Devil’s Warmth

Chapter 18: 18. Not worthy

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The summer heat makes people feel flustered, and a friend asked Shang Mengxian: "How is the situation?"

Shang Mengxian couldn't tell the embarrassment of being almost bitten by a dog. She said in a contemptuous tone: "It's okay, I walked with him for a while, and he took the initiative to talk to me."

My friend Hao is not surprised: "You think he has seen the best girl. Maybe no one will like him in this life. It's normal for him to be a little excited."

Shang Mengxian opened her mouth and closed it again. How could she say that the person's reaction was particularly dull, but after another thought, like what a friend said, he probably didn't even have a chance to meet a better girl. It must be sooner or later that he was obsessed with himself.

She has no shortage of admirers, but a mutilated and indifferent admirer sounds very challenging.

Liked by such a person, it might be possible to transform him into a pug. But he looks pretty good, cold, and resolute, otherwise Shang Mengxian would not endure nausea and approach him. What's more, she heard that he turned out to be the first in grade.

Shang Mengxian knew that this kind of people lacked the most love. She removed the imported chocolate from other boys from the drawer, and before class in the afternoon, she went downstairs to the seventh grade of the first day of the first day with chocolate.

Shang Mengxian stopped a student in the seventh grade of the first grade: "Can you call Pei Chuan from your class for me?"

The little boy blushed and agreed when he saw that it was a famous beauty in the second grade.

Pei Chuan heard that someone was looking for him outside, so he put down his book and went out.

In midsummer, I kept calling, the fan hanging overhead in the classroom turned slowly, and time became slow.

When Pei Chuan went out to see Shang Mengxian, his expression did not change: "Is there something wrong?"

"This is the chocolate my mother friend brought from abroad. It's delicious. Thank you for showing me the way before. I want to share it with you."

Pei Chuan glanced at the chocolate in her hand. He also had it at home. The colleague Jiang Wenjuan brought it from abroad, but he didn't like it, so he gave it to Bei Yao.

He is not stupid, Shang Mengxian's tone inadvertently revealed contempt, as if he had never seen such a rare thing in his life.

Pei Chuan was cold and didn't pick it up, turning around and entering the classroom.

Shang Mengxian's face flushed. This was the first time she was rejected in front of the class. She couldn't hold back her face, but with a tolerant smile, she went upstairs and returned to her class.

Pei Chuan returned to the classroom and glanced at the third row in the middle. Bei Yao lay on the table to sleep. Her long eyelashes were dark and curled down like two weightless butterfly wings.

He retracted his gaze and began to read the physics book that was supposed to be the third year of junior high school.

This was something that Pei Chuan didn't take to heart, but it fermented unknowingly.

By the time Bei Yao heard the news of chasing the shadows, Shang Mengxian's act of sending chocolates has become very unfavorable to Pei Chuan.

Pei Chuan worked so hard to get rid of the sympathetic eyes of everyone in the elementary school, but fell into a worse situation overnight.

The boy in the back row of the seventh grade of the first grade went to the toilet and said, "I thought he was so cold and arrogant, but in the end, he secretly went to please Shang Mengxian and took others to visit the new park."

Another boy unzipped the zipper and answered in agreement: "He doesn't want to think about his own conditions, the toad wants to eat swan meat. Shang Mengxian sympathizes with him for giving him chocolates, but he still refuses."

"Can Shang Mengxian look at him? He has no calf, let alone Shang Mengxian, even Chen Xiaomei in our class can't like him..." Chen Xiaomei had a little buck teeth.

The word disabled is very light, and another boy winks at him as soon as he speaks.

The boy who said the word "disabled" followed his classmate's gaze and saw Pei Chuan coming out of the shadows.

Pei Chuan passed by them expressionlessly, turning on the faucet to wash his hands. The sound of water rushed, and the men's toilet had only this sound for a while. After all, the cruel and vicious words were heard by the master, and the boys didn't speak any more in the end.

Pei Chuan has always been very calm, he just used so hard when washing his hands that his slender and pale fingers turned red. When Pei Chuan left, the boys looked at each other.

"Did he hear us?"

"I heard it, he's not deaf, the toilet is just that big."

"I heard why there was no response."

"Then who knows... What are you afraid of? We are not telling lies."

Perhaps it was because of jealousy Shang Mengxian's special attention to Pei Chuan, perhaps because of his unhappy Pei Chuan's standing first in grade and his indifferent personality.

A small group of people in the class speak particularly awkwardly.

Fortunately, most of them feel that these words are too detrimental, and they don't respect people and don't say them together. On the contrary, Fang Minjun became a member of this "large number of people".

