a month later.
This is the end of the story. If you must explain the funeral, it can only be concluded that A Yan was buried in a cemetery in Beijing. Yin Zhou returned home. Ah Che and the foxes brought Xiao Yu's body back to the beautiful place described in the description, full of peach blossoms in the Qingxi River, and overlooking the Penglai Fairy Mountains across the sea. They left in a hurry. Lin Yan was still in a coma in the hospital. Xiao Yu disappeared soon after.
The people involved in this incident were investigated by the police station, and they were locked up in the bureau every day to record statements. The police found a suicide note written before going to Shanxi in Ayan’s residence, which explained the whole process of the incident, but the statement was ingenious. Avoiding the gods, ghosts and witchcraft, it is only described as a revenge murder started by a tomb robbery. The police searched for three large jars in another room in the basement. The forensic doctor of the dead body leaned on the door frame and vomited.
The first jar contained the bones of a girl who had been dead for many years. The whole body was chopped into several large pieces and marinated in salt water. Half of her face was swollen and her eyes were squeezed out of the mouth of the jar. The second jar was filled with A dead cat, the temple owner who was installed in the second one, had been severely decomposed and could not be seen. Even the police dogs with the smell of dead corpses were unwilling to step forward. Yu Tomb's tomb robbery activities were also involved in many vicious cultural relics reselling incidents. During the past 20 years of selling, countless cultural relics were damaged. He even participated in the theft and sale of the coffin of Concubine Wu Hui of the Tang Dynasty to the United States.
It's hard to say whether Ayan and his parents were involved, but that's not important anymore, the dead are long gone, and the living should be.
Lin Yan and Yin Zhou were found to be in self-defense and acquitted.
Xiao Yu's departure made Lin Yan silent for quite a long time. Until the end of the holiday, he never went out. He relied on fast food and takeaway for his meals. He never changed his clothes. A big T-shirt smelled of choking smoke. And the smell of sweat, and the stubble on the chin grows long. Unlike the last time Xiao Yu ran away from home, his absence was full of unreality because of the illusory meaning of the word "farewell", so that Lin Yan could not accept this fact for a long time.
When I sleep, I will habitually grope to the side, and when I open my eyes, I only see an empty bed.
When cooking, I always feel that someone will hug me from behind, and then turn my head gently, saying "be good, go and wait."
His clothes, accessories, and the ginger and garlic used to make fish in the refrigerator at home were all left in place, but he never came back.
Every day when brushing his teeth, Lin Yan dared not look in the mirror. After bowing his head for a long time, he couldn't help taking a sneak peek, hoping to see him, even if it was still the frightening appearance and terribly coldness when he first saw him, but there was only himself in the mirror, haggard A face with bloodshot eyes. Lin Yan picked up the cold water, buried his face in the splashing water, and cried while washing.
He slept at home for a whole month, and no one would open the door. When Yin Zhou came back from a trip, he called Lin Yan more than 60 times and no one answered, so he rushed into his house with a locksmith. With a strong smell of instant noodles, Lin Yan curled up on the sofa like a zombie and watched TV. The screen was showing advertisements. Hepatitis patients were being interviewed. It was not a dream to be cured of Vitiligo. go home.
Lin Yan finally turned his head, saw Yin Zhou standing at the door, said something, and curled up by himself.
Yin Zhou cleaned up the house for him, peeled an apple and handed it over: "Look at you now, if he knows how uncomfortable it will be."
"If you say nothing, it's gone. I didn't leave any thoughts." Lin Yan hugged his knees wearily, "I'm fine, I just feel tired. Just rest for a few days."
"Do you smoke? Take the lighter on the table by yourself."
Yin Zhou couldn't bear it anymore and picked up a pillow and threw it on his head. Lin Yan didn't respond, staring at the universal mop on TV in a daze.
"Tomorrow is the anniversary of Ayan's death. I will wait for you at the cemetery at four o'clock in the afternoon. Don't forget to come."
"Clean up yourself, like a homeless man." Yin Zhou left after leaving this sentence.
The next day was a rare good weather. At four o’clock in the afternoon in summer, the temperature was not hot and the sun was shining brightly. The large and neat lawn was covered with a layer of warm orange gold. Fragrance mixed with pine needles.
After not going out for a long time, the first contact with the fresh air and the warm sunshine makes me feel a little dazed, and everything I have experienced is like a dream.
A black Audi with a three-digit license plate was parked at the door. Yin Zhou arrived as scheduled. It turned out that the old man drove the car himself. He rolled down the window to say hello to Lin Yan, and persuaded Lin Yan that the deceased had passed away.
