Who am I and where am I
Lin Ziran looked confused, he actually heard the word 'love' from Ning Bai's mouth.
No wonder he was shocked, because he had read the script.
In the original script, Ning Bo and Jiang Xuan were divided and combined. Jiang Xuan had killed six generals in order to chase his wife. When the two were about to get married, Ning Bo did not say the word love, he only said that he liked it.
At that time, Lin Ziran felt that this person was too cold.
He doesn't care about those who love him at all.
Like a hot rock.
So even if this kind of person really falls in love with someone, it shouldn't be easy to declare it, right
Later, Lin Ziran thought, maybe Ning Bo said it, but it was not written in the script outline
But in any case, this doesn't prevent Lin Ziran from knowing what kind of person Ning Bo is, so when he slept with him before, he didn't think he would love him, at most he just liked it a little or didn't hate it. friend…
Hearing Ning Bai saying that he loved him at this moment, this strong sense of disobedience made him feel very absurd.
Most importantly, what did you do to make Ning Bai fall in love with him? !
Lin Ziran looked confused.
Isn't this bastard kidding him
Ning Bo looked at Lin Ziran's face and knew that he didn't believe it, but he couldn't blame him. He had done too much before, who would believe that he would fall in love with someone
Just ten days ago, he wouldn't have believed it himself.
But he didn't regret saying it.
This is the first and only time he has loved someone, even if this love is no longer needed, it doesn't matter.
Twenty years ago he knew that love should not be a tool to bind a person.
Ning Bai spoke slowly, his voice low and hoarse, "I just told you this, not for you to respond to me, you don't need to feel any burden."
Lin Ziran was about to scold him at first, but seeing him like this, he was a little bit speechless.
Because Ning Bai looks very sincere, if this is fake, then his acting is too realistic, if this is real, blah blah blah... How could it be real!
Lin Ziran calmed down, he had to reason with Ning Bai and talk about it.
Otherwise, how could I have time to entangle with him all day long
Ning Bai suddenly changed his attitude. If he didn't really love him, then Bacheng would be sympathetic, right? Because he is so good, he is the biological son of the Lu family, but he is an unwanted substitute. He may feel that it will cause him harm, and he thinks that he still likes him. This is just to comfort the injured self. ? Is Ning Bai still a Virgin? !
Although this logic doesn't seem to be very smooth, Lin Ziran really can't think of any other reason...
Lin Ziran said coldly, "If you just sympathize with me, no need, I'm fine."
Lu Xiaodong wouldn't want to be sympathized with, especially—he didn't want to be sympathized by this person.
Ning Bai was a little sad, he said slowly, "It's not sympathy."
In fact, he may have fallen in love with this boy before he knew the truth, or maybe even longer before, when he first saw him, when he didn't realize it...
If you don't love him, why keep him by your side.
If you don't love him, why tease him and bully him.
If you don't love him, why do you worry so much when he is in danger, and find him without hesitation
His body loves him instinctively, but his heart is firmly blocked. He doesn't take a step forward, afraid of getting hurt, and tells himself that he won't fall in love with anyone.
Until he finally couldn't continue to deceive himself.
Running away, it turns out, doesn't solve any problems.
Lin Ziran stared at Ning Bo for a long time, then suddenly laughed, he raised his hand and rubbed his messy hair, leaned over, raised the corner of his mouth, and gave Ning Bo a provocative smile, "Okay, I'll take it. You love me, but I won't listen to you anymore, and I won't be the way you like it, is that okay?"
Ning Bai looked at him, "You don't need to change for anyone, all I love is you, no matter what you look like."
Ha, so hypocritical!
Will I believe you
Lin Ziran will never forget how frustrating this picky ghost is, he is simply an enhanced version of a perfectionist obsessive-compulsive and control freak! He even had to put on his slippers, and he didn't move at all. In order to pursue you, I had to dress according to your preferences and buy you this and that. I don't believe you can bear the me now. ! Who is afraid of whom!
