This is embarrassing...
Chen Qing twitched the corner of her mouth and looked at Zhao Ying. Seeing that she had no expression, she hurriedly walked in and shouted: "If he doesn't want to eat, don't force him. If he injects glucose, I don't believe he can starve to death."
"Xiaoying?" Wang Cailian turned around and saw Xiaoying standing at the door, glaring at Chen Qing with red eyes.
Zhao Ying walked in and held her hand: "Godmother, why didn't you tell me..."
"I'll tell you what." Wang Cailian said harshly, "Let him starve! Your godfather has already said that if you give him glucose, he won't starve to death anyway."
The doctors and nurses were sweating profusely. They were so weak when they came in, but why did they exert so much force when they said they were going to feed them? Then as soon as the girl came in, she instantly became weak again and lay there groaning. Unbeknownst to her, she thought she was going to die soon.
He asked the nurse to quickly infuse the fluid, but the doctor and others hurriedly withdrew.
In the ward, Chen Qing wanted to pull Wang Cailian out, but Wang Cailian didn't want to leave.
"Godmother, let me talk to Xiaopang! It's okay." Zhao Ying smiled, "Godfather is right, we are all adults, this can't solve the problem."
Wang Cailian glanced at her son, who was still covered with a quilt and pretending to be dead, and said worriedly: "He probably doesn't have any strength left. If he suddenly comes back to bully you, just shout, Godmother is outside."
"...What nonsense are you talking about!" Chen Qing was speechless, "Is this how the flash of light is used? Come out with me quickly!"
The ward became quiet. Fatty Chen was shivering in the quilt. He didn't dare to go out. He was afraid that Zhao Ying would sentence him to death.
"Come out and let's talk." Zhao Ying pulled up a chair and sat down.
The quilt moved, and you could tell from the amplitude that he was shaking his head.
"I'll count to three and if you don't come out, I'll leave, 1~2~"
"Don't go, don't go!" Chen Xiaopang opened the quilt fiercely.
Zhao Ying was stunned for a moment when she saw his face, and then said to herself, "I've really lost weight..."
"Just... they weighed me just now, and I lost... 10 pounds." Chen Xiaopang said feebly, "I... I think I look better, what do you think..."
Zhao Ying gestured: "Do you think there will be any change if you cut off 10 pounds of such a big piece of pork?"
"... But you just said that I lost weight." Chen Xiaopang said hurriedly.
"It's just that my face doesn't look as round as before."
Chen Xiaopang: "..."
Suddenly he seemed to realize something and asked: "Do you think I'm too fat?"
"What do you think?" Zhao Ying asked, "If I weighed 200 pounds, would you still like me?"
"I like it!" Chen Xiaopang nodded without hesitation.
Zhao Ying rolled her eyes at him, only a ghost would believe it.
"I can lose weight!" Chen Xiaopang became more energetic. "After we get together, I will go to the gym every day."
Zhao Ying was stunned by his shamelessness: "When did I agree to be with you?"
"You've come to see me, so I'll take it as your promise." Chen Xiaopang was being mean.
"..." Zhao Ying looked at him for a few seconds and suddenly sighed, "Little Fatty, let's talk, let's talk seriously."
Chen Xiaopang immediately put on a serious face: "I'm serious, let me tell you first!"
"I know it's my fault, you bastard, I made you sad. If I could, I would go back to the past and beat me to death, but I know that what happened in the past cannot be changed. If I can't, neither can you. No. So let’s look forward, okay?”
"Then! I also know that you actually hate me, so why don't you marry me. Then take the company into your own hands like my mother did. If I'm sorry, you can let me leave the house."
"Of course I say this to reassure you that I won't do anything sorry for you."
Chen Xiaopang said so much in one breath. In the end, his expression became sad, but his eyes became firm: "If... I mean if, you really don't like me and think you will be happier without me, then I will help you find a good man. I... I… "
He was about to cry. Although he occasionally thought so in his heart, when he said it, his heart felt like being cut by a knife, and he wished he could just die.
"Xiaoying!" Chen Xiaopang cried, "I am a bastard and a bastard, not a human being. You can beat me, scold me and torture me. Please don't let me go. Please don't leave. I don't want to give you to anyone else." , I don’t want to whine…”
A man's sad cry came from the ward. Zhao Ying sat there quietly. She waited until Chen Xiaopang's cry subsided before she spoke.
"Little Fatty, you are right, I have always hated you very much. In other words, that is not so, it has become a demon in my heart."
The ignorant love of a girl is not real love, but it is more passionate and serious than real love, making people unforgettable for a lifetime. Chen Xiaopang was Zhao Ying's playmate and protector when she was young. He was the hero in the little girl's dream.
"But one day, this hero suddenly did something like other men, and your image in my heart collapsed." Zhao Ying smiled softly, "It turns out that you are not my hero. Those same men who pick up girls in school make me feel...disgusting."
