her head.
"I'm going to sleep."
Fast forward to Thursday, another weekly session of therapy.
Because Shu Nian usually stays in the recording studio from afternoon to night, so she will go to the hospital in the morning to finish her psychological treatment.
And she went to bed late at night, and she didn't remember the time of treatment, so she basically couldn't get out of bed.
It was Xie Ruhe who came to wake her up.
But today.
Shu Nian woke up very early, lay on the bed for a while, staring at the white ceiling, wondering what he was thinking. Not long after, she sat up calmly and climbed out of bed to wash.
Then he walked to the closet mechanically, took a set of clothes and changed into it.
Shu Nian glanced over and noticed the post-it notes on the desk. She thought for a few seconds, walked over and wrote a line on the sticky note: [I'm going to the hospital and will be back before noon. Shunem.]
After writing the last word, Shu Nian took his things and walked out of the room. She stopped at the door of Xie Ruhe's room, and lightly pasted the post-it note on his door.
Before she could stick it firmly, the wooden door suddenly opened from the inside.
The post-it note fell to the ground.
Xie Ruhe's appearance also appeared in her eyes. He was wearing casual short-sleeved shorts, his hair looked shaggy, but he looked sober that he didn't look like he had just woken up.
Be quiet for a few seconds.
Xie Ruhe stared at Shu Nian's face for a moment. He moved his eyelashes, glanced down, noticed the post-it note on the ground, bent down to pick it up, and read the words on it in silence.
He put the post-it note in his pocket, stretched out his hand to tidy up her collar, and asked, "Why did you go to the hospital so early today?"
Shu Nian avoided his gaze: "Wake up early, go early."
Xie Ruhe said: "Then why didn't you call me?"
"I can go by myself." Shu Nian's expression was flat, and his voice was soft, "I used to go by myself, so I thought it didn't matter."
Xie Ruhe was silent for a while, not angry because of her attitude, but said: "Wait for me, eat something first, and then I will take you there together."
Shu Nian pursed his lips, but still refused bluntly: "I'll just go out and buy some."
"Well, then wait for me for a while." Xie Ruhe said, "I'll go wash my face and go out with you."
"I said no need!" Shu Nian suddenly lost his temper because of his extraordinarily persistent attitude, "You can't be like this for the rest of your life, you will accompany me in everything I do, it's impossible."
Xie Ruhe's eyes were dark, his Adam's apple slipped, and he said with difficulty: "Why is it impossible?"
"You shouldn't spend all your time on me." Knowing that it's not good for him to lose his temper like this, Shu Nian couldn't help it, the ending trembled, "You can stay with me as long as I'm outside. How long have you been outside. You also have your own business, you shouldn't be living like this for me. "
"..."
"No one should live for another person. If you are like this, I will feel..." Shu Nian turned his head away with red eyes, "I always wonder... Am I one of your unbearable? burden."
Maybe it didn't feel that way at first.
But after a long time, you will gradually feel overwhelmed.
Finally choose to throw away.
"I've been thinking about it for the past few days..." Shunian's voice choked up, tears streaming down his face, "Should I die at that time?"
Hearing this, Xie Ruhe stopped breathing and couldn't believe what he heard.
"If that's the case, I don't have to endure that week of torture, I can go to see my father, my mother won't quarrel with Uncle Wang every day because of me, and you don't have to be told... Find a girlfriend like this " Shunian covered his eyes with the back of his hand, sobbing, "I, I won't have such a torment..."
The house fell silent.
Only Shu Nian's suppressed crying remained.
After a long time.
"Shu Nian." Xie Ruhe pulled off her hand, exposing her eyes. His voice was tense, as if it was about to be cut off in the next moment, "Don't say such things in the future."
"..."
"Don't say such things anymore, I can't hear you." Xie Ruhe wiped her tears, his voice was hoarse and low, "Why do you think it's impossible for me to spend all my time on you?"
"It's just impossible..."
"But." Xie Ruhe said softly, "—wasn't it the same before?"
Shu Nian's tears were still falling, she stared at him blankly.
The him in front of him seemed to overlap with when he was young for a moment, with a faint light on his body, and he said to her who was crying in fear, "I'll take you back."
Intersection because of an umbrella.
Standing in the light, she was born like a porcelain doll, fragile and beautiful, but she had a personality completely different from her appearance. Holding a light blue umbrella, she walked over slowly, interrupting the icy rain and the harsh insults for him.
