Gu Yan looked at Qin Yao in disbelief, is he crazy
He thought of countless possibilities, but he never thought of the situation in front of him. Obviously, the last moment he was still waiting to die with his eyes closed, but the next moment... Qin Yao just surrendered like this? The victory was so inexplicable that he had no joy of victory at all.
Gu Yan is not stupid, although he didn't realize it at first, but now, he probably guessed that Qin Yao would do this because the jade pendant that protected him was temporarily blown up.
The white light of the jade pendant circled around and sank into his body without hindrance, as if it was a part of his soul. The tiny wisp of light quickly submerged in his body and disappeared without a trace... His body did not change at all. But Gu Yan sensed uneasiness.
He didn't know what restlessness was for a long time, but now he felt restless and irritable.
Even if he died, it was just a possibility that he expected. He didn't have many accidents, but everything in front of him was completely out of control.
Gu Yan doesn't think it's a misunderstanding, he is a high-ranking demon general, the demon body is so powerful that it rejects all foreign objects, and things that can easily integrate into his body must be related to him, that is to say, Qin Yao didn't wrong person.
But how is this possible
He turned out to be the person in Qin Yao's heart...
No... He actually used to be a human
All kinds of absurd emotions emerged in an instant. It was as if there was something surging in his heart, wanting to influence him, want to change him, want to make him not like himself. He didn't even have the mood to kill Qin Yao, anyway, Qin Yao was nothing to worry about.
At this moment, he just wanted to get out of this place quickly.
But Qin Yao held his hand tightly and refused to let go. Qin Yao suffered such a serious injury, but he did not relax his grip on Gu Yan at all, it was tight, his joints turned white, as if he had exhausted all his strength.
It was a look that would rather die than let go.
Gu Yan's hand was in Qin Yao's chest, wrapped in scorching flesh and blood, and with a slight movement of his fingertips, it seemed that he touched the beating heart.
The man put his life in his hands without hesitation.
Gu Yan hesitated.
Is this what he wants? He still won...but why not happy
He was wrong, nothing affected, nothing changed, it was all fake, that damned jade pendant still affected him, without his knowing it. For example, at this moment, he obviously should kill Qin Yao, and he thought so too, but his body seemed to be out of control, and he was unwilling to do it.
"Let go." Gu Yan's voice was cold.
Qin Yao fixedly looked at him, with a look of pleading in his eyes, and his voice was hoarse, "Don't go, okay?"
Gu Yan's eyes were cold, and there was a sneer on the corner of his mouth: "Then you can die!"
This is what you forced me to do!
He closed his right hand, his sharp claws brushed against the throbbing viscera, and pulled it out of Qin Yao's body suddenly, bringing out a large amount of blood foam! Qin Yao couldn't hold it any longer, and knelt down on the ground with a thud. His left hand was on the ground, and his right hand was pressing on his chest. There was a huge blood hole there, and the blood gushed out crazily, gurgling from between his fingers.
Gu Yan looked down at Qin Yao, then turned and left mercilessly.
He ran aimlessly, not knowing where he went in the end. Obviously he was the one who won, and everything went as he wished, but he ran away like a lost dog.
He seemed to have traveled far, far away, and could no longer see the scene over there.
Finally stopped by a river.
Gu Yan raised his right hand, his hand was covered with sticky blood, and there were some pieces of meat between the sharp nails, the blood was horrible. This is Qin Yao's blood, this is Qin Yao's flesh.
Gu Yan's eyes changed drastically, and a strong panic rose suddenly in his heart.
Did he kill Qin Yao
Is Qin Yao dead
The only human being who cared about him, the one who knew his true identity, but without the slightest hesitation, was still willing to love him and give his life to him. Was he killed just like that
He held his head, and a sharp pain hit him.
Can a monster like him be respected and loved? Does that mean that he is not so pitiful? But what did he do.
No, that's not the case...
He is a monster, he doesn't need the respect and love of others at all, he only needs the fear of human beings.
Obviously he shouldn't care.
Use him, kill him, without hesitation.
Or, is that person different, and he is different to him
Is this his consciousness, or was it the consciousness of 'his'? Gu Yan was a little confused for a while.
Gu Yan covered his eyes, and let out a low laugh from his throat.
That day he used Qin Yao's hesitation to force Qin Yao to retreat, today... Qin Yao used his hesitation to force him to retreat, it's just that one of them was calculating with his mind but without intention, and the other was with calculation without mind and with intention.
He thought that he had been watching calmly and soberly, but he didn't know that during this time in the human world, many things had gradually changed.
