Gu Yan listened carefully, with a smile on his lips all the time, and never interrupted Qin Yao's words in the middle.
It wasn't until Qin Yao stopped that he bent his eyes and said, "In this way, you can be regarded as the murderer who indirectly killed me."
The pain in Qin Yao's eyes could not be concealed, it seemed that the embankment would burst at any moment.
"I don't blame you." Gu Yan smiled, staring straight at Qin Yao with straight eyebrows and sincere tone.
Qin Yao couldn't help but startled.
For so many years, he has never been able to forgive himself. Because of his selfishness, he killed his most important person, and he dreamed back countless times at midnight, thinking that when he met again, would he be hated, disgusted, and disappointed
So for so many years, he worked hard to make himself the kind of person Gu Yan wanted him to be, and he really knew he was wrong.
He paid a lot, but he just wanted to hear a word of forgiveness when he saw each other again.
But he didn't expect that this forgiveness would come so easily.
Qin Yao looked at Gu Yan fixedly, as if trying to tell whether his words were sincere or perfunctory. He looked at it for a while, but couldn't see anything.
Gu Yan tilted his head and smiled, "Really, you didn't mean it after all, didn't you?"
"yes… "
Does Gu Yan really not blame him? Qin Yao thought for a while, and thought it might be true, he was always like that... strict with himself and lenient to others, no matter how many wrong things he did, after beating and scolding, he would always forgive him, still care about him and care about him …
Thinking of the past, Qin Yao couldn't help showing a little warmth in his eyes.
"Thank you." Qin Yao said.
Gu Yan squinted his eyes and smiled, "No, I should be the one thanking you, thank you for being merciful to me. After all, I am a real monster now, but you didn't have any prejudice against monsters before. It is the belief that we can live together in peace. This is really good news."
Gu Yan leaned forward and approached Qin Yao's face suddenly, his black eyes were shining brightly, and he smiled evilly and ostentatiously, "Since you have no prejudice against monsters, and we happen to have some connections, this kind of fate is really amazing." People are delighted. It seems that it is okay for us to cooperate, so that you fulfilled my wish, and I am also happy. Both of us have fulfilled our wish, you say—right?"
Qin Yao's expression was stiff on his face, and slowly, little by little, he returned to his indifference and expressionlessness. Gu Yan's face was reflected in his pupils, and he could clearly see every expression of Gu Yan, calm, rational, cunning, and ruthless.
Gu Yanming's clear and clear voice fell in his ears, and he talked about the deal with him clearly and clearly, clearly and nakedly.
Tempting him with a hypocritically peaceful, soft voice... making him want to sink desperately.
Those things that failed to resonate with Gu Yan in the past, he listened happily, even happy because he let go of that monster, all he cared about was this. This is probably the only thing that can be of any use to him... What he wants to know is never the so-called past, but information that can be obtained from the past. Qin Yao had to realize this - Gu Yan was not the same as that person.
Qin Yao clenched his hands tightly, his joints turning white.
Gu Yan's every word pierced his heart like a sharp arrow, twisting and thrusting incessantly, making him so painful that he couldn't breathe.
It was thousands of times more painful than the pain caused by the sharp claws inserted into the chest at that time.
Gu Yan is that person, and he is not that person.
Now he has become what he once hated the most, a monster.
But it's not Gu Yan's fault, it's his fault, he lost that person. He thought he had found it, but in fact he hadn't, he hadn't found it yet.
Qin Yao chewed and swallowed those joys and joys bit by bit, he shouldn't be happy too early.
"What you said also has some truth." Qin Yao's eyes were deep, and he remained silent.
Gu Yan's expression was relaxed and casual, and he squinted at Qin Yao, "Communication is actually very necessary. In this way, we all know each other's plans, which will reduce a lot of unnecessary misunderstandings. It will be much easier to get along, isn't it? "
"Yes." Qin Yao smiled lightly.
"Now I know what you want, and what I want, you must also know it well. So, you will help me, right?" Gu Yan looked at Qin Yao, his eyes seemed to want to See through him.
Qin Yao stared at Gu Yan for a while, then suddenly smiled softly, "Of course, I will help you, as long as it is your wish, I will help you achieve it."
The corners of Gu Yan's lips rose, and a sharp light flashed in his eyes.
