Gu Yan raised his head blankly, because he stayed in the dark for too long, so that he couldn't get used to the light for a while.
Just like the thousand years he spent in the Demon Realm.
It's not that I don't want it, it's not that I don't want it... It's that I'm afraid, afraid to have it, afraid to lose it.
Gu Yan squinted his eyes because of the sudden light, which made his eyes a little stinging. He didn't show ecstasy, but looked at it very calmly.
It is not necessarily Qin Yao who came down.
After so many days, if Qin Yao had won, he would have come down to look for him a long time ago, and if he didn't show up for such a long time, he was more likely to die. If the demon lord wins, he will definitely come down to find him and kill him.
So it might be the devil who came.
Gu Yan knew that this possibility was more likely, and that what he was facing might be real death, but he was unwilling to look away.
Because... Even if there is a slight possibility that Qin Yao is still alive...
He doesn't want to miss it.
He will not give up hope until he sees Qin Yao's body with his own eyes.
If Qin Yao came to him, he hoped to see him at first sight.
It was quiet up there for a while.
Then there was a rustling sound, and a figure appeared at the entrance of the cave. His movements seemed a little slow and clumsy, and he slid down the wall. Finally, it landed lightly in front of Gu Yan.
Gu Yan looked at him straight, his face was wet, it turned out that tears were streaming down his face.
"What's wrong with you?" Qin Yao's slightly low and hoarse voice sounded, full of worry, his rough hands touched Gu Yan's face, caressing carefully, "Are you injured?"
Gu Yan held his hand instead, shook his head, "It's just that the sun is too glaring."
Qin Yao breathed a sigh of relief, "Sorry, it took me so long to come down to find you."
Gu Yan shook his head, but did not speak.
It's good if you can come, because no matter how long it takes, I will wait for you. Looking at the familiar face in front of him, Gu Yan couldn't help stretching out his arms to hug this man. Gu Yan used to disdain such an intimate and weak gesture. He was not used to showing his feelings, but at this moment Only then did he know that sometimes feelings cannot be suppressed, and can be suppressed to the bottom of his heart... but not deep enough.
And he no longer wants to suppress himself.
At this time, he can only use this kind of action to hold this person tightly in his arms to confirm that this is real and not his fantasy.
It turns out... Miracles really happen.
Qin Yao paused, then knelt down on one knee and hugged Gu Yan back.
They hugged each other like this, like the last moment of the end of the world, like an eternal sculpture.
A ray of sunlight was projected from above and shone on their bodies with a golden halo, as if time had been frozen.
…
Gu Yan woke up from the bed, and immediately looked to his side.
Qin Yao propped his upper body on his elbows, looked at him with a smile, saw him open his eyes, and said with a smile, "Are you awake?"
Gu Yan let out a breath slowly, and also smiled.
Such a peaceful and beautiful life was beyond his imagination.
Although he still often wakes up from nightmares, and every time he dreams of Qin Yao covered in blood...but it's just a dream. It's passed.
Qin Yao later told him what happened. He used the formation to attract the power of thunder and killed the demon lord's body, making him disappear from the world completely. He was also unconscious for several days due to serious injuries, so he couldn't Come to him in time.
Gu Yan understood what had happened and was finally relieved.
Without the demon lord, without the monster, everything is finally over.
Even if the monsters from the demon world make a comeback countless years later, they probably won't be there by then, and he wants to let go and just focus on his eyes.
Facts have proved that he also has the right to happiness, and Gu Yan feels that he is still lucky.
Although it didn't come easy.
"Want to go out for a walk today?" Qin Yao looked at him tenderly.
Gu Yan hesitated for a moment, "Is your injury healed?"
Qin Yao chuckled, "I've been able to jump and dance a long time ago, that little injury doesn't matter."
Gu Yan still remembered Qin Yao's appearance when he came down, he was so badly injured, the blood almost stained him blood red, he almost thought that Qin Yao would not be able to survive, even if he came back later, he often had nightmares again and again. But looking at Qin Yao's appearance at the moment, and they are still able to... probably really healed... Gu Yan felt that he was thinking too much, he should think of something better.
So he nodded and smiled: "Then let's go out."
Walking on the street with people coming and going again, Gu Yan's state of mind is completely different from before.
