Did Not Say Anything About My Feelings

Chapter 83: firewall

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While Lin Ye was taking a bath in the wooden shed, Jiang Lian was sitting in the yard blowing the night breeze.

He held the towel and raised his head, the night sky in the mountains was as black as thick ink, clean and flawless. Lin Ye looked at it for a while, then asked abruptly, "Are there many stars in the mountains?"

"A lot, I'll see it later." Jiang Lian's voice sounded a little casual, "Do you want to see it?"

Lin Ye said: "I kind of think about it."

"Then go." Jiang Lian said.

After both of them took a bath, they called the children over and asked, "Where do you usually go to watch the stars?"

"Want to watch the stars?" The boy named Xiaojiu was lost in thought. "There is a very short hill nearby, which is very close and easy to climb." He clapped his hands and volunteered, "Brother, do you want to watch the stars? I can give it to you." lead the way."

Jiang Lian raised his hand to touch his head, raised his lips and smiled, "Thank you Xiaojiu."

The two went to find Ming Rang and Qiu Yi, who then called Wen Mian and Tong Xingzhou who lived together, and the six of them, plus Xiao Jiu, set off for the nearby dwarf mountain around eight o'clock.

It only takes 20 minutes to climb up the mountain. The seven people sat down on the open flat ground on the top of the mountain. Ming Rang opened his backpack and distributed canned beer to everyone. "It's so romantic to come to the top of the mountain to see the stars, how can you not drink?"

Tong Xingzhou looked at him curiously, "Where did you get the wine?"

Ming Rang said: "I brought it in the suitcase."

While the two were talking, Xiao Jiu moved to his side and looked at him helplessly without saying a word.

Ming Rang smiled, and took out AD calcium milk and a straw from his bag, "Kids can't drink alcohol, so let's drink milk obediently."

Tong Xingzhou's eyes widened, "You still brought milk?"

Ming Rang joked, and sold Qiu Yi out in a few words: "I've been weaned for more than 20 years, what kind of milk do I still have. I found this out of Qiu Yi's box."

Hearing this, Wen Mian turned his head and laughed happily, "Qiu Yi, how old are you this year? You haven't been weaned yet."

Qiu Yi, who was still drinking AD calcium milk as an adult, had nothing to say when asked.

The stars in the sky quickly changed from being scattered to shining all over the sky. Tiny silvery-white lights dotted the dark sky, like a river of rippling and sparkling stars.

The six people sat cross-legged in a circle, and asked Xiao Jiu to take a photo of them clinking glasses under the night sky. The bright lights of the village are under your feet, and the vast and magnificent starry sky is above your head.

The hustle and bustle of the city left them in an instant, the program footage and voting for their debut were no longer a burden on their hearts, and even their minds became more peaceful and peaceful.

Lin Ye subconsciously turned her head to Jiang Lian, with the smell of alcohol on the tip of her nose, but unexpectedly met Jiang Lian's looking gaze, and Jiang Lian was also looking at him.

Lin Ye froze suddenly, staring at him without moving.

Jiang Lian didn't speak, but lowered his eyelids slightly, put one hand on the ground, and leaned towards him with his hands raised.

He didn't turn his head away.

The other party paused in front of his face, slowly raised his eyes, and locked his eyes tightly on his face.

The night wind gently brushed past his face, and the smell of wine in the wind gradually became thicker. Everyone else was looking up at the stars.

Lin Ye's lips were dry, and his slightly long forehead hair drooped from above his browbones, poking gently into his eyelashes. He sat still, and didn't even reach out to fiddle with them.

In the next second, Jiang Lian's hand crossed his shoulder, picked up the backpack that had been thrown behind him with one hand, turned his head and threw it to Ming Rang who was opposite him with a flick of his wrist.

Ming Rang caught the backpack with both hands, and lazily said, "Thank you."

Lin Ye came back to her senses, and suddenly felt that she was dreaming with her eyes open, which was unreasonable.

He thought Jiang Lian was going to kiss him.

Near the middle of the night, seeing the lights in the village at the foot of the mountain gradually go out, the people got up and went down the mountain, and then said goodbye in the village, and went back to their own places. Lin Ye took Xiao Jiu back first, and Jiang Lian went to Ming Rang's place. There was no light in the house, the old man was already asleep, the two entered the door in the dark, Xiao Jiu entered the old man's room, and Lin Ye entered his own room.

After closing the door and turning on the dim light in the room, Lin Ye sat down on the bed. It would not be an exaggeration to say that the bed was an old board, and there was no soft mattress above him, only two layers of thin blankets, which were harder than the bunk beds in the dormitory. There is only a bed and a table with short legs in the whole room.

Lin Ye pushed the door open and went to the chicken coop in the backyard to meet his physical needs. When he came back, he found Jiang Lian already sitting in his room.

He closed the door smoothly, walked over and sat down and asked, "What's the matter?"

Jiang Lian said, "Turn around."

Lin Ye glanced at him and turned her back obediently.

Jiang Lian grabbed his hem and wanted to lift it up, but Lin Ye reflexively raised his hand to press it down, turned his head and asked, "What are you doing?"

Seeing this, the person behind said, "I haven't seen any part of your body."

Lin Ye paused, "This is different."

Jiang Lian asked softly, "What's the difference?"

Lin Ye said: "We have-"

Before he could finish his sentence, Jiang Lian had already lifted the clothes on his back again, and said in a neutral tone: "Let me see where you were hit on your back during the day."

Lin Ye removed his hands that were pressing on the hem of his clothes, and let his eyes linger on his bare back. After a while, he said, "Have you seen it?"

Jiang Lian said, "It's blue, a little purple."

Lin Ye gently moved her shoulder blades and back, "It doesn't hurt much."