Yin Zhou changed so much that even Lin Yan didn't dare to recognize him, his hair was neatly cut, his shirt was of good quality, not a single fold could be seen, a white flower was pinned to his chest, and a string of pear beads was wrapped around his wrist, which the old man often held in his hand. In fact, Lin Yan once said that he could exchange it for a small car, but he always dismissed it.
He was originally tall and thin, with broad shoulders and long legs. He changed his hunchback and looked like a well-mannered rich man at first glance.
The ashes of the paper money floated up, and the flames crackled.
Yin Zhou gave Lin Yan a disgusted look: "Finally, I still know how to take a shower and shave."
Lin Yan didn't answer, and silently took a bunch of white chrysanthemums from Yin Zhou's hand and placed them beside the tombstone.
"Recently, this is the third time we have come to this cemetery. After so many things, don't you understand? Life is too short, who knows if the person who talks to you today will be gone tomorrow, so be better Live without leaving any regrets." Yin Zhou said, "Be worthy of the people who love you and the people you love."
Lin Yan rummaged through the paper money with a branch, getting too close, his eyebrows were covered with a layer of white ash.
"If you don't speak again, I'll treat you as a language barrier and send you to the psychiatrist."
"Do you have any cigarettes? I'm done smoking." Lin Yan said.
Yin Zhou pushed him hard on the shoulder: "Fuck, what's your future?"
Lin Yan remained unmoved, quietly staring at the jumping flames in front of him.
"... I understand, Ah Zhou. I thought I would hate Duan Ze, Ah Yan, and my hypocrisy. Until now, I have not said a word of love to Xiao Yu when he is awake." Lin Yan said lightly, "But now My heart is very peaceful, life is so short, there is no time to criticize and resent, people should be grateful for what they have, and it is too late to regret after losing it.”
"No matter how serious the injury is, as long as it is in the name of love and sincere, it is noble. Duan Ze swore a poisonous oath to never see Xiao Yu again, but he still looks for him after reincarnation; Xiao Yu turned into a ghost and hated for a hundred years, but at the last moment he did not hesitate to lose his soul." In exchange for my life; Ayan planned and planned all the way, and finally chose to die. The happiest thing in the world is revenge, and the hardest thing is forgiveness, but don’t we all start from happiness and always do the hardest thing?”
"Remember Ayan's suicide note? He said that we are friends he will never forget. Even if he made a mistake, he hoped that we would know where he was buried. Come to see him occasionally. Living alone in the dark, as long as there is a little warmth Do your best to catch it, even if you kill someone or commit a heinous crime, I don't blame him, he's just too lonely."
Yin Zhou was stunned for a moment: "Your boy has been depressed for a month. I thought you were going to kill yourself, but you were practicing Zen, which made me worry."
Lin Yan was noncommittal, threw a handful of paper money into the fire, and said softly, "Ayan, go to sleep, brother must come to see you often."
After the two of them finished burning the paper, they took a walk in the quiet cemetery in the afternoon.
"What are your plans for the future?" Lin Yan asked.
"I returned the rented apartment and moved back home. I haven't been with my parents for many years." Yin Zhou rubbed his knuckles, and there was a light cologne scent on his body. Go to the far door."
"Where are you going again? Didn't you just come back from the south?"
"That was my parents' vacation, this time I was with someone else." Yin Zhou smiled slyly.
"Others?" It took Lin Yan a long time to realize: "Did you fall in love?"
Yin Zhou was a little embarrassed and looked at his toes: "I don't have a horoscope, I want to go to Bali, the beach is very beautiful this season, the sunset can dye the whole sea red, there is a barbecue party at night, the moon is big and bright Yuan, the tourist visa comes out in a week, let's go together, and help out with ideas, I really don't have experience in chasing people and falling in love."
Lin Yan shook his head: "No, I'm not in the mood because his body is not cold yet."
"If you are not in the mood, you have to go out to relax. If you hold back at home, something will happen."
Lin Yan interrupted him: "No, I really won't."
Yin Zhou was silent for a while, and suddenly said as if he had made up his mind: "Then...how about going with him? I happened to take him around the modern society. I booked air tickets and hotels for the two of you, and the ID cards were all done, but Ah Che said he I only listen to you, so I have no choice but to ask you."
Lin Yan didn't understand, and stared at him blankly.
Yin Zhou smiled and pointed behind Lin Yan: "When the person comes, you can ask yourself. At that time, the fox clan took his body away to try to return his body. Ah Che is not sure about this. We will not do it until it is done." Dare to tell you, by the way, I want to thank Ayan, it was Ayan who gave him sixty years of life."
