Ning Bai's hand was suddenly waved away, he stared at the boy in a daze, the boy's dark eyes filled with tears, as if he was extremely uncomfortable, and finally he couldn't help but burst out all his grievances, and said to him coldly, "Go away. !"
Ning Bai's heart seemed to be hit by a blunt weapon, and his face turned pale.
During this time, the boy seemed to be indifferent and indifferent. He didn't seem to take everything to heart, and he even roared at him occasionally... Sometimes Ning Bai would think, maybe he thought too much. , The boy is actually not that fragile, he will not do stupid things... I don't need to worry about it.
But looking at the boy's eyes at this moment, looking at the sadness inside, he suddenly realized that it was not the case.
Actually he was sad.
I just don't want to be discovered by others, I don't want to show weakness in front of myself, I don't want people to know that he is pitiful...
So trying to pretend doesn't matter.
Pretend not to care.
But now he can't take it anymore.
Ning Bai's Adam's apple rolled, he lowered his eyes, and said hoarsely for a long time, "You are injured, I just want to help you deal with it."
When Lin Ziran lost Chuanchuan, his mood was at his worst, he didn't want to talk to Ning Bo at all, got up and left, "Don't worry about it!"
However, just after walking a few steps, he was suddenly hugged by someone. Lin Ziran struggled a few times but failed to break free, and was carried by Ning Bai to the side of the car!
The man's movements were gentle but strong. He gently put Lin Ziran on the back seat, then took out the first aid kit from the trunk, knelt down in front of him on one knee, held up his calf, and whispered, "Don't move. "
Lin Ziran? Are you a prophet? Have you counted that I'm going to wrestle? Is there a first aid kit in the car? !
He looked at the man kneeling in front of him on one knee, and was a little confused.
Seeing Ning Bai's persistent attitude, he wouldn't let go if he didn't deal with him. He didn't want to fight with Ning Bai even though he couldn't. After all, it wasn't a real hatred. He kept silent, acquiesced to Ning Bai to help him deal with the wound, while thinking about how to persuade Ning Bai to let him go.
Ning Bai gently supported the boy's calf. There were a lot of small stones on the road just now. The boy's knee was bloody and bloody. There was a look of pity in his eyes. How could he be so careless...
It doesn't take care of itself at all.
He took out an alcohol cotton ball, raised his eyes and said to Lin Ziran, "It hurts a little bit, please bear with it."
Lin Ziran pursed his lips and said nothing.
He didn't feel the pain, he just thought Ning Bai was so strange...
The outline of the man's face appeared softer in the night. The eyes he looked at him were so gentle, probably because he didn't have a good rest, there were faint red blood in his eyes, and his beautiful face was covered with a faint sadness. , looks a little fragile and embarrassed, making myself embarrassed to kick it...
After all, he also eats soft and not hard.
Ning Bai felt that the boy didn't move, and began to carefully help him deal with the wound on his knee. The man lowered his head, and his whole figure seemed to be enveloped in a layer of mist. His movements were pious and focused.
Lin Ziran couldn't help but be a little curious.
Lin Ziran is so strange, like he really loves me, but why does he love me
How do I know the system
Lin Ziran... Although I didn't expect the system to answer the question, I was still a little depressed when I heard this...
Lin Ziran felt that maybe he was thinking too much. After all, Ning Bo swore ten days ago that he didn't love him, so he wouldn't fall in love with him even if he was on a rocket, right
Falling in love so easily makes Lin Ziran doubt love...
He felt that Ning Bai still thought he liked him, maybe he thought that what he said before was angry! Today, I must make it clear to Ning Bai!
In ten minutes, the wound on Lin Ziran's knee was healed.
Ning Bai raised his head, his eyes were gentle, "I'll take you back."
Lin Ziran didn't move, he just looked at him condescendingly, raised his lips, and said sarcastically, "Don't you think, how much I really like you?"
Ning Bai made a move.
