In fact, Chen Yuchuan really wanted to try again with Lu Yang. He never found a chance before, but not now. They don't have that emotion now. .
Although they lived together for half a year, even if they were not in the same bed and different dreams, they still had nothing to do with An Wen.
The topic of life and death is too heavy. Before the accident, Chen Yuchuan thought about it three times. The first two times were when his parents died.
Another time he suffered from food poisoning. It was the seventh year of his marriage with Lu Yang. Chen Yuchuan couldn't remember what he ate at that time.
When the stomach was just washed was the most uncomfortable time. Chen Yuchuan was dizzy and had no strength to open his eyes. He lay on the side of the hospital bed with a white face, breathing with his mouth open, but he was never idle.
"Lu Yang, if I die, you can find someone to do the math for me, bury me in a good place, don't ask how good Feng Shui is, just let me meet you in the next life, I don't drink Meng Po soup, I will definitely remember With you, I will find you in the next life."
Chen Yuchuan shook his head dizzily. He thought that what he said was very touching, but in fact, his stomach and stomach hurt. When he spoke, his teeth were chattering and his voice was shaking.
Lu Yang directly covered his mouth, his voice was particularly fierce, "Chen Yuchuan, close your crow's mouth."
Chen Yuchuan moved the corner of his mouth, stuck out his tongue and licked it in Lu Yang's palm, Lu Yang released his hand and stroked his hair on his eyelashes.
Chen Yuchuan closed his eyes and looked up in the direction of Lu Yang, "Lu Yang, what I said is true, I don't think a lifetime is enough."
Chen Yuchuan is not a pessimistic person, but he really thought about what would happen if he died, but he didn't dare to think deeply. What will the rest of Yang's life be like and how to end it, just thinking about Chen Yuchuan can't stand it.
When a person dies, the living person remembers.
People who are alive remember those who are dead.
For the living, this is especially sad and uncontrollable, which is cruel in itself.
When Lu Yang was lying in the intensive operating room, Chen Yuchuan realized that he and Lu Yang had switched positions in this possibility. When the living person might be him, Chen Yuchuan resisted and was alone. The next life is too damn hard.
If something happened to Lu Yang...
Chen Yuchuan didn't think any further.
Lu Yang felt that the person in his arms was breathing heavily, and he touched the back of Chen Yuchuan's head with his palm, and asked, "What's wrong? What do you remember?"
Chen Yuchuan listened to the warm heartbeat, got rid of the sad emotions in his mind, and said, "I don't think anything, I just think that we are like the next life now."
"Bullshit."
Chen Yuchuan thought for a while, "It's nonsense, if this is a lifetime, it's too bad, not enough, let's do it in order, this life is this life, and the next life is the next life."
Lu Yang hummed and said yes.
Chen Yuchuan didn't say anything else. He could feel that Lu Yang was very tired when he came back from this business trip. He also knew that the work that originally took eight days, Lu Yang finished in five days, and the return ticket was booked in advance when he left. It was also temporarily changed later.
He asked, "Brother Yang, did you come back early because you were afraid I wouldn't sleep well?"
"Ok."
"Are you tired?"
"Tired, I haven't slept all day and night, I haven't bought a plane ticket back, and I have transited between two cities."
Chen Yuchuan felt a little distressed, "Let's go to bed, good night, Brother Yang."
"Good night."
Chen Yuchuan heard Lu Yang's steady breathing, and before he fell asleep, he asked again, "Brother Yang, when I'm completely healed, let's remarry."
"it is good."
When Lu Yang said yes, his voice was a little vague, and Chen Yuchuan didn't know whether Lu Yang responded after hearing what he said, or whether he responded subconsciously.
Chen Yuchuan arched into Lu Yang's arms again.
He had always slept with Lu Yang in his arms before, and he had never been honest when sleeping, with his arms and legs resting on Lu Yang.
In the past, he slept very deeply. After he fell asleep, he held Lu Yang tightly, and he couldn't pull him down. When he didn't wake up, he was still angry when he pulled him, and when he was angry, he held Lu Yang tightly.
Chen Yuchuan remembered having a nightmare once. When he woke up in the middle of the night, he was in a cold sweat. At that time, he was sleeping in the middle of the bed, kicked his legs, and kicked his heels directly on the edge of the bed. Chen Yuchuan woke up with pain.
Lu Yang also woke up when he heard Chen Yuchuan's hissing in pain and scolding. Chen Yuchuan inexplicably got angry with Lu Yang and turned on the light to let Lu Yang look at his feet.
"Lu Yang, you don't hold me to sleep. If you don't hold me to sleep, I have nightmares. I wake up from nightmares. I wake up and kick my feet on the edge of the bed. My feet hurt so much now that my scalp hurts."
After Chen Yuchuan made an inexplicable accusation, he stretched out his foot, "You rub it for me, it hurts."
Lu Yang held Chen Yuchuan's ankle, sat cross-legged on the bed, and put his foot on his own, "Where does it hurt?"
