Gu Yan glared at Qin Yao, as if he wanted to see that he was joking, but Qin Yao's expression was very serious, and he didn't mean to be joking at all. Gu Yan then stopped moving, and he sneered: "Aren't you the one who hates monsters the most? Wouldn't it make you feel sick?"
"Don't you know why I hate monsters?" Qin Yao breathed calmly and said softly.
This is a contradictory proposition. The reason why Qin Yao hates monsters is because monsters killed Gu Yan, but now Gu Yan has turned into a monster himself. In fact, the most painful and contradictory person has always been him, but Gu Yan feels uncomfortable. arrive. Qin Yao would not say either.
"Go to sleep." Qin Yao lowered his head and kissed Gu Yan's forehead lightly, with a hoarse voice, "I just want to hug you."
"What? Remember that person of yours again? It's not the same as me at all, isn't it?" Gu Yan sneered, "It seems that there is no way to go to the doctor in a hurry... um..."
Qin Yao suddenly lowered his head and kissed Gu Yan's lips, swallowing all his remaining words.
This kiss was gentle and lingering, careful and long, and it seemed to carry some comforting meaning. It was not until the kiss made Gu Yan out of breath that Qin Yao let go of him, and looked at him with deep eyes, "Do you want to sleep now?"
Gu Yan's eyes were red. I really didn't expect Qin Yao to be a rascal. Could it be that he planned to continue kissing if he didn't sleep? !
Gu Yan took a deep breath, closed his eyes, and didn't bother to speak.
Gu Yan has been in the devil world for thousands of years, he is used to eating wind and drinking dew, and has been in all kinds of harsh environments. Later, when he became strong, with his own territory and palace, he never ran away like a bereaved dog. But... no matter when he is weak or strong, he is always alone.
It is impossible for a monster to trust another monster. The place where he sleeps will never allow any other monsters to approach. This habit is deeply engraved in his habit, as long as there are other monsters around, he can't fall asleep, he only believes in himself. Not to mention other monsters or people, even when he was alone, he never gave up his vigilance. Deadly threats surrounded him all the time, and it was his instinct to guard against everything.
The monster is lonely and restless, he is used to it.
Gu Yan closed his eyes and felt Qin Yao's powerful arms around his waist. Qin Yao's movements were calm and powerful, but they would not make him too uncomfortable. Because he couldn't see it, his feeling became more acute. Qin Yao's strong breath came so close, completely enveloped him, and put him in his arms.
Gu Yan should be very manic, but in fact he is also very resistant in his heart. No one has ever been able to forcibly invade his domain and break his habits like this. He never thought that there would be today, his world is only life and death, there is no such...
But... After the initial unaccustomedness passed, Gu Yan felt that he quickly got used to it.
This is very abnormal.
Gu Yan frowned. Such a human cultivator, at such a short distance, he could accept it. why is that? He thought for a long time, and suddenly realized that he probably knew that Qin Yao would never hurt him.
Even if this person is powerful and dangerous, he has been capricious and threatened him, but Gu Yan is absolutely sure in his heart that Qin Yao will not hurt him, and with Qin Yao by his side, he will not allow anyone else to hurt him. Qin Yao has the ability to protect him.
This is really inexplicable, Gu Yan has always disdained the protection of others, he himself is strong enough, but Qin Yao's aura still makes him feel at ease.
This kind of peace of mind is not based on any logical analysis, but an intuition. There is no logic or reason to convince Gu Yan to trust others, but this intuition comes from the bottom of his heart. Even if his reason is against him, his instinct still trusts him. Qin Yao.
Why? He obviously doesn't remember anything, how could he be easily confused by this person's few words
Obviously he is a monster, but he feels that he has been confused.
Gu Yan tried his best to force those messy thoughts out of his mind, how could he be willing to sleep with a human being, he just had no choice.
But he didn't expect that he fell asleep very quickly.
Gu Yan hasn't slept for a while, because when he falls asleep, he will have some strange dreams. He knows in his heart that those are his memories, but those memories are not beautiful things, so there is no need to think about them.
Just like now.
He was badly wounded, and his armor was stained red with blood. He put his sword on the ground and walked back step by step.
Although Emperor Chen Chan is fatuous, he is not cruel, and even has a generous personality. He just lacks the ability to govern and maintain this decadent dynasty that has been passed down for hundreds of years. , even so, it will not be so fast to the end.
Until—the monsters invaded, those despicable and cunning monsters possessed human beings, they were cruel and ruthless, they not only devoured human beings everywhere, but also were good at bewitching, and it didn't take long for them to be chaotic. No one knew who among the outraged rebels were human, Which are demons.
The Qin family has been loyal to the emperor for generations, and so is he.