"At first, I thought you were in love. This made me realize that you no longer belong to me. From now on, you have a girl you like. You forgot that you said you wanted me to be your wife. In fact, I Not too sad..."
She probably felt the same way at that time! As expected, children's words cannot be believed. This is a kind of relief for me. I don't have to bear this promise, and I don't have to worry about how Little Fatty Chen is doing on the other side of the world.
But later she found out that Chen Xiaopang had slept with women every day and used women as tools to satisfy men's desires.
"I can accept that you like other girls. Then I will only have regrets. When time passes, I can still bless you. But I can't accept that you have become a scumbag. You have overturned my own belief in heroes. settings."
Her hero turned out to be a man who thought with his lower body and put his arms around women every night.
"You should also know how I have lived these years, right?" Zhao Ying glanced at the man with a sad expression and showed a sarcastic smile, "I want to try what is good about your life, but it is really annoying. Got it!"
The depravity of sobriety is disgusting, and Zhao Ying hated herself for a long time. She couldn't get rid of this kind of life, and she hated herself more and more.
"Finally one day, I couldn't bear it anymore. I started to tell myself, it's not my fault, it's all your fault that I'm like this."
Once people find an excuse for themselves, they will believe that excuse more and more without hesitation. Gradually, Zhao Ying transferred her disgust to Chen Xiaopang.
"So, I hate you, I hate you for making me become like this."
Chen Xiaopang's heart sank to the bottom, and it was exactly what he thought.
"Then..." He hesitated for a long time, but finally plucked up the courage to ask, "In your heart, do you like me more, or hate me more?"
Zhao Ying turned her head and thought for a moment: "Maybe she likes it..."
Chen Xiaopang's expression was very funny for a moment. He was already in despair, and then suddenly saw hope. His eyes went from dim to blinding.
"Don't be complacent yet." Zhao Ying hit him, "My godfather is right. I can't use other people's mistakes to punish myself. Besides, I actually made the same mistake as you."
Chen Xiaopang had the first time because of family matters back then, but later he was willing to fall into such a life. Likewise, she herself. In those days of depravity, she could stop at any time and let herself start over, but she didn't...
"I can only say that I will slowly let go of my hatred for you. Maybe the day I stop hating you, I won't like you anymore." Zhao Ying smiled, "It's not like they say hate comes only when there is love. If you don’t love it, you won’t hate it anymore.”
Chen Xiaopang said hurriedly with red eyes: "Then you continue to hate me! Hit me and scold me every day, and I promise not to talk back."
"I don't have that much time to beat you and scold you." Zhao Ying stood up, "Okay, I've said all that needs to be said. What about you! Eat your food honestly and stop making trouble. Your godmother and godfather are very worried about you. "
"Then will you agree to be my girlfriend?" Chen Xiaopang looked like a shrew who would continue his hunger strike if you don't agree.
Zhao Ying rolled her eyes: "I didn't agree."
"Then I will continue my hunger strike!"
Zhao Ying: "..."
Finally, she promised Chen Xiaopang that if he could lose weight healthily without going on a hunger strike and lose weight to 150 pounds, she would consider falling in love with him. "
"It's very fast! I remember you were 180 pounds before. You lost 10 pounds on hunger strike. You can lose another 20 pounds!" When Tang Cao came to the hospital to see Fatty Chen, he heard him talk happily about losing weight.
Chen Xiaopang is currently eating a nutritious meal, prepared by a weight loss expert. He ate a mouthful of vegetable salad with a painful look on his face and swallowed it without chewing.
"I am 180cm tall. My fitness coach said that if I lose 140 pounds, I will have the most perfect figure, comparable to an international supermodel!" Chen Xiaopang blinked, "I decided to lose weight to 140 pounds, and then use my beauty to seduce her!" "
Tang Cao looked shocked: "Do you think you are me? Who gave you the misunderstanding that made you think you will become a handsome man if you lose weight?"
"..." Chen Xiaopang was stunned. Only then did he realize that he had never lost weight before, so he really didn't know if he was handsome after losing weight.
"But my uncle and aunt are pretty good-looking, so I guess you won't be ugly." Tang Cao added, "As long as it's not ugly, don't think about my standard."
After another two days of glucose infusion in the hospital, Chen Xiaopang was discharged from the hospital. The first thing he did was to go to the gym he had contacted before to find a trainer. In order to achieve the best results, he found a very famous personal trainer who was said to have given lessons to many celebrities.
"He really went?" Zhao Ying was shopping with Wang Cailian that day. She didn't know what to think when she heard the news, but she was not optimistic about that guy Chen Xiaopang.
Not only is she not optimistic about it, but neither is her own mother.
"It's just him! I don't think he can hold on for a week." Wang Cailian muttered, "You don't know that he was helped by Tang Cao when he came back last night. He couldn't stand on his two legs."