Divorced

Chapter 4: Isn't this what it is, is it love?

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Chen Yuchuan opened the bottle and used a clip to hold an iodine cotton ball to disinfect the back of his hand. When he closed the lid, he wanted to put it in the medicine box. He remembered that there was a blue medicine box at home.

But he thought for a long time about the location of the commonly used medicine box that Lu Yang had just told him, and he didn't bother to move the box to find it. He directly opened the drawer under the coffee table and threw the iodine bottle into the drawer of the coffee table. .

He picked up the ring that had just fallen from the ground again, and put it in the drawer along with the sterile cotton ball.

It was a bit cold to be shirtless all the time, Chen Yuchuan got up and went back to the bedroom, looking for some clothes.

But when he opened the wardrobe, he saw that half of the clothes in the wardrobe were empty, and the half of Lu Yang's wardrobe was empty.

It has been a week since they divorced, and now Chen Yuchuan looked at the empty wardrobe and realized later that he and Lu Yang were really divorced.

Chen Yuchuan closed the closet door again with a "bang", turned around and stood with his back against the closet door for a long time.

The rain outside the window was still falling, and the raindrops were crackling on the glass window, but the sound was very low.

Chen Yuchuan suddenly remembered what he had said to Lu Yang before. He said, Lu Yang, I will depend on you for the rest of my life, and you won't be able to drive me away.

But at this time, he did not rely on Lu Yang as he said before.

The person he wanted to live with for the rest of his life almost shattered the door when he opened the door with his suitcase just now.

Chen Yuchuan leaned against the cabinet door for a while, and when he looked up, he suddenly caught a glimpse of Lu Yang's coat on the chair beside the bedside table.

"Fuck, I don't even finish packing my things." Chen Yuchuan scolded at the coat. After scolding, he walked to the chair and picked it up and put it on.

Chen Yuchuan wrapped his coat tightly, and muttered, "It's too thick. It's not comfortable to hold a shirt to sleep at night."

When he slept last night, he slept with Lu Yang's shirt in his arms.

Chen Yuchuan knew that if he told his friends now that he had sleep problems now, they might not believe him, and would ridicule him that with such a big personality, he would still have sleep problems.

He had no sleep problems before. He was a person who could fall asleep within three seconds as soon as the back of his head touched the pillow. The quality of his sleep was extremely good. Sometimes Lu Yang was talking to him, and he fell asleep.

His sleep problems started half a year ago. At first, he had occasional insomnia, and then when it was serious, he couldn't sleep all night.

Lu Yang has been traveling frequently for the past six months, and he has not found his sleep problems.

And the amazing thing is that as long as Lu Yang comes back, Chen Yuchuan will still sleep well as long as he hugs him.

When Lu Yang was away, Chen Yuchuan slept with his clothes in his arms. Lu Yang's clothes had his own smell, which no one else could smell, only he could smell it.

Chen Yuchuan didn't talk to Lu Yang about this problem. He went to the doctor to prescribe sleeping pills and told Lu Yang that it was vitamins.

Chen Yuchuan put on his coat and walked to the window to open it. He wanted to smoke a cigarette, but when he looked down, he saw Lu Yang's car parked downstairs.

I was driving on behalf of the driver just now. Chen Yuchuan was drunk and didn't pay attention to the outside. It turned out that Lu Yang's car was parked downstairs, but now he can see it at a glance.

Chen Yuchuan attributed the fact that he saw Lu Yang's car at a glance because he had good eyesight. He had completed nine years of compulsory education and hadn't read a few years, so he had never been short-sighted.

I'm only in my thirties now, and I haven't reached the age of farsightedness. My eyesight is quite good.

The rain outside has been a lot lighter. It is now a light rain, but with the wind blowing on his face, Chen Yuchuan feels that his cheeks are still a little sore from the rain.

Small raindrops fell down Chen Yuchuan's neck again, and he raised his hand and wrapped his coat again.

