After he went back to pay homage to his parents, until the Chinese New Year was approaching, Chen Yuchuan had been very obedient and went to the hospital on time, and Lu Yang accompanied him every time.
Chen Yuchuan felt that his sleep condition had improved a lot. He ate all the medicine prescribed by the doctor under the supervision of Lu Yang, and he did not fall once.
But he doesn't think the sleep improvement is the effect of drugs, because as long as Lu Yang travels on business, he will still suffer from insomnia.
Lu Yang tried to reduce the number of outings as much as possible, and dealt with the problems that could be solved remotely.
When Lu Yang was on a business trip again, Chen Yuchuan began to sleep poorly again. Sometimes he slept late, sometimes he woke up after an hour or two of sleep, and he had to take another medicine.
Lu Yang's business trip was not in China this time. He has been out for five days, and he will be back in three days.
When Chen Yuchuan woke up again at 1 am at night, he got up and took another pill. He closed his eyes and thought about it for a long time. In the end, he couldn't sleep. He took out his phone and looked at it, and there was a small The WeChat message Lei sent him was a 15-second short video.
Chen Yuchuan clicked on the video and watched it. The video was of Lu Yang, who was supposed to be in a meeting, and Xiaolei's shot was three-quarters of his profile.
Lu Yang looked down at the document in his hand, and when he looked up, he communicated with the foreigners on the opposite side in English. From time to time, he picked up a pen to sketch on the document.
Chen Yuchuan couldn't understand what Lu Yang was talking about in the video, but he still thought he was super handsome and his voice was very nice.
Since he knew Lu Yang, he knew that Lu Yang knew a lot of things he didn't know. Every time he touched an unfamiliar field, Chen Yuchuan would ask Lu Yang curiously, and Lu Yang would answer him patiently every time.
Chen Yuchuan calculated the time, it should still be daytime or summer on Luyang's side.
In the video, the sunlight outside the window behind Lu Yang is very good, and there are a few white clouds floating in the blue sky.
Chen Yuchuan watched the video several times, and finally fell asleep while watching it.
In a daze, Chen Yuchuan heard very light footsteps walking around in the living room, and finally the sound of the bedroom door opening.
At first Chen Yuchuan thought he was dreaming, he didn't wake up and didn't open his eyes, until he felt a familiar and air-conditioned breath falling from the top of his head, and then the phone in his hand was taken away.
Chen Yuchuan opened his eyes, turned over, knew it was Lu Yang, and whispered, "Brother Yang? Why are you back?"
"Just got home." Lu Yang took off his coat and put it on the bedside.
Chen Yuchuan rubbed his eyes, sat up and leaned against the head of the bed. The bedroom was not turned on, the door was open, and the light from the living room came in. He could see that Lu Yang hadn't changed his clothes, but only took off his coat and his hair was a little messy.
"Wake you up? Or can't you sleep well again?" Lu Yang asked.
Chen Yuchuan sat up a little, rubbed his face and said, "I seem to be asleep, but I don't seem to be asleep again. I heard a little noise and thought I was dreaming. You were not at home, I didn't sleep well, and I always woke up. Brother Yang, why are you back now, isn't there three days left?"
"I'll come back after the matter is settled, go to bed first, and I'll take a bath."
When Lu Yang turned around, Chen Yuchuan grabbed the cuff of his shirt, put his index finger in through the seam of Lu Yang's cuff, and scratched his fingernail on the inside of Lu Yang's wrist, "Brother Yang, why don't we fight again now? I don't know. I can beat you this time."
With a crisp smile in Chen Yuchuan's voice, Lu Yang turned around and pinched Chen Yuchuan's mouth, "If you don't fight, you go to sleep first."
Chen Yuchuan laughed again, this time he loosened Lu Yang's cuffs, lay down again, pulled the quilt up to cover his face, only showing the top of his head, and said angrily through the quilt: "Yang Go to bed early after taking a bath, good night."