He is different from when he was in the Demon Realm.
But, so what... what happened in the past, now he is just a monster.
Nothing can be changed.
As now, his nose smelled sweet of blood.
He looked at the red right hand, at the fresh blood on it, and couldn't restrain his strong desire and appetite, wanting, wanting more.
Qin Yao's blood is more attractive than any human's blood.
The strong and strong taste made him fascinated, his instinct beat his reason little by little, he was hesitating and suffering just a moment ago, but at this moment he wanted to eat him whole, regretted leaving so easily, wanted to turn his head , Chop that human into eight pieces and stuff them all into his stomach.
Gu Yan stuck out the tip of his tongue, and gently, slowly, licked off the blood on his hands as if he were savoring a delicacy.
Then, let out a contented sigh.
After a long while, he managed to suppress the desire in his eyes and regained some clarity.
If he really goes back now, what is the difference from those low-level monsters who are completely dominated by instinct
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Gu Yan found out later that he actually went directly to another city yesterday.
This is a small city close to Haiyun City, but its economy is backward, and its development level is very different from Haiyun City. There are no countless traffic and bustling people, it is much quieter, and the temptation is much less. Gu Yan didn't go back, he simply stayed here. He felt a little boring, what to do when he went back? Without Qin Yao, there is almost no one to stop him.
Going back is nothing more than looking for other places, continue to build the magic circle, and then open the passage.
This is something he has been working hard for, and now it seems that he can do it easily, but instead he lacks interest and is not so anxious.
Recently, he would occasionally think of Zhou Yu. Because Zhou Yu had never devoured other monsters, he retained a little memory of his previous life. But he... has devoured countless monsters, why does he still remember those memories.
Those painful fragments seemed to be something engraved in his bones, which could not be erased no matter what.
In fact, he wanted to forget something cleaner.
But things backfired.
Gu Yan is penniless, but fortunately he can live without eating or drinking, and there will be no difficulty.
It's just that if you want to rest, it will be a little troublesome. Without ID card and money, no hotel is willing to take him in. Although he could easily get and destroy everything if he wanted to, but rarely, he didn't want to.
Gu Yan exists like a ghost.
He is clearly in this world, but he is out of place and a foreign object. If he doesn't break it all, he won't be able to fit in anyway.
His integration means destruction.
Maybe he shouldn't be here.
Monsters don't have troubles, but now he has troubles, like a mother-in-law human being. Disgusting.
Gu Yan was walking on the road, occasionally meeting someone who recognized him.
He is much more famous now than before, even though he looks sloppy and depraved, others only think that he is a personality, and all kinds of curious, adoring and admiring eyes surround him. Gu Yan was a little annoyed, and then basically stopped appearing in front of people, and always appeared in all sparsely populated and hidden places. But dirty things are always happening in those places. In just a few days, he has encountered no less than seven or eight fights and robberies... Heh... It's unlucky to meet Gu Yan. There is no psychological burden at all for humans to attack, but it is as easy as a sigh of relief.
On this day, he beat a few punks to cry their father and mother, and saved a little girl who was left alone after school.
Before leaving, the little girl reluctantly tugged at the corner of Gu Yan's clothes.
"Big brother, are you that big star Gu Yan?"
Gu Yan didn't speak, but stared at her coldly.
The little girl was not afraid at all, "Brother, you are so handsome and powerful. Are you a superhero who punishes evil and promotes good? Just like Batman and Superman!"
Bored, Gu Yan frowned.
"Big brother, I like you very much."
"There must be many people who like you, but I must be one of you who likes you the most!"
"thank you."
After pestering for a long time, the little girl finally took a picture with Gu Yan, and then walked away with three steps.
Gu Yan breathed a sigh of relief.
He's had enough of these enthusiastic humans. But... thinking about them all gone, I feel strange and boring.
Gu Yan leaned against the wall, his eyes changing.
Can't go on like this.
It's time for him to make a decision.
Either give up everything and live like a human being.
Either continue his plan and make this his world.
This choice made him feel extremely difficult before, but when it was really listed clearly, it seemed as simple as giving a sub-question. All kinds of troubles and confusion disappeared, and it was so simple that at a glance... everyone knew the answer.
Because he had no choice at all.
As long as he is still alive, he can't help but destroy everything, but he doesn't have the kind of mind to sacrifice himself for others, of course he wants to live. And still have to live well.
It's time for him to go back.
Gu Yan walked out of the alley, and when he looked up, he saw a black car just stopped.
Fu Zhechuan opened the car door and walked down, he showed a warm smile: "I finally found you."