Who would have thought that the demon general who was determined to destroy the world would eventually become a human again? It feels good to be human again.
"No one recognizes you now." Qin Yao squinted his eyes and looked at Gu Yan, the corners of his mouth curled up. Today's Qin Yao, as if letting go of all the burdens and restraints, is less cold and more angry.
"I'm no longer a big star." Gu Yan touched his chin, "It's a bit regrettable, so I'm still quite popular."
Qin Yao grabbed Gu Yan's shoulders and whispered in his ear, "It's better as it is now, only I can notice you."
Gu Yan paused, "Are you jealous?"
Qin Yao smiled and nodded, "Do you think I dare not admit it?"
Gu Yan smiled.
The two are like countless ordinary couples on the street, smiling while walking, not caring about other people's eyes. Although they were two big men, they were not looked down upon or looked down upon, because handsome guys were always pleasing to the eye.
No one knows how many single dogs they have abused along the way.
I really envy others.
"I'm really full." Gu Yan touched his stomach, and the two of them walked to the night market without knowing it. Everything they saw was very tempting, so they accidentally ate too much. Strictly speaking, it was mainly Gu Yan. eating.
The food in the world is much richer and more colorful than it was a thousand years ago, but when Gu Yan first came back, he didn't have that kind of interest.
At that time, human beings had to eat food only to hide their identities, and they could not feel full and delicious, nor did they need it. But now he really tasted these delicacies, and he was glad that he still had such an opportunity.
The touch from the taste buds on the tip of the tongue is so nostalgic.
In the past, he never really enjoyed life.
Gu Yan's expression suddenly fell silent.
Qin Yao was keenly aware of it, but he didn't say anything. He just grabbed Gu Yan and said with a smile, "Let's eat again tomorrow. Is it possible that you plan to eat all of this in one day? Your body is not yet Such a good appetite."
Gu Yan let Qin Yao pull him forward, startled, and suddenly smiled softly. It's really unlike him that he knows he needs to be grateful, but he still feels sad.
He looked at Qin Yao's back half a step ahead, and the corners of his lips curved slightly.
This is the person he wants, and the life he wants.
He suddenly quickened his pace and walked to Qin Yao's side. From then on, you just need to be fearless and go forward side by side.
…
After that day, Gu Yan no longer had nightmares.
Everything was just as he had imagined. At first, it was too beautiful to believe, but later he believed it. This is reality. No more waking up at night.
Time like this passes quickly.
Two years passed in the blink of an eye.
In the beginning, Gu Yan's disappearance caused an uproar. The famous star suddenly disappeared. His last historical masterpiece became a posthumous work. Countless people sighed and sighed. Under such circumstances, the best actor of the year The award for actor went to him, even though no one was on stage to accept it.
Afterwards, the popularity slowly subsided, and no one would talk about him every day, but occasionally diehard fans mourned for him.
Gu Yan occasionally reads the news, and it looks like he is watching another person's business.
At that time, he was just pretending, but he didn't want to be loved by others instead.
It has been two years, the identity he used is no longer often talked about by people, and Gu Yan has basically forgotten all the people he has come into contact with. What he gave up is not only that identity, but also that identity everything he stands for. When he was still a monster...
Everything he did as a monster is in the past.
He feels that his life is good now.
Carefree... This is something he couldn't imagine before, but now he has it.
This body is also very good.
Although he died in the previous life, this body has been carefully preserved by Qin Yao, and it has been stored in a place with sufficient spiritual energy all year round. Therefore, not only does it not age, but it has a very high degree of integration with spiritual energy. In ancient times, he was also a genius for cultivating immortals. Although the spiritual energy in this world is exhausted and weak, it can still be cultivated. Gu Yan is not keen on pursuing the way of cultivating immortals, so he does not practice seriously. He just wants to take good care of himself and live with Qin Yao for a longer period of time. .
I also don't want to wait for Qin Yao to be gray-haired when he is still young.
Taking a person's relationship seriously is something that Gu Yan has never tried before, but he is doing it very seriously now.
And rejoice in it.
It seems that I have found a new meaning for my life.
…
"Where are you taking me?" Gu Yan asked curiously after getting into the car.
