In the past, she used her own flesh and blood to feed the poisonous worms to find the king of poisons for herself in order to laugh at herself.
She once burned half of her hair in order to cook a meal for herself. She was afraid that she would be worried and cut her dead hair quietly where she couldn't see it.
She used to betray her from body, mind to soul... But why can the person in front of her look at herself so indifferently
Is it still her
As long as she thinks of everything, she should look at herself with an obsessive and nostalgic look! Rather than being as cold and calm as it is now.
Qi Ziyan turned her back to him, looking calm on the surface, but her heart couldn't help but colic slightly.
It's not that she is heartache, but the body's predecessor is heartache because of feeling a kind of turbulent strong emotion.
She is just a soul that has crossed into this body. Although the body already belongs to her, this heart does not seem to be completely controlled by herself.
When you are in extreme pain, this heart will hurt!
It turned out that there are still so many things that can't let go of that strand of sorrow that left? She obviously got her memory, but why can't she figure out the cause of this heart, the pain
Is it just because of Mo Bingxian's indifferent refusal at that time
The breeze blew, gently raised the hair on her forehead, the face of the country was face to the sky, but elegant and graceful, beautiful as a fairy.
Suddenly, when she was in a trance, the people behind her embraced her from behind with one arm, but she just looked indifferently and looked forward again.
"I'm sorry, I love you, I love you! This is what you have always wanted to hear, and now I have said it! At the beginning I didn't know how to cherish, but you once said that your heart will always belong to me Yes, didn't you remember this promise?" His hot breath burned Qi Ziyan's side cheeks, and the trembling he hugged her waist could clearly feel his unbelievable and unwillingness.
Qi Ziyan did not answer him, because in this relationship between him and her, no matter how much sweet joy they have experienced, no matter whether they love each other to the bone or not, for a traverser, even if he knows everything, he will be like one. Like observers who listen to other people's stories, the most emotion they can have is just moving!
In their relationship, she is just an outsider. She has no right to pretend to be the physical master to respond to him. She wants to tell the truth, but will he believe it
If she told him that she was just a lone soul parasitic in this body, then he would definitely think that she was weaving a lie to trick him into giving up.
"You look at me!" The person holding her saw that she hadn't reacted for a long time, and finally pulled her back with some anger, forcing her to look at his eyes.
"I can't say anything else, but the past has passed. Sometimes, a careless miss will be a lifelong regret." She slowly raised her eyes. Right now, the most that an outsider can say is only This one.
"What? You mean, my position in your heart is no longer?" He stared at the girl in front of him in an incredible way.
"I will answer you as Qi Ziyan, I, Qi Ziyan, I love Teng Kun only in this life! The past with you is just the past. It's too late for you to say anything now!!" The girl back then, body, mind, and even It is the soul, all given to him because of love.
After accepting everything, he refused her fiercely while not giving any promises.
Now he regrets it?
And then because you miss her too much, you want her to change her mind
It's too late! !
Haha, I didn't expect this Mo Bingxian to be a scumbag! She has reincarnated for a long time, and left forever. What use is there for him to talk about this again
Thinking of this, Qi Ziyan suddenly felt righteous indignation for this physical body, and at the same time gave birth to a lot of resentment towards Mo Bingxian.
"You are not Qi Ziyan at all. What is your identity? You should know this in your own heart! I believe that you keep saying that you love that bullshit lord, just to hide under his wings and get protection. I have nothing to say. Wrong!" The blue veins on Mo Bingxian's forehead were beating slightly, trying to suppress the mania in his heart.
"Yes, I am not Qi Ziyan at all, nor the owner of the heart you want to recover. My real name is Chen Sisi. I am a girl from a thousand years later. I am just a lonely soul living on this body. No matter what I said, do you believe it?" She raised her eyes and stared straight into his eyes, and she said clearly and powerfully every word!
This cold sentence sounded like a big joke to Mo Bingxian. Although it was like a thunderbolt in a clear sky, his first reaction after being dumbfounded was to raise a ridiculous smile in complete disbelief.
"You are... the soul?? Hahaha...Chen Sisi??" He smiled and took a few steps back, not believing her at all.
Seeing his reaction, Qi Ziyan could only sigh helplessly, as she expected, how could it not sound absurd to say these superstitious words to a person who only believes that fate is in his own hands
But she still decided to speak out, because she was Chen Sisi. In this different world, she used her own heart and loved Tengkun alone! And Mo Bingxian has the right to know the truth.
"Believe it or not, to me, you are just an ordinary friend who has known each other for three months!" She turned sideways and looked at the stream calmly, letting him smile until she was satisfied.
"... Haha... Yanyan, even if you don't want to love me, you don't have to make up such a lie to prevaricate this genius doctor, right?"