During this time, Chen Yuchuan and Lu Yang were still in the same room. He slept in the master bedroom and Lu Yang slept in the second bedroom.
The two went to the boxing gym several times later, but Lu Yang never let Chen Yuchuan go, and he never won.
Afraid that he would be bored, Lu Yang tore off the quilt covering Chen Yuchuan's face, "Don't sleep with your face covered."
Chen Yuchuan responded with a nasal humming, indicating that he knew, turned over, turned his back to Lu Yang and the door, and pulled the quilt up.
After a while, Chen Yuchuan heard Lu Yang walking out, and after the bedroom door was closed, it was pitch black again.
Chen Yuchuan turned a few times, and finally got up from the bed, wearing the clothes that Lu Yang had just taken off and laying on the bedside, took out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter from the drawer and went to the balcony of the bedroom.
The cigarette case was put in by Chen Yuchuan more than a month ago. At first, there were five cigarettes left in it, and now there are still five.
Chen Yuchuan took out a cigarette and held it in his mouth. He kept pressing the gear of the lighter with the other hand. When he pressed the lighter, it made a magnetic noise, and the small flame burned Chen Yuchuan's thumb, which was hot.
Chen Yuchuan had been smoking a cigarette and never lit it. He was just playing around, and he wasn't ready to smoke, although he did get addicted to smoking.
He had never touched him since he promised Lu Yang that he would stop smoking. Chen Yuchuan knew that if he ordered it now, it would not be so easy to quit later.
Chen Yuchuan opened a small slit in the balcony window. When the wind came in through the slit, Chen Yuchuan shrank his neck and shivered, and closed the window again.
As soon as Chen Yuchuan closed the window, he heard footsteps behind him, he turned around with a cigarette in his mouth.
"Didn't you say, don't you smoke?" The light in the bedroom was turned on, Lu Yang was wearing pajamas, and his hair should be half-blown, half-dry, and still a little wet.
Chen Yuchuan, holding a cigarette, grinned at Lu Yang, pulled the corner of his mouth, clamped the cigarette between his fingers, took two steps forward and said, "Brother Yang, I didn't smoke, so I just played with it, I couldn't sleep, I was addicted to cigarettes. , I just took it in my mouth to relax for a while, and now I'm relieved, I'm ready to go to bed."
After Chen Yuchuan finished speaking, he wanted to enter the bedroom with a cigarette in his hand, and when he was wiping Lu Yang's shoulder, Lu Yang grabbed Chen Yuchuan's arm and pulled him towards him.
"What's wrong?" Chen Yuchuan asked.
Lu Yang slightly turned his body to Chen Yuchuan's side, lowered his head and leaned on his neck to smell it.
Lu Yang's warm breath sprayed on the side of Chen Yuchuan's neck. Chen Yuchuan felt that his neck was a little itchy, and he tilted his head and rubbed his neck on his shoulder.
"Is there no smoke smell? I really didn't smoke." Chen Yuchuan emphasized again.
Lu Yang raised his hand, held Chen Yuchuan's chin in his palm, lowered his head and approached his lips, the tip of his nose rubbed against Chen Yuchuan's lips.
Chen Yuchuan lowered his eyes, raised his neck deliberately, and rubbed his lips against the tip of Lu Yang's nose, "Is there no smoke smell?"
"Yeah." Lu Yang responded and let go of Chen Yuchuan's arm.
After Chen Yuchuan entered the bedroom, he threw the cigarette in his hand into the trash can, threw away the lighter, took off his clothes and went to bed, and turned off the light.
As soon as he lay down, he felt the quilt on his body being lifted, and his back quickly pressed against a warm, slightly damp chest.
Lu Yang hugged Chen Yuchuan's waist from behind, and put his palm against Chen Yuchuan's belly, "Sleep well."
Chen Yuchuan hadn't slept with Lu Yang for a long time. Lu Yang lay beside him and told him to sleep well, but he was more awake now than when he first woke up.
