When I said this, Ah San's body was visibly trembling, and I even caught a glimpse of her struggling expression. I think, deep down in her heart, she must be unwilling to do this. However, I don't want her to be bullied like this all the time, and I don't want an innocent girl to take responsibility and consequences that she shouldn't bear because of an accident more than ten years ago.
Therefore, I had no choice but to ignore her, let alone her thoughts, and insisted: "Even if she is really different, she is now an independent person. If she is harmless, you can't move her. Otherwise, you can't move her. If you don’t say anything about East Jiuzhai, even if the entire Miaojiang is here, I will stay with you to the end!"
This is naturally a bit bragging suspicion, arrogant and arrogant, but that's what I wanted to say at the time.
Miao Jiang is indeed very powerful, but compared to the dangers I will encounter in the future? Only the palm Ji Sun had to face could destroy a small part of Miao territory. If Ji Sun passed, then Miao Jiang would be nothing to me. If I can't carry it, then I will also be wiped out with it, so naturally I don't have to worry about Miao.
More importantly, I hate these people.
Their attitude towards Ah San is full of senseless hostility. What does the shit of ten years ago have to do with Ah San? Why should we treat her with this attitude
Although Mr. Naduo valued Ah San, my words were a bit unacceptable, so his face was ugly, he just glanced at the weak Asan, his eyelids drooped, his head lowered, and he didn't care about it.
When those people saw that Naduo didn't speak, naturally they wouldn't say anything. Although all of them were full of anger, as if they wanted to eat me, if their eyes could kill people, I would have died in Ah San's hands a long time ago, even if they were afraid of them
"Stop talking, let's go." Ah San said to me again.
I knew what I had said before, which made her feel uncomfortable, so I didn't say more, helped her and asked, "Where to go?"
Asan raised her head and glanced, as if she was recognizing the direction, but I saw that she was glancing at those people with the corner of her eye. I know she is reluctant to really sever these relationships, but in this situation, no one has the final say. I can only urge her again: "Where to go?"
Ah San silently lowered his head, pointed a direction with his finger, and said, "Where to go."
I looked at it and found that it was a direction that deviated from the center of Miaojiang, so I didn't drag it any more and helped her go. We missed out side by side with Naduo Lao Si, who was a little angry with my attitude, but he cared about Ah San very much. After we got caught up with him, Nadeau finally couldn't help but said, "Are you okay?"
Naturally, this couldn't have been asked of me. Asan didn't look back at her and said, "It's okay. Thank you, Mr. Naduo, for your concern. Goodbye."
The unfamiliarity in the words made Old Secretary Naduo sigh. But it's about the Miao people. As an old secretary, he doesn't have much to say.
Ying Shi knew that Ah San was upset, and also knew what made her upset. The little guy flew into the air, shook his fist at the few people, yelled and threatened, and then flew back to Ah San's arms. Seeing that Ah San was extremely weak, I lifted the collar of the baby corpse, handed it to Monk Jue Ming, and said, "Help me hold it."
Monk Jueming didn't refuse, but the infant corpse felt a force of restraint from him, a little scared, and honestly stayed there still.
Following the direction pointed by Ah San, we passed through mountain and forest after another. Encountered many Miao people on the way, they looked at us with curiosity and weird eyes, but they didn't come up to make trouble. Thinking about it, Mr. Naduo didn't lie, and he did spread the news all over Miao territory.
However, although we have now gained recognition from Miao Jiang, we have lost the acceptance of the most important people. This is nothing to me, but to Asan, the entire trip to Miaojiang completely lost its meaning.
I helped her walk for a long time, and didn't stop until dark.
Monk Jueming consciously found a bunch of things to break up, and the baby corpse happily took out a lighter from nowhere, and played with it. The bronze armored corpse, Ah Da, followed Ah San faithfully and did not stay away for a moment.
I held Asan by the fire, and seeing her expression improved slightly, I asked, "Are you hungry? There should be a lot of game here, I will help you catch some."
Asan shook his head and said, "I'm not hungry, you can eat it yourself."
I was about to become a god who can't eat fireworks, so I would eat these things. Looking at Ah San's face that was nearly half thin in just two or three days, I sighed and said, "Your face is not round anymore, and it doesn't feel much when you pinch it."
