Ning Bo looked at Lin Ziran in disbelief, his pupils contracted, the blood on his face faded, no...
impossible…
How could this be...
Lin Ziran also looked at them silently.
The scene was very embarrassing.
But everything that was incomprehensible before can now be explained.
This is also why in the original plot, Lu Maofeng and his wife could ruthlessly send Lu Xiaodong abroad, regardless of letting him die outside alone, why did they see such an indifferent and deformed family relationship when they came over? Maofeng knew Jiang Xuan's intentions, so he wanted to send himself to Jiang Xuan. He only cared about whether he was useful or not. Why was Lu Xiaodong's diary always the one who was denied, no matter how hard he tried? You can't get affirmation, and you won't get the sincere approval of your parents.
Lin Ziran didn't know what Ning Bai looked like when he was a child, but he must be better than Lu Xiaodong, better-looking than him, smarter than him, capable and sensible than him...
In the eyes of Lu Maofeng and Feng Wan, Lu Xiaodong will never be as good as their lost biological son, so no matter how hard they try, they cannot become what the other party wants. Lu Xiaodong is just an inferior substitute. After 20 years, I can't warm the hearts of this couple...
Lin Ziran sighed with emotion that time is a pig-killing knife...
system
Lin Ziran and Lu Maofeng must have been a beautiful man back then...
system…
Lin Ziran fell silent.
Lu Xiaodong really deserves to be a cannon fodder, and is the biggest joke in this story.
He was Jiang Xuan's licking dog, and Jiang Xuan wanted to break his leg.
He was Ning Bai's licking dog, and Ning Bai dismissed him.
But in the end, what Lu Xiaodong really cares about is neither Jiang Xuan nor Ning Bai... He really spent his whole life, and before he died, all he was doing was Lu Maofeng and Feng Wan's dog licking... !
But Lu Maofeng and Feng Wan only regarded him as an inferior substitute, and finally abandoned him ruthlessly.
He used his life to interpret, what is licking a dog and licking everything in the end!
It's a pity that what he doesn't understand is that instead of trying to please people who will never like him, it's better to be yourself and try to live for yourself once.
He didn't need to please anyone, and he didn't need to live for anyone.
The corners of Lin Ziran's mouth curled up, revealing a relieved smile, and sighed, "Mom and dad, it turns out that he is your biological son, no wonder you never like me..."
Lin Ziran's expression was calm and his tone was not intense, but Lu Maofeng and Feng Wan looked very embarrassed.
Lin Ziran didn't care if they were embarrassed or not, with a bit of sarcasm, he said, "I didn't deliberately eavesdrop on your conversation, but I accidentally heard it when I came back. The soundproofing effect of the study is not good, it's time to change the door... I just want to see it. Let's see who is your own son, is it much better than me, so that you can never forget it."
Lu Maofeng's expression became even more embarrassing, he said cautiously, "Xiaodong, don't get excited, we'll explain to you..."
Feng Wan's lips trembled, but he didn't speak.
Lin Ziran wondered, "Do I look excited? I'm fine, just a little surprised, but it seems, it's not that surprising..."
He was really not very excited, it was just a game, no matter how tragic Lu Xiaodong was, it was just a string of data. He is very sympathetic to Lu Xiaodong, but he is not too sad and angry because of a string of data, he is just a little bit... he can't stand these annoying ncs.
Since it's just a game, people who are not used to it should not force themselves to make do with it.
Lin Ziran smiled, "You continue, I'll go first."
Turn around and leave.
Ning Bai looked at the boy's back as he turned and left... Without thinking, he quickly chased after him!
He reached out and grabbed Lin Ziran's wrist.
Lin Ziran looked back at him.
The man's face paled slightly, and those eyes that were always calm and rational, with almost no emotional fluctuations, were now full of complicated emotions that could not be explained clearly.
Although Lin Ziran only said a few words just now, Ning Bo quickly judged a lot of key information.
First of all, Lin Ziran is not his biological son, otherwise he would not say that you are their biological son, which means that Lin Ziran is not his biological brother.
Secondly, Lin Ziran didn't live well at home because he said they didn't like him and wanted to see if he was really better than him.
In the end, it must have been a near-devastating blow for him.
Because this child seems to care about Lu Maofeng and Feng Wan, even though his tone and expression are calm, Ning Bai knows that the truth is not like this...
He must be sad now.