Lin Ziran lowered his head, approached him, and said earnestly, "I don't love you at all."
Ning Bai looked into the boy's eyes, those eyes were so cold and determined... His heart seemed to be gouged out again, he closed his eyes, and said in a low voice, "I always knew."
Lin Ziran was startled, suddenly a little nervous. He always knew? What do you mean, did he see through me long ago!
System... What, do you think your acting is good
Lin Ziran…
The system or the way you thought your previous pursuits looked a lot like true love
Lin Ziran…
Ning Bai lowered his eyes.
Actually you don't say it.
I know that too.
Maybe the fiery, enthusiastic, focused, serious look in your eyes at first made me confused for a moment and made me doubt that you really like me, as if in your eyes I am the only important person, but after all that is just a A momentary delusion... You're like a rambunctious kid, you'll say you like me, love me, but there's never love in your eyes, I figured it out later.
You occasionally annoy me on purpose, do things I don't like you do, and look at me provocatively...
You pursue me for no reason, just because you want to do it, want to spend your life in a ridiculous, rebellious way...
You may have liked me.
But you don't know what love is.
So when you find out about your life experience, you can say that you don't like it if you don't like it. If you say let go, let it go cleanly and thoroughly. Pursuing me is more like a game for you.
But even though I knew all this, I still fell into it involuntarily...
It was you who made me understand that my self-righteous insistence was all a joke.
Ning Bai's eyes drooped slightly, he smiled lowly, "It's okay, I don't need you to love me."
Lin Ziran asked suspiciously, "Really?"
Ning Bai looked at him dotingly and nodded, "Really."
Lin Ziran "Then don't follow me."
This time, Ning Bai did not agree.
He looked at the boy sadly and complicatedly.
Lin Ziran jumped out of the car, turned around and walked away, but after walking a few steps, he turned around and found that Ning Bai was still looking at him. It's annoying to go to zhen039de! Stop following me! Let me die for you to see!"
What Ning Bai did, he wanted to quit the game.
Unexpectedly, as soon as these words came out, Ning Bo, who had always had a restrained expression before, suddenly turned pale, showing a sad look, and his body swayed slightly.
Lin Ziran "… "
It was as if he was bullying Ning Bai.
Ning Bai looked at him for a long time, and finally spoke, his voice was hoarse, with a hint of pleading, "I don't have to follow you, but can you promise me to take good care of yourself?"
Lin Ziran was overjoyed, did he finally talk to Ning Bai
He nodded and said, "Okay."
Ning Bai gave him a deep look, then turned and left neatly, but his back was a little lonely.
…
The next day, Lin Ziran got up and took a look, and finally couldn't see the familiar black car.
The world is quiet!
Beautiful!
Ning Bai finally stopped coming!
Lin Ziran was extremely happy. It seemed that his open heart-to-heart talk yesterday still persuaded Ning Bo. He knew that he wouldn't come if he didn't like him at all, so who wouldn't want to show his face? After all, he didn't owe him anything. Although Lu Xiaodong was indeed pitiful, he had nothing to do with Ning Bai. In fact, it was the fault of the scumbag.
In short, you and I don't make the water in the well, just have nothing to do with each other.
Lin Ziran now lives in the dormitory, eats from roadside stalls, and occasionally goes to the Internet bar and eats out.
Xia Hang is also the same as usual. One weekend he stayed in the dormitory and suddenly asked Lin Ziran strangely, "Why isn't your brother here?"
Lin Ziran lied calmly, "He's on a business trip."
Xia Hang nodded "Oh."
A few more days passed.
Lin Ziran chatted with the system boredly while walking.
Lin Ziran, has it been almost two months since I came to this world
system yes.
Lin Ziran touched his chin, should he prepare to quit the game, but he hasn't figured out how to die...
Jiang Xuan didn't come recently, which made Lin Ziran a little surprised.