Qin Yao seems to be a little busy during this time, and since this morning, he has been mysterious.
"It will be here soon." Qin Yao smiled slightly.
Gu Yan stopped asking, his trust in Qin Yao was absolute, probably Qin Yao just wanted to give him a surprise. In the past two years, he has seen Qin Yao's fiery heart under his cold appearance.
And he didn't hate it, which made his old and quiet heart seem to be more alive.
Everything didn't seem to be beyond Gu Yan's expectation.
Qin Yao took him to a villa by the sea. This villa area was invested and constructed by Qin Yao behind the scenes. His wealth was beyond estimation.
The night sky is deep black, the sky is full of stars, accompanied by waves, and there is a damp taste in the air.
"Do you still like the scenery here?" After some rest, Qin Yao buried his head on the side of Gu Yan's neck, "I reserved it just for you."
"I like it." Gu Yan replied absent-mindedly.
He has never cared much about these foreign things, all he cares about is that Qin Yao is by his side.
"I know you don't care about this, but in the final analysis, we are all just human beings, not gods, and we have not transcended the cycle of life and death. We are still insignificant in front of the way of heaven." Qin Yao seemed to be a little emotional tonight.
Gu Yan raised his eyebrows, of course he understands the truth.
"For a mortal, although these extraneous things cannot make you transcend life and death, they can save you from many unnecessary troubles and make your life easier." Qin Yao said.
"I don't mind these extraneous things, and I'm not one of those ascetics who are full." Gu Yan smiled helplessly.
Qin Yao looked at Gu Yan firmly. He seemed to see some kind of unshakable belief in Gu Yan's eyes. Apart from that belief, everything else was irrelevant. His lips moved slightly, paused, and finally said: " Master, do you know? I lived for a thousand years, survived countless dark nights, and supported me to walk down... just to see you come back alive, live well, and live for yourself once. This is you Deserved."
Gu Yan's expression finally turned serious. He didn't know why Qin Yao said this suddenly. He hadn't called him master for a long time, and he didn't bring up the previous topic again.
He always knew that Qin Yao had done a lot for him, but he never said it in words.
From the beginning to the end, Qin Yao was not looking for rewards.
Gu Yan knew this very well.
"I cherish the present time very much. My wish has finally come true, and I don't have any regrets anymore." Qin Yao said slowly, his deep eyes fixed on Gu Yan, and there was a faint smile on his lips.
Gu Yanming should be very moved, but he feels uneasy for no reason.
It was as if something was out of control.
But it shouldn't be, two years have passed, everything is fine, he shouldn't have such inexplicable thoughts all of a sudden. Maybe it's just that the night is too beautiful and the atmosphere is too provocative, which makes Qin Yao suddenly become emotional.
Doesn't he himself have moments when he can't help himself
Gu Yan's eyes darkened a little, he suddenly stepped forward and blocked Qin Yao's mouth, rather than listening to these inexplicable words, it's better to do something that makes both of them happy.
…
The morning sun shone in through the golden window screens and fell on the face, warm.
Gu Yan's eyelashes moved, and when he opened his eyes, his first reaction was to turn his head to look at the people around him, but there was nothing around him. Gu Yan's face changed drastically, and panic seized his heart all of a sudden.
What about Qin Yao
Why not around
Where did he go
Gu Yan hurriedly put on his clothes and pushed the door out. As soon as he reached the first floor, he heard the outside door open with a click.
The big stone in his heart suddenly fell to the ground. It turned out that Qin Yao just left early, not leaving without saying goodbye. This kind of situation is not unprecedented, and I don't know why he is so anxious this time.
Gu Yan's expression calmed down, "You're back."
He walked through the corner stairs and looked towards the door with a stiff smile on his face.
The young man standing there also happened to look at Gu Yan, with a slightly astonished expression on his face, and quickly adjusted, "You must be Mr. Gu."
Gu Yan fixedly looked at the energetic young man in a smart suit in front of him.
This is Xu Ming.
He didn't expect to see him again. Ever since that human body died and returned to his own body, everything in the past was also cut off. In this world, except for Qin Yao, other people or things are irrelevant to him.
He didn't have any nostalgia or reluctance. Anyway, without him, those people can live well.
The ripples that had been stirred up in his heart by that experience had already calmed down with the passage of time.