Lin Ziran also looked at Ning Bai. To be honest, he neither liked nor hated Ning Bai. Before, he had to chase him only because of the character, but now the plot has collapsed, and Ning Bai is still Lu Maofeng. And Feng Wan's biological son! This is a fact that Lu Xiaodong absolutely cannot accept... If it is Lu Xiaodong, he will feel that the world has collapsed, and he finally knows why he is not loved...
Envy, jealous, hate? Not sure, but Lin Ziran is certain that...
Lu Xiaodong would not want to see Ning Bai again.
Lin Ziran shook off Ning Bai's hand, looked at him calmly and indifferently, and said, "Don't touch me."
Ning Bai met the boy's eyes. In these eyes, there was not the slightest bit of scorching enthusiasm, nor the slightest bit of cunning and provocation, only the unprecedented indifference and indifference, as if in his eyes, he was already an irrelevant person, not worthy of him. It's not worth another word for him to waste a glance...
Just like when he had just met him in a bar, and faced with the boy's stalking, he also looked at each other impatiently and indifferently, but today's scene was completely reversed.
He doesn't like himself anymore.
Or that little bit of love in the past, the pursuit of love in just ten days... In the face of such cruel facts, it is insignificant and insignificant.
Ning Bai's throat was astringent, and his heart was so dull that he could hardly breathe. He didn't even have time to think about what his emotions were at the moment. Is it pity, pity, regret, or just because I care about him, so I don't want to see him so sad...
He looked at the boy's back, who had decided to leave, and without hesitation, he continued to chase after him, but suddenly his arm was hugged.
Feng Wan looked at him with tears in his eyes, "Xiao Bai, look at mom, don't worry about him, okay?"
Ning Bai's jaw tightened, and anger suddenly appeared in his eyes.
When something like this happened, was that your first reaction? Don't you worry about that kid, don't worry about him having an accident because he can't take it? !
Feng Wan looked at him pleadingly, "He's just an adopted child, you have to trust your mother, no matter what your mother loves most is you, don't worry about him, that child has always been ignorant and irritable, and he makes a fuss. You'll be fine... In my mother's heart, you are the most important thing, my mother misses you very much, and my mother loves you."
Love
You don't deserve to say that word at all!
The anger in Ning Bai's heart finally couldn't be contained.
Even if it is not biological, you have raised it for 20 years, and he cares about you like this...
But is this how you treat him
Ning Bai didn't dare and didn't want to imagine what kind of life Lu Xiaodong lived at home. Yes, he was rich and had no worries about food and clothing, but what else
What else does he have
Twenty years later, you are still so disappointing.
Ning Bai's chest heaved violently, and coldly took his hand out of Feng Wan's hand, his eyes were indifferent, and his voice had a hint of coolness, "Really... It's a pity, I don't remember you anymore."
Feng Wan's face was bloodless, he looked at him sadly, and was heartbroken by Ning Bai's indifference.
She has been looking forward to it for 20 years, she has been looking for him, and has been fantasizing about the day of reunion... But when this day really came, it was not the kind mother and son she expected, hugging each other with tears, only one Ruthless stranger, and he didn't want to go back to the family.
I don't even want to meet her.
Lu Maofeng is a little more open. He is not as emotional as a woman. He hasn't seen him for so many years. No one knows how Ning Bai has spent these years. Did he have a new family? What's your character now? All of this is unknown... So it's normal to not be able to recognize each other smoothly.
Lu Maofeng said sincerely, "We understand that you may not be able to accept it all at once, but we can cultivate it slowly..."
Ning Bai's thin lips parted slightly, and the corners of his lips were slightly curved, "There's no need for that."
Lu Maofeng also looked a little ugly.
Ning Bai looked at them and said word by word, "Instead of coming to me, I think you should cherish the people you have now."
After speaking, he turned and left.
…
Lin Ziran left from there, a little at a loss, not knowing where he should go.
He looked at his phone, Ning Bo called him many times, but Lin Ziran didn't answer a single one.
Unexpectedly, Ning Bai has a little conscience. At this time, he is not excited to have an affectionate confession with his biological parents, and he still has time to worry about Lu Xiaodong.
Tsk, after all, Lu Maofeng and Feng Wanke didn't call, it's really ridiculous... If it was the real Lu Xiaodong, when he ran away in despair and despair, the one who really hoped to save him was him. 's parents...
Instead of Ning Bai, this genuine product, which is countless times brighter and better than him, made him feel ashamed and made him such a pathetic genuine product.