Lin Ziran turned around and left.
Went back to the bedroom and fell asleep.
After waking up, I ordered a takeout, and then I thought about it, although I was disgusting Ning Bai, but if I want him to change back to killing Matt, he will not embarrass himself for the disgust of others. But if you want to make Ning Bai unhappy, you don't have to kill Matt, there are many ways.
Lin Ziran also has money now, enough for him to squander it to get out of this world, and he found that since he lived in the dormitory, he couldn't spend much money at all. At that time, he was eager to ask for money and sold the car cheaply. Now it seems that it doesn't matter whether it is sold or not. look...
Don't care, it's just a game, money is an outside thing!
He went to a cheap supermarket and bought some t-shirts and jeans that looked dirty at first glance. It looked like the style of the urban-rural border, but Lin Ziran felt that there was nothing unacceptable. There are few students in this school. already
My hair has grown a little bit lately, and occasionally it covers my eyes. Lin Ziran originally planned to have it repaired, but now he doesn't. The bangs on his forehead are pushed directly behind his ears.
As for shoes, it's even better, a pair of flip-flops is enough this season! Choose a color more dazzling!
Easy and comfortable!
And it was out of tune with Ning Bo's preferences.
Two hundred dollars to get the whole body and body.
Lin Ziran felt that he was really a little genius.
Back then, I was really thinking about spending hundreds of thousands of dollars on clothes, and every time I think about it, I feel heartbroken!
He can only comfort himself, it is for the task of doing the task, and the money is not spent, it is the task gold coins issued by the system...
Xia Hang has been working and studying during the day recently, and usually only goes back to the dormitory at night. He doesn't think there is any difference between Lin Ziran. In his opinion, Lin Ziran used to have 5,000 T-shirts and now he has 50 T-shirts. The difference is not big, I just feel that Lin Ziran is more comfortable and relaxed now.
He and Lin Ziran have gotten to know each other very well these days, and the two often go in and out together.
This day, Xia Hang returned to the dormitory with a nervous expression on his face. He worriedly said to Lin Ziran, "I feel like someone is following you."
Lin Ziran's eyelids jumped, pretending not to know, and said, "Where, where is someone following me?"
Xia Hang mysteriously pulled Lin Ziran to the balcony, quietly pointed to the black car under a ginkgo tree below, and said, "Every time I go out with you recently, I see this car, it shouldn't be so Coincidence..."
Lin Ziran laughed dryly, "No way, I didn't provoke anyone? How could someone follow me?"
Xia Hang heard the words and asked, "Really? Think about it again?"
Lin Ziran almost didn't swear to God, "Really not! Definitely not following me!"
Xia Hang's face was pale, shivering, and in a trance, "I didn't follow you, could it be that I followed me? But I didn't offend anyone... "
Lin Ziran "… "
Xia Hang began to think constantly and muttered to himself, "I go to the restaurant every morning to work, and I come back at 5 o'clock in the afternoon. I have no contact with any strangers or perverts, and I should not be perverted by my appearance. Take a look..."
Lin Ziran couldn't see it, the classmate was so terrified that he had to think of a perverted lewd killer. He felt very guilty and said, "I don't think so, maybe you're thinking too much..."
Xia Hang said with a white face, "I hope so. In short, you and I have been careful recently. Don't go out when it's dark, and don't be alone. It is said that some perverts like to attack college students, even men. pass… "
Lin Ziran "Um..."
He comforted Xia Hang for a while, and when Xia Hang went out the next day, he ran to Ning Bai's car angrily, kicked the car door, and said angrily, "Come out for me!"
The car door opened, Ning Bai stepped down and looked at him softly, "Is something wrong?"
Lin Ziran looked at Ning Perverted Stalker Bai, and said without a smile, "Do you know that your car looks conspicuous, my classmate found it, and now he thinks you are following him and want to kidnap him!"