Xu Ming is just one of those insignificant people.
"You are Mr. Gu." Xu Ming walked up to Gu Yan with a bright and clear voice. Two years later, the timid young man seemed to have changed a lot, with more radiance and confidence in his eyes.
He no longer recognizes himself, Gu Yan understands this very clearly, he nodded, a little absent-minded, "Qin Yao asked you to come?"
This question is obvious, but Gu Yan still asked it.
Xu Ming nodded, with a folder under his arm, "Mr. Qin has transferred all the property under his name to your name, and entrusted me to take care of it for you."
Xu Ming was very grateful to Qin Yao.
When Gu Yan died inexplicably, he was sad and sad, but it was Qin Yao who found him and provided him with the conditions to continue his studies, and now he has entrusted such an important task to him.
The corners of Gu Yan's lips were drawn into a straight line, he took a deep breath, but felt the coldness in his heart.
"Where did he go?" Gu Yan heard himself saying.
There was a tremor in his voice that he didn't even notice.
Xu Ming sighed, "Mr. Qin is very ill, he knows that time is running out, he understands that you may not care about these mundane affairs, so he entrusts me to take care of these properties for him..."
He looked at Gu Yan with a bit of sympathy. Although he didn't understand many things, it didn't prevent him from making up a bloody drama.
Just as he was thinking about how to comfort the man in front of him, he raised his head and fell into a pair of cold black pupils, his whole body froze, and his heart skipped a beat.
Gu Yan's eyes seemed to contain endless anger and sorrow, and there seemed to be a little scarlet in the black, which was extremely terrifying.
He reached out and grabbed Xu Ming's collar! The blood vessels on the back of the hand burst out, as if the person in front of him was about to be torn to pieces in the next moment! I can't hide the tyranny in my heart!
Such ridiculous words! Such a ridiculous reason!
Just destroy everything!
Xu Ming groaned in pain.
The sound was very soft, but it fell in Gu Yan's ears like thunder. His rationality suddenly returned to his mind, and the surging crazy thoughts receded like a tide. What was he doing just now? Did he want to kill Xu Ming? Just because he said things he didn't want to hear...
Those horrible and violent things, the instinct of being a monster, didn't they completely disappear from his body? Once the bottom line is touched, they will rush out without hesitation, trying to devour him, and degenerate back into the pathetic existence born only for instinct.
Gu Yan closed his eyes, and said in a light voice, "What else did he say to you?"
Xu Ming stretched out his hand to hold his neck. Just now he had no doubt that the man in front of him would kill him, but he didn't.
He fixedly looked at Gu Yan, why didn't he feel scared? Because there was such a person before, who looked very powerful and terrifying, but in fact, he never hurt him, but always protected him... But that person died.
He died together with the unspeakable thoughts in his heart.
"He didn't say anything." Xu Ming shook his head.
Gu Yan was startled, and then laughed out of his mouth, and the low laughter became louder and louder, as if mocking the world, himself, or Qin Yao.
"You... Are you okay?" Xu Ming's eyes were full of worry. He came here as a routine and to repay Qin Yao's kindness, but now he is really worried about the man in front of him.
If it was that strong and fearless man, would he lose his composure one day...
How desperate must it be to make him lose his composure
"I'm fine." Gu Yan said.
He stopped laughing, turned around and walked up slowly.
In fact, he was unnecessary just now, what Qin Yao wanted to say to him was already finished yesterday. His wishes, his thoughts, have been revealed to him without reservation. There is no need to say anything more.
Qin Yao wants him to be good, so he will be good.
Enjoy what he has left for him.
live a good life.
He doesn't resent Qin Yao, he just hates himself, who is so powerless and ignorant now.
He never discovered Qin Yao's real situation.
It turned out that the nightmare of that World War never went away.
…
Xu Ming originally thought that this would be a difficult mess to clean up, but the result went smoothly beyond his imagination.
Mr. Gu really did exactly what Qin Yao said, he didn't care about anything, and he didn't care what he was doing at all. He was good at eating and drinking, everything, but he didn't like going out. Stuck in the house all day.
Mr. Gu... Xu Ming thinks of Gu Yan very frequently recently. Although this Mr. Gu is not like Gu Yanchang at all, he just can't stop thinking about it.