As if he didn't hear my deliberate ridicule, Ah San stared blankly at the campfire in front of him, as if he had lost his soul. I know that she is still thinking about these few days and those people. After hesitating for a while, I still said to her: "There will always be a day in the past. Don't think about it so much. In this world, people who care about you..."
"I'm not thinking about their attitude." Asan shook his head and said, "I was just thinking, Mom and Dad, why it is like that."
I was silent, Ah San's parents were indeed an unacceptable fate. The two sides combined because of the love, and died because of the love, which made people sigh.
A red flame was reflected in Ah San's eyes, and she faintly said: "At the beginning of my father's grave, I thought he died because of missing him. I thought that people who missed this way should all be in love. They will love vigorously, love as glue, but for some reason, they have to separate. However, their words let me know that these are all fake and all fake..."
Ah San's words reminded me of when she described her father's grave, she said that a line was engraved on the tombstone: I love her, just like the wind loves sand.
At that time, I didn't quite understand the meaning of these words. And now, after Ah San's incredible family experience evolved into a miserable life before my eyes, I finally understand.
Bai Ye is Sha, not referring to her as a person, but to her role in this matter.
What Asan's father meant was that she was originally immobile sand, but because she was blown, she left her original position.
And father is the wind, not himself, but also represents his own role positioning.
He believes that he is a vague wind, who does not know where to come from, and where to go, full of confusion.
The wind blowing up the sand was unintentional, and it was an unforeseen error.
As I was thinking, Asan said, "After my mother gave birth to me, she understood the truth and falsehood of these things, so she chose to leave. What about the father? Does he know?"
I hesitated, and then chose to give up answering this question. Although I personally think that he should know.
Because the sentence on the tombstone explains the whole thing very well. However, Asan also said that her father was crying before he died. It was a pity that he would never see him again.
Could it be that he knew this, but still loved her
"Dad must know it." Asan suddenly said, "If he didn't know, he wouldn't say that. Therefore, he really loves her, not because of love."
To be honest, when Asan talked about this possibility, I was a little surprised, even if I guessed it myself.
But how did this happen
Maybe he had already seen Bai Ye before Bai Ye got into Love Gu, and he was deeply infatuated with it. Love Gu was just an accident, and it didn't affect his mind.
This love is true love.
But everyone thinks that this is just love.
I looked at Ah San and was surprised to find that there was a slight smile on her face, and said: "They didn't tell me the truth, because they also saw that Dad really loves Mom, not entirely because of affection. "
I asked in surprise: "Why do you say that?"
A San said: "Because my father put me in the orphanage for so many years, he has been looking for my mother. East Jiuzhai is not difficult to find. My father has been there once, and he can naturally find it easily. My mother gave birth to me and went back. He died after the village, but my father still looked for here for more than ten years. Why?"
Ahsan paused, and then said: "It's only possible that he hasn't known that his mother has passed away for more than ten years. Those people dare not tell him about it, because they know that Dad's love is true love. But what happened back then. So many people know that they can’t slap themselves in the face, they can only swallow their teeth mixed with blood into their stomachs."
"But if they knew, why would they chase you afterwards?" I asked puzzled.
"Because they are guilty, they are afraid. They found out that they were wrong when their mother died, and found that they were wrong again after their father came, so they were terrified. They care about face and don't want people to know their mistakes, so they can only come Kill me. But they didn’t really want to kill. At that time, I was surrounded by little ones, and it was impossible to be their opponent. If they insisted on killing, how could I escape? If they were really right, How could Lord Lordan save me? Do you think that Lao Si is really a bodhisattva, as foolish as the farmer who saved the snake."
I have to admit that Ah San's inference is very reasonable. In fact, at the beginning, I was a little puzzled as to why Lord Lordan wanted to save Ah San. Even Nadeau believes that the actions of those people have proper reasons, and even if the reasons are not sufficient, they are not wrong.
But Lord Lordan reprimanded them mercilessly. It would be strange if there was nothing tricky in it.
Ah San was too young to understand these things, and now those people came to tell the story, she was so smart, after a little thought, she understood.
"In fact, I can still understand their thoughts." Asan said.
"Huh?" I looked at her in surprise.
Ah San looked at the fire, smiled, and said, "Although my father really loves his mother, but my mother is really planted with love, I am really born because of love. In their eyes, I am the evidence of my mother's mistakes, so they wanted to kill, but they hesitated not to kill." (End of this chapter)