"Hate." Unexpectedly, Teng Kun quickly answered the question, and then turned to look at him directly.
Obviously it was the look of the solitary and solitary look that I was familiar with. I recalled it countless times in my dreams, and I still feel that this kind of Teng Kun is a bit strange when I see it.
"What do you hate me?" Jianshou changed his posture to make himself more comfortable, "Do you hate you even if you don't care about me? Besides, hate me, you didn't kill me?"
"Hate you for hurting her." The expression in Teng Kun's eyes suddenly became a little erratic, as if his mind was not in his mind, "I know you hate me too, hate me for killing Pinellia."
"That's why we pay for each report, and it's even." Sorrow reluctantly squeezed out a smile, "If Qi Ziyan... If she doesn't hate me, do you still hate me?"
Hearing Jianshou mentioning Qi Ziyan, Teng Kun's body trembled imperceptibly.
He is afraid.
He was afraid that Qi Ziyan would abandon him.
He was afraid that Qi Ziyan would not want him.
He is afraid that Qi Ziyan really... doesn't hate melancholy... and... is nostalgic.
"If so, don't hate." Spit out these four words slowly, as if it took all of Teng Kun's strength.
"I know that you have to kill Banxia, and you don't know that she is my lover." Sui Shuo closed his eyes and said generally, "Even if you don't kill her, Ying Bubo will send others to kill her. ."
"The time you were even with me, it was the time you lied to me that you killed Qi Ziyan, not the time you hurt her later." Teng Kun frowned slightly, and did not say anything to worry about.
"You remember it." Sorrowful laughed, "Then you can ask her whether she hates me or not."
Teng Kun was silent. He obviously didn't dare to ask.
"The Pinellia matter, just as you said, I'm sorry." Unable to continue Qi Ziyan's topic, Teng Kun had to receive the last sentence of Sorrow.
Seeing melancholy eyes staring at Teng Kunming's expression, it seemed to see through everything.
"Then brother... the last question."
"what?"
"I found out that I deeply love Qi Ziyan."
Seeing sorrow looked at Teng Kun suddenly turning his head to look at him because of his own words. There seemed to be complicated pain, unwillingness, helplessness and... jealousy in his eyes.
Sorrowful smiled silently.
"Then," Jianshou continued, "If she loves me too, will you fulfill us?"
Faced with countless eyes that were dead and unrelenting, because of a sad sentence, the sky fell apart and the earth cracked.
The silence for a long time was as if the icy air around him had become colder, and it was as chilling as the dripping water turned into ice.
"...I will do everything she wants." Teng Kun closed his painful eyes and said every word.
It was evening when Qi Ziyan came to see the sad account, and Teng Kun had already left. She saw Ling Xiao sitting alone guarding the door, and she walked forward to ask if she could visit, but she didn't expect Ling Xiao to speak first.
"Is there something wrong with you? Wouldn't you come together if you have something? I don't know if you are not in good health?" Ling Xiao's scolding rebuke made Qi Ziyan a little inexplicable.
you guys? together
However, before Qi Ziyan thought about the causes and consequences, she was about to say instinctively that she would not visit and let Jianshou have a good rest, when she heard a sound inside, it seemed that someone got out of bed. Before she could react, however, Ling Xiao's reaction was even greater.
I saw Ling Xiao rushing in and shouting, "What are you doing down? Want to die faster?"
"Get out of the way." Hearing the sad voice suppressed joy, and with some dissatisfaction with Ling Xiao, Qi Ziyan began to consider whether he should take this opportunity to leave.
However, it was too late.
The person who obviously deserves a good rest in the house has opened the door and walked out and stood in front of her.
He didn't have his hair tied, and his slightly ill face was the same as she portrayed when she was trapped in the demons. The one who was once so beloved, when I see you again, can't get over any stormy waves.
"You are here." The sad voice was a little hoarse, but with a deep gentleness.
Qi Ziyan opened her mouth slightly, she didn't know what to say for a while.
Seeing Mr. Sorrow, don't come here unharmed
"... You, you'd better go back and lie down." Qi Ziyan evaded his somewhat overly fierce gaze, and said in a nonchalant way.
Obviously, he used to like to look at his bright eyes and look at him tenderly, but now he feels uneasy even when he glances at him.
Seeing sorrow, but did not move, he said to himself: "I know I hurt you. That time was Tian Nan Xing's order, I had to obey him, even if I don't kill you, the eagle will not stop..."