He felt that he was not normal. He was almost killed, but he always thought of that man.
Probably because this Mr. Gu is also named Gu Yan... Xu Ming comforted himself in this way, why is it so strange that there are so many people with the same name in the world.
Xu Ming didn't need to come here often, but he was worried about Gu Yan's situation.
So come here every day.
As soon as he came over, he saw that the food on the table hadn't moved. Can't help but frown. Although Gu Yan had lost his composure before, he quickly sorted it out and didn't make him worry, let alone give up on himself. Could it be... I finally can't pretend anymore
He hurried up to the second floor, and saw that the door was open, and Gu Yan was sitting on the recliner, with his eyes closed and his expression peaceful.
Xu Ming stared blankly for a moment, he didn't want to disturb Gu Yan, but remembering the untouched food outside, he still called softly, "Mr. Gu."
In fact, when Xu Ming went upstairs, Gu Yan had already noticed it. But he was a bit tired and didn't want to bother.
He thought that if he pretended to be asleep, maybe Xu Ming would leave, but unexpectedly Xu Ming opened his mouth.
Thinking of this young man's tenderness and persistence, Gu Yan knew that he might not be fooled, so he slowly opened his eyes, "You are here."
"Well, let me come and see you." Xu Ming said awkwardly.
He was full of worries, but he was afraid of irritating Gu Yan, so he dared not speak many words.
Gu Yan smiled helplessly, he knew exactly what Xu Ming was thinking.
"I'm fine, I'm just not too hungry and I don't have an appetite." The human delicacies that once touched him always tasted the same when he ate them now.
These days, whether he opened his eyes or closed his eyes, all he thought about was Qin Yao's affairs. The more I think about it, the more I can't forgive myself. Why didn't I notice Qin Yao's abnormality before, why did I believe Qin Yao's words so easily, and believed that he was really fine...
Why didn't I respond to Qin Yao's wishes earlier, and why didn't I remember my identity earlier.
Why... to miss so long.
Gu Yan's expression was obviously calm, but Xu Ming felt very heartbroken.
He hesitated and said, "Are you hungry now? I'll go and heat up the food!" After he finished speaking, he turned and went downstairs. He thought he could do anything, but in fact he couldn't. one step.
It was a separate world where everything was isolated.
But...he can still cook! At least let Gu Yan eat on time! Xu Ming secretly made up his mind.
Gu Yan still ate this dinner, it was a familiar taste, after all, when Xu Ming was his assistant, he cooked for him a lot.
He also didn't want to disappoint Xu Ming's painstaking efforts.
When Xu Ming left, he looked at Gu Yan several times worriedly, and Gu Yan smiled at him: "You don't have to worry about me, I'm fine."
Xu Ming didn't believe this sentence at all, but what method and position did he have
…
Gu Yan returned to the room and looked at the night sky outside, his thoughts were immersed in memories.
The good ones, the bad ones, the long and near ones, all played back in his mind over and over again. And now he can only miss Qin Yao's appearance in his memory. After just over a month, he found it unbearable. So how did Qin Yao survive the thousand years of waiting for him
It would be too unfair to Qin Yao to give up so easily, why can he give up so easily.
Gu Yan didn't want to let himself go like this.
He drove away from the villa, and this was the first time Gu Yan left here since Qin Yao left.
He didn't dare to go back to the home where they had lived for two years. That home was full of their memories. He didn't dare to go back there, lest he couldn't control himself, but now he wanted to go back urgently. place of breath.
Even if he is alone, he can miss it there. At least one more thought...
It was all he had left.
The manor in the middle of the night was cold and silent, like a silent and hideous tomb in the dark.
Gu Yan dragged his heavy steps, pushed open the heavy door, and walked in step by step.
…
Xu Ming found out that Gu Yan was missing the next day. He frantically searched everywhere, worried that Gu Yan would commit suicide in this way. Later, he found that Gu Yan had just returned home...
Gu Yan didn't go out after returning home, he seemed to have lost interest in everything, like a dying old man, lifeless.
But he would eat on time even if he had no appetite, and would go out for a walk on time every day. He promised Qin Yao that he would live a good life. Maybe one day he would be able to come out and get used to living alone, but not yet.