Always doing some incomprehensible things, but always kind.
Bring warmth to people.
It also gave him some unspeakable longing and dark side.
He always followed behind her, confidently concealing his intentions, and stayed at a distance of three meters that was not far or near. Watching her get angry because of her actions, and treat him as air like a tantrum.
However, in a small accident afterwards, the distance of three meters was officially shortened.
The young Shu Nian, shedding big tears, asked him pitifully, "Do you want to protect me?"
He said hello casually.
That sentence seemed to be a perfunctory response, but it became his lifelong promise.
Because when I was young, I got kindness from her, and in that dark time, I had the luxury of having a period of warmth from her. So no matter how many years passed, he could never forget it.
Even if this life is for her.
He has no complaints either.
Willing to be a shadow in her life, follow her everywhere.
Shu Nian stopped crying and became quiet again. She obediently ate the breakfast Xie Ruhe made for her, and then went out with him for psychological treatment.
The two didn't mention what happened just now.
Shu Nian's sudden words and sudden tantrum, it was as if nothing had happened.
As usual as in the past few days.
Shu Nian is still dull, but he no longer resists anything Xie Ruhe does for him. The distance between the two seemed to be getting closer again, but she still spoke very little.
day down.
Xie Ruhe was still worried about Shunian's state, and only left the room after watching her fall asleep.
That evening.
Shunian had a dream.
A particularly dark dream.
Shu Nian dreamed that he returned to the day when he was captured by Zeng Yuanxue, the moment when he woke up from a coma. But her choice was completely different from before.
On the first day, she chose to die.
Then there was a dazzling white light, and after the light dissipated, Shu Nian saw Shu Gaolin.
Shu Nian smiled happily at him, wanting to hug him. But the father, who was always kind and stable, was not happy at all when he saw her. For the first time, he shed tears in front of her and wailed loudly at her.
It was like excruciating pain.
She also saw Deng Qingyu.
After Shunian died, she seemed to go crazy, chanting her name every day. Wang Hao also chose to divorce Deng Qingyu because he couldn't bear Deng Qingyu's state.
In the end, Deng Qingyu became Chen Xiang's mother.
after that.
Shu Nian saw Xie Ruhe.
At that time, he was still abroad and had no problems with his legs and feet. Knowing that she died in the same way as Ji Xiangning, he immediately returned to the country, back to Shiyan Town, where he had been reluctant to go back for so many years.
Xie Ruhe stayed in Shiyan town.
According to the previous information and the various information exposed on the Internet after Shu Nian's death, he began to search for traces of the murderer in this small town.
Find someone to buy surveillance content, ask passers-by to ask questions, and check carefully.
Don't know how long it took him.
Finally found Zeng Yuanxue.
Shu Nian thought he would call the police, but he didn't.
Xie Ruhe looked sullen, without a trace of emotion in his eyes, he took a hard object and hit Zeng Yuanxue, who hadn't reacted, with force, and dragged him back to the house where Zeng Yuanxue lived.
In the way he used to treat Shunian and Ji Xiangning, give back to him multiple times.
It's like living another Zeng Yuanxue.
In the end, Xie Ruhe took a knife and killed Zeng Yuanxue.
In that house, he also took his own life.
At the same time when the dream ended, Shu Nian opened his eyes as if out of breath. She raised her hand in a daze, touched her eyes, and sure enough, she felt wet.
She suddenly remembered what she said to Xie Ruhe today.
Shu Nian wiped away his tears vigorously, stood up quickly, and walked to Xie Ruhe's room.
Stop at the door.
Sniffing, she knocked on the door three times.
Soon there was a rustling movement inside.
Not long after, Xie Ruhe opened the door from the inside. He was probably sleeping just now, and he looked a little dazed, with sleepy brows. Seeing Shu Nian, he asked bluntly, "What's wrong?"
Shu Nian was still terrified by that nightmare, so he said bluntly, "I want to sleep with you today."
"..." Xie Ruhe paused, thinking he had heard wrong, "What?"
"I..." Shunian didn't have the courage to say it a second time, lying vaguely, "The air conditioner in my room is broken."
"Huh?" Xie Ruhe nodded and turned sideways, "Then you sleep here, I'll go to the living room..."
Shu Nian squeezed his fists, met his dazed eyes, and summoned up his courage again.
"I just want to sleep with you."