At first, he was quite afraid of Jiang Xuan's endless entanglement. After all, he has a ruthless personality. If he refuses too many times, it will be very annoying to be wicked and dare to attack him.
Who knows that Jiang Xuan can't figure it out, it's a good thing, a good thing, and I really don't like him much!
Luckily for Lin Ziran, Ning Bo wasn't here, otherwise he would follow me every day, and I still couldn't let go. Although he has long decided to let himself go, he is still Lu Xiaodong in the eyes of others, and Lin Ziran doesn't want to have extra troubles at this time.
The system is here.
Lin Ziran? ?
The system is there every day.
Lin Ziran was shocked that I didn't see it!
The system he drives a different car every day, today is the white one 100 meters ahead of you.
Lin Ziran... why didn't you tell me.
The system you didn't ask me.
Lin Ziran…
Aah, Lin Ziran is about to go crazy. He hasn't done anything he shouldn't have done recently, right? This stalker is horrible!
Lin Ziran couldn't take it anymore, he rushed directly in front of the car and slapped the window hard!
After a long time, the door was still open.
Ning Bai's expression was very embarrassed. He didn't seem to want to be discovered, so he was speechless when he looked at Lin Ziran.
Lin Ziran was very angry, oh, you know how embarrassed you are
You can be a high-IQ criminal at your level, you know!
Lin Ziran pointed at him with trembling fingers, "You just won't leave, will you?"
Ning Bai was silent, "I'm sorry."
The boy was so angry last time that he even said dead words, which made Ning Bo sleepless. He didn't dare to be found by the boy.
Leave his world and stop bothering him.
Who would have been so careful, but was still discovered...
Lin Ziran couldn't help crying in his heart, he finally knew the pain of being chased and run, he really couldn't bear it.
It's no wonder that I used to sit at the door of his company every day. Ning Bo was so bored and impatient that he didn't even want to look at him. Now that I think about it, Ning Bo has a good temper. He looks like a scoundrel, harassing each other every day, pestering him every day at his work place, and he can't get rid of him no matter how fast he goes... If he encountered such a scoundrel, he would definitely have been yelling at him long ago! So how I hated it so much back then, how did I catch up with Ning Bai was unbelievable...
Big brother, you are actually taking revenge on me now, right
Repaying his body with his way
etc…
Lin Ziran seems to be inspired! How did Ning Bai toss himself to make him want to leave immediately
Hahahaha, feng shui turns, you can't think of today!
I am the best at learning and using it!
Since I can't drive you away, why can't you bear to go by yourself? Not to mention anything else, but after a period of pursuit, he still understands Ning Bai's preferences and habits, how can I be so good at making you unhappy!
I'm not forcing you to do anything, if you can't do it, just leave by yourself.
Isn't that what you did against me at the time? You take my tricks against me, and I'll take your tricks against you!
Lin Ziran looked up and down Ning Bo, raised his eyebrows and said with a smile, "You just want to follow me?"
Ning Bai was silent for a moment, then nodded.
Lin Ziran said, "It's not impossible, but I don't like you stalking me like this. You can appear in front of me in the future, but you are not allowed to be sneaky!"
Ning Bo looked at Lin Ziran in disbelief.
Lin Ziran stared at him, "If you secretly follow me again, don't blame me for being rude."
Ning Bai nodded seriously, and there seemed to be a faint light flashing in those dark and silent eyes.
Lin Ziran turned his face away, "Come with me, Xia Hang has asked you several times recently, please invite us out to dinner!"
Ning Bai smiled and said, "Okay."
Half an hour later, the three sat at KFC.
Lin Ziran crossed his legs and looked at Ning Bo with a smile, but he was bound to report it. He still remembered the family bucket that was robbed at that time! This bastard clearly doesn't eat it himself, just to make things difficult for him to take away his whole family bucket, he has never forgotten this hatred! Today I want to watch you eat, watch you eat enough! To solve the hatred in my heart, Mr.