"Don't say it." Qi Ziyan interrupted him, "I didn't come to reconcile old accounts with you. I don't hate you because I didn't have the heart to live at the time. Even if you didn't kill my eagle, I would be ruined. I’m always helpless. You stabbed me to some extent and saved me. So that’s enough, I don’t want to mention that.”
"Qi Ziyan, I..."
"I'm just here to see you." Qi Ziyan interrupted her sorrow again.
She felt she wanted to escape for no reason. She was afraid to say something she didn't want to hear.
"... I love you." However, Jianshou still finished what he wanted to say.
Qi Ziyan was about to speak, but she was once again preempted by melancholy: "Qi Ziyan, do you know? After I hurt you, I live in that nightmare every day. Whenever I think of you, mine There seems to be a bug in my heart, that kind of pain... Just like in purgatory, it's all retribution... After the death of my beloved Pinellia, you are the only woman who can live in my heart. When I see you again... I... I really don't want you to leave me again..."
As he spoke, his breathing became more and more rapid, and the sound of his cyanotic lips became weaker and weaker. Qi Ziyan stared her eyes and watched Jianshou fall over her chest. She was about to reach out to help, Ling Xiao rushed up to embrace Jianshou, and put a pill into Jianshou's mouth.
"What did you eat for him?" Qi Ziyan looked at Ling Xiao in shock.
"Medicine! I am his future wife, I warn you, since you are a married woman, don't be arrogant here..." Ling Xiao heard the sorrowful confession, and was extremely jealous, and said loudly to Qi Ziyan.
"Shut up... Shut up Lingxiao..." Jianshou said with difficulty, "You are not allowed to talk about her..."
"Hehe, sad, I gave you all my chastity, you actually defeated me for a cruel flower that was done by Emperor Fu Guogou and the killer?" Ling Xiao's voice became sharp.
"How noble would you give him the Gu?" Qi Ziyan hugged her arms and sneered.
Ling Xiao, who was explained by Qi Ziyan's words, was speechless as if she had been tapped in a dumb acupoint. When Qi Ziyan looked at Ling Xiao's speechlessness, she felt a little ridiculous.
"What... mean? Down Gu... Ling Xiao... You..." Jianshou looked at Ling Xiao who seemed to have defaulted in disbelief, tried to break away from Ling Xiao's embrace, and fell to the ground with force.
"Yes, I gave you Gu." Ling Xiao gritted his teeth, tears filled his big eyes, "You only have Pinellia in your heart! Only her! There will never be me! No me!"
While speaking, she concealed her face and burst into tears.
"... Get out of me!" Seeing sorrow roared, my heart began to hurt again.
"You deserve it!" Ling Xiao scolded bitterly, "I was really blind, thinking that you could help me win the world, but I didn't expect you to be such a coward imprisoned by Xiaoqing Xiaoai!"
"Then you killed me!" Seeing sorrow and anger, he could hardly move, "You are disappointed with me, kill me!"
Qi Ziyan watched the two people arguing, one crying out of breath, the other sitting on the ground unable to get up, she couldn't help but sighed, Yun Danfengqing's eyes showed a little pity.
This is the man she loved.
So pitiful.
"Don't quarrel." She felt a little headache inexplicably, "Isn't it all right after you solve the Gu?"
Her voice was as clear as a spring, like rain dripping in the deadlocked air, so that the two angry people slightly recovered their composure.
"I can't understand." Ling Xiao said in pain.
"Heh... I won't forgive you if I understand it." Seeing melancholy sneered.
"I can solve it, but I have to wait until tomorrow after the war." Qi Ziyan was rather helpless, she was a little nosy when dealing with other people's housework.
"You can?" Ling Xiao asked suspiciously, quite disbelief.
"What's the problem with the mere love Gu," Qi Ziyan rubbed her temples, "Also... Seeing sorrow... Son, you have no friendship with Miss Ling Jia, but you have taken away the most important thing in her life. After all, you Also... But you."
"When I had sex with her, I didn't know that she was a virgin." Seeing sorrow, he said without a word, "I have never seen such a profligate virgin."
Qi Ziyan frowned: "I'm talking about a contract."
"Then what about you? When you saved my brother, did you fall in love with him?" Seeing that she was so indifferent, I felt so painful that I didn't care about any words.
"... What does it have to do with you?" Qi Ziyan retorted with an unknown fire in her heart.
"Oh, you just couldn't bear to see him die, so you saved him with a contract. At that time, you only wanted to repay, not love." Jianshou said sharply, his eyes bleak.
Qi Ziyan's heart was blocked. It is true that what she said was the truth, but she couldn't admit it: "It's not what you said."
