"Okay, empress, I'll wait for you. One day you will regret what you said today."
"I handed over the soldier talisman in my hand to the emperor because of you. If the emperor hadn't misunderstood that day, I wouldn't have made such a bad move now." She put down the prayer beads in her hand and hurriedly got up to leave.
"If you are really ruthless to me, what are you afraid of? You are clearly afraid. You can't refuse me, let alone deceive your own heart."
Yan Li has always kept his feelings for her hidden in his heart. When he found that he was deeply attached to this woman and couldn't extricate himself, he could no longer control himself.
She is the queen of the mother's world, and she has already become someone else's woman, while herself, a former prince, is walking on thin ice under the monarchy, carefully supporting her.
Even if he doesn't mind that she is already Li Hai's woman, he can't guarantee that he can give her a future.
"Do you really care about the queen's position so much?"
Rong Changan was furious for a moment, turned around, and met his bright black eyes: "I don't want to be favored by the emperor, or I don't want to be the queen, but I want the dignity of a woman."
"Then what are you afraid of? Could it be that the emperor is really so attractive to you. Or, you are attracted to him."
I don't know how to explain the matter of Rong Chang'an to Yan Li. She only knows that she can't think about the love of her children until she has revenged herself.
"I shouldn't know about my affairs, so don't ask more."
In order to prevent Li Hai from doubting the relationship between her and Yan Li, Rong Changan had no choice but to temporarily abandon this man who made her heart flutter.
On the way back to Fengming Palace, what Rong Changan misses in his heart is the kiss from Yan Li just now.
She is sad, but no one can know, no one can complain.
Rong Chang'an has always felt that she is the loneliest person in the world, and Yan Li, like herself, has too many burdens on her body, so she and Yan Li cherish each other and get closer and closer.
If she had avenged her vengeance one day and had a chance, she would definitely go to Yan Li's side and walk thousands of miles with him.
But at this time, the harem is full of murderous intentions, and no one knows how many pairs of eyes are watching behind her. Before her position is stabilized, she must not take such a risk.
After closing the gate of Fengming Palace, Rong Changan choked up and dismissed all the palace people in the room: "You all stand back, you are not allowed to come in, don't come in."
That night, Rong Changan was alone in Fengming Palace, crying for his rejection of him.
She curled up on the bed by herself, closed her eyes, and the image of that person was always in her mind.
This night of tossing and turning, she will never forget it in her life. It turns out that it is so uncomfortable to love but not to have. She was afraid that what would she do if he had already left when she could walk by his side in the future.
Early the next morning, Rong Chang'an got up early, sat in Fengming Palace, waiting for the concubines in the harem to pay their respects.
Others have already come to Fengming Palace to pay their respects one after another, only Ziyan has not arrived yet.
"Greetings to the empress."
"Excuse me, give me a seat."
"I heard that the concubine Yue is happy. I really congratulate you. The emperor's descendants are thin. If you can bear children for the emperor and have a long line of heirs, then you are really a great contribution to our Dajing Kingdom."
After Rong Chang'an finished speaking, he also took a look at Qing Concubine, her lower abdomen was already slightly swollen, Rong Changan couldn't help but feel a little envious after seeing it.
She was a soldier in her previous life, and she lost her body, and she was not able to have a flesh and blood of her own in the next few years, which is really a lifelong regret.
And in this life, if she has the chance, she also wants to have a child and have the chance to be a mother.
"Sister Yue is also happy, that's great. From now on, we can walk around frequently and make small clothes for the emperor in our womb together."
Qing Concubine only heard the news at this moment, and she didn't know whether she was really happy or pretended to be so enthusiastic in front of Yue Concubine.
Concubine Yue then nodded lightly, regardless of her true feelings or lies, let's deal with it.
"That's natural. After all, my sister is more experienced than me. If there is anything I don't understand, I have to ask you for advice. At that time, sister, don't think I'm annoying."
The green concubine smiled lightly, and lightly stroked Yufeng's back: "I don't dare to ask for advice. In fact, this is not a difficult task. The old palace people in the palace, as well as the wet nurse, will teach you slowly."
"Looking at how cute Princess Yufeng is, and who knows how to read and understand, I know that it must be my sister who taught me well."
Rong Changan saw that the two of them were coming and going in such a harmonious way, so he didn't know what kind of medicine these two had taken wrongly today.
"Now that the two younger sisters are pregnant, it seems that after next spring, there will be double happiness in this harem."
When getting along with them, Rong Chang'an said all kinds of good things to make them happy.
Talking in Fengming Palace for a whole morning, I didn't feel that time passed so fast.
It was almost noon, just when the Qing concubine was about to leave with Yufeng, Zi Yan came slowly: "Greetings to the empress."
Naturally, Rong Chang'an would not have any good looks for her: "Greetings? Concubine Zi Gui, you don't know the rules in the palace. It's already almost noon. If the time for greetings is too early, you don't know?"
"The concubine didn't come late on purpose, it's just that the emperor went to the concubine's palace last night before leaving. The concubine came late to serve the emperor. Please forgive me, empress."
Zi Yan bowed to Rong Chang'an, showing no sign of pleading guilty. It seems that she came here just to show off for herself, even though Yue Concubine was pregnant, Li Hai still went to her palace.
"These are all excuses. As long as you really want to come, how can you come so late for greetings? Even if you can't come to greet the emperor because you are serving the emperor, can't you send the palace people around you to Fengming Palace to report? "
Rong Chang'an got up, disregarding that Ziyan was still on his back, he only exchanged glances with Concubine Yue: "Concubine Yue, let's go for a walk."
Zi Yan looked at her, she didn't know what would happen after falling into the water, so it was not appropriate to offend her at this time.
"Empress Empress..."
"Since you don't intend to come to Fengming Palace to pay your respects, and you force yourself to do something, then go back to your own palace to serve the emperor, and you don't have to come here anymore."
Rong Chang'an and Yue Concubine left without even looking at Zi Yan, speaking plainly.
Concubine Yue followed Rong Changan, and asked her worriedly: "Empress Empress, is this good for her? Are you not afraid that she will blow evil winds to the Queen Mother?"
"If going to the Empress Dowager's place to blow the evil wind works, the Emperor will not make me Empress."
From Rong Chang'an's words, it is not difficult to hear the delicate relationship between the empress dowager and the emperor's mother and child.
But Yuepin, who has no intention of staying in the palace, doesn't like to pay attention to these things.
Rong Chang'an and Yue Concubine sat down in the pavilion in the middle of the lake, the tea was set, and they dismissed the others. The two sat together to feed the small fish in the lake.