Lin Ziran put a whole family bucket in front of Ning Bai, and then put the super spicy chili powder that he brought from outside, and thoughtfully sprinkled Ning Bai with a thick layer, and said softly, "Eat it, it's all you. Favorite, you must finish it."
Ning Bai "… good."
He looked at the provocative look in the boy's eyes, and it was clear that he didn't like the thing in front of him, but his heart softened for a moment. As long as the boy was willing to make things difficult for him, he could still make things alive... He felt that it would be great to be able to do this. Okay…
Xia Hang looked at the whole family bucket in front of Ning Bai, looked at the thick layer of red on it, and took a deep breath. Rao is a person like him who is not hot and not happy. At this moment, he can't help but feel intimidated. Brother Ning looks decent. People, I didn't expect that my hobbies would be so... grounded, it's really unexpected...
Ning Bai cherished the time sitting with the boy like this.
He stretched out his hand to pick up a piece of chicken wing, fixedly glanced at it, lowered his eyelashes and bit it.
Tears came out before one had finished eating.
The man's face is extremely delicate and beautiful, his eyelashes are slender, at this moment there is a mist on the light amber eyes, and the pale lips are blushing because of being spicy, the fingertips that were clean and slender are now greasy, biting slowly...
Xia Hang "… "
He thinks that Brother Ning may be the kind of Ye Gong who is not good at eating spicy food, but he loves it to death, but he wants to eat it. This kind of person is really difficult. I swallowed with tears in my eyes, this is probably the pain and happiness in the legend...
Xia Hang thoughtfully took a glass of ice Coke and pushed it over, saying, "Brother Ning, drink some water before you eat."
Lin Ziran took it over quickly, hehe smiled, "You don't know him, he likes to eat dry."
Xia Hang looked at Ning Bai and was very puzzled.
really
So oily and so spicy
Does anyone like to torture themselves like this
Ning Bai's eyelashes trembled, his voice was slightly hoarse, and he said, "Yes, I like to eat dry."
Xia Hang... Well, everyone has their own love and cannot be forced.
Lin Ziran ate this meal very quickly, he didn't rush to leave after eating, just sat there playing with his mobile phone, and looked up at Ning Bai from time to time to eat.
Seeing Ning Bai like this, it must be unbearable.
Hehe, if you can't bear it, just leave, I didn't force you at all~
Xia Hang felt a little distressed, but Big Brother Ning liked that he couldn't say anything. Really, sometimes if you can't eat, don't force it...
Why bother yourself
Ning Bai really didn't drink a sip of water, he slowly finished it in one bite, and finally ate the last piece. He raised his head and showed Lin Ziran an apologetic smile, gentle, but his voice was a little hoarse, "I'm sorry, I kept you all for a long time. waited."
Lin Ziran was a little surprised, this picky ghost actually finished eating
Ning Bai stood up and said calmly, "I'm going to the bathroom."
Lin Ziran "Oh."
Ning Bai walked steadily to the bathroom, closed the door, and suddenly bent down and vomited all of it out. He vomited for a while, and his bile was almost finished. His face was full of pain. After gargling for a long time, I made sure there was no smell before coming back.
Lin Ziran looked at him angrily, "I fell out of the toilet."
Xia Hang pulled him and whispered, "It'll be nothing in a while..."
Ning Bai seemed a little embarrassed, and smiled lightly, "I'll take you back."
Ning Bai looked normal all the way, with a calm expression, except for a little red and swollen lips, nothing else. Lin Ziran wondered if he had guessed wrong... Ning Bai was obviously not at all spicy in the past, but He ate all of it today and it's fine...
Is it true that he can't eat spicy food
Anyway, I failed today!
Lin Ziran returned to the dormitory with a cold face. Tomorrow, he had to think of a new way to make things difficult for Ning Bo.
…
Ning Bo did what he said and didn't follow him any more. Every time he came, he would send a message to Lin Ziran and tell him where to wait for him.