Jiang Lian signaled him to stop, raised his fingertips and pressed it straight up, and saw his shoulder blades suddenly retracted, and his whole body bounced outwards.

"Does it hurt now?" he asked.

Lin Ye nodded silently.

"Go to bed by yourself." Jiang Lian got up and went to the table to get something, "I got the medicine for external application from Ming Rang."

Lin Ye grabbed the hem of her clothes, took off her shoes and lay down on the bed. The bed was so hard that he put his hands under his face. Jiang Lian glanced at him, took off his coat and threw it to him, "Put it under the arm."

He did as he was told.

The bed made an old creaking sound, and Jiang Lian sat down beside him. Immediately after, there was a slight light on his back, Jiang Lian pushed his clothes up from his waist.

Lin Ye inexplicably felt a little restless, and put her legs together quietly.

The small sound of Jiang Lian taking the medicine fell into his ears, Lin Ye lay on the bed with his back to him, listening to the rustling sound, he felt itchy in his heart, and the seconds felt like years. Trying to divert his attention, he rested his head in his arms, turned to look at the dim light at the head of the bed, and his eyes gradually stretched out in the circle of light.

A sudden stabbing pain in his back dragged him back to reality. After the stabbing pain, he felt refreshed and slightly cool. Jiang Lian didn't use a cotton swab, but directly dipped the medicated oil on his fingertips and spread it evenly on his back.

The force was neither heavy nor light, and it slowly moved outwards along the midline of his back. The slight numbness on the skin also centered on the spine, spreading outwards in circles like ripples on the surface of water, which disturbed him. Large reeds in a reedbed. The hairs on Lin Ye's back stood up lightly, as if even the bones under the skin softened.

Jiang Lian was still rubbing on his back, and the slightly cool medicated oil was gradually heated by Jiang Lian's fingers, and then slowly penetrated into the stretched pores on Lin Ye's back with Jiang Lian's body temperature In, flowed under the surface of his skin, and finally blended with his bones and blood.

The body trembled slightly under Jiang Lian's hands, and Lin Ye unconsciously curled up her toes slightly, silently but forcefully tensing her insteps.

Jiang Lian stopped, "Does it hurt?"

Lin Ye let out a breath, her voice was quite steady: "It doesn't hurt."

Jiang Lian said, "Since it doesn't hurt, why are you so tense?"

His fingertips wandered freely to Lin Ye's tight waist, and he reached out to grab it, "Relax."

Lin Ye softened his waist according to his words.

The hand released from his waist, returned to his back again, and continued to push and rub gently.

He soon discovered something was wrong.

The part Jiang Lian was pushing and kneading seemed to have unconsciously shifted away from the place where the medicine was originally applied, and slowly walked down the shallow groove on his back.

Lin Ye didn't ask him. He closed his eyes, pressed his lips tightly, stretched and tightened his lower back subconsciously again, his chest rose and fell slightly, and he breathed heavily through his nose.

Jiang Lian's hands didn't stop moving, his eyes that fell on Lin Ye's head gradually deepened, and he called out in a faint voice: "Lin Ye."

Lin Ye didn't respond.

Jiang Lian squeezed his fingers under his trousers, spread his slender fingers, and wrapped his palms around the flesh on his ass, kneading it with the same force as if he was rubbing medicated oil, and called him again: "Lin Ye. "

Lin Ye's two muscles were closed and tensed, and his fingers sank deeply into Jiang Lian's jacket, and he grabbed the fabric with his fingertips, but finally he couldn't hold back, and a low moan escaped from his lips.

Jiang Lian laughed, withdrew his hands from his pants, picked him up from the bed by his chest, and dragged him to sit down on his back.

Lin Ye leaned back unsteadily, and sat in Jiang Lian's arms. In a panic, she rested her palms on Jiang Lianyue's back, holding the same body with her head upright and her hot hair through the thin fabric underneath. thing.

Withdrawing her hand as if touching a hot potato, Lin Ye froze there.

Doing such things while not in a relationship is more humiliating than doing them while maintaining a bed partner relationship.

And as early as the night when he proposed to separate, he had already made up his mind to keep a distance from Jiang Lian and separate himself from that hopeless relationship. Jiang Lian changed his indifferent and alienated attitude a few days ago, and approached him again to attract him.

It was easy to use a fire to smash the firewall erected in his heart.

Lin Ye was in a dilemma.

The knock on the door in the silent night woke him up suddenly, and Lin Ye pushed Jiang Lian away abruptly and stood up.

Jiang Lian's complexion darkened, he raised his legs and sat on the head of the bed, and pulled the quilt over the wall to cover him.

Lin Ye walked over to open the door, and saw a boy who was not taller than her waist standing outside the door holding a quilt that almost covered his head.

Lin Ye was surprised, "Haven't you gone to bed yet?"

Xiao Jiu handed him the quilt, "Grandpa asked me to bring you two more quilts. Brother Jiang Lian is not in the room, so I put the quilts on his bed."

Lin Ye took the quilt and thanked him. After watching him leave, she turned her head in doubt, "It's not cold enough to cover two quilts."

Jiang Lian had already got out of bed, picked up the medicine by the table and walked to the door, raised the corners of his lips and said, "It's for you to sleep under."

Without listening to his answer carefully, Lin Ye's eyes fell on him, and after hesitating for a while, she wanted to raise her head to speak, but Jiang Lian had already left.

The other party left, but the fire left behind burned all the way into his heart.

Today's previously impenetrable firewall is now crumbling and dilapidated.

He stood silently by the door for a long time, let out a sigh of relief with his eyes drooping for a while, and he didn't know whether it was disappointment or happiness in his heart.

The author has something to say: Rural Love Story (middle) Lin Ye: I have fallen in love with him at this time. Jiang Lian: At this time, I have fallen in love with him. tla the day after tomorrow