But Lu Maofeng and Feng Wan didn't say a single word. On the contrary, it was this genuine product that he should be jealous of and disgusted to come to him, worrying about him... The one who should come didn't come, and the one who shouldn't came instead.
Lin Ziran returned home.
He silently looked around Lu Xiaodong's room, and finally took out the diary from the bedside table.
He only read this diary once when he first came to this world, because the content in it was too depressing. Even if he was a normal person, he would feel a little depressed after reading it. He definitely didn't want to read it the second time.
But today he suddenly wanted to see it again.
Lin Ziran opened the diary.
A lot of the content that was overlooked and ignored when I first watched it, now it seems that all of it is a foreshadowing of all this.
The facts are already between the lines.
"Today is my eighteenth birthday. Mom and Dad never remember every previous birthday. It was me who told them... Dad is actually very generous and always gives me money, but I want to be like my classmates. Birthday gifts, real objects that can be seen and touched... not the cold numbers of bank cards, but I know that if I don't say it, no one will remember my birthday this year, so I decided to ask for it, I want I got a Lamborghini, my dad gave it to me, and it was the only touchable birthday present I got, and I love it.”
"Today is April 22. Every year on this day, my mother is very unhappy. My father will try to coax her patiently, but my mother always ignores my father and scolds him, saying that it is all your fault... I listen to it again today. When they quarreled, but I don't understand the special meaning of this day, why my mother is sad on this day. I don't dare to appear in front of them every time..."
"Sometimes I don't quite understand the meaning of my existence. If they don't like me, why would they give birth to me?"
"I was injured playing ball at school today. I deliberately didn't clean the blood on my clothes and came back with a limping. Last time, one of my female classmates scratched a little skin. Her parents are very worried. If I get hurt If I do, will my mother worry about me... But she gets angry again, saying that I'm useless and don't know how to take care of herself. I think, maybe because I'm a boy, so I have to be stronger and don't get hurt just because of a little injury Crying, it will only make them more disappointed."
Lin Ziran turned back.
"I don't want to let them down, but no matter what I do, they're going to be disappointed. I kind of don't want to work hard anymore..."
"It's hard work."
"I failed the exam today, but it doesn't matter. Dad won't do anything. He won't beat me. He can only scold me a few times. I'm not afraid at all."
"I don't want to study hard, anyway, I have money."
"What will tomorrow be like? I don't know."
nbs "I love them, but I don't know what to do to make them love me too."
"Did they really love me?"
Lin Ziran sighed and said to the system, "I should have found out earlier."
The system has nothing to do with the main plot, so it doesn't matter if you don't know.
Lin Ziran was silent, yes, it's just an insignificant plot of a cannon fodder, no one cares at all, but Lu Maofeng and Feng Wan are not worth Lu Xiaodong destroying themselves.
He suddenly became curious. In the original plot, did Lu Xiaodong know the secret
Maybe this is really a mystery.
Lin Ziran put away the diary, and began to complain to the system, "But why is Ning Bo their biological son, this is too ridiculous!"
The scripts of the system game world are all drawn by Guangnao in the work library, but the scripts are only the outline of the plot, with few characters and simple plot context. To expand into a complete world, it must be completed. Based on the original plot In the above, the relationship between characters and the logic of the plot are perfected, so various hidden plots will be generated.
Lin Ziran was thoughtful.
It is understandable to say that, this is also the reason why this game is so difficult, right
Because according to the script, in addition to the protagonist Gongshou, there are also some villains in the world, as well as myself, the affectionate male supporting role, there are only 34 important roles in total, plus other supporting roles with names and surnames, usually no more than 10 people, the script Only one or two thousand words.
But with such a small number of people and such a simple plot, to expand into a complete world in the end requires a very large amount of data, and finally when the world is formed, every nc in this world is inextricably linked. relationship, and because of the need to improve the logic of the plot, there are many things that do not appear in the script - the so-called hidden plot.
According to Lu Xiaodong's behavior and ending in the original plot, Guangnao has completed the setting of Lu Xiaodong. The hidden plot is that Lu Xiaodong is not his own, so he will become like this in such a family environment, and finally Being ruthlessly abandoned again, making the world look more complete and reasonable, the setting that Lu Xiaodong is not his own is completely fine, and Lin Ziran can understand it.
But the question is, why did Ning Bai happen to be the biological child
Is there anything special about Ning Bai
Is it really a lazy brain and simply set the other protagonist as this hidden character? To save data volume
Why... it happened to be him.
Lin Ziran couldn't understand.