Lin Yan turned his head in panic. At that moment, he seemed to suddenly fall into Alice's Wonderland. The sun was setting in the cemetery, and the bright red sunset glow was like a girl greasy with rouge. Every tree and every grass was bathed in the glow. Lin Yan turned his head and raised his hands in front of his eyes, the afterglow came through his fingers, his eyelids were bright orange red.
His lover came from a distance, with black hair like clouds, wide skirt and big sleeves, and a smile like the sunshine in March. Lin Yan stood there blankly until Xiao Yu came to him, picked him up and turned around , A gentle kiss fell on his cheek.
"Do you want me?"
Lin Yan looked at Xiao Yu innocently, slowly raised his hand to touch his warm face, and then moved his fingers to his chest. His heartbeat was regular and powerful, a real living person. Lin Yan couldn't say a word, so he took two steps back after a while, like a three-year-old child, squatting on the ground and crying.
He had never cried like this before in his life. He cried so hoarsely that his liver and gallbladder were broken, his shoulders shrugged, and he was out of breath. Xiao Yu rushed to pull him, and was covered in snot and tears. Lin Yan bit Xiao Yu's shoulder fiercely, using all his strength, Xiao Yu comforted him while enduring the pain, seeing that he couldn't be coaxed, he pushed him away with all his strength: "Why are you crying? Going home to cook, eating roasted meat without salt in the mountains every day is boring."
Lin Yan cried and laughed, put his hands around Xiao Yu's neck and buried his face in his chest, refusing to let go no matter what.
"Okay, okay, people who have lived two lifetimes are still so noisy."
Lin Yan wiped the corners of his eyes vigorously: "You hate me?"
"How dare you, you don't know what's in your head, what will you do if you kill me again and turn me into a ghost?" Xiao Yu saw Lin Yan's expression was unkind, and kissed his forehead, "You are my two lives in exchange for you!" Come, the pain is too late."
Lin Yan burst out laughing.
"Brother Lin Yan, I have returned your man, why don't you treat me to dinner?"
A strange and clean male voice suddenly sounded behind him. Looking back, there was a beautiful boy of seventeen or eighteen years old standing in front of him. His skin was fair, his legs were long and straight, and his slender eyes bent into the moon when he smiled. It looks familiar, but I can't remember where I saw it.
Lin Yan searched unsuccessfully, and asked apologetically, "Who are you?"
The young man tousled his hair, revealing a pair of furry ears, and bit his fingers childishly: "The fox family will change when they are two hundred years old. Here, let me show you the ears, but the tail is not good. Now there are nine of them, and they pop out all at once. It's scary."
"Ache!" Lin Yan cried out.
The boy in front of him is not the same as the little fox when he grows up, with similar peach blossom eyes, pointed chin, short hair, scattered bangs hanging on his forehead, and his every move has the charm of a fox clan.
"I sneak up to your window to watch you every day. You always eat instant noodles. Brother Yu gets angry when he hears that." A Che rolled his eyes and glanced at Yin Zhou. You, I’m afraid that Yang Yang Art will not work until the end of the day.”
"Go and beat him up..." Before he finished speaking, Ah Che was carried on his shoulder by Yin Zhou, and hooked his fingers at Lin Yan, "Come on, I won't cook today, buddies treat guests to the restaurant, sea cucumber, abalone, shark's fin and bird's nest Pick the most expensive one, let's celebrate and live long!"
"No stinky shells, where's the meat?" Ache thumped Yin Zhou's shoulder.
Yin Zhou laughed loudly: "From today on, foxes can only eat spinach!"
The evening wind in August blew the cool water vapor, and the group of people laughed and rushed to the city. Lin Yan's car hadn't been full of laughter for a long time, Yin Zhou drove, Ah Che was in the passenger seat to make trouble, Lin Yan and Xiao Yu In the back row, each talked about their life during this time, and occasionally stopped to kiss without shyness, Yin Zhou yelled and peeked at the long needle's eye and flipped up the rearview mirror.
Lin Yan smiled secretly. He thought that his relationship with Xiao Yu might become a taboo love in the eyes of his friends from now on, but it seemed that just now, at the intersection of red lights, he saw Yin Zhou quickly hugging the fox waist, Ah Che, not to be outdone, rushed over and made a fuss.
"Hey, drive carefully!" Lin Yan shouted in fright.
"My dear, what do we do!"
The decoration of the hotel is antique, the waiter is dressed as a Qing Dynasty banner girl, wearing a wide cheongsam to salute everyone, Yin Zhou drags Ah Che to the front desk to book a room, Lin Yan and Xiao Yu are waiting on the sofa in the lobby.