Chen Yuchuan shrank his neck, his calf throbbed suddenly, he didn't feel the pain himself, but thought of Lu Yang's leg.

Lu Yang's calf was injured before, and it hurts when it rains. In the past, when Lu Yang's leg hurt, he would massage him or apply a hot towel to him.

Chen Yuchuan felt that he owed too much just now, and now he feels that he is too cheap, and began to feel bad for Lu Yang's legs.

But he thought about it again, didn't Lu Yang cheaply find him a sterile cotton ball

They are half a catty to eight taels.

If it's not cheap what is it? Could it be love

If it's love, why get divorced

What is it if you don't love it

Chen Yuchuan couldn't figure it out, scratched his head, and finally he attributed it to habit.

Lu Yang's headlights were always on, and there was a small patch of light in the rainy night.

Chen Yuchuan didn't know what Lu Yang was waiting for, and he drove away after another ten minutes.

Chen Yuchuan waited until he couldn't see Luyang's car before closing the window, pulling the curtains, took a sleeping pill and went straight to bed in Luyang's clothes.

The marriage left a week ago. Lu Yang originally said that he would leave the house and the company would be divided into half by Chen Yuchuan.

But Chen Yuchuan didn't want anything. He bought the house and Lu Yang moved out. He only wanted fat, to be precise, he wanted half of the fat.

Chubby is a little stray dog they adopted a few years ago. He is Chubby's dad and Lu Yang is Chubby's mom.

At the beginning, they had a fight over the question of who was fat to call his parents. It was Chen Yuchuan who moved first, and finally he rode on Lu Yang.

Of course, he won, so he is a fat dad and Lu Yang is a fat mom.

It was agreed when they divorced that Chubby and the two of them took turns taking care of each other for a week.

Thinking of Chubby, Chen Yuchuan thought, as if he and Lu Yang really couldn't break up cleanly.

This is the entanglement of a furry child.

And he and Lu Yang, four years of love and twelve years of marriage, ended the morning a week ago.

Sixteen years, the person who has been by his side since he was eighteen, will never matter again.

Sixteen years, that's not sixteen months, sixteen days, sixteen hours...

It's very long to say, and it's very long to think about. If it is replaced by a movie screening, it can be played for 16 years.

Chen Yuchuan did the math. He was thirty-four this year, and he was fifty after sixteen years of filming. It was terrible. At that time, half of him was buried in the ground.

But no matter how long, heavy or thick your sixteen years are, those are not important. When it ends, it will be as simple as that, and it will be broken in one second, and there will be nothing left.

The reason for the divorce is simple, because of two bunches of peppercorns, but it actually seems to be an outbreak after they have accumulated for too long.

The reason has to start from half a month ago. Lu Yang worked extra shifts for a week in a row, and he couldn't come back for dinner that day.

Chen Yuchuan was not feeling well that day. When driving home from get off work and passing by a restaurant he and Lu Yang often go to, he wanted to go in and pack a pork belly soup and go home.

As a result, he saw Lu Yang and Ye Guanghe sitting and eating together in the hall, and half an hour ago, Lu Yang called him to say that he was having dinner with a client tonight.

Chen Yuchuan stood at the front desk and watched for a long time, but he rarely suppressed his temper. Watching the two eating and laughing, he didn't have the impulse to go directly to Lu Yang.

Because he knew that as long as he walked over, according to his temper, he had to fight with Lu Yang to stop it.

He hasn't had a fight with Lu Yang for a long time, and there are very few quarrels. It's not because they no longer have conflicts, but because they have conflicts. It seems that they will not be the same as before, and they must be resolved at that time.

Chen Yuchuan held back about the restaurant for a week and observed Lu Yang for a week, but Lu Yang has always been normal. He kissed him on the head every morning when he woke up, and still hugged him at night.

This made Chen Yuchuan, who wanted to settle accounts afterwards, never find an outlet to vent, until Lu Yang broke out completely after making a boiled fish.