Ning Bo was silent for a moment, he looked at Lin Ziran seriously, and said, "Sorry, I will find a way to solve it."
Lin Ziran looked at him threateningly with a cold face, "You better solve it!"
After saying that, he ignored Ning Bai and left.
Lin Ziran went back to the dormitory, thinking about it, he was not very relieved, Ning Bo promised so readily this time, how did he plan to solve it, or could he finally leave
But he was too lazy to think too much. Although Ning Bai was cold-hearted, he would still do what he promised. He was a man who didn't talk much but was fairly reliable.
Lin Ziran went to the Internet cafe to play games during the day, and didn't come back until after eight o'clock in the evening.
As soon as they pushed, they found that Ning Bai was sitting in the bedroom, chatting and laughing with Xia Hang.
Lin Ziran? ?
I asked you to solve the problem, not to let you come to my bedroom
Xia Hang saw Lin Ziran returning and said enthusiastically, "Xiaodong, your cousin is here to see you."
Cousin Lin Ziran? ?
system…
Xia Hang looked at Lin Ziran with a stunned look, remembered what Ning Bo said to him just now, and he had something to worry about. He pulled Lin Ziran in and said, "Don't think too much, Brother Ning is also worried about you."
Lin Ziran looked at Ning Bo with vigilant eyes, what story did he and Xia Hang make up
Ning Bo saw Lin Ziran's expression and knew that he was not happy that he continued to stay here. He got up and said with interest, "I still have something to do, so I won't bother you. Xiaodong lives here, and I would like to ask Xia to take care of you."
Xia Hang nodded again and again and said, "Brother Ning, don't worry! I will take good care of Xiaodong!"
Ning Bai said, "Thank you."
After speaking, he stood up and said gently to Lin Ziran, "Then I'm leaving."
Lin Ziran didn't even give him a look.
When Ning Bai left, he frowned and asked Xia Hang, "What did he tell you?"
Xia Hang looked at Lin Ziran and said with a smile, "I was the one who made an oolong before. I thought it was abnormal. In fact, the car belongs to Brother Ning. He came to school to see you because he was worried about you."
Lin Ziran still didn't understand how he became his cousin, so he said sadly, "You can believe whatever he says to you."
Xia Hang looked at him suspiciously, "What's so unbelievable? Brother Ning is a very reliable person. Besides, I have nothing to deceive him. What's the benefit of him deceiving me. Xiaodong, don't be angry, I You're not happy to know your dad didn't promise to buy you a new car, but they're still worried about you, that's why your cousin came to see you..."
Lin Ziran "… "
Seeing that Xia Hang is already convinced, Lin Ziran is very toothache, but he is too embarrassed to tell the truth, saying that he and Ning Bai are the enemies of the former gun friend now
Forget it, let Xia Hang misunderstand.
Xia Hang saw that Lin Ziran didn't speak, and his heart was like this. In fact, he didn't finish speaking.
Brother Ning also told him that Lu Xiaodong was unhappy because his parents ignored him because his parents gave birth to a second child. The child was very sensitive, so he ran away from home to live in the dormitory. He was very worried about Lu Xiaodong's psychological condition and asked Xia Hang to solve it a lot. Accompany him, tell him immediately if there is any abnormal situation, but in order not to hurt Lu Xiaodong's self-esteem, so don't tell Lu Xiaodong these things.
Xia Hang thought that Xiaodong was so old, and his parents still insisted on having a second child.
Lin Ziran was lying on the bed in the dormitory, took out his mobile phone and started playing, but he couldn't get in. He felt that Ning Bo was provoking him!
I clearly told him not to pester him, but he was fine, and he even dared to call himself his cousin, and came into the room!
Lin Ziran put down the phone and went downstairs.
This time, Ning Bai's car was parked farther away, and it was parked downstairs in the dormitory.
The face that has always been deserted seems to have a dim shadow because he has not rested for a long time, and the whole person looks like a layer of fog.
This looks kind of distressing.