Chen Yuchuan turned over and drilled into Lu Yang's arms, "Why don't you sleep next door today?"
"Sleeping with you."
Lu Yang was wearing pajamas, and Chen Yuchuan was quiet for a while with his ears close to his chest, listening to Lu Yang's heartbeat, thumping and beating rhythmically.
"Brother Yang, I'm still scared when I think about it."
Chen Yuchuan listened to Lu Yang's heartbeat in his ears, and his own voice reached Lu Yang's chest, and then wrapped Lu Yang's heartbeat back into his ears.
Lu Yang patted Chen Yuchuan on the back, "Not afraid."
Chen Yuchuan raised his head, "Brother Yang, I really cooperate with the doctor, why is it not good?"
"Don't worry," Lu Yang said. "It's only been less than two months. I won't go next time. I'll go in a few days."
"Go," Chen Yuchuan insisted, "I still have to go, what if I can't get better?"
Lu Yang touched Chen Yuchuan's hand under the quilt and held his hand against his chest. This time Chen Yuchuan didn't struggle or resist.
"Look, it's still effective, you're actually not that scared anymore."
"That's right." Chen Yuchuan rubbed Lu Yang's chest twice through his pajamas, and finally lifted Lu Yang's pajamas and put it directly on the skin of his chest. He touched the scar and followed the raised edge of the scar. I touched it back and forth a little bit, and the more I touched it, the more sour my fingertips became.
"Brother Yang, then you fell into a coma and I woke up," Chen Yuchuan recalled with his eyes closed, "I smelled a strong smell of gasoline, and there were bursts of babble, the steel pipe fell to the ground, and many people were talking. The voices, when they were mixed together, were especially harsh. When I opened my eyes, my eyes were red. I didn't know what was wrong. My head hurt and my arms hurt. Blood dripped on my body, on my hair, on my face, on my eyelids, and in my eyes, and my body was full of your blood. No matter how I called you, you didn't wake up, I called you, and I didn't wake up when I cried. Think… "
Chen Yuchuan didn't say any more and turned around.
"Later I heard the sound of an ambulance and saw the doctor in a red coat. I knew it was white, but at the time, they were all red in my eyes. I asked them to save you first. I called them, but they followed suit. I didn't hear it. Someone said that because of the location, I was dragged out first. I was held on a single frame by them. I wanted to get off, but they held me. I watched you being carried into another ambulance. , there are several red coats surrounding you, I can't see you anymore..."
"After the doctor's examination, I was slightly injured. My parents and I were waiting outside the operating room door. I don't know how long it took. I just remember that the doctors and nurses ran in and out and asked us to sign. There were several critical illness notices, and my mind was empty at the time. I didn't know what the critical illness notice meant until the second one. You know, I never believed in ghosts and gods, but I begged for it in my heart. All the gods, I beg them, I beg them to say that as long as you are fine, let me die directly, and exchange my life for yours…”
Lu Yang patted Chen Yuchuan on the back, but Chen Yuchuan didn't say, "Bah, bah, bah, it's a big New Year's Eve, not to mention dying."
This was the first time Chen Yuchuan took the initiative to tell Lu Yang this, and it was also the first time that Lu Yang heard what happened later from Chen Yuchuan's mouth. He patted Chen Yuchuan's back with his hand, "It's all good now."
"It's alright now, but you were in the hospital for a month. I didn't dare to sleep for a month. I was afraid that you would disappear as soon as I closed my eyes. I was all red in my dreams. Thinking about it now, it seems that sleep problems start from That's when it started."
After Chen Yuchuan finished speaking, he said, "I feel that Dr. Lin's medicine is not as effective as yours, so I won't have insomnia when you are at home."
"Then take me as medicine," Lu Yang said.
Chen Yuchuan laughed, "Wait for me to stay for a few more days before eating..." Divorce