She lost weight and looked a little bit mean: "You all speculate about others all day and night. I think you are the most disgusting. What's wrong with Pei Chuan? People who have good character and good grades will not speak ill of others behind their backs like a noisy woman with a long tongue. "

The boy blushed: "Fuck, Fang Minjun, you're just jealous of Shang Mengxian to help Pei Chuan speak."

Fang Minjun sneered: "What am I jealous of? There are more people in the world who are more beautiful than Shang Mengxian."

"Bi Shang Mengxian is so good-looking, it's impossible to see Pei Chuan in his life." The boy laughed presumptuously, Fang Minjun was not as good as him in combat, but he was very angry.

Bei Yao's expression changed when she heard the rumors.

She was asleep at noon that day and did not see Shang Mengxian coming to Pei Chuan. She didn't expect everyone to suddenly become like this. When school only started in the early Ming and Ming dynasties, because everyone had grown up and knew to avoid other people’s pain points, everyone kept silent about Pei Chuan’s incompleteness. I didn’t expect a Shang Mengxian to make Pei Chuan’s situation so severe. Change.

The embankment of a thousand miles collapsed in an ant nest.

In addition to worrying about Pei Chuan's state, Bei Yao is also afraid that he really likes Shang Mengxian now. In her opinion, Shang Mengxian is not good at all, and Pei Chuan will be hurt. Pei is not happy to be so stubborn, if he really likes it, no one can persuade him.

The last session was English class. Bei Yao had put away her things a long time ago. As soon as the bell rang after school, when the teenager came out of the classroom, Bei Yao immediately followed.

Pei Chuan, who was less than fourteen years old, had a clean and clear face. She approached him, and Pei Chuan suddenly turned around, "What are you doing with me?"

Bei Yao heard the anger in his words, and she said softly: "Don't listen to them nonsense. My mother talks nonsense. When she grows up, they will suck their mouths. These bad guys will suck their mouths in the future."

The sun shone on her soft hair, turning it into a soft and lovely light blonde. His repressive and airtight emotion suddenly broke out: "They are not talking nonsense, should you say you are stupid or you are naive, obviously you also know that is the truth. That woman wants to play games, you, you follow What do I want to do?"

Bei Yao looked at him, feeling a little sad: "I don't do anything."

She changed her schoolbag, but the little panda was still hanging on it. It swayed pitifully with the summer evening wind.

"Can you still..."

Her eyes were sad and close, and he wanted to say something more vicious, but in the end he couldn't say anything.

Pei Chuan knew that although those people spoke badly, they were indeed the truth.

With a pair of cold eyes, he was used to seeing the cold eyes and sympathy of the world, including the attitude of the man named Shang Mengxian who was playing tricks from the beginning. In his first year of junior high, they taught him a vivid lesson and told him plainly that he would never be loved in this life.

To him, likes, crushes, and enthusiasm are all extravagant and distant things.

It's okay to be a normal friend, and everyone will show him care because of "sympathy." But once he was endowed with youthful love, he became a filthy existence that everyone shunned.

There would be no girl in this world so big-hearted that she would accept his incompleteness without a second thought.

What's more, she is still a pretty girl.

His black pupil looked at Bei Yao in silence, how is she growing up? What will it be like.

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The culprit in this incident was Shang Mengxian, but Shang Mengxian did not expect things to happen like this, and she thought in a blink of an eye, now it is when Pei Chuan Qianfu pointed out that if she cares for him, he will like herself. It must be easier, right

In the past few days, Bei Yao has thought of many ways to get Pei Chuan out of such a bad situation. She also thought of Shang Mengxian, it would be much better if Shang Mengxian could speak for him.

Bei Yao went upstairs to find someone in the second grade, and happened to meet Shang Mengxian talking and laughing.

"Sister Shang, can I talk to you

Shang Mengxian stopped talking and laughing and looked at Bei Yao.

The little girl in front of me was still between the girl and the child, her cheeks looked soft, with baby fat, she was very delicate and lovely. Shang Mengxian frowned: "Well, what are you talking about?"

When they walked into the cherry blossom forest in the school trail, Bei Yao took the lead: "Do you remember me? The man who drove the puppy away that day."

Shang Mengxian reluctantly said: "Remember."

"Senior Sister, Pei Chuan has been being said nasty things now, can you explain to everyone what happened before?"

Shang Mengxian said: "Is there anything to explain? I didn't say those words."