Lin Ziran went out to play games that day. When he came back, he met Ning Bai who was waiting for him at the gate of the school. He was about to buy himself a cup of milk tea when suddenly his eyes moved and he took Ning Bai to the milk tea shop.
Lin Ziran "Two cups of bubble tea, one super sweet."
In order to make the milk tea sweeter, Lin Ziran specifically asked the clerk to add a few more spoons of sugar. He handed the milk tea to Ning Bai and smiled, "Please drink it."
The clerk admires it very much. It is the first time he has seen such a sweet person, and he is an ascetic elite who is cold at first sight. He is really unbelievable!
Looking at the sly smile in the boy's eyes, Ning Bai directly reached out to take the milk tea, lowered his eyes and said softly, "Thank you."
Lin Ziran "… " Suspected that he was about to miscalculate again.
Ning Bai still drank very slowly, but he really finished drinking again!
Lin Ziran was convinced.
This kind of milk tea full of saccharin can't hold a sweet tooth like him.
Does Ning Bai really not want to vomit
Or you are more ruthless!
Lin Ziran thought about it, that was the only way he could make things difficult for Ning Bo...
If Ning Bai ate and drank everything, it would be meaningless to make things difficult.
As for buying breakfast and a late-night snack, Lin Ziran didn't think it was necessary.
One is that he doesn't like to get up early for breakfast, and the other is that Ning Bo's stalking energy before, it's not difficult to ask him to do something like this, maybe he still enjoys it...
It was obvious that he had made things difficult for him, but Ning Bo accepted it completely without any complaints!
"I told you up front, even if you were like this, I wouldn't like you! It's no use being nice to me..." Lin Ziran kicked the stone beside his feet as he walked, and gave him an angry look.
Ning Bai looked at the boy, suddenly laughed in a low voice, and looked at him sideways, "Will I be your brother?"
Lin Ziran? ?
Ning Bai said these words, as if he finally understood what he should put down and what he should not put down.
I finally understood what kind of identity I should use to protect the boy.
He just wants to give what he wants.
Instead of imposing his feelings on him.
Ning Bai's eyes were gentle, although the color of his eyes was very light, but the color inside was gentle and tender, so he didn't look cold at all, he lowered his eyes and smiled and said, "I left home when I was very young and was adopted by others, and my adoptive parents treated me very much. Well, they adopted me because they couldn't have children... But in fact, I always wanted to have a younger brother, I think if there is a younger brother, it would be a very happy thing to be able to take care of him and protect him, so when I have a younger brother You know, when I did have a younger brother, I was actually very happy..."
Lin Ziran's brother who slept
Ning Bai looked at him apologetically and said, "Although our relationship was a bit inappropriate before, but that's all over, I love you because you are like my relative, the kind of relative I've been hoping for for a long time."
He doesn't expect boys to love him.
Don't expect your love to be affirmed.
I know what you want most and what you lack most, you want to have a family that loves you, protects you, and affirms you.
What they can't do, I want to do.
Be by your side as a loved one.
I will make up for all the things that were lacking in the past 20 years, and use another identity to protect you.
Lin Ziran frowned at Ning Bo, as if to analyze whether what he said was true or false.
But after watching it for a long time, I couldn't understand it.
Although he rationally felt that what Ning Bai said was just words, it was impossible for Ning Bai to really love himself with an abnormal attitude, right? Do you really want to have a brother? so ridiculous...
Ning Bo could see Lin Ziran's doubts, but he didn't push him step by step, but looked at him with a smile and said, "What you don't know is that I'm really, really lucky to have met you."
I used to think that I was very, very afraid, afraid to face the wounds of the past.
Fear of going back to the dark past.
What I thought was letting go was actually just escaping.
until I knew you existed...
You let me know that I can still fall in love with someone, let me know, don't be afraid to face the past.
Ning Bai looked at him seriously, with a hint of pleading in his eyes, "Can I be your elder brother and stay by your side?"