Qin Yao didn't let go of the pride in Gu Yan's eyes. The distance between the two of them was so close, Gu Yan's pale lips curved into a shallow arc, beautiful and attractive, as if they could be touched just by stepping forward slightly.
Without hesitation, he stepped forward to bite the corner of Gu Yan's lips, and gently rubbed his teeth against each other.
"I agree with your proposal very much, I believe we will 'get along' happily." Qin Yao's voice was low, husky and ambiguous in the night.
Gu Yan stared in disbelief, how dare this bastard! It's the second time! He waved his hand violently to open Qin Yao, but as soon as he lifted that hand, Qin Yao pinched it. Qin Yao held his wrist and pushed him down on the sofa, bent one leg to his side, and pressed his chin to deepen the kiss.
This kiss was lingering and long, but also had an aggressiveness that could not be ignored, so strong that it could not be refused.
After a long time, Qin Yao slowly raised his head, but he did not let go of the hand holding Gu Yan, still covering him under his body. The shadow fell on Gu Yan's face, making his expression look even darker. Qin Yao looked at the danger and cold anger in Gu Yan's eyes, and suddenly laughed, "Didn't you just say that you know I want What is it? And didn’t you say that you want to cooperate and ask me to help you? We just take what we need, why are we acting like this now?”
Gu Yan stared at him intently, wishing to tear this damned human into pieces.
"Oh... I almost forgot, I said I just want to see you live well. But..." Qin Yao's eyes teased, "What do hypocritical and selfish human beings like me really want? You So smart, it shouldn’t be impossible to guess.”
"Of course you know." Qin Yao said coldly, "You need my help, you are afraid that I will hinder you, you can't wait to kill me but you are not my opponent. So you want to use sweet words and some indifferent promises Let me do things for you. Do you think I'm that stupid? Can't you see that you're putting on a show?"
Gu Yan's eyes changed, he really planned it this way, because he expected that Qin Yao would not be willing to kill him even if he knew about it.
"I'm very angry... But no matter how you trick me and use me, I will never give up and hurt you. You must know this." Qin Yao gently caressed Gu Yan's face with his fingertips, as if he was stroking his favorite. Zhenbao said leisurely, "You have calculated so clearly, but you only treat me as a fool. I'm afraid it's not good."
Gu Yan wanted to laugh, but he really couldn't laugh in this situation. He looked at Qin Yao coldly, "Don't you know everything? Who can treat you as a fool."
Qin Yao smiled with sarcasm in his eyes, "That's because I said it, that's all...it doesn't matter. What matters is that you should know that people like me are definitely not the kind of people who just want to give and don't expect anything in return. So if you want my help, of course you have to exchange things, it’s not an exaggeration.”
Gu Yan's expression was cold and awe-inspiring, he squinted his eyes, "I thought about it, it doesn't matter if I don't need your help."
Qin Yao seemed to think about it for a while, and then said bluntly, "Okay." His naked eyes swept Gu Yan up and down, "It really is a monster with no faith at all. It's faster to change your mouth and turn your face than to turn a book."
"I'll take it as a compliment." Gu Yanpi smiled, "You can let me go now."
Qin Yao stared at Gu Yan's lips, his Adam's apple twitched, and stood up with a smile.
Gu Yan turned around and was about to leave, he couldn't stay here any longer!
He was the one who clearly had the upper hand, why did he suddenly take a turn for the worse? Forget it, he thought lazily.
Qin Yao didn't move, just looked at Gu Yan's back and said indifferently: "The kiss just now was delicious, it's my reward for not bothering you for three days."
"You, say, what!" Gu Yan stopped abruptly, turning around with a grim expression.
"What did you do by such an accident?" Qin Yaoying stared at Gu Yan with eyes like that, "I have been waiting for you for a thousand years, and now I have finally waited for you. Haven't you thought about how to appease me? What is the price? Although I am not willing to touch you, but I will not show mercy to those other lowly monsters under your command."
"Kill them if you want, do you think I care about them?" Gu Yan's voice was almost gnashing his teeth.
"I don't think you care, I just gave an example." Qin Yao smiled, showing his white teeth, "But as a monster living in the world, there is always some inconvenience, you can make trouble There are too many places."
"Just try it." Gu Yan said coldly.
