Gao Ying will never forget the look in Zhu Sunling's eyes.
Especially when she said the word "lost", her eyes were extremely empty. Her beautiful face, because of the empty eyes, looked like a delicate puppet whose soul had been absorbed.
There was nothing in her heart. She just lives for the sake of living, without goals or ideals in life, just... She simply doesn't want to die, so she pursues eternal life.
Zhu Sunling experienced a "loss" that she could not bear, and it has tormented her to this day and never stopped.
Recalling the many contradictory and incomprehensible characters in Zhu Sunling, Gao Ying found that, at some point, his feelings for Zhu Sunling had gradually changed from pure curiosity to being attracted by her.
Even Gao Ying himself didn't realize this change.
Of course, it is undeniable that Zhu Sunling is indeed very attractive as a woman, but for Gao Ying, who has been living on the edge of life and death, he has no energy to think about it. After all, for him, the future is really illusory.
In this regard, he is always sober.
However, he also admitted that he was indeed somewhat attracted to Zhu Sunling.
"Thank you for accompanying me to watch the movie." Zhu Sunling looked at the night sky above her head and said, "I will be back soon, what are you going to do next?"
"Anything is fine."
The two walked along the street. At night, the Queens district of NY, as the largest and second most populous district in NY, seemed quite lively.
They tacitly... didn't even mention that they were going to reunite with Yan Yuchu.
For a moment, Gao Ying didn't know what to say to her.
"That... just now I saw the alien army destroying NY in a mess in the movie, and now I come out to see the intact NY, it feels amazing..."
Speaking of this, Gao Ying himself felt that he was simply looking for something to talk about.
"M country people always like to destroy their cities in movies, I don't think you should find it so strange."
"Well... Also, the Statue of Liberty, the White House, have been destroyed in many movies... Our country's movies are unlikely to be like this..."
Then, Gao Ying felt embarrassed herself. Almost everything he said was nonsense.
What happened to him? Why is it suddenly incoherent
Those were not the words he wanted to say at all.
Gao Ying's pace gradually slowed down.
Then... He finally thought of what he should say.
"Zhu Sunling. Life... is not only about 'losing', but also about 'gaining'. Eternal life is too illusory for us now. I just want to live in the present. Besides eternal life, you also have other things You can consider pursuing it."
However, Zhu Sunling replied indifferently: "When a person dies, everything he gained will still be 'lost'. Moreover, it is irreversible, eternal 'lost'. I have had enough of 'lost'."
Gao Ying was momentarily at a loss for words.
"Of course... maybe there is another destination after death. But I don't want to be like that. It's more terrifying than death as I used to understand it."
Of course Gao Ying knew what Zhu Sunling meant by another destination.
"But the fact that this exam is maybe more likely to get us to that end..."
"I have never pursued other things. I have never thought about the other things you mentioned, not once." Zhu Sunling didn't know why, and said these things naturally in front of Gao Ying A secret in her heart that she never told anyone in the past.
"Life is constantly 'losing'... Either I can gain eternal 'gain', or... I don't want anything. When I get eternal life, no matter if I become a god or a devil, I will pursue what you said... other Those things. Until then, I don't need anything."
When saying these words, Zhu Sunling's eyes were extremely firm. Gao Ying didn't know what to say.
As time goes by... the time to return has arrived.
Gao Ying, Zhu Sunling and Yan Yuchu returned to the classroom.
From David's body, Gao Ying drew a reward, that is, he could open a space entrance similar to Doraemon's dimension pocket from the palm of his hand, in which Gao Ying stored all the purchased firearms. Frankly speaking, this is a very convenient ability, although it does not help in dealing with demons in the slightest.
"It's pretty good." Gao Ying was absent-minded at this time, but his eyes were always focused on Zhu Sunling.
Yan Yuchu looked at Gao Ying's expression and said meaningfully, "Did something happen?"
"No... no." Gao Ying subconsciously denied, "The movie... is pretty good."
"You just said that."
"Hmm... It's very beautiful."
Zhu Sunling looked at Yan Yuchu and said, "I'm going to rest first, you can do whatever you want."
Yan Yuchu paid attention to Gao Ying's eyes staring at Zhu Sunling's back. He is someone who has been there before, and he once loved a woman passionately, so he understood something from Gao Ying's eyes. Those eyes were full of reluctance, pity, and...
"Gao Ying, for us, the first priority now is the issue of survival." Yan Yuchu had to remind Gao Ying: "We... eh??? Here, what is written on the blackboard?"
When they returned, all three of them turned their backs to the blackboard, but now, they all saw the wanted notice!
"Three designated Hell-level rewards. The first is that you can be exempted from obliteration if you fail the exam three times. The second is that you can permanently seal the skull eyes on all the exam papers in the exam room you belong to. The third is..."
The third reward, almost no one can refuse.
"No... isn't it? Well, this kind of reward is also available?" Gao Ying could hardly believe his eyes: "I want to kill myself to receive the reward!"
"At the Hell level, this can be regarded as a reward for the bottom of the box. The dead person seems to be a very important companion of the wanted person." Yan Yuchu's expression also became serious: "This is too tricky. Yes! Everyone will come for you! If you kill you, you will be able to get these three designated rewards!"
Gao Ying suddenly looked at Yan Yuchu and said, "Why don't you kill me to receive the reward, anyway, I can be resurrected once more."
"Are you serious?"
"..."
"Let me tell you clearly that this arrest warrant requires your head to be sent up, and no one can receive a reward."
Yan Yuchu suddenly thought of something, and said, "Just in case, go to Zhu Sunling."
"Looking for her?"
"Don't be afraid of ten thousand, just in case. You give her orders, and you can't..."
Gao Ying immediately understood: "Yan Yuchu, do you mean that Zhu Sunling will kill me for a reward?"
"It's hard to draw a dragon and a tiger. It's hard to draw a picture. You know the face but don't know the heart. You don't betray, just because the price is not high enough. Zhu Sunling and you only cooperated for one exam. She asked Welvin to bring you into this exam room because she valued you." ability, but if you can exchange for a higher price by killing you... "
Gao Ying knew that Yan Yuchu was right.
But for some reason, he didn't want to think about Zhu Sunling like this.
She... is not such a bottomless person.
(end of this chapter)