He traveled to every corner of the manor, where their memories are everywhere.
Sometimes thinking of a small thing can also make him feel happy. For the first time, he discovered that good memories are a kind of treasure, more precious than anything else.
There is only one place where he has never set foot, and that is the dry lake in the middle.
It was in the secret place under the lake that his body was preserved, the great battle broke out, and the moment that determined the fate of the world began and ended there. There he gained a new life, where Qin Yao defeated the demon lord's clone, and also buried himself.
Qin Yao stole two years to let him get used to this world again, but he left.
Now there is a barren place, and the once clear lake water is no longer there, leaving only a messy pit, which shows the tragedy of the past.
Gu Yan closed his eyes, he remembered the moment when he came out of the ruins, Qin Yao, who was soaked in blood, embraced him, walked out of the ruins at the bottom of the lake, the sun shone on him, he thought that there would be no more haze in his life from now on.
It turned out to be just a dream.
After all, someone still paid the price for this. There is no happy thing in this world.
He was afraid of it, afraid that as soon as he got close, even the remaining illusion would be burst like a bubble, he was afraid that he would not be able to hold on.
But he would think of it uncontrollably, and would look at it from a distance, knowing that it was fatal, but he couldn't control himself. Let there always remind him of the tragic facts.
Gu Yan opened his eyes, and the afterglow of the setting sun was warm and golden, as if it was about to sink from the sky.
He exhausted all his strength, managed to lift his steps, and walked over there involuntarily.
Just to see, just to see what matters...
Even if the demon master's avatar is dead, because of the strong demon energy corrosion, the ground here reveals a rotten atmosphere.
Gu Yan bent down and stared at the uneven ground.
He hadn't thought about how Qin Yao defeated the demon lord's avatar at the time. Now, it seems that he may have overdrawn all his life. It is already extremely unbelievable that he can persist for two years without revealing anything.
The secret way back then has been completely buried, and that underground palace may never see the light of day again.
A gentle smile overflowed from Gu Yan's mouth, but... even if the whole world doesn't remember you, I will still remember you.
Just like you always remember me.
He stood up straight and was about to turn around and leave when he tripped over a stone and fell to the ground in a state of embarrassment. The sharp stone cut his palm, and blood flowed out, seeping into the ground along the cracks in the stone.
Gu Yan hooked the corners of his mouth mockingly, not caring about his embarrassment, he got up and patted his clothes.
Just as he was about to leave, his eyes suddenly froze.
There was a drop of dark red blood on the stone next to it. The drop of blood should have been there for some time. After being exposed to the sun, it was inconspicuous on the dark brown stone, even if you looked carefully, you might not find it.
But because his blood stained the side red, he just noticed it, so he noticed the little blood.
Gu Yan suddenly knelt down and stared at the blood-stained stone for a long time... Then he frantically dug up the ground in front of him with his hands, not caring that his hands were bleeding profusely.
That's Qin Yao's! That must belong to Qin Yao!
Qin Yao is here!
It turned out that Qin Yao was so close to him! It turned out that he never found out!
Because of his timidity and evasion!
Gu Yan didn't seem to feel any pain at all, just repeated the same movement, digging out the stone in front of him bit by bit, the ground here was looser than expected, it seemed that it was only filled in later.
Until the sky was completely dark, Gu Yan suddenly touched a stone slab, which was the entrance to the secret passage, and is now buried underground.
He grabbed the buckle of the stone slab with one hand, and was about to pull it away, when he suddenly paused.
Intense fear seized his heart, what did he want to see
what will he see
Gu Yan took a deep breath, and after a while, the fear in his eyes dissipated, and his expression became firm.
He knew what he had always wanted. Even if the result is cruel, he will not escape. He had had enough of this torment.
Gu Yan pulled the stone slab away forcefully and walked down.
The air underground was very dull, and there was still a faint smell of blood that hadn't dissipated.
The spirit stones on both sides of the wall exude a faint fluorescent light, illuminating the dark road. Gu Yan walked forward step by step.
Finally, he stopped.
At the end of the passage, Qin Yao was sitting on the ground. His complexion was pale, his eyes were closed tightly, and even his hair was as white as transparent. The whole person was like an ice sculpture, quietly, without the slightest breath.
