When Chen Yuchuan got home, he saw a few more small advertisements on the door for repairing electrical appliances, and his heart was full of fire again.
No one cares about entering or leaving the old community, and stickers are posted every day. Chen Yuchuan put the key in his pocket and raised his hand to tear off the sticker, but only half of the sticker was torn off. .
Chen Yuchuan scolded while digging with his hands. It took a long time to clean it completely, and the nails were full of broken paper with glue.
Fatty had already heard Chen Yuchuan's voice, and was scratching the door in the room. As soon as Chen Yuchuan opened the door, Fatty threw himself on him, and Fatty wanted to lick his fingers.
Chen Yuchuan raised his hand and didn't let Fatty lick it, "I'll wash my hands, and then I'll get you food and water."
With a son at home, Chen Yuchuan felt much better, at least the family was not as deserted as last week.
Chubby wagged his tail and followed Chen Yuchuan into the bathroom.
Chen Yuchuan was talking to Fatty while washing his hands, and kept scolding the idiot. Fatty agreed with him very face-to-face, and kept humming and responding beside him.
Chen Yuchuan finished scolding after washing his hands, but when he turned around, he felt a heart-wrenching pain in his lower back. He took a towel to dry the water on his hands, unbuttoned his shirt, turned to his side, opened his clothes and looked in the mirror. The right back waist was blue.
When he was fighting with Huang Mao just now, he didn't avoid a punch, and the punch hit his lower back ribs.
Chen Yuchuan tilted his head, clasped his waist with one hand, and pressed the other hand on the blue skin, which hurt a little.
Chen Yuchuan was usually not a person who was afraid of pain. This little bit of greenness was nothing, but now he just felt a lot of pain. After the pain was over, it didn't dissipate, but it became more painful. The bridge of his nose and fingertips started to feel sore.
Chen Yuchuan took off his clothes again, covering the green patch and didn't continue to look.
If you don't look at it, it won't be sour, and he doesn't bother to tie the buttons of his shirt. The three are open, revealing a large piece of red skin on his chest.
Although Chen Yuchuan had been talking to Fatty, but after the pain was over, he suddenly felt a little empty, and the whole person was empty.
Fatty followed him and called him several times before he could react. He changed the dog food and water for Fatty again, turned on the TV, and adjusted a random channel.
Chen Yuchuan lay on the sofa and closed his eyes. After a few minutes, he scratched his head and got up. After walking around the room with his hips on his back, he found that he seemed to be a little too depraved and passive now.
The flowers on the balcony were all wilted. The clothes he put in the washing machine were still in the drum yesterday morning. He didn't dry them at all, and even if he tried to smoke a cigarette, the lighter couldn't catch fire.
In the past, Chen Yuchuan didn't do any housework at all, so he was lazy and didn't want to move when Lu Yang was at home. When Lu Yang was not at home, he would clean up the house himself.
But now he seems to have suddenly lost his mind. I don't know whether to water the flowers first, wash the clothes in the washing machine again, or go downstairs to the nearby canteen to buy a new lighter.
In the end, Chen Yuchuan decided to pack up Lu Yang's things at home first.
Lu Yang came back that night to pack up the things he had left, only the clothes in his closet and some of his own daily necessities. It was not like a family split, but a business trip.
Now there are still traces of Lu Yang everywhere in the house, toothbrushes and towels in the bathroom, slippers in the shoe cabinet, two pairs of his socks hanging on the balcony, two blue ties in the drawer, a watch, a pen...
Chen Yuchuan found a large cardboard box from the second bedroom, put all the things that Lu Yang didn't take away, and sealed it with tape for a few times. Finally, he put the cardboard box in the cabinet of the second bedroom, and the cabinet door was closed. It was very tight, and the second bedroom door was locked, and the key was pressed at the bottom of the drawer.
Out of sight is pure.
After Chen Yuchuan packed up Lu Yang's things, he went to water the flowers first, then washed his clothes again, and waited until the clothes were washed and dried before going downstairs to buy a lighter.
After the tossing, it was midnight again, Fatty was already asleep, and Chen Yuchuan lay down on the sofa again.
The midnight news is being played on the TV that has been on all the time. The end of the news is the weather forecast.
The wind outside was stronger than when he came out of the boxing gym just now, blowing on the window and banging.
Chen Yuchuan was so noisy that he got up and closed all the windows and the TV. He took a sleeping pill before going to bed. As soon as he put the sleeping pill box in the drawer, he was caught by the picture frame standing on the bedside table.
He also took the photo frame by the bedside, it was a photo of him and Lu Yang.
The photo frame has been placed on the bedside for 16 years. Chen Yuchuan still remembers that the photo was taken secretly by the master of his garage.
That day was the fifteenth day he and Lu Yang met, and the fourth day they established their relationship.