"But you are going to follow Pei Chuan home, and then give him chocolate in front of everyone, guilty of the crime, he is very uncomfortable now." Seeing that Shang Mengxian did not refute, she knew she had guessed it. Sure enough, Shang Mengxian took the initiative to find Pei Chuan.

"What's my business? He didn't come to me and said, who is he, it's necessary for you to speak."

Shang Mengxian could guess that the girl in front of him was probably friends with the teenager. Bei Yao bravely drove away the barking dog that day, obviously she was scared, but still stood in front of her and Pei Chuan. However, Shang Mengxian is also sure that this still immature girl will not have anything to do with Pei Chuan. Who would take him by his side for such a young boy

But she didn't expect Bei Yao to sink her face.

The little girl lifted her white cheeks, and said every word and word to her incredible earnestness: "He is the person I have protected for almost ten years." He is not a plaything or a waste in your eyes, he is the boy I coaxed to grow up with. I hope he will be safe throughout his life, as before, even if his character is cold and unpleasant, he will grow up happily.

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Bei Yao's negotiation broke down, and she was not discouraged, but there was very little she could do. Shang Mengxian refused to explain, and she explained one by one. Fortunately, there was a good change in the conversation that day-Shang Mengxian no longer went to Pei Chuan.

This kind of weak effect has been persisted by her for a long time until she entered the second grade of junior high school. The past was gradually forgotten by everyone. Shang Mengxian made a boyfriend, and all the talents completely let go of the matter of Pei Chuan.

But Pei Chuan only broke out once. When he was in second grade, he himself seemed to have forgotten about it and stopped mentioning it.

Shang Mengxian, who was in the third year of junior high school, made a boyfriend and spread it crazy among the students, but the teacher didn't know it. In the first few years, just like later generations, puppies were a death zone that students could not touch. While the teenagers admired the person whom the monk Mengxian fell in love with, they secretly admired her courage.

One day Shang Mengxian's boyfriend came to the school to give her roses. The red roses bloomed ostentatiously. The boy was wearing sunglasses and dyed his yellow hair, and the monk Shang Mengxian gave her a hug outside the classroom.

The people in the first grade of the third grade were so excited, they whistled and booed.

Shang Mengxian’s boyfriend is not from this junior high school. I heard that she is two years older than Shang Mengxian. Bei Yao was also pulled out by Hua Ting to watch the excitement, but she looked familiar with the boy's profile from a distance, but she couldn't tell where she was familiar.

Beiyao knew that Pei Chuan had a good memory. She asked him after school: "I always think the boys who came to our school today are so familiar, haven't you seen it too? Do you have an impression of him?"

Pei Chuan did not squint, "No."

Bei Yao kicked the pebble under her foot, didn't she see it? Still no impression

He glanced at her: "Don't worry about other people's affairs, take the entrance exam." He paused and asked her, "Which high school do you want to take the exam?"

There are three well-known high schools in City C, namely the first, third and sixth high schools.

Beiyao was in great interest. She studied hard in her previous life, but because she was not as smart as other people’s children, she entered the sixth middle school with great difficulty. The atmosphere of the three high schools and the sixth middle schools is relatively relaxed, and her eyes are full of stars. "I want to go to No. 6 Middle School. No. 6 Middle School is close to home."

"Yeah." He answered, taking notes in his heart.

With his grades, there is no problem with which high school he wants to go to. Pei Chuan has not tested IQ, but he feels that his learning and memory are much better than everyone else. He can completely skip the level, but he hasn't. He grows up step by step, orderly and stubbornly.

When Pei Chuan came home, he took a shower by himself.

There is no one in his house at this time, parents are still at work. Pei Chuan returned to the room calmly and took out a note from the drawer with Ding Wenxiang's contact information written on it.

Ding Wenxiang was the boy who had to watch his prosthesis lift his pants in the sixth grade. Ding Wenxiang lost two fingers on his right hand. Now he has grown up, is not studying, and is in a society. This person is not good, but the rich man is first-rate.

Shang Mengxian's current male friend is Ding Wenxiang. She couldn't see the lie, and Ding Wenxiang had a bad heart for each other, but they were also enjoying it.

Bei Yao always thought that Shang Mengxian would let Pei Chuan go after the conversation, but she didn't.

After that day, Shang Mengxian did not give up, and Pei Chuan was angry.

Shang Mengxian stayed away from him because he used some special methods. In other words, because of his despicable methods. Pei Chuan's high IQ has not been used in the right way since this year.

Pei Chuan threw the note into the toilet and pressed the flush button. In the vortex, it disappeared completely.

Thanks to Shang Mengxian, an impure mind, for teaching him that he is not worthy of being loved in his life.

He is not worthy.