Xiao Yu was a little absent-minded, Lin Yan squeezed his hand and asked what was wrong, Xiao Yu shook his head, staring at a Qing Dynasty-style flower-and-bird screen at the door: "It's similar to me at that time, but it's different."
Lin Yan understood what he meant, pulled his chin to make him face himself, and said seriously: "It wasn't your time, it was our time, but no matter how much the times have changed, I will always be with you."
"You have a lot to learn, Nurhachi's entry, the Opium War, the Republic of China, the Eight Years of Anti-Japanese War, socialism, reform and opening up, information explosion, credit card, driver's license, notebook...you missed a lot of interesting things, fortunately I am a good teacher , I can teach you slowly."
Xiao Yu smiled, and pulled him into his arms: "Okay, I'll learn from you, but there is one thing I didn't teach you well in my previous life, let's continue in this life."
"What?"
Xiao Yu leaned closer to his ear: "I don't think about women, I think about men a little bit, I don't want the young men on the street, as long as those who show off their tightness and hotness every day, those who don't study hard and want to be in the study every day... Well, you How do you go deeper?"
Lin Yan's face turned red.
The two whispered, Yin Zhou came to greet them to go upstairs, the blush on Lin Yan's face had not faded, he crossed fingers with Xiao Yu and walked to the elevator, while Yin Zhou was not paying attention, he raised his head and kissed Xiao Yu's face, saying seriously : "I will use this life to make up for your mistakes in the previous life. Let's live well and never separate."
Xiao Yu kissed the back of his hand: "Hold my hand, and grow old with you."
A middle-aged uncle with a rosy complexion and a little drunk passed by, and glanced at the interlocking hands of the two in surprise. Lin Yan met his gaze without fear, and put his arms around Xiao Yu's waist in a demonstration, hoping for no reason. The road is long and never ends.
Have you ever really trusted someone? Have you ever said firmly that my lover will never betray
Lin Yan thought, he once turned ten years of love into murder, but his lover was willing to turn five hundred years of resentment into tenderness in exchange for his life. Fate is unpredictable. He really has a person, no matter rich or poor. Poverty, health or disease never leave, not even conspiracy, murder, death, time can separate them.
Never be alone.
The dinner was extremely sumptuous. Plates of authentic traditional Beijing snacks were served on the table, plus seasonal seafood and vegetables. A bottle of Wuliangye was opened for the state banquet. A basket of flowers was placed in the middle of the glass turntable on the dining table. All the red ones were removed. There were five chairs and five sets of tableware beside the table. Lin Yan looked at the flowers, then at Xiao Yu, and suddenly fell silent.
Everyone filled the cups with wine, Lin Yan brought a toast, thought for a long time, and said softly: "To everyone, whether they are gone or stayed, I hope everyone can let go of their knots and cherish every day of life." With everyone around me, this life is too short, and the next life is vain, so it’s better to have fun in time, and toast to all encounters and forgiveness.”
The four glasses paused in the air for a while, and spilled the liquor in the glasses on the ground together.
In the house, there were staggered cups of wine, laughter, and everyone played finger-guessing and drank, sweating profusely from playing.
Outside, a palace lantern imitating the Qing Dynasty was swayed by the night wind, and the sound of the huqin was wafting in the hall. After one song was over, the next song was changed. However, the story of five hundred years ago continued in the shadow of the lamp, and could not be finished.
Who knows how many legends there are in this world? Who knows if the other side of the mountain is Penglai Wonderland? Who knows if lovers from previous lives will meet again today? No one can penetrate these secrets, but the fox fairy said that as long as you believe, everything will exist, as long as you spare no effort to love each other, there will be a happy ending.
Someone put a volume of "The Peony Pavilion" on the table, the wind blew, and the yellowed volume was turned over page by page, just at that chapter, like an ancient wise man talking and laughing between the lines, holding hands , Shenshuixiang, carved beams, the ancient story is revived faintly, interpreting a mysterious prophecy, it said: "Love does not know where it started, and it goes deep. The living can die, the dead can live, and life can't be with death. Those who die and never come back to life are not due to love."
Love ends and love begins, love is true, love is infatuated, love is to the end.
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I am a happy manuscript box, the author Jun, it coded 15,000 yesterday, and I am sleeping in a coma!
The author left a message: The grave-digging drama is over. Thank you for accompanying Xiao Linzi and Xiao Gongzi to achieve a positive result. Now is the time for everyone to play freely. Work together to overthrow Hu Che's little lure, what are you writing about? I'm so sleepy, go to bed, good night everyone~