Bei Yao tilted her head hesitantly: "Pei Chuan?"
Pei Chuan's heart sank. At this moment, he subconsciously came up with the best solution in his mind. He could call out any other person's name. After all, the act of kissing a finger is too out of the ordinary for a playmate.
Bei Yao never knew the nasty thoughts he had ever had. Today, as long as he called out a name at random, she would understand that he was drunk.
But his lips opened, and he couldn't even shout out.
He squinted at Bei Yao dimly, and finally fell on the table.
Bei Yao subconsciously wiped the place where his lips had touched, and she gave him a tangled look. Is it her illusion
But when she grew up, Pei Chuan obviously didn't get close to her at all, and Pei Chuan didn't look at herself all night, instead he would smile and talk to another girl.
What is the girl's name... Wei Wan. Yes, Wei Wan.
Bei Yao has not been able to teach him to smile for so many years. He is always upset in front of her, but he smiled in front of other people. He should really like the girl named Wei Wan, Bei Yao thought, the first person he likes this year when Pei Chuan was in love with Dou Chu, turned out to be the girl named Wei Wan.
He must recognize himself as Wei Wan.
"I let you down." She smiled and said to him softly, "I'm Bei Yao."
The fingers of the young man's desk trembled slightly.
Xia Feng blew in through the curtains, and Bei Yao saw that Pei Chuan had fallen asleep. She went to the lobby lightly to find the waiter.
The waiter recognized her and asked with a smile, "How is your friend?"
Bei Yao nodded: "Thank you for the hangover soup."
"You're welcome, you should."
Bei Yao didn't leave just now, but went to the lobby to get the sober soup. Unfortunately, there were so many wines that the sober soup could not be made for a while. It was made with the help of this waiter.
Bei Yao said: "I know it's presumptuous to ask, but can you borrow me an air-conditioning quilt?"
~
After Bei Yao used the air conditioner to cover Pei Chuan's body, she left gently.
She doesn't know where he lives now. With her own power, she doesn't know where to take Pei Chuan. He has become unfamiliar, and she may not see herself anymore. Bei Yao knew that Qing Shi could take good care of him. There is only so much she can do for him.
When Bei Yao went down, Shi Tian sat in the lobby on the first floor and waited for her leisurely.
"Thank you senior sister for waiting for me."
Shi Tian waved her hand: "You're welcome, it's my duty to bring you back safely. Go back, it's getting dark."
It's exactly eight o'clock.
The service staff knocked on the door and Pei Chuan said, "Come in."
The waiter saw that there was a warm lamp in the room, and Pei Chuan held the air-conditioning blanket in his hand and looked out the window.
"Do you want to rest in the world?"
"No, let's go now." Pei Chuan paused, "This will be charged to my account."
He took the thin piece and was gone.
The city was a bit cold in summer, so Pei Chuan took a taxi back to his current apartment. He took out the key to open the door, and the room was dark and unpopular. Pei Chuan is used to it. He turns on the light and then goes to the bathroom to take a shower.
The water was flowing down his head, and he remembered the smell of her.
The sixteen or seventeen-year-old boy is just at the age of fresh blood.
He can control his behavior, but he can't control his reaction. Pei Chuan pressed his lips tightly, unwilling to think of her in his heart.
He knew he was disgusting, and it was a tarnishment to think about it.
He lowered the temperature of the water a bit, freeing his mind to think about other things.
Pei Chuan slept all night while clutching the quilt.
Early the next morning, he rubbed his slightly painful forehead and silently threw the soiled pants into the washing machine.
Pei Chuan leaned against the washing machine. After waking up completely, he looked at the air conditioner in the living room with a bit of disgust towards him.
He remembers what he did last night, he must have scared her, right
But he knew that Xiao wanted to be sick, but he couldn't control his physical reaction.
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The weather in July is sultry and the final exam is about to come. Pei Chuan lazily walked into the classroom, his brows and eyes were somewhat lazy and sleepy, his hands in his trouser pockets. It was past nine o'clock in the morning, and he was too late.
At that time, the English teacher was in class and gave him a disgusted look.
Jin Ziyang was very happy: "Brother Chuan, come and play games together."
Pei Chuan responded casually and sat down beside him.
Zheng Hang in the front row whispered: "Brother Chuan stayed up late to write code last night?"
His tablemate Ji Wei pushed his glasses, and whispered: "Well, it's mostly."
Pei Chuan and Jin Ziyang came to two rounds at random and ended the get out of class. It happened that the representatives of the English class came to collect the homework.
The representative of the English class is a petite girl with a few freckles on her face. She received Pei Chuan from them all the way: "Give me your homework."
Jin Jinyang grinned: "Xiong Jingru, what homework is it?"
The English class representative Xiong Jingru said: "The teacher assigned it just now, and it will be handed in after class. If you don’t hand it in, I will record the name as usual."
Jin Jinyang, ouch, clutching his heart: "What should I do if I'm so scared?"
Zheng Hang smiled and cursed.
He patted his deskmate Ji Wei on the shoulder: "Discipline Inspection Commission, come in."
Ji Wei scribbled out his classwork and gave it to Xiong Jingru, and then handed in the other three copies to Xiong Jingru in turn. When Xiong Jingru was about to accept it, Ji Wei said, "Wait a minute, I didn't write a name."
He took it back and wrote "Pei Chuan, Jin Jinyang, Zheng Hang, Ji Wei" one by one.
Xiong Jingru: "..."
Jin Yang put his hand on Ji Wei's shoulder from behind and said, "Viagra is great."
Ji Wei slapped his hand and said solemnly, "Don't call it that name after saying it many times."
"I said Viagra, your grades with such hard work are only a little better than me. Your family is so rich, so let's just let it go and play! You don't have that talent."
