"I have a lover."
After Song Nan Tomb finished speaking, he kicked off the stool and left. Song Mi stared at his back and gradually disappeared around the corner, disappearing from his sight.
We will meet again in the future.
She thought so.
But certainly not now.
Song Nan Tomb was holding his breath today, and was waiting for Jiang Beize to call him and ask when he would come back, but he didn't wait all afternoon. He went to the store for a walk, and when he came out, he found that he was carrying a Several bunches of candied haws, as well as some of Jiang Beize's favorite snacks.
Why do you like eating candied haws
Even though he was in New York, he didn't think so.
He admitted that he still thought about it and wanted to go back. When he had no home, even if Song Yikai called him a hundred times, he would not go back. He would hang out with a few brothers outside, drink, play billiards and ride motorcycles. Never go back before clicking here.
Now that I have someone to sleep with, my thoughts have changed, my brothers are gone, my social circle has also faded, and gradually he is the only one left.
Song Nan Tomb went back with random thoughts.
I saw that the door was open, the light in the entrance was also on, and the yellow-green light and shadow reflected on the wall, creating a trace.
Jiang Beize was back a long time ago, squatting under the flower stand in the living room, teasing a puppy.
A purebred little golden retriever, with brown fur, not a big dog.
This dog Song Nan Tomb looked familiar. He had seen Yu Li from Jiang Beiyuan's house before, and this little dog looked exactly like the big dog.
"Whose dog is it?"
Song Nan Tomb was changing his shoes at the entrance, and the fool said, getting angry and angry, and it turned out to be him who took the initiative to look for him at the bottom of the steps.
"My second brother's family is from Yu Lisheng." Jiang Beize said quietly without raising his head or looking at Song Nan's tomb.
Sure enough.
Song Nan Tomb was already angry, but now he was even holding his anger and unable to vent it.
"If you like raising it, can't I buy it for you?"
"There is no dignity in a dog's life. After Yuli died, only these three puppies were left. The one I want is called Chang'an."
Song Nan Tomb didn't care whether he was safe or not, so he walked over with his slippers on his feet and picked up the dog on the ground.
He looked stupid and didn't know if he could make a living.
"This dog is so ugly. I'll take it back tomorrow and go to the pet hospital to buy you a new one!"
"I don't."
Jiang Beize was very strong this time. He snatched the dog from his arms and held it in his arms like a treasure.
Song Nan's tomb was completely popular, and it seemed to me that Jiang Beize had not had such a confrontation with him for a long time.
"Are you done with this? Are you still unable to forget your second brother?!"
"Yes."
still
Song Nan Tomb was so angry that he wanted to smash the wall. He thought he could half push and half push him, but he simply admitted that his heart felt like someone had shot him, right at the apex of his heart.
"Jiang Beize, how could you agree to me when we were so lucky?!"
What did you promise him
Promise him that I will be loyal to you from now on, and no one else can come into my eyes.
Promise him that from now on you will make money and I will cook, and we will live together and take care of each other.
Jiang Beize kept his head lowered.
"You asked me if I have forgotten it. I told the truth and you are still angry. But the fact is this. I have liked my second brother for so many years. How can I stop liking him even if I don't like him?"
"So you still like it now?"
"Ang, I went back today and my second brother cooked for me. My second brother is still the same. Nothing has changed. My second brother -"
Is it over yet? !
Song Nan Tomb directly grabbed his collar and pulled him to his side.
"Then what the hell do I mean? Am I your spare tire??"
"..." Jiang Beize looked away, "I've seen how good you have been to me in the past few years, and I'm very touched. Maybe I'm not familiar with the place, so I'm very dependent on you. Is this feeling love? Do you think so? It’s good, we are all together anyway.”
"Then I'm being a bitch and want to let you ruin me like this!"
Song Nan Tomb was so angry that his eyes were red, and he let go of his hand. Jiang Beize lost his balance and took two steps back, looking at Song Nan Tomb expressionlessly.
"Did I let you be a bitch? You came here on your own initiative. If you didn't come to me, I wouldn't be with you out of guilt or emotion!"
Because of guilt? Because of emotion
He may not know how hurtful these words are. He, Song Nan Tomb, could be considered a gangster wandering around in the world for many years. He was bloody injured and had not been injured for many years.
Maybe it was a mistake to go to him in the first place, and it was a mistake to start with that sentence "I will never lose my love"!
No, it was a joke from the moment he laid eyes on him!
Four years have passed, and he thought that both of them had become more mature. In his eyes, relationships were no child's play, but in Jiang Beize's eyes, it turned out to be nothing more than that.
Song Nan Tomb turned around and left.
The door slammed loudly, echoing with a huge trembling sound, which made Chang An tremble in Jiang Beize's arms.
The little guy stared at Jiang Beize with his watery eyes.
Jiang Beize put the dog on the ground, squatted down and touched its soft fur.
"I'm not very good at acting..."
A ball of white mist accumulated in the eyes, crystal clear, until tears fell one by one.
"I pissed him off this time. He is such a proud person, but now he is really hurt by me..."
It is better to be hurt now than to hurt a circle of people and then hurt himself later.
There were two open plastic bags at the entrance. Jiang Beize walked over and saw that the bags contained his favorite snacks, as well as several bunches of candied haws.
The gourd quickly turned into a tear-filled gourd. Jiang Beize ate a candy ball. It was salty, bitter and sour...it didn't taste like candied haws at all.
In fact, he liked to eat candied haws when he was a child.
That time Jiang Guoteng and Pei Jinling had a quarrel. Jiang Beiyuan took him out because he was annoyed, passed by Chinatown, and bought him a bunch of candied haws.