Gu Yan even slowed down his breathing, for fear of disturbing the scene in front of him.
I finally found you.
There was a faint smile on Gu Yan's lips, and there seemed to be endless love in his eyes.
I finally found you, sorry for leaving you alone for so long, sorry for coming here now.
He stretched out his hand, wanting to touch Qin Yao's face, but recalled that his hand was covered in blood, and took it back again. How could he touch him with these hands, he died so peacefully, so beautifully, like the most perfect sculpture, how could he destroy it by himself.
He should go back and clean up before coming back. If Qin Yao sees himself in such a mess, Qin Yao will definitely not be happy.
"I will never lose you again." Gu Yan whispered.
He looked down at himself with some embarrassment, the dirty appearance really didn't resemble him, and his tone became uncomfortable, "I'll come and see you later, okay?"
Gu Yan stared at Qin Yao's face, looked at his snow-white eyelashes, and blinked, "If you don't tell me, I'll take it as your agreement."
"I'll be back soon." He stood up, turned around and was about to leave in a hurry. He wanted to go back to take a shower, change into clean clothes, and then bring Qin Yao home.
"...don't go."
Gu Yan's footsteps stopped suddenly, his whole body was stiff and motionless, he thought he was hallucinating.
Probably because I missed it too much, so I had hallucinations.
Let's take a look back, take a look before leaving, anyway, he will be back soon, are you afraid of taking another look
Gu Yan turned around slowly, and fell into a pair of golden eyes.
The man who was covered in snow and without a trace of life opened his eyes, the pupils were light golden, dazzling and seemed to be blooming with the last light. Just waiting to burn out the last vitality.
"You..." Gu Yan's throat seemed to be stuck by something, and he made a difficult voice, choking with joy, "... still alive."
"You shouldn't have come here." Qin Yao's lips were bloodless, his voice was low and light, and there was a gentle smile in his eyes, "Since you're here, just stay with me."
Before Gu Yan could react, he found that he had returned to Qin Yao's side and was sitting beside him. His shoulder touched the people around him, it was so cold, it was not like a living person at all.
Qin Yao remained motionless, as if speaking had exhausted his last strength, but he was still gentle and calm, "I want to go to a place farther away, and die somewhere you will never see... However... I finally chose here."
"Because I want to be closer to you. I want to stay where I can see you." Qin Yao looked at him fixedly, his eyes showing apology, "Am I being too selfish?"
Selfish to show you my goodness, selfish to let you remember me, selfish to leave you alone in this world. Knowing that it shouldn't be like this, knowing that those who survived will suffer more, but still can't help... I want to love you.
Gu Yan shook his head, nodded again, he looked at Qin Yao without blinking, fearing that in the blink of an eye, the person in front of him would turn into a lifeless corpse, fearing that everything in front of him would disappear in smoke.
"I'm also very selfish, no wonder we are a couple." Gu Yan said with a smile.
Qin Yao's eyes moved, as if he realized something, he said: "You promise me, you will be fine."
Gu Yan nodded, "I will do what I promised you, but I can't help but watch you die. If you don't try, how will you know that there is no way? If we succeed, we can survive. If we fail , we can also be a companion on Huangquan Road."
It is God's will that I can find you.
Never let go again.
Qin Yao moved his lips, as if he wanted to persuade him, but he didn't speak in the end. He knew that he had no way to stop Gu Yan.
Gu Yan only thought of this method after seeing Qin Yao. The reason why Qin Yao died was because his vitality was exhausted.
Then as long as you share half of your vitality with Qin Yao, then both of them will be able to survive. However, how can you easily distribute your vitality to others? Pay it in. Even if it succeeds, it is equivalent to sharing the fate with others, and the life expectancy is reduced a lot.
But for Gu Yan at this moment, there is no need to hesitate at all.
He was afraid that he would not even have a chance to fight.
Gu Yan looked sideways at Qin Yao, with a smile on his face, this smile was pure and hot, like the morning sun rising early. The life you gave me, let us share it together in the future.
"I'm glad you exist in this world."
Gu Yan smiled, leaned his upper body forward, and kissed Qin Yao's lips fiercely, and a strong anger passed along the lips and tongue.
From now on, we will not be separated.