Lin Ziran was silent for a long time, and said coldly, "Just do what you want."
Anyway, I'm going to leave, what do I care about with an nc? waste your time.
…
Lin Ziran found that since he thought about it, he didn't feel that Ning Bai was too annoying, and Ning Bai was very good at observing words and expressions, and he knew how to keep a distance. He would no longer follow him all the time. His life, so as long as I don't take it to heart, it's fine when he is a transparent person.
The weather has been good recently.
Lin Ziran was walking on the tree-lined path with milk tea. Ning Bai followed him half a step behind him, looking at his profile with a gentle expression.
The boy looks better recently. He eats, eats, sleeps and sleeps every day, but his heart is very relaxed. Maybe he thought too much before. The boy is much braver and stronger than he thought, so he doesn't need to worry so much... If that's the case , I may not need to come here often, and I have friends like Xia Hang to accompany him. He will slowly come out. If I want to be long, I should keep a certain distance from him, otherwise it will only make people annoying.
As for such a family, don't worry, you just need to be yourself, and I will take care of the rest.
There was a shallow smile on Ning Bai's lips, and he suddenly said, "Wait."
Lin Ziran was startled.
He saw Ning Bai kneeling beside him on one knee, reaching out to help him tie his shoelaces, with a faint voice, "Your shoelaces are loose."
Lin Ziran was accustomed to Ning Bo's thoughtfulness, he continued to drink milk tea, thinking about other things indifferently.
Feng Wan went to Ning Bai's office every day to wait for him, but every time he was stopped by Xue Ze, Xue Ze stopped every drop of water and did not give her any clues about Ning Bai. Obviously, he was instructed by Ning Bai, which made Feng Wan very sad…
She finally found her son who had been lost for 20 years, but the son refused to see her at all. Why? Doesn't he miss himself at all? why…
Feng Wan washed her face with tears every day, and it was very painful for her not to see Ning Bo.
Then she finally remembered in a gap that she had another 'son'. I heard that she had no money to go back to the school to live in the school. Feng Wan was very disappointed that she couldn't save Ning Bai, so she thought of coming to see Lu Xiaodong...
Who knew that when he arrived, he would see Lu Xiaodong standing there casually drinking milk tea, with a look of impatience on his face, while Ning Bai knelt at his feet to tie his shoelaces.
Ning Bai looked at the boy, his eyes were so gentle, this kind of look... Feng Wan had never seen it before.
The warm yellow light of the dusk shrouded the two people together, like a beautiful picture, a soulful man and a careless boy.
At this moment, an absurd thought suddenly appeared in Feng Wan's mind - Ning Bo was in love with Lu Xiaodong.
This is a woman's intuition.
Her intuition has always been accurate.
This can explain why Ning Bai cares so much about Lu Xiaodong. If it is just an ordinary friend who accuses her repeatedly for Lu Xiaodong's sake, it turns out that he refused to come back because of Lu Xiaodong!
She finally understands!
This child Lu Xiaodong has always been ignorant and rebellious. He must be jealous that Ning Bai is his own child, so he does not let Ning Bai go home, just to get revenge on himself!
Feng Wan was extremely angry.
Feeding him and clothing him by himself allowed him to grow up comfortably, but did he repay himself like this? You are here to collect debts from me, aren't you! I'm not mean to you, but you don't let my biological son go home, I shouldn't have adopted you in the first place!
It's all your fault, it's all you... Ning Bai is unwilling to come back!
You debt collector who pays revenge!
Feng Wan strode over and shouted sharply, "Who allowed you to be with Ning Bai!"
Lin Ziran stayed for a while.
Before he could react, Feng Wan was already in front of him, her eyes were red with hatred, she raised her hand at Lin Ziran without hesitation and was about to strike!
But her hand failed to fall, and her wrist was firmly pinched!
Ning Bai's eyes were extremely cold, and his voice had no warmth, "What are you going to do?"