But Lin Ziran wouldn't be fooled so easily! He felt that this guy was very faulty recently, and he suddenly fell in love with him. Please, you were ruthless before, and suddenly turned 360 degrees and followed me. I really can't stand it, bro!
Lin Ziran walked over and said angrily, "Hello."
Ning Bai opened his eyes, and there was silence in his pale eyes. After a while, a light and gentle color appeared, and he said, "What's the matter with you?"
Lin Ziran sternly said, "You have to follow me, don't you?"
Ning Bai looked at the boy in front of him. His hair was messy, he was wearing a floral T-shirt and flip-flops. But I don't know why, as long as I can look at this person well, and I can still lose my temper when I look at him, all the haze in my heart during this time has been dispelled in an instant...
Ning Bai smiled slightly, "I said I love you, so I just care about you."
Caring about me is just being a stalker
And who needs your worries anymore
Lin Ziran raised his eyebrows and said coolly, "Oh, sorry, but I don't love you."
Ning Bai said, "It's okay, I just love you."
Lin Ziran was very mad, thinking that he wasn't expressing himself clearly enough? You are also a decent person, how to say shameless is shameless? He finally couldn't bear it anymore, and laughed frivolously, "Are you cheap?"
Ning Bai's face turned pale for a moment, and the pain in his eyes flashed past, so fast that it was almost impossible to notice, he still looked gentle and indifferent, smiled, "Loving you is the most beautiful thing in my opinion, so, don't be cheap. ."
This is my truth.
Whether you believe it or not.
I'm so happy to meet you, to fall in love with you, to protect you...
There are some things you don't understand and don't need to know... As long as I know it alone.
All these tragedies started because of me.
If it wasn't for me leaving, you wouldn't be in that home, you wouldn't suffer such pain, you could have been adopted by a family that was not very wealthy, but loved you, and lived a plain and happy life, instead of ending up with nothing like this to the point of.
I should have realized that I fell in love with you earlier, but instead of loving you well, I pushed you deeper...
I am as guilty as they are.
So no matter what, I want to hold your hand and bring you out of that darkness.
If I can't save myself, at least I hope I can save you.
Lin Ziran looked at Ning Bo like this, he couldn't beat him, he couldn't get rid of him even if he scolded him, he was even more rascal than himself, this shameless rogue title should be given to you!
Why is this scene so special like when he was chasing Ning Bai back then
Lin Ziran, I seriously suspect that Ning Bo's and I's scripts have been reversed!
The system sighs that you always have the ability to play the characters upside down.
Lin Ziran...? Is this a compliment
Lin Ziran glared at Ning Bo with gritted teeth, do whatever you want!
Ning Bai didn't move, watching the boy's figure disappear at the door of the building, he coughed lightly with his fist to his lips.
Not long after, the phone suddenly rang, and it was Xue Ze who called.
Xue Ze's roar was almost deafening, "Brother, when are you going to come back? Are you embarrassed to leave everything to me? Please take pity on my delicate flower!"
Ning Bai laughed softly, "You are so capable, don't be humble, you don't need pity."
Xue Ze "...you are really too much."
Ning Bai, "Speak straight, or I'll hang up."
Xue Ze, "I've investigated, there is something wrong with Jiang Xuan's company, I have contacted some of his company's employees privately, and are going to sue his company for some disputes, but this is thankless, although it can hold him back a little, but It's going to be hard for him to hurt."
Ning Bai smiled, but his voice contained a chill, "Just hold him back, let him spend less time doing those things that he doesn't have, and the point is, I want him to know the consequences if he does things he shouldn't do. Seriously, I will never sit idly by."
Xue Ze said, "He definitely won't dare to be hard, otherwise he won't be able to eat and walk around, don't worry. But seriously, you'd better come back and rest, it's not a problem for you to keep guarding like this, it's difficult. Can't you watch him 24 hours a day?"
Ning Bai said, "I'm fine, you don't have to worry."
