Shao Cixin has made up her mind to lock her heart more firmly.
Whether it was Wen Zhihan or anyone else, she would never allow them to take a step into her heart, not even 0.5 steps!
Feng Xinsuo loves to do what it says, what a broken script of love after marriage, stay away from her Shao someone!
"I'm going to take a bath and rest."
She took the initiative to push Wen Zhihan away, but she didn't dare to use too much force. It was like touching a rare treasure. Every trace of strength was wrapped in tenderness and preciousness.
"Rest early, good night."
She turned away.
Wen Zhihan turned to look at her back, and suddenly something came to his mind.
Is she... hiding from me
…
After Shao Cixin finished her bedtime preparations, she returned to the bedroom beautifully to prepare for bed.
For her now, sleeping beside Wen Zhihan is somewhat challenging, but she has no choice but to bite the bullet.
She didn't want Wen Zhihan to find out that she was upset.
Wen Zhihan was sitting on the bedside reading a book.
The headlights were turned off in the room, leaving only two gentle orange bedside lamps.
As soon as Shao Cixin walked in, she could see the warm yellow light brushing over Wen Zhihan's brows and eyes, and the bright light falling on her slender eyelashes, her whole body seemed to be covered with a layer of soft tulle.
Shao Cixin's footsteps stopped unconsciously.
His mind was pounding incessantly.
She had never seen this picture before, but her heart had never lost control like this moment before, it seemed that it would be even better to look at the other party after enlightenment.
-I do not like her.
Shao Cixin recited her new five-character Qingxin mantra in her heart.
After she calmed down a bit, she took another step forward, lifted the quilt and went to bed.
She consciously kept a short distance and lay down with her back to Wen Zhihan.
In order not to be discovered, she even made her voice a lot lighter: "I'm going to bed first, good night."
The room was quiet.
There was no sound of Wen Zhihan responding, and no sound of turning pages.
Shao Cixin didn't dare to look back, and couldn't control the entanglement that came to him at this moment.
Why didn't she say "good night" to me? She obviously says it every day...
Did she find something
Or is she unhappy
So should I go and comfort her
Forget it, don't do it. The closer you get, the more you fall. Don't do such stupid things.
Shao Cixin clenched the quilt tightly with her five fingers unconsciously, forcing herself to close her eyes and forcing her mind to clear things about Wen Zhihan.
After a while, she opened her eyes again.
- But she didn't want Wen Zhihan to be unhappy.
She still couldn't help but want to turn around to see what happened to Wen Zhihan.
I couldn't help thinking about how she would comfort Wen Zhihan if she was really unhappy.
I can't help it... I can't help but my mind is full of Wen Zhihan.
The more you want to escape, the more you can't escape.
Her expression was full of hesitation, but her body was already turning slowly unconsciously.
She suddenly met those quiet blue eyes.
The eyes that sank in the light were softer than before, but they made her sadder than ever.
Orange lights blur the boundaries between reality and fantasy.
Shao Cixin suddenly couldn't tell whether it was Wen Zhihan's eyes with sad feelings or his own guilt and guilty conscience.
She only felt that this moment of Wen Zhihan was extremely distressing.
She couldn't bear it.
"Wen Zhihan..." She couldn't help but say.
"Um?"
The response was gentle and sweet, as usual.
Shao Cixin's unease was suddenly eased.
"Aren't you happy?" she asked.
"Why do you ask that?" Wen Zhihan's voice was still gentle.
"Because... I didn't hear you say 'good night'?" She started to dare not look her in the eyes.
"Don't worry, I'm just thinking about things."
"Thinking about what?"
Wen Zhihan heard the words and closed the book in his hand, put it on the bedside table, and then lay down, very close to her.
The distance she kept deliberately was erased by her inadvertently.
"Ci Xin," Wen Zhihan looked at her with burning eyes, and said bluntly, "Are you avoiding me?"
The voice just fell.
Shao Ci's heart trembled violently.
... She was still able to see it.
"I do not have… "
Shao Ci subconsciously denied it, and subconsciously wanted to erase the question.
"Don't think too much, what am I doing hiding from you?"
"I don't know," Wen Zhihan replied sincerely, and then smiled slightly, "Maybe it's because you hate me?"
She is testing and praying.
She hoped the answer wasn't this.
If you can't get into Shao Cixin's heart, at least don't be hated by her, don't even have the qualification to stay by her side as a friend.
"I didn't!"
Shao Cixin denied it immediately, and denied it sincerely.
Realizing that her tone seemed a little agitated, she adjusted awkwardly.
"Wen Zhihan, you are spreading rumors. I don't hate you, and no one will hate you if I hate you..."
She really can't hate her.
She couldn't bear to see her sad, otherwise she wouldn't be thinking about coaxing people...
"Really?" Wen Zhihan got closer to her, full of anticipation.
Seeing the beauty that gradually enlarged in front of her eyes, Shao Ci's heart beat faster and faster.
She avoided her sight, playing with her hair, nonchalantly.
"Of course it's true, you are so nice, how can I hate you."
Wen Zhihan silently looked at the person in front of him.
She suddenly felt that she could not see through her.
I don't know what she is thinking, what she will do next, how she will handle their relationship in the future, or even if she will suddenly leave her one day.
Every time she thought about it, her heart tightened a little.
She could no longer get used to life without her.
"Cixin," she gently held Shao Cixin's hand, "if I do something that makes you unhappy, you have to tell me, you know?"
Shao Cixin raised her eyes and looked at her.
Wen Zhihan said softly, "I hope you can live comfortably by my side."
Shao Cixin was suddenly speechless.
Wen Zhihan was thinking about being nice to her, but she was thinking about keeping her distance.
She hurt Wen Zhihan.