He always felt that things shouldn't be so simple, but for the time being, he couldn't think of the necessity of setting Ning Bai as his biological son.
Because even if it is another passerby A to play this biological son, it doesn't matter.
Lin Ziran put the diary in the bedside table, then opened the closet and started packing.
What are you going to do
Lin Ziran, I want to run away from home!
system…
Lin Ziran today is the day of Lu Xiaodong's awakening!
Even if Lu Xiaodong is really cheap, it is impossible to remain indifferent when faced with such a thing, right
He is not his parents' biological son, his parents' biological son is a ruthless scumbag. His eldest brother who he respects tries to talk to him, and his father has to send him out to please his eldest brother. It will be a ghost if he stays at home!
And in the script, didn't Lu Xiaodong break his leg because he was having trouble with Jiang Xuan? This shows that this child is also a bit rebellious and temperamental. Before, he only boiled frogs in warm water, so he never broke out.
As the saying goes, no longer erupts in silence and perishes in silence.
Lin Ziran chose to explode.
He started to open the closet to clean up his clothes. Although Ning Bai helped him choose these clothes, he bought them with money, so he wouldn't be in trouble with his own money! He casually took a few items that he saw pleasing to the eye, and he didn't have anything else to bring, just take good documents, bank cards, mobile wallets and other items, yes, and mobile phone charging cables!
After checking it carefully, there should be nothing missing, Lin Ziran pulled the box and walked out.
Unfortunately, I happened to meet Lu Maofeng and Feng Wan back.
The three of them looked at each other, the atmosphere was very strange.
Finally, Lu Maofeng spoke first. He looked at the box that Lin Ziran was pulling, and smiled, "Xiaodong, where are you going?"
Lin Ziran was silent.
Although I haven't heard much before, Lin Ziran can guess the plot. It should be that Lu Maofeng was sorry for Feng Wan, which caused Feng Wan to accidentally lose his son. In order to coax his wife to bring a son back to her to support, For him, Lu Xiaodong is just a tool, and naturally there is no emotion.
But Feng Wan is actually even more extreme. Although she accepted the child, she only has her own son in her heart. Even after 20 years, this substitute can't make up for what she has lost, and it can't make up for the trauma in her heart. , so he continued to impose cold violence on Lu Xiaodong.
This is also the reason why Lu Xiaodong is not liked, and the reason why he was finally abandoned in the original plot.
Lu Xiaodong tried so hard to get the attention of his parents, and tried so hard to help his parents to please Jiang Xuan, but it was useless... In Jiang Xuan's eyes, he was just a piece of shit, in the eyes of his parents was a waste, in the eyes of Ning Bo, he was a dummy, and he still had nothing. people like him...
He is indeed not as good as Ning Bai, but not everyone will be so good. Lu Xiaodong is just a child who lacks love. He has worked hard, but no one has put his efforts in their eyes, and no one has ever affirmed his efforts. .
As an unqualified substitute, what qualification is there to expect too much
But Lin Ziran still wanted to help him ask, "Dad, Mom, do you love me?"
Feng Wan's eyes were complicated, but he didn't speak.
Lu Maofeng smiled kindly and said, "Of course Dad loves you."
Lin Ziran thought to himself, Feng Wan is a real person, and if he doesn't love him, he won't answer, but Lu Maofeng is hypocritical.
He raised his eyebrows and smiled and said, "Really? It turns out that you love me, Dad, but I forgot to tell you something, Jiang Xuan tried to rape me, so I had a complete fallout with him, and I won't go looking for it again. His, he is very angry, he thinks that I don't know the current affairs, I wonder if he will anger you because of this..."
Lu Maofeng's face turned pale, and he said nervously, "Xiaodong, you..."
Lin Ziran smiled and joked, "By the way, I'm leaving, you should be happy, right? You can finally get rid of me, even if I die outside, it's none of your business."
Feng Wan pursed his lips and finally said slowly, "Since you already know, we have nothing to say, but if you are willing to stay at home, we will not chase you out. You are still our child."
What a compassionate heart, sir, am I short of this meal!
If you don't drive me away, I will be grateful to Dade
Do you really think I can't live without you
Lin Ziran walked past them with his head held high, and said lightly, "No need."
He got off the elevator.
The two of them didn't catch up.
Damn, you know that.
Lu Xiaodong is really blind to care about such parents, but on second thought, Lu Xiaodong can't be blamed for this, after all, since he can remember, he thinks that these are his parents, he is just kept in the dark, like everyone else The average child expects the love of his parents just as much.