"The soul of this body has long since reincarnation. This is just her body, Mo Bingxian, she has left. After you reject her and she drank the poison, she will leave the world forever! After you detoxify, the person who woke up again was me, Chen Sisi, who has memories of the 21st century. Do you understand it?" She frowned and wanted to explain it to him seriously for the last time.
This time, under her roaring and roaring anger, the other party saw the seriousness in her eyes, and suddenly the smile was put away and turned into a dumbfounded look.
"What did you say? Say it again!!" His lips trembled slightly.
"I have said what should be said, and you have heard it very clearly. I know that it is impossible for you to accept this kind of thing suddenly, but this is the fact. No matter how unwilling to admit it, it cannot be changed. Just like when I had a car accident on the day of graduation and traveled to this other world, the only thing I can do is accept!!"
"Enough, are you disguised? Who are you? Why do you want to pretend to be her?" The other party suddenly roared, and then reached out and pinched her chin, trying to find the mask from her face. Qi Ziyan did not evade, letting him look for it.
After searching for a long time, his hand finally dropped weakly.
Damn, this man is not only ruthless, but also very selfish. You've already left, so why do you still hurt
Even if you still can't give up, you are already powerless to redeem it. After you drink the poison, you and him have come to an end.
"..." Mo Bingxian stopped talking, and sat down on the ground with a complicated expression on his face.
Have you left?
It turns out that the person I rescued was not you
It turns out that these days I have tried so hard to find, is it just a shell
Yes, the woman in front of you is definitely not you!
What this woman said was absurd and unbelievable, but her eyes were too cold, and when she looked at him, she was too cold, as cold as a stranger!
So she will definitely not be you!
Because since I knew you, you never looked at me like this!
It turns out that you are gone a long time ago, ha ha, but I tried to take you away as soon as the time came...
Qi Ziyan watched his will sink in a little bit, her eyes were out of focus, and she began to struggle to stand up from the ground, without even looking at her, she staggered and left.
"Mo..." Watching him leave, Qi Ziyan wanted to call him, but stopped again.
That’s fine, knowing the truth, he just can’t accept it for a while, but if he keeps lying to him, he will only get involved in the emotions between this body and him, which will affect the relationship between himself and Teng Kun, and then Will involve more trouble.
Therefore, she would never hesitate when it was time to make things clear.
Sluggishness and indecision are not her style.
In his defenseless situation, she directly told the truth. She admitted that she was too cruel, but if she continued to drag it on, it would only make him more painful.
Looking at the depressed figure, her eyes softened, and a little guilt and helplessness flashed.
I don't know how long it took, she also slowly turned around and ran in the opposite direction.
When she found the mountain road and returned to the top of the mountain, Yumei rushed towards her like an arrow, and kept asking how she was and where she was hurt, but she didn't want to answer.
"Miss, what happened between you and Mo Bingxian? Don't scare the servant girl!" Yumei was almost crying.
At this time, she was a little moved and comforted: "It's nothing, didn't I come back well? Go ahead, I'll go see my sister."
As she said, she took the pack of mung bean cakes that hadn't been touched, and turned and left.
"Miss?" Hey, why does Miss always reluctant to talk to herself
Fortunately, the lady is fine, so that's enough.
Carrying mung bean cakes, Qi Ziyan unlocked herself.
As soon as the door opened, I saw an excited figure rushing up, hugging himself, and happily yelling: "Mung bean cake, mung bean cake."
She smiled helplessly and gave her what was in her hand. As soon as she took it, she hugged it and hid at the corner of the table and began to gobble it up.
She sat on the side, smiling while watching her eat.
Although this Mo Bingxian is not usually pleasing, he did help himself a lot. At least, he saved Teng Kun's life, and his own life was also saved by him.
I don't know if he can survive it alone, but I hope he can think about it a little bit. The dead are gone, and those who are alive should live happily.
It's like the elder sister in front of me, although she is crazy, she is also carefree, and she lives happily and without so many worries.
I don't know how Teng Kun is, whether he is still angry with him.
"Eldest sister, I heard that you used to be proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and a woman sought after by many famous masters. What kind of man is it that makes you become like this in order not to marry?"
She seemed to be talking to herself, but stopped the woman in the corner, raised her eyes in a daze, and looked at her, her mouth was still stuffed with mung bean cake.
"What's the matter, are you choking? I'll pour you a glass of water." She felt her strangeness, and quickly poured the water and squatted down.
"Qin, chess, calligraphy, painting?" She didn't drink any water, but looked at Qi Ziyan's face blankly, and muttered softly.
"Piano, chess, calligraphy, painting... chess..."
Seeing her reaction, Qi Ziyan was puzzled, but didn't think deeply.