Xue Ze sighed and couldn't help but spit out, "Why do you say that, you didn't listen when I told you, then you had to treat Xiaolu well and keep him by your side, now he will definitely listen to your words and obey everything, Where is the need to suffer so much? In the end, no one appreciates it..."
There was a bit of bitterness on Ning Bai's lips, "You don't understand... But, you're right, it's my fault..."
All this was brought about by himself.
He always thought that he was strong enough, even if he left that home, he could live well by himself, he thought that the scar was covered up by him, that nothing could hurt him again.
But in fact, this is a sign of cowardice, because a truly strong person will not close his heart for fear of being hurt.
In fact, he and Lu Xiaodong.
What's the difference
Do not.
There is still a difference...
At least Lu Xiaodong still dares to love, dare to work hard, and dare to pursue.
Even if you fall all over your body, you won't give up easily.
But he didn't even dare to love.
He was not as brave as the boy.
…
Because Ning Bai and Xia Hang got to know each other, he began to have the opportunity to enter the room.
From time to time, I come to the dormitory to visit him, and occasionally bring some snacks. Xia Hang likes him very much, because every time Ning Bai brings a snack, he also prepares one for him!
Ning Bai came again today.
Lin Ziran was lying on the bed, pretending that there was no such person below, turning a blind eye and playing games.
Ning Bai knew that he was not welcome, so he put down his things and left quickly.
Xia Hang was eating Ning Bai's snacks and felt very sorry. He cautiously said to Lin Ziran, "Xiaodong, don't you like your cousin?"
Lin Ziran said, "Isn't it obvious enough that I don't like him?"
Xia Hang asked again, "Why? He really cares about you. Don't be like this. How hurtful this attitude is... "
Lin Ziran got down from the top bunk and said sadly, "You were bought by him for such a little snack? All my limited edition figures were thrown away by his bastard as garbage. I collected them for several years. , can you understand my pain! I will never forgive him in my life!"
Xia Hang's face turned green when he heard this. He also has a hobby of collecting figurines. He is very able to understand this kind of anger and pain. he!"
Lin Ziran laughed and lay down again to continue playing with the phone.
Finally, I don't have to listen to Xia Hang's help for Ning Bai.
…
Lin Ziran went out for a walk that day. He ate all kinds of snacks near the school. He found that one of the small restaurants was good and cheap, and it looked clean and hygienic.
After eating, he rode his shared bicycle to a nearby internet cafe.
On the way back in the evening, I saw the barbecue, I went to buy a bunch of skewers, and walked back while eating. I had a very pleasant life...
Seeing that he was about to return to the dormitory, Lin Ziran was walking and eating. Thinking of Ning Bai's recent entanglement, he was exhausted. He sighed. The last skewer also fell to the ground and rolled in a circle covered with dirt...
Because the pain level is very low, the pain is not obvious... But the loss of the skewers made his heart ache!
Lin Ziran was stunned for a moment, and then almost cried out of grievance.
The meat to the mouth flew!
Just when Lin Ziran was very sad, a man next to him suddenly rushed over and picked him up carefully, looking at the wound on his leg with a worried look.
Lin Ziran was stunned for a moment, then looked up at Ning Bo in a daze, you are really scary like this, okay
Why are you there all the time
Do you have nothing else to do but follow me
I just want to be happy by myself, but you look at me like a prisoner all day, it's really annoying... It's so sad to lose the skewer in the middle of the night, and you even come out to touch my bad head, Lin Ziran Finally I couldn't bear it to explode!
Ning Bo looked at Lin Ziran anxiously, he pulled him into his arms with one hand, the boy was wearing a pair of shorts today, and he fell so hard just now that blood was oozing from his knees, Ning Bo reached out and was about to take Lin Ziran away. hold up...
The boy suddenly waved his hand and opened his hand angrily! With tears in his eyes, he looked at him angrily, "Go away!"
bad mood,
Don't suffer the old man!