But she didn't want to hurt Wen Zhihan.
Holding Wen Zhihan's hand back, Shao Ci raised her lips to reveal a gentle smile: "I understand, don't worry, it's my own problem. I'm in a bad mood tonight."
She is trying to lie naturally.
"It's not because someone else provokes me, it's just because I'm in a bad mood all of a sudden, for no reason, can you understand?"
Wen Zhihan caressed her face with concern in his eyes.
"Want me to hug you?"
Shao Ci was stunned for a while, she wanted to refuse, but she couldn't refuse Wen Zhihan's eyes at all.
So she smiled lightly, nodded and said, "Yes."
The moment Wen Zhihan embraced her, Shao Cixin compromised.
Not compromise on liking, but compromise on getting along.
I don't know since when, she has become accustomed to Wen Zhihan being by her side like this, accustomed to having her every day.
She has long been unable to let go of Wen Zhihan's closeness, and she is still willing and even wants to continue to get along with her like this.
So let's just let them get along with the flow...
She slowly closed her eyes, buried her face in Xiang Nuan's familiar arms, and sighed deeply in her heart.
In the end, she still chose a problem for herself.
I hope she can persevere and not fall into this gentle village...
…
Wen Zhihan has been very busy with work these days. He basically stays in Guanglan all day, and sometimes even spends the night in the company directly.
The time for the two to meet was reduced.
Shao Cixin even suspected that it was God's will.
The less she met, the more she could control her heart, and the more she could control her heart.
Although she still can't help thinking about Wen Zhihan.
She would wonder if Wen Zhihan had a good meal today, whether she had a good rest, and if anyone was with her at the company when she wasn't going home...
She even occasionally thinks of going out to Guanglan to take a look.
But soon she put this absurd idea back.
What's there to do
Why can't Wen Zhihan take care of himself when he is so big
Who are you, do they need such comprehensive care from you
Just be honest, Shao Cixin.
A series of self-questions successfully reduced the desire to meet.
Because she can't like Wen Zhihan, she has recently learned to precisely strike every thought of her trying to get close to Wen Zhihan.
Although it was uncomfortable, it was better than being rejected by Wen Zhihan.
She had seen Wen Zhihan reject suitors during her high school career.
Wen Zhihan, who was wearing a school uniform, had a gentle expression on his face, but his words were decisive and neat, leaving no hope for the other party.
Until Wen Zhihan graduated from high school, she had never heard of her falling in love.
Wen Zhihan, who was still in high school, has become so cold and has become President Wen. She who controls the entire Guanglan will only become more ruthless and more straightforward.
Shao Cixin didn't want to be the next Chen Suling.
While Wen Zhihan was busy with work, Shao Cixin was not idle.
She attended many events, walked the red carpet, made a new endorsement, and was so busy that she forgot a lot of things.
For example, she and Wen Zhihan still have a marriage and love variety show to shoot.
Another example is that the second episode will be filmed the day after tomorrow, and she will spend a whole day alone with Wen Zhihan.
Slumped in her studio chair, she looked up at the ceiling.
alone all day long...
She hasn't been with Wen Zhihan for more than a whole day recently...
But her heart was actually a little happy.
Shameful, this is so shameful!
If you say you don’t like it, how can you still be happy!
Shao Cixin closed her eyes, patted her forehead hard, and ordered herself not to think.
Just then, the phone on the table rang.
She picked it up and took a look.
It was a message from Wen Zhihan.
[Mr. Wen]: Cixin, where are you
Shao Cixin typed a reply.
[Shao Cixin]: I'm in the studio
[Shao Cixin]: What's wrong
[Mr. Wen]: Pick you up from get off work
A very ordinary but very warm sentence.
It seems that the home is not a place where she lives, but a harbor that she can rely on for her whole life - including the owner of this home.
Shao Cixin's fingertips stopped on the phone screen and remained silent.
She couldn't deny that at the moment she was feeling happy because of this sentence.
This is a kind of joy wrapped in shame and torture, which means that the more she wants to deny, the closer she is.
She put down her phone and lay on the table in distress.
no.
not like this.
Shao Cixin, you have to cheer up, don't give in easily, don't think about those who have or not, people are not good to you because they are in love with you!
She replayed the past over and over in her mind.
The unfortunate marriage in the past life, the failed emotional experience, and the rejection of Chen Suling...
The restless heart finally calmed down.
She picked up her phone and typed a reply.
[Shao Cixin]: No, I'll go back by myself later
A very blunt sentence.
After sending it out, she even felt that this sentence was a bit inexplicably fierce.
She couldn't help but start to worry that Wen Zhihan would feel uncomfortable watching it.
Wen Zhihan didn't provoke me, so why should he be angry with me
Aren't we still friends
Thinking so, she clicked on the emoji interface and sent a cute emoji.
Wen Zhihan held the phone and looked at the screen.
Shao Cixin's reply was matched with a cat emoji, and the meaning of resistance disappeared without a trace in an instant.
She didn't think much, and replied "good".
After replying, looking at the night view outside the window, she remembered one thing.
The two of them seem to have not been close to each other for a long time...
This is the studio.
Shao Cixin felt that she was amazing.
Look, she successfully rejected Wen Zhihan!
If it continues like this, it will not be enough to extinguish the small flames of temptation!
She saw the dawn of hope!
Then after returning home, she was blocked by Wen Zhihan at the entrance and kissed.
The kiss came naturally and tenderly, and when she reacted in a daze, her hands couldn't help wrapping Wen Zhihan's neck.
"Ci Xin," Wen Zhihan asked in a gentle and affectionate voice, approaching her ear, "Do you want it?"
Shao Cixin: "..."
She lowered her head deeply.
"want."
The dawn of hope, puff, is gone.
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