Lu Yang went to the garage to find him in the morning, and the two walked side by side.
His master said at the time that he just wanted to take pictures of the scene outside the garage, and accidentally put them in the mirror.
But Chen Yuchuan knew that there was a wasteland outside the garage, where could the scene be photographed.
Later, Lu Yang asked for the photo, put it in the photo frame after washing, and kept it on the bedside. That was their beginning.
The photos captured are really good-looking. Chen Yuchuan looked at his own green face in the photos. At that time, he was very thin, with the slender and thin feeling of a teenager.
He hasn't changed into work clothes yet, his face is clean without any black spots, and he is wearing a shirt that has been washed a little yellow.
Chen Yuchuan has never liked taking pictures very much. He has never taken a few pictures since he was a child. He felt that when his master was taking pictures secretly, he frowned and looked at the camera with a stubbornness, his lips were pursed tightly, as if he was angry. .
But he knew that he was just a little awkward and a little confused.
Because Lu Yang is standing beside him, and the two people's shoulders are pressed together in the photo, when Lu Yang tilts his head to look at him, his eyes are soft, and the profile of three-quarters of his face looks very gentle. Come face.
Ever since he told Lu Yang that he didn't try, just talk seriously, Lu Yang would go to him every day, dawdling in the garage in the morning, and someone called him to urge him to leave.
Pick up again in the afternoon, and follow him to the bar in the evening.
On the fifteenth day, when Chen Yuchuan got off work from the bar at night, Lu Yang took him home and asked him in the car, "Can I stop going to get off work in the bar in the future?"
Chen Yuchuan sat in the co-pilot and counted the money just sent by the boss at night. After he counted it three times, he slipped another one into the innermost pocket of his clothes, turned slightly sideways, and looked out the window without stopping. The back street lamp said, "My dad is dead and my mom has uremia. I have to go to the hospital for dialysis in a few days. I have to work to earn money."
After Chen Yuchuan dropped out of school to work, he was skinless and faceless when facing others. Seeing Tianer's betrayal with others, he said that his father died early and his mother had uremia. The whole family pointed at him. Man, his poor family can't even lift the lid of the pot.
He sells alcohol in the bar at night, how can he sell more and faster, and at the end of the month, he grinds the owner of the car dealership every day, just to get more overtime pay.
But when Chen Yuchuan was sitting in the car and talking to Lu Yang about this, he wouldn't add fuel to it, he didn't even dare to look at him.
He has lived for eighteen years, and there is no such thing as arrogance, but at that moment, that thing seemed to suddenly emerge from his bones.
Lu Yang is different from those other people. Chen Yuchuan has also seen a lot of rich people. Some rich people don't look down on them very much. He also knows that those people are not on the same level as him.
Eighteen-year-old Chen Yuchuan was also afraid. He was afraid that he and Lu Yang would not be able to have an equal relationship, but he didn't hide anything, he told the truth.
When Lu Yang said he wanted to try, Chen Yuchuan replied that when he wanted to talk about it, he didn't seriously think about how to talk about love and what to face when talking. He hadn't thought about it yet. Or rather, I haven't had time to think about it yet.
Chen Yuchuan's idea at that time was very simple. He fell in love with Lu Yang. He felt that Lu Yang was very handsome. When he was with him, he was warm and comfortable.
The days when Lu Yang went to find him, he would feel inexplicably at ease.
Later, he said you don't come, but his eyes always glanced out, and his irritability was wrapped in a trance that was not declining.
It was only after Chen Yuchuan had been in contact with Lu Yang for a few days that he realized how big the gap was between him and Lu Yang.
Lu Yang was quiet for a while while driving, thinking about it for only a few seconds.
In those few seconds, Chen Yuchuan was even mentally prepared—
His first love may be over in four days.
At that time, he did have a little thought of shrinking back. When the hint came out, Chen Yuchuan scolded himself as a coward in his heart. He used to say that it was chic and unrestrained, but now he has done it again. out of interest.
Chen Yuchuan kept looking out the window, the street lights outside the car window seemed to have no end, one after another, all the way forward.
At a traffic light intersection, Lu Yang stepped on the brakes.
The red light is very long, Chen Yuchuan's face is facing the car window, his chin is tensed, and he counts silently in his heart, following the countdown of one second by one second at the red light.
Until ten seconds left at the red light, he felt a warm touch falling from the top of his head, which was Lu Yang's palm.
Lu Yang pressed on top of Chen Yuchuan's head and touched it again.
The hair in front of Chen Yuchuan was pressed down and covered his eyes, and it was a little itchy when the hair touched the eyelashes.
Chen Yuchuan moved his neck, from looking at the red light to looking at Lu Yang.
The red light turned green, Lu Yang took his hand off the steering wheel, stepped on the accelerator and said, "I'm rich, so you have to hold on tighter in the future, don't let go..." Divorce