Did Not Say Anything About My Feelings

Chapter 26: Crane tail

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He and Jiang Lian couldn't reach a consensus that night. Lin Ye is unwilling to trade her body with Jiang Lian, and the other party also does not accept a pure and impurity-free friendship.

Lin Ye didn't understand at first, and only after she separated from the other party did she want to understand the relationship. Jiang Lian just wanted to sleep with him, but he didn't want to get emotional debt from him.

Once there is a transactional relationship between the two, it will definitely become difficult to talk about feelings. The interests of both parties who are drawn at both ends of the same long rope come first, and each takes what it needs.

Starts cleanly and ends cleanly. Then this experience is erased from their life history, and the past is scattered, no one knows, and no one mentions it. The future is still bright, and the future is still open.

There's nothing wrong with that. On the contrary, for people like Lin Ye and the others, such a relationship can even be called perfect.

Lin Ye felt that she was underestimated by Jiang Lian. The other party's words all revealed the deep meaning of not wanting to talk about feelings with him, so how can he be sure that he will definitely fall in love with him.

If Jiang Lian could do it, then he would certainly be able to do it too. Lin Ye firmly believed in this. His feelings for Jiang Lian were always based on the premise of friendship, and there was nothing else.

It's not that there are no heartbeat moments, but Jiang Lian is not the only one who can bring him that kind of heartbeat.

Heartbeat does not mean liking, let alone love.

The short-lived previous love experience reminded him all the time that he had also been moved by his ex-boyfriend.

It's just that the heartbeat and expectations during the ambiguous period all disappeared after the establishment of the relationship. Time alone starts to become long and boring, and too much intimacy can be repulsive. Lin Ye often couldn't remember that she was in a relationship.

It turns out that falling in love is not as interesting as imagined, Lin Ye, who was eighteen or nineteen years old, once thought so.

Leaving aside the twists and turns of the episode that night, Lin Ye finally realized that he really can't talk too much. The lofty words that I swore to blurt out the night before were slapped hard by reality in the classroom the next day.

Lin Ye covered her cheeks, embarrassed and disappointed. Of course, compared to the insignificant embarrassment, there is more loss and depression that overwhelms the sky.

On the second day after he broke up with Jiang Lian and the second day of the countdown to the performance, Shen PD gathered all the trainees in the lecture hall and dropped a bombshell to everyone: "What I didn't tell you before is that this time After the performance, in addition to the extra tickets, the center of each winning team will also have a spot to save a teammate."

As soon as the news fell into the lake, it instantly stirred up waves. The trainees all looked shocked and excited. Only Lin Ye, who had already heard the news from Jiang Lian, remained calm.

Immediately someone stood up from a high place and asked, "Is it the kind of quota we want?"

"Yes." Shen PD made a quiet gesture, "It's what you think. Twenty people will have to leave in the first round of elimination. If there are teammates in the team who are leaving, then the center of the team You can use that quota to rescue the eliminated teammates."

A trainee said: "If the winning group has no teammates who have not been eliminated, can the C position give up the spot to another team?"

"If no teammate in the team is eliminated, the quota in C's hand can only be voided." Shen PD looked solemn, "Similarly, if two or more trainees in the team are eliminated, then unfortunately, C's Only one of them can be saved."

The trainees were in an uproar.

Xia Dongchan looked at Lin Ye, "I knew the competition system was like this, you might as well come to my team."

Lin Ye folded her hands behind her head and lowered her eyes casually, "The opponent is Li Yuan's group, so you probably aren't 100% sure that you can win."

Xia Dongchan's eyes deepened, but the smile on his face was light and weak, "It's true, I'm really not 100% sure."

Shen PD on the podium has already turned on the electronic screen on the wall, "I believe everyone is very excited now. Just now, after careful consideration, the program team decided to release the real-time vote ranking of all trainees at this moment in order to encourage and motivate everyone. "

This is the second depth bomb. There is no mobile phone to access the Internet, and no insider to let me know. I thought I would not know my ranking until I was eliminated. The trainees on the seats were boiling.

Xia Dongchan tilted her head and asked him, "Are you nervous?"

Lin Ye laughed, and put down her hands behind her head, "A little bit."

His face was a bit lazy, but the heartbeat in his chest was uncontrollably fast. One after another, it hit his eardrums like dense drumbeats, as if only Xia Dongchan would get a little closer to him. can hear that voice clearly

Lin Ye subconsciously arched her back, raised her hand to press the position of her heart on her chest, and then looked down at her shoe uppers, making sure that the shoelaces on her feet were not loose and that there were no other problems in her whole body, before she slowly sat up straight .

Unexpectedly, when he looked up, he saw his name and the bright two-digit number hanging above his name.

Shen PD did not give them any time to prepare for a psychological buffer.