Because Lu Yang put two bunches of green peppercorns in the boiled fish.

They have been together for so many years, Chen Yuchuan does not eat Chinese peppercorns, and Lu Yang has never put Chinese peppercorns in his cooking.

That day, Chen Yuchuan talked to a plate of pepper fish for half an hour, from the pepper skewers to their wedding anniversary a month ago. Lu Yang didn't come back because of the company's project. Chen Yuchuan waited for him all night, but he didn't come back. .

As the wedding anniversary approached, Chen Yuchuan brought up the accident half a year ago. They had a breakup three years ago. Ten years ago... fifteen years ago... sixteen years ago...

The sesame seeds at the bottom of the press box were all pulled out.

In fact, Chen Yuchuan is not a person who likes to turn over old accounts. He is not the kind of person who will hold on to the nonsense of the past. The past is the past, and it will only hurt his feelings. He understands this truth.

In fact, he had already thought about his words that day, and the bullshit he said before was just to pave the way for his emotions.

Since stopping sixteen years ago, the topic has naturally shifted to Ye Guanghe.

He really wanted to know what Lu Yang was thinking, and also wanted to know what his relationship with Ye Guanghe was.

And the name of the man Ye Guanghe was heard by Chen Yuchuan from Ling Qun more than a year ago.

Ling Qun is Lu Yangfa's primary school. They have always been classmates, from elementary school to high school.

Ling Qun was unhappy that day, so he took him to drink. After drinking too much, he began to reminisce about his childhood. He talked about Chen Yuchuan a lot about his high school days, because Ling Qun's first love was in his second year of high school.

Later, after Ling Qun said his first love story with a big tongue, he wiped a tear and the topic came to Lu Yang.

Ling Qun said a name, Ye Guanghe. Ye Guanghe was a transfer student who later transferred to another school. He was at the same table as Lu Yang. He said that Ye Guanghe and Lu Yang had a good relationship, and the two often went in and out together. Play football together, get out of school together, and eat together.

Ling Qun said that they should have had a better time at that time, but after Ye Guanghe went abroad, the two lost contact.

Later, Ling Qun also showed Chen Yuchuan a photo of Ye Guanghe, which looked handsome and gentle.

Chen Yuchuan felt awkward for a while at that time, but it only took a while, a few seconds passed.

At the age of sixteen or seventeen years old in high school who didn't understand shit, that kind of thing was nothing.

Chen Yuchuan forgot one thing, he was only eighteen when he was with Lu Yang.

Moreover, when Lu Yang abducted him to bed that year, it was the first time for them both.

Even if Ye Guanghe really talked to Lu Yang, the two of them would at most hold hands and kiss each other.

Since Lu Yang had never mentioned Ye Guanghe to him, there was no need for him to pull it out to block each other now.

But after seeing them in the restaurant that day, Chen Yuchuan didn't think so.

Damn, if what Ling Qun said is true, isn't Ye Guanghe Luyang Bai Yueguang, or Bai Yueguang who was cut off halfway, their relationship hasn't reached the end yet, then Ye Guanghe, Bai Yueguang, isn't it? Is it whiter

Chen Yuchuan has also heard of a lot of love splits between couples, but it's all because of Bai Yueguang's sudden appearance.

The power of Bai Yueguang cannot be underestimated.

In Chen Yuchuan's eyes, the white moonlight and the white moonlight should be just like what others said, and the white moonlight should hang in the sky to shine, right? You go down to the ground and still call a fart Bai Yueguang

It is white moonlight when it is far away, can it be white when it is close

After that restaurant, Chen Yuchuan still felt a sense of crisis. He felt that such a problem could not arise between him and Lu Yang, and Lu Yang belonged to him.

Originally, Ling Qun's words pierced a small thorn in his heart. After the restaurant, the small thorn quickly grew into a big thorn.

Chen Yuchuan treats feelings and Lu Yang with a strong possessiveness. The past is over, so he can leave it alone, but now, no one can get in the middle of it. divorce