"What else? Because I hurt you and he saved you, so you have to repay him. If you loved him, you would have loved him." Seeing the sorrow is stabbed and persecuted.
"... Seeing sorrow, you are too much." Qi Ziyan took a deep breath and turned her eyes away to stop looking at him.
"Then you dare to look into my eyes and say that the words I just said are all wrong?" Jianshou stood up while supporting the camp, panting and asking, "You obviously love me, if it's not because of you. Kind, how can you make a contract with someone you don't love?"
"No." Qi Ziyan's tone became firm, "I love him, I love Teng Kun."
"... You like to deceive yourself so much." Seeing a sad smile.
"You are too self-righteous." Qi Ziyan sighed, "I helped you solve the Gu, can you and Miss Ling just get rid of the quarrel?"
"If it's what you want, then I can." See worry replied.
"A word is definite." Qi Ziyan looked directly at the ink-colored pupils that she had missed in the midnight dream, and responded.
Ling Xiao next to him lowered his head in humiliation.
It is so sad that even his contractor needs to rely on others to forgive her.
When Qi Ziyan returned to her camp, the sky was already dark. After running for many hours, she was healthy and tired. However, when she saw Teng Kun, her fatigue seemed to be wiped out.
There is nothing more welcoming than "someone is waiting for you".
"Yan'er." Teng Kun called her softly, "Are you back? Have you eaten yet?"
"En, I've eaten it." Qi Ziyan remembered what Ye Zisu said to her today, and saw Teng Kun's heart full of happiness and pity, she couldn't help but ran over and hugged his waist, "How about you? Have you eaten it too?"
"Not yet, I made something to eat. I originally wanted to wait for you to come back to eat together." Teng Kun felt a little flattered at her proactive embrace and embraced her.
"Then you are starving..." She hurriedly let go of him, "I will eat with you, and I will eat some too, you made it so hard for me specially."
"It took a long time for you to work hard." Teng Kun smiled and kissed her forehead lightly.
The two of them held hands and ate dinner. Qi Ziyan told him that Prunella had given her the information about the cocoon, and that Baimei was willing to cooperate with tomorrow's plan. However, she didn't mention what she was worried about.
After the meal, everyone gathered together to discuss plans for tomorrow, and finally formulated Qi Ziyan, Teng Kun, Prunella vulgaris, Ni Lan, Perilla, and Diyu to sneak into the capital city of Fu Guo. Bai Su, Ling Xiao, Jianshou and others were responsible for attacking the tiger from the mountain. Mao and Changshan were responsible for sending the cocooned killer into the city to reinforce from the gap through the earth, while Shiyan and Baiji led a team of Fu Guo's soldiers to attack from outside. Zisu mentioned that Emperor Fu Shen Panhuan was outside the city, but did not mention the matter of emptiness. Qi Ziyan was determined to find Fu Shen after he captured Jizhou City, but did not discuss this section in depth.
After discussing for two hours, everyone dispersed to Bu Kun according to the plan, and Qi Ziyan and Teng Kun also returned to camp to rest. Qi Ziyan thought that Teng Kun's hands were not good enough, and she used her strength again today, so she applied medicine and massaged him before she was willing to let him go to sleep.
The winter night was extremely cold, and the two of them lay on the bedclothes with their clothes.
"Yan'er, is it cold?" Teng Kun reached out to touch her bare ankle, feeling cold to the touch, and couldn't help but reach out to hug her.
"It's not cold." She felt his movement and moved closer.
Teng Kun untied her clothes and used her body temperature to warm her.
Qi Ziyan's arms passed around him, touched the scar on his back, buried his face in his arms, and her heart trembled slightly.
I don't know when these scars were left.
"Teng Kun."
"Ok?"
"I always feel... You seem to be a little uneasy." Qi Ziyan said softly, sniffing the man's familiar taste that made her feel at ease.
How could she know that at this time, Teng Kun was thinking about the words of sorrow, and she was afraid that she would toss and turn overnight.
"... Yan'er..." He hesitated for a moment to tell her, although he didn't speak, he hugged her tighter.
He did not dare to ask her whether she hated seeing Sorrow, nor did he dare to tell her the affection for her.
"Are you worried about tomorrow's plan?" Qi Ziyan couldn't help asking, seeing how he was hesitant to speak.
"... Hmm." The man confessed against his will.
"Don't worry, even if it is unsuccessful, I will take you out. At least I can keep the two of us safe and sound." Qi Ziyan raised her head and kissed the corner of Teng Kun's mouth, watching the man's face smudged with crimson because of her kiss. Said, "It may be selfish to think this way, but to me, after all, you and me are the most important."