"The insteps, toes, ankles, and heels hurt." Chen Yuchuan said through gritting his teeth.
When I first kicked it, the pain was real, but after the strength passed, the pain stopped. Chen Yuchuan shook his foot, "Kind it for me."
Lu Yang was obviously still very sleepy, but he still held his feet and rubbed him carefully.
Chen Yuchuan was lying on the bed with his eyes closed. Lu Yang's movements were very light. Lu Yang was not wearing a shirt.
Lu Yang kept rubbing him, Chen Yuchuan moved, his toes scratched on Lu Yang's lower abdomen, and he felt the muscles on his lower abdomen tense.
Chen Yuchuan didn't move, he hooked the muscles on Luyang's lower abdomen. After hooking, the soles of his feet were directly attached to Luyang's lower abdomen, and he instructed Lu Yang to rub lightly there, rub harder there, go a little to the left, and a little to the right.
Lu Yang rubbed Chen Yuchuan for more than ten minutes, Chen Yuchuan hummed comfortably, his toes were not idle, he kept rubbing against Lu Yang, going up and down.
Just when he was about to fall asleep, he suddenly felt his body sink. He opened his eyes and met the flames in Lu Yang's eyes.
"What's wrong?" Chen Yuchuan asked knowingly.
"What did you say about the fire you caught? You have to put it out..." Lu Yang stretched a hand from behind Chen Yuchuan's waist, and dragged him down by wrapping his arms around his waist, "Does your feet still hurt? "
The two did it once before they went to bed. Chen Yuchuan felt that his back still hurt. He wanted to fight back and said that his foot was still hurting, but it was too late. He just opened his mouth, and Lu Yang had already pressed up and bit him, his teeth grinding against him. The upper lip swallowed his unspoken words.
Because the next day was a rest day, the two never stopped. Chen Yuchuan remembered that it was almost dawn when Lu Yang took him to take a bath.
Chen Yuchuan thought about it and thought about it more, and soon discovered the changes in his body. He lifted the quilt and glanced inside, but he couldn't see anything, it was dark.
Chen Yuchuan felt a little uncomfortable. He stuck out his tongue and licked his lips. He raised his head and kissed Lu Yang's chin. Lu Yang slept very deeply. Chen Yuchuan didn't want to bother him. After the body's reaction subsided a little, he fell asleep.
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It was noon when Chen Yuchuan woke up the next day, and Lu Yang was still asleep. He woke up first, and Lu Yang frowned when he felt that his arms were empty.
Chen Yuchuan lay on his ear and said to Lu Yang before letting go of him, and Chen Yuchuan called Lu Yang after the meal was ready.
After the two of them had eaten, they went back to Luyang's parents' house, accompany them to eat, and picked up Pang Pang back by the way.
During this time, the two of them were very busy, and Fatty was always with Lu Xianfeng and Man Yunxin.
Lu Xianfeng is now in a semi-retired state. Basically, everything in the company has been handed over to Lu Yang. He will go when he wants to go. He has already planned for the New Year and is ready to take Man Yunxin out for vacation.
Man Yunxin likes warm islands very much, and Lu Pioneer usually chooses islands when he goes on vacation with Man Yunxin.
When we were having dinner together in the evening, Chen Yuchuan suddenly remembered that he came back from his hometown a few days ago and felt that the door had been locked, and asked, "Mom and Dad, did you go to the place where we lived before?"
"I didn't go there years ago," Man Yunxin said. "On the time I went to send Chubby, I met you."
"It's weird." Chen Yuchuan said.
"What's wrong?" Man Yunxin asked.
"After I came back from the graves of my parents a few days ago, I remember that I locked it twice before I went out, and when I came back, it opened as soon as I turned it on."
Lu Xianfeng reminded them, "Be careful, there is no one to go in and out of the old community, there is little monitoring, and there are many thieves after the Chinese New Year, don't let someone pick the lock."
Thieves did enter the house before. Not long after they bought the house, the locks were picked up the second year after they were renovated and moved in. Chen Yuchuan's habit of checking the door locks when he went out and went home also started at that time.
Chen Yuchuan was a little unsure if he forgot to check in a hurry when he left last time, because there was no trace of being turned over in the house.
Man Yunxin also warned next to him: "You guys should move, the one in the city center is still empty, I'll hold the key for you later."
"Mom, we don't live there anymore, and now we live in the Bihuxi set," Chen Yuchuan said, "I'll pack up the old house and rent it out when the weather warms up. It's empty, it's empty, and I turn back to the door. Install another monitor, rest assured."
Man Yun nodded, "Well, it's good for you to live there."
After she finished speaking, thinking of the two of them getting divorced, she asked again, "When are you two going to remarry?"
Chen Yuchuan didn't wait for Lu Yang to speak, and said with a smile, "Come on Mom, I can't think about it now, the Civil Affairs Bureau is on vacation."
【Jiulu】
The Civil Affairs Bureau is really on holiday. Those who don't abuse later will be a little sour at most~ Tomorrow and Thursday's treasures, see you the day after tomorrow~ Divorce in my heart