"Damn you." As soon as Gu Yan finished speaking, his left hand was already on Qin Yao's throat!
His ten fingers were like iron, he tightened them hard!
Gu Yan is very aware of his own strength. With a firm grip, let alone a human throat, even the hardest rock can be crushed into powder!
Gu Yan's face was expressionless.
But his heart was not peaceful at all.
Is he going to kill Qin Yao again? That time... he almost killed Qin Yao, and he regretted it. And now, is he going to do it again? This time it wasn't his intention, but he couldn't help himself.
Gu Yan looked at Qin Yao steadfastly, so... resist.
Fight me, kill me, you know what to do. It's not worth risking your own life for a monster like me. You already know that I'm no longer the person I used to be.
Right now, I'm just an involuntary monster.
Gu Yan thought a lot in an instant, but the action in his hand has just been completed!
The heavy grasp was like grasping a copper wall, and the fingertips were numb and painful. As soon as Qin Yao grasped Gu Yan's wrist, he almost crushed his wrist, and then slowly... pulled it down.
Qin Yao looked at Gu Yan, his eyes were dead silent, his thin lips were pursed into a straight line.
Gu Yan laughed in his heart, it was the first time he was so glad that he was not Qin Yao's opponent, he couldn't kill Qin Yao.
Fortunately, fortunately, he couldn't kill him.
It is Qin Yao who can escape from his killer again and again. If someone else has died countless times, I am afraid that he will not even have the chance to regret it. It is even more impossible to have the opportunity to understand my own mind like now.
He is very grateful to Qin Yao for allowing him to understand himself soberly like now, instead of being a muddle-headed monster all the time...
He prefers to be alone, but unfortunately he is no longer.
Gu Yan couldn't speak, if possible, he wanted to ask Qin Yao to give him a relief.
He was so naive, and they were both so naive.
Thinking that getting out of the pain is a relief, thinking that forgetting hatred is a relief... In fact, it's not that simple. From the moment he became a demon, he was no longer himself. He is just a monster who only knows hatred, but now... he can't even control himself, and even his soul is under the imprisonment of others. When will such an existence be liberated? It's impossible to get rid of it, unless you die.
The monster is really dead when it dies, and there is no afterlife when the soul is gone, so if he dies this time, there will be nothing to restrain him.
Thinking of this, Gu Yan felt that he was very lucky. This time, he could really die.
At least not hopelessly.
It's a pity that controlling the existence of his body now obviously doesn't want to continue to anger Qin Yao and cause death. So he just let Qin Yao hold his hands without any resistance and remained motionless.
Gu Yan was a little regretful, in the face of his repeated unrepentant and painful killings, Qin Yao still didn't intend to kill him.
Thinking of what might be controlling him now, Gu Yan was a little worried. After all, Qin Yao didn't know about it. It was too dangerous to keep him around like this. Next time, I'm afraid he won't be so lucky. After all, only Qian Yao There is no way to guard against thieves for a thousand days if you are a thief every day. It's like playing with fire to keep such a dangerous monster who wants to kill him all the time.
Unfortunately, Gu Yan couldn't say anything.
The fighting outside became intense, and the corpses of several human monks flew in, and the monsters with sharp claws were attacking Qin Yao! Qin Yao snorted coldly, and a golden rope-shaped magic weapon flew out and wrapped Gu Yan tightly, then turned around and killed him.
One man, one sword is invincible, wherever the silver flying sword goes, killing monsters is like mowing grass! The torn corpses of monsters and humans made this place look like a Shura field. Gradually, the remaining monsters realized that they could not compete with humans, and even the leader Gu Yan had been subdued by humans, and they all escaped quickly!
Qin Yao didn't chase after him, he turned back to Gu Yan, cut his palm on the back of his head, and knocked him out.
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When Gu Yan woke up, he was already in another place.
He was a little familiar with this place, and after thinking about it for a while, he remembered it. This is Qin Yao's manor. After he fainted on the street that time, Qin Yao brought him here.
He moved his fingers slightly, and found that he had regained control of his body, but he was still unable to move. The golden rope tied him tightly.
He sneered, why bother? Killing it directly is not a lot of trouble.
With Qin Yao's heart and ability, he was more carefree in the first place, but he had to waste time on such a hopeless monster like him.
Just because I saved him in my previous life.
Human beings are so stupid as to be touching. It's a pity that Gu Yan can't understand it now. He just feels very tired and wants to rest. Whether as a human or as a monster, his life is not easy, it can be said that it is not pathetic.
So... I don't want to work hard anymore, I don't want to persist anymore.
Gu Yan lay there, staring at the ceiling in a daze, without trying to struggle or anything. He didn't want to do those unnecessary things.
Looking at it, I was a little dazed.