He was ordered to lead an army to suppress the rebellion when he was in danger. Under his iron hoof, the rebel army was vulnerable. However, when he looked at the sallow, emaciated and weak prisoners, he was instantly shaken. After all, his ability is limited and he cannot save people in this world. He has his stand.
He doesn't like to kill innocent people indiscriminately, let alone abuse captives, and his subordinates will not burn, kill and loot at will. While the necessary bloodshed was inevitable, he hoped that casualties would be kept to a minimum and that everyone has the right to live. Everyone has it—except those monsters.
Therefore, he found all the monsters hidden in the captives without mercy, and was killed one by one by the monks.
Killing these monsters who are afraid of chaos in the world, isn't it like this... Will the world be peaceful again? he thought so.
His abdomen and thighs were bleeding profusely. The monster was very cunning, and this time he was plotted against.
He didn't expect that those monsters would gather again. The powerful monsters caught him by surprise, and he fought with his monks and soldiers. In the end, only he and a few people escaped.
He was seriously injured this time, and he might die. But he was not surprised. From the time he took over the sword of Emperor Chen Chan, he expected that there would be a day when he would be loyal to the country. He could not turn the tide, but he wanted to work hard...until the day he died.
He was in a coma for several days, but he survived later, probably his life is very hard.
The first thing he saw when he woke up was a young boy, who was lying beside his bed. His hair was messy and his clothes were a little dirty. There is a little warmth.
When he picked up this child back then, he never thought that this child would be by his side all the time.
No matter when and where, never leave.
Human beings may have a despicable, selfish, greedy, and arrogant side, but they still have a good side. How can we arbitrarily distinguish between good and evil, right and wrong? So he is willing to protect people for the good side of their hearts.
Even a person like him who is not expected can meet someone who cares about him, what is there to be dissatisfied with
He rubbed the young man's head, and when the young man woke up, his eyes were red and his chapped lips trembled, "Master, will I protect you from now on? I'm so afraid...you will die..."
He smiled. It turns out that the feeling of being worried and cared by others is like this. He said, "Okay, but you are too weak now. I will send you to learn art. When you become stronger, you can protect me. Okay?" ?”
This time he almost died, what about next time? Maybe he should arrange it.
He hopes that even if he is gone one day, his teenager can live in this world well. He doesn't need his protection, but he should be able to protect himself.
He made his world not all gray.
Gu Yan suddenly opened his eyes, did he really have a dream again
Had he been such a fool before? He wholeheartedly protects those who don't like him, no wonder he will die so miserably in the end. No... Not all human beings don't like him, there is also Qin Yao, at least Qin Yao's feelings for him have never changed. But he doesn't remember anything.
He turned his head slightly, and saw Qin Yao sleeping next to him. His movements hadn't changed all night, and he was always in his arms. Gu Yan looked at Qin Yao's face, the boy's face in the dream was gone, replaced by a more resolute and cold face, but the original outline could be vaguely seen. The boy who once needed his protection has grown into a strong man who can protect him as he said.
Back then, he was only as tall as his chest, but now he was half a head taller than him. Time is really an unpredictable thing, it can change a person so much.
It's not just Qin Yao who has changed... but also him.
Qin Yao seemed to be in a deep sleep, his eyes were closed, his eyelashes cast a faint shadow on his eyes, he breathed evenly, and his chest rose and fell slightly. Gu Yan slowly raised his hand, his nails grew longer, and his sharp fingertips stopped less than one millimeter away from Qin Yao's throat. He'd been wanting to kill this meddling human being, and this was a good chance so no one could interfere with his actions anymore.
He has changed, he is no longer the person in Qin Yao's memory, he is a ruthless monster, Qin Yao is right about this.
And he knows that he can never change back, even if he remembers all the memories, he can't become that person again. Now he is just him.
No matter how much Qin Yao wastes his affection and time on him, it will be in vain.
As long as he raises his hand now, there is a high possibility that this damned human will end up in the end. With such a serious injury last time, he doesn't believe that Qin Yao is really fine. Taking the initiative, there is still a great chance to kill Qin Yao.
Gu Yan stared at Qin Yao's face.
But he suddenly found that he had no way to do it.
Such a good opportunity, but he couldn't make it.
It seemed that there was a strong voice in his heart stopping him. If he killed Qin Yao, he would definitely regret it. That was something he would rather die than bear.
Gu Yan let out a breath slowly, gently took off Qin Yao's arm, put on his clothes and walked out.
Gu Yan went out and closed the door.
After a while, Qin Yao opened his eyes, his eyes were clear, without a trace of confusion just waking up. Obviously woke up early.
He looked at the door with a complicated expression, and let out a low sigh in his throat.
"You remember, don't you?"