Ji Wei ignored Jin Yang, he just loved learning, and went to review physics quickly.
The Third Middle School is very realistic, choosing seats based on grades, so Ji Wei, who loves learning, sat with them. Pei Chuan felt dizzy after finishing the complicated program last night. He didn't shy away from it. He touched a pack of cigarettes from his desk and smoked it.
The girl in the front row, Liu Yan, said: "He is so courageous, the principal has been patrolling recently."
Another girl said: "People are not afraid to report criticism." She suddenly whispered, "I heard that Pei Chuan was the third middle school who was recommended."
Liu Yan was surprised and said, "Is it fake?"
"Then who knows, I just heard."
Wei Wan's expression moved slightly when she heard these words, and she turned to look at Pei Chuan.
Under the fan, the teenager bit a cigarette and played games with Jin Ziyang on his mobile phone. He bowed his legs, his posture was unruly. Her family is just a well-off family. Wei Wan knows that these teenagers are not afraid of their mobile phones being collected.
And Zheng Hang's mother is the vice principal, and this group of people will not be expelled from the school even if they remember too much.
Wei Wan has liked Pei Chuan for a long time. He is the coldest of several teenagers, but Gao Leng is sometimes the most attractive.
Wei Wan also knows that although Jinyangyang among the several teenagers is sloppy, it is Zheng Hang who is really interesting to him.
Wei Wan clicked on the mobile phone she brought quietly. She walked over and said to Zheng Hang first: "I heard that there is a fun summer camp during the summer vacation. Do you want to participate together?"
She clicked on the event registration interface.
Zheng Hang quietly glanced at her: "I'm fine, how about you?"
Jin Jinyang said, "I'll take a look."
The screen reads "August Summer, invites you to participate in the'Youth Adventure Summer Camp'.
The pictures below have lakes, fishing, imitating virgin forests.
It can be said that it is quite exciting and in line with the taste of boys.
Jin Jinyang said, "This is not bad, but it's boring anyway." He gave Pei Chuan the phone, and Pei Chuan's eyebrows covered a trace of impatientness. He just wanted to say nothing, but saw the occasional phone push on Wei Wan's phone.
Pei Chuan's pupils shrank slightly, and he was stunned for two seconds.
He said: "I think about it."
Pei Chuan did not refuse. Wei Wan already felt that she was surprised. She smiled and agreed, and took her mobile phone back and left.
When she left, Pei Chuan hesitated and searched according to the news he saw in his memory.
"Man with a disability is newly married."
A headline news jumped out.
Inside is a video.
Pei Chuan turned it off and opened it.
30-year-old Mr. Zhang is kissing the bride.
His bride is a gentle woman. With the cheers and blessings of the relatives present, Mr. Zhang kissed his wife's lips sweetly.
The bride stretched out his hand to embrace the groom's waist, but the groom couldn't hold his lover—he didn't have hands.
Pei Chuan held the phone tightly.
"What is Brother Chuan looking at?" Jin Yang leaned over his head, "Hey, what's so good about other people getting married?... Hey, this man doesn't have hands?"
It was empty under the suit.
Jin Jinyang's loud voice made Zheng Hang turn his head: "Let me see... It's interesting."
Pei Chuan turned off his cell phone, feeling a little lost all morning.
After a long time, when school was about to end, he suddenly asked Jin Jinyang in a low voice: "Why did that woman marry him? He doesn't have hands."
Can't even hug her.
Jin Jinyang didn't think too much: "Because of love, you see in the news that men don't have money, and they even borrow money for marriage. Women can't ask him for anything else."
Pei Chuan sneered: "Will someone marry a disabled person without trying to do anything?"
Jin Yang hasn’t spoken yet, Ji Wei, who wrote the four-person homework in the front row, turned around: “'Ask what love in the world is, and teach life and death.' Have you ever heard of the ladder of love? An old man built on a cliff with his hands for 50 years. The ladder is just to be with a woman who is more than ten years older than him. There are always good girls in the world, and she will tolerate the deficiencies and deficiencies."
Jin Jinyang said: "Fuck you as long as you talk, reading poems is disgusting."
"..."
Several teenagers all got goose bumps, but Pei Chuan was silent.
Few people believe in love in their teenage years.
At the age of hormonal restlessness, everyone is looking forward to love.
After that day, the news seemed to be lingering thoughts, which always appeared in Pei Chuan's mind.
It faintly overshadows the picture that made him decide to stay away from Bei Yao completely at the beginning of his cognition.
His first understanding of love was from a TV series on color TV in junior high school. The man and the woman took off their clothes and rolled together.
At that time, Pei Chuan knew for the first time that two people living together were far from being as simple as living together.
A normal married life requires honesty.
And his stump, even his mother would be afraid of the worst stump, and he was destined to not let him expose the mutilation to anyone in this life.
He will make her feel sick.
Disgusting enough to leave, just like the family affection he had longed for, he was stripped of the cocoon, and finally there was nothing left.
However, in this year he was completely in the mud, he saw such a news in 2005.
It turns out that a disabled person like him has a lucky chance to be happy.
Even one in a million.
Pei Chuan suddenly remembered that when he was in preschool, he gave up to be at the same table, and Bei Yao finally sat with Fang Minjun.
In the first grade, he used despicable means to let Bei Yao sit with himself for six years.
Pei Chuan couldn't sleep late at night and smoked a whole box of cigarettes. There are some things that you won't have for a lifetime if you don't fight for it.
And some things, without compromise, deceit, temptation, all kinds of unbearable, but let the people who make the means get what they want.
There was a huge temptation before his eyes.
She still doesn't understand anything this year. She is a gentle and kind little fool. She hasn't fallen in love with anyone yet. Is it because of her years of care to let her go, or is she obedient and longing to play tricks to break her off the branch