Lin Ziran thought while walking. Although this is a hidden plot set by Guangnao, the original plot was not revealed. Why was it revealed this time? How is it different from the original story
Lin Ziran's footsteps paused, a flash of light flashed, and he suddenly thought of the scene where he met Jiang Xuan at the last banquet.
The words he said meaningfully as he left.
Could it be that Jiang Xuan knew it at that time
When he was investigating Ning Bai, he discovered Ning Bai's secret, which he regarded as a trump card. If Jiang Xuan really stabbed this matter, it was really a conspiracy! If Lu Xiaodong knew the truth, he might accept anyone, but he would never accept Ning Bai again.
How frustrating
And in the face of such a devastating blow, Jiang Xuan can come out as a big brother to save the United States and take care of Lu Xiaodong, who is at a low point in his life. He not only killed his rival in one fell swoop, but also took the opportunity to gain a caring little brother, which is like killing two birds with one stone...
Amazing…
It's really a ruthless strategy, but he has never thought about it, whether Lu Xiaodong wants such a result, whether Lu Xiaodong can withstand such a blow... He only cares about the result he wants.
But these are my own guesses.
It doesn't really matter what happened.
Lin Ziran sighed and came to the underground garage.
Seeing the man standing in front of his car, he couldn't help showing an unexpected look.
Lin Ziran frowned and said, "How did you find this place?"
Ning Bai seemed to have been waiting here for a long time. He looked at him with an expression that was too complicated to describe. His thin lips were slightly pursed. After a long time, he said hoarsely, "I asked."
Also, if Ning Bai wanted to know where he lived, it couldn't be easier, he just had to ask Lu Maofeng where he lived.
Lin Ziran looked indifferent and said, "Oh, you give in."
He tucked the suitcase into the back seat of the car.
When he turned around, Ning Bai still stood in front of him, looking a little sad and sad, and said softly, "I have something to tell you."
Lin Ziran was impatient. If it wasn't for completing the task, who would want to coax you, a picky ghost, all day long? It's self-inflicted to stop me at such a time!
Lin Ziran raised an eyebrow and smiled, "But I have nothing to tell you."
Ning Bai's face was pale, and he looked at the boy in front of him absentmindedly.
He thought he could let go and end the relationship peacefully. He would not be shaken by one person... Even just a day ago, he thought so.
He thought they would never meet again from now on.
Gradually, you can also forget that moment of heartbreak and go back to the past.
But he never dreamed that the boy would be Lu Maofeng's child. He thought he didn't hurt him... but he didn't think that his existence would hurt him the most.
The attitudes of Lu Maofeng and Feng Wan made Ning Bai dare not even think about how painful and desperate the boy was when he left decisively.
When his heart was so uncomfortable that he could barely breathe, he finally had to admit that he liked this child.
He cares about him.
So I don't want to see him hurt because of myself, I don't want to see him sad because of myself...
Ning Bai's eyes softened, fearing to irritate the boy, he said in a soothing voice, "Where are you going?"
Lin Ziran looked at him playfully, "Where do you care about me? Besides, what right do you have to care about me?"
Ning Bai's eyes were sad, but he still kept his restraint and said, "You are my lover, I should care about you..."
Lin Ziran interrupted him before he could finish speaking, "What you said was just an expedient measure. I understand. Don't worry, I won't force you to admit this relationship."
Ning Bai pursed his lips, "No..."
Lin Ziran didn't want to go around in circles anymore, he sighed, imitating Ning Bo's tone, and said coolly, "I don't love him."
Ning Bai's expression changed drastically, and he looked at him in shock.
That day…
Lin Ziran smiled slightly, "I've heard it all, so you don't have to lie to me and pity me because you feel owed. It's my wishful thinking to pursue you, and you have the right not to respond to me."
The pain in Ning Bo's eyes finally couldn't be suppressed, he said, "It's not pitiful..."
He fixedly looked at Lin Ziran, all kinds of emotions flickering in his eyes, he seemed to finally make a decision, and said slowly, "I like you."
Lin Ziran raised his eyebrows and looked at him, "Then this is even more funny, do you like me as a person, or do you like my obedience, my obedience, my liking for you, and my obedience to you?"
Every time he said a word, Ning Bai's face became paler.
"You just like the obedient me, what you like is when I become the way you like..." Lin Ziran walked straight over, pushed him away coldly, and said word by word, "So, don't say you like me anymore, because -I do not like you anymore."