Jiang Beize remembers clearly that at that time, the gourds were wrapped with a layer of transparent sugar paper. The sugar balls were big and round and tasted very sweet. They were seedless inside, so there was no need to worry about getting stuck in the teeth.
The reason why I remember it so clearly is because the time spent with Jiang Beiyuan was really happy and innocent.
Missing doesn't mean reluctant to let go.
Being unforgettable does not mean that you are still attached to it.
He knows who he likes now.
He also knows very well who he wants to be with.
But these words cannot be said to Song Nan Tomb.
That's how it all ended.
Everything fell into great silence.
…
It’s been half a month.
Jiang Beize hasn't seen Song Nan's tomb in half a month.
He hasn't come back since the quarrel that day. For the past half month, he has been staying at home by himself, ordering takeout when he was hungry, or not eating, and then sleeping when he was sleepy. When he couldn't sleep, he cried quietly, and he was afraid of being laughed at by the dog. , then covered with quilt, crying in bed.
Chang'an lost a lot of weight. Jiang Beize felt that this was not good. He was not happy, and even the dog was not happy. The dog was also getting thinner with him. It was obvious that Yan Nian and Jiang Beiyuan had fed him fat before he brought it back.
So after half a month, Jiang Beize finally went out to deliver the dog to Jiang Beiyuan's house.
Today, Sunday, Yan Nian is at home, and so are his three children. Yan Nian calls the three children "uncle."
"Baby Chang'an, mommy misses you so much!"
The one who likes Chang'an the most is Jiang Chunhe. When Jiang Beize took her away, the little girl cried for a long time. Fortunately, she was brought back again. The little girl glared at Jiang Beize resentfully, as if she was saying that he was abusing my dog. Thin!
However, Jiang Chunhe did not dare to say it because he was afraid that the other party was his uncle.
Jiang Chunhe threatened Jiang Jingming with the dog, but Jiang Saner pretended to be calm and went back to the room, locking the door.
Jiang San'er had no reason to be afraid of dogs since he was a child.
It's amazing.
He wasn't bitten by a dog, nor was he scared, but he was afraid of dogs. Yan Nian said it was genetic and he inherited his father's fear of dogs!
However, Jiang San'er was not afraid when the dog lay down quietly or stopped barking. He was afraid that Jiang Chunhe would scare him with the dog, so Jiang San'er would be honest.
"Sister-in-law, where is my second brother?" Jiang Beize looked around and did not see Jiang Beiyuan.
Yan Nian said that Jiang Beiyuan went to the hospital. There was a major operation in the hospital today and he must be needed, because except for Jiang Beiyuan, the rest were timid and no one dared to take it.
Jiang Beize did not stay at Yan Nian's house for lunch at noon. After delivering the dog, he left, saying he was going to the hospital to find Jiang Beiyuan.
The Central Hospital is very busy, with voices and hurried footsteps heard all the time.
Compared with those doctors who were in a hurry, Jiang Beiyuan was just a leisurely person.
Jiang Beize leaned against the wall of the corridor and watched Jiang Beiyuan walk out of the operating room, wearing a white coat. Although the white coat was a little wrinkled and stained with blood, it did not affect his cleanliness.
The sun fell on Jiang Beiyuan's shoulders. He had broad shoulders and a tall and well-proportioned figure. He had one hand in his pocket. When he walked, the light from outside chased him and fell all over his feet and body.
Jiang Beize remembered that before going abroad, Jiang Beiyuan was still a little thin. At that time, he might have been under a lot of pressure and many things at home were not going well.
Not now. Doctor Jiang, who is energetic, refreshing and spotless, is very attractive.
Until Jiang Beiyuan saw him, his dark and perfect peach blossom eyes fell on Jiang Bei Ze, and Jiang Bei Ze said hello.
He had to admit that his second brother was still outstanding, still dazzling, still handsome, and still the most perfect person he had ever seen.
I used to really like him, but now I really just admire him, nothing more.
"Your sister-in-law called and said your eyes were swollen and bitten by mosquitoes?"
puff,,,
Why is the second brother the same as Song Nan Tomb
Jiang Beize couldn't laugh or cry, "Second brother, can't I just cry?"
"oh."
Jiang Beiyuan was writing the patient's case. He glanced lazily at Jiang Beize, and then continued writing the case in his hand, "I'm twenty, and I'm still crying."
Jiang Beize didn't answer.
After writing the case, Jiang Beiyuan finally took a formal look at Jiang Beize. He was a little thinner, and there was a pen stuck in the front of his clothes. The brown-red pen was not the one he gave him originally.
"Changed the pen?"
Jiang Beiyuan's voice is very magnetic, a bit hoarse than Jiang Beize's, and the rising final note is also very charming.
Mentioning this, Jiang Beize scratched the back of his head in embarrassment, "I'm sorry, second brother, he was jealous, and then he threw it away. I didn't stop it. Now I don't know where it was thrown."
It was Jiang Beize's 18th coming-of-age ceremony.
At that time, he was already with Song Nan Tomb, and he accidentally mentioned that my second brother had given me a pen and wished me a bright future and flowers all the way. Then Song Nan Tomb became popular without saying a word. He said that he had lost the pen given by Jiang Beiyuan and bought a brand new one for Jiang Beize.
It is a foreign brand. The carvings and textures are extremely exquisite, and there are no flaws even with the pen cap.
Song Nan Tomb saved up his working money for 3 months and bought it for Jiang Beize, so because he was so sincere and it was not easy to make money, Jiang Beize didn't argue with him.
Jiang Beiyuan didn't take it seriously. After all, he had given the pen as a gift for several years. Once it was given away, it would become someone else's thing.
"I have an operation in the afternoon. You can go to the cafeteria to eat by yourself, or I can give you money to eat out."
"Well, it's okay. You are busy, second brother. I just came here to take a look..."
Jiang Beize