"Yeah." Qin Yao nodded with a smile, and his voice was gentle and mellow, "By the way, if you want to fulfill your proposal just now, I will always be there for you. After all, as long as it is your request, you know that I will never refused."
Gu Yan stared at him and sneered for a while.
Turned around and left without hesitation.
Qin Yao looked at the direction Gu Yan left and remained motionless for a long time. He was alone here again, and he stretched out his hands to cover his eyes, and a low laugh slowly spilled out of his throat. The intermittent laughter was very strange, and it was not so much a laugh as it was some kind of painful gasp.
Why did you come to this point
Is this what he wants
Or... is this his punishment
…
Gu Yan walked out of Qin Yao's villa, the anger on his face faded, and he regained his calm expression.
He was a little surprised, but not that surprised.
What was expected was Qin Yao's thoughts on him. In fact, Qin Yao had expected it when he smashed him and Wang Duo, but it was only confirmed later. Unexpectedly, it was Qin Yao's choice. Originally, he could have used a more gentle way of getting along, but he chose the most deadly method. What's wrong
Gu Yan thought about it carefully, and it probably started when he proposed cooperation.
He was really happy when he learned that Qin Yao let go of the monster. This human has no sense of right and wrong, as long as he wins over well, he won't be afraid of being disobedient. Knowing his identity, he has been obeying his own words, which should go well, but instead angered him.
Gu Yan pressed his forehead.
His lips were slightly numb, and the touch just now seemed to have not completely subsided. Thinking of that scene, Gu Yan couldn't restrain the murderous look in his eyes. He knew that this human being coveted him, but coveting and doing something were two different things.
The limits of patience are also different.
Gu Yan decided not to think about it for the time being, and he finished filming the last scene of the movie smoothly after he went back.
Then he was notified to participate in the awards ceremony. "Crimes of the Heart" had a good reputation at the box office and was shortlisted for many awards, including his Best Newcomer Award, which was very popular.
Gu Yan doesn't really want to participate, his identity has been exposed, and this kind of thing seems more and more meaningless. But I couldn't stand Xu Ming's persuasion, and I couldn't help thinking about what Qin Yao would do recently, and I was a little upset, so I finally agreed, just to pass the time.
Qin Yao hasn't moved at all these two days, but Gu Yan knows that he won't let it go.
On the night of the awards ceremony, Gu Yan attended on time.
He sat very near the front with Director Zou's crew. On the left was the lead actor, Jiang Cheng, and on the right was another supporting actress, who was also a senior first-line actress.
The venue lights were flickering and the voices were noisy. Gu Yan looked at the stage absently. The actress next to him glanced at him and smiled: "You are not nervous at all."
"There's nothing to be nervous about." Gu Yan raised his eyebrows.
The actress covered her lips and smiled, "My sister is not as good as you. When she was nominated for the first time, she was so nervous that she was so nervous. It's not like you. This mentality is really not something ordinary people can have." She smiled and complimented, listening Said that Gu Yan's family background is very unusual, it seems that he came to the entertainment industry to play tickets.
"Thank you for the compliment." Gu Yan smiled slightly, then turned back to the stands.
After a while, it was time for the Best Newcomer Award to be announced. The big screen first played clips from the five movies, and finally, amidst the atmosphere, the host announced that the winner was Gu Yan from "The Crime of the Heart"!
The audience applauded thunderously, Gu Yan was not surprised, he stood up calmly.
It's boring, uninteresting.
He walked to the stage, thanked him routinely, and looked at the audience while holding the trophy. The audience was crowded with people, condescending, and it felt surprisingly good. He couldn't help thinking, which of these people really liked him, which ones loved him on the surface but actually hated him, and which ones were simply passers-by. He laughed a little when he thought about it, he would actually think about the idea of food.
But this... is actually not completely unnecessary, right? Probably because he is always too lazy to think about human thoughts, so he is self-defeating and brings himself trouble.
Gu Yan took the trophy and walked off the stage, thinking about it all the way, until he got to the seat, he realized that there was a change of people around him. Originally, Wang Duo was sitting in the position of an actress. He was wearing an iron-gray suit, very formally dressed, and a bow tie. He looked less playful and more mature.
Wang Duo looked at Gu Yan, put down his raised long legs, let him go over and sit down, and smiled, "Long time no see."