Lin Ye was stunned almost instantly, her eyes fixed on her name, as if she could only hold the number in her eyes and nothing else.

When distracted, it is not long, and it is not short. When he regained his composure and blinked again, the page had already jumped to the next batch of rankings.

He exhaled lightly and didn't speak for a long time.

The trainee's real-time ranking is released in reverse order, his name is in the first picture. Twenty of the one hundred trainees were eliminated. With Lin Ye's 90th place, there is no doubt that he is also among those who are about to leave.

Lin Ye's name, Xia Dongchan, was also seen. There were regrets and regrets in his eyes, but there was no surprise or surprise. As if he had expected such a situation, Xia Dongchan said to him: "It's still too late to talk to Jiang Lian, the group with him in the group stage will never lose."

Lin Ye looked up at him, "Are you asking me to go to Jiang Lian and convince him to leave that spot for me?"

Xia Dongchan looked frank, "If you don't go, other people will look for him. So if you don't go, you're just giving up this opportunity for nothing."

Lin Ye said: "What do you think I can do to convince him? In terms of singing and dancing abilities, the others are not bad either."

"The process is not important, what matters is the result." Xia Dongchan bent her lips and smiled, "Everyone depends on their ability, doesn't it?"

Lin Ye pursed her lips and remained silent, but she was not surprised by his answer. In his opinion, Xia Dongchan was such a person. If one day, the other party mentions his integrity and dignity in front of him, he will probably have doubts in his heart.

While the two were talking, the ranking had jumped to the last page. Jiang Lian and Ming Rang took the first and second places without any surprise, and Xia Dongchan was also in the top 20.

Shen PD turned off the electronic screen and said to them before leaving: "The first episode of the show has already been broadcast. If you want to watch it, you can go to the screening room next to the gym to watch it."

After the trainees disbanded, two roommates from the same company asked them to go to the screening room to watch the feature film, but Lin Ye and Xia Dongchan planned to go to the supermarket first, and the two roommates simply went with them to the supermarket.

When they came out of the training building and passed the side door of the program recording area, the four of them saw a row of sisters squatting outside the door from a distance.

After they approached, two or three station ladies even got up with their cameras in their hands, squeezed behind the iron gate and shouted at them.

The four of them suddenly felt strange, stopped and listened for a while, and then realized that they were calling Xia Dongchan's name. Lin Ye and the other two roommates slowed down, and Xia Dongchan took two steps forward, and smiled beautifully at the station girls from a distance.

The sisters were so excited that the cameras in their hands were shaking wildly, and they told Xia Dongchan loudly through the iron gate to eat well and sleep well.

Lin Ye and the others in the back wanted to turn around and leave first, but there were two passionate voices suddenly behind the iron gate, calling for the names of Lin Ye's two roommates.

It was also the first time for the two roommates to encounter this kind of battle, and they were also a little excited, so they couldn't help but walked a few steps forward, showing love to the shouting fans with smiles on their faces.

Lin Ye was left alone at the end, and when he looked at the three people lined up in front of him, he felt that he was the one who stood out. He stood there with his head bowed and waited for the three of them, covering most of his face under the hood of his down jacket, with a careless look on his face. After a while, he still couldn't help raising his head, and his eyes swept behind the iron gate.

Except for the fans of Xia Dongchan and the other two roommates, the rest of the young girls were all sitting cross-legged on the ground eating melon seeds, and never looked up at where he was standing from the beginning to the end, as if they had no idea who he was. matter of indifference.

Lin Ye withdrew his gaze and casually raised his toes and kicked the ground. Among these people, Xia Dongchan has several fans, even the two roommates in the middle and bottom ranks also have fans, but there are no fans of him.

However, given his abysmal rankings, no fans are to be expected. A whole hundred trainees, those young girls sitting outside the iron gate, probably can't even remember his name and face now.

Feeling a little funny, he raised his hand and tugged on the windshield hood, turned around and walked towards the supermarket alone.

The concrete road under our feet is flat and wide, and there are no private cars running around on the road, and no bicycles ringing their bells. The wind in late winter and early spring is still cold, and you can still see small and lovely white mist clusters when you breathe out.

The fans' voices gradually faded away in the ears, and Lin Ye's steps became slower and slower, more and more hesitant.

Finally, he stopped and turned around.

The road behind him was clearly empty, but Jiang Lian's deep and pleasant voice echoed in his mind like a bewilderment.

"Without cameras and live fans, do you think you can survive the first round of elimination?"

"Lin Ye." He seemed to be able to hear Jiang Lian calling him, "I can help you."

The author has something to say: The current situation is that Jiang Lian is attracted to his face, waist and long legs. Lin Ye is occasionally confused by beauty, but other times he is rational.