It is actually a very pleasant thing to let go of yourself, but he never thought about it before. When he was a human being, he always thought about many people and did many things. After becoming a monster, I thought about how to survive every day, and then... I thought about how to occupy the world. He never thought of taking a break, his two lifetimes were too busy.
In fact, why bother, he deserved to die in his previous life, and let himself fall into such a situation for a little ridiculous hatred.
He figured it out too late. If he had figured it out earlier, wouldn't it be like this
Gu Yan felt a dull pain in his brain. He remembered many things, but he still couldn't remember how he became a monster.
But that's not important anymore, the result has already been cast, even if you think about why you chose this path in the first place, what's the point, and what can you change
It's just that I hate myself more.
There was a 'click' sound from the door.
Gu Yan slowly turned his head and looked towards the door. Qin Yao was dressed in black, his skin was pale, his expression was indifferent, he walked to a place one step away from Gu Yan and stood still.
He looked at Gu Yan for a while, and then he seemed to muster up his courage and took another step forward.
"I'm sorry." Qin Yao said.
Gu Yan couldn't help but widen his eyes, his doubts were undisguised, Qin Yao was saying sorry to him? Why? Where did he feel sorry for him? Shouldn't he be saying sorry
Qin Yao half-kneeled in front of Gu Yan, his eyes focused on Gu Yan a little bit, his voice was still numb, as if he was reciting something, "I'm sorry, I can't let you open the passage."
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't be self-righteous and hide my thoughts. In fact, no matter what you become, I have never disliked you. You are the best in my heart. The current you and the previous you are all you. Even if Before I thought of you, I fell in love with you again."
"I just don't want you to live in too much pain. I don't think this is what you want now. You just forgot."
"I thought that as long as you think about it, you will make the right decision, because only the complete you can know what you want. I don't hope that one day, you will regret it. Escape is not the solution to the problem. "
"I'd rather bear all the pain myself than you regret it."
"I know your decision now... I have said from the beginning, as long as it is your decision, whether it is earth-shaking or an enemy of the world, I don't care. I will help you achieve it."
"This sentence is true."
"But, sorry... I can't do it now."
"Because nothing is more important than your being alive."
Qin Yao shook hands, then let go, he showed a pale smile, "You must be very angry, I said so many hypocritical words, but in the end I still have to go against your will."
"But I will not change my decision."
Gu Yan frowned, this is really difficult to handle, Qin Yao's decision is indeed against his will, and it seems resolute and there is no room for maneuver.
It's not about preventing him from opening the passage, but keeping him alive no matter what. If Qin Yao wants him to live, who else can make him die
He is not only unhappy to be alive, but also an extremely dangerous and unstable factor, Qin Yao is too irrational.
You have to find a way to change Qin Yao's thoughts.
Gu Yan thought over and over again, and couldn't help being dumbfounded, Qin Yao still refused to kill him after he was like this, what else could he do? What he originally did was already extreme, and he couldn't think of anything more extreme.
It's really embarrassing for Qin Yao to be so reticent.
Gu Yan was too lazy to say anything.
Fortunately, Qin Yao treats him strictly for the time being, and doesn't intend to let him go out to cause harm to the world. He still has time to think slowly.
After a long time, it will always be annoying.
If there was hope in the past, the hopeless days now would be even more difficult for Qin Yao.
Gu Yan showed a sneer, and was about to brush up his disgust every day, "Hehe, you also know that you are very hypocritical, we either die or we live, you are going to let me live, when are you going to die? "
When he said this, he didn't know why he felt a little pain in his heart. But Gu Yan endured it, he could bear so much pain, let alone just such a little
Qin Yao's face seemed to be getting paler, he was stunned for a moment, then smiled, "There will be such a day."
Gu Yan turned his eyes away, he suddenly couldn't speak the rest of the words, originally he could say more vicious words, but his tongue was a little knotted and his mouth couldn't be opened. He is really selfish. He is not the same as before. He can hurt others like this just for his own pleasure.
But in fact... long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Instead of tormenting each other like this, why can't we just free each other.
Gu Yan's eyes suddenly lit up, as if he wanted to understand something.
Everything Qin Yao did was for him, for him to survive. If he tried to talk to Qin Yao well, and told him what he wanted most, would Qin Yao fulfill him
He has done many heinous things, but he has never tried to plead.
Maybe Qin Yao is willing to fulfill his sincere wish for him
Perhaps, this request is cruel to Qin Yao. But the current Gu Yan couldn't restrain his impulse.
"Qin Yao, I have something to tell you." Gu Yan turned around again and looked at Qin Yao seriously.
Qin Yao's eyes flashed, then disappeared, and he looked at Gu Yan quietly.
Gu Yan paused, opened his mouth, and was about to speak out his thoughts, but suddenly the feeling of losing control came again! In an instant, Gu Yan lost control of his body. Like a bystander, he looked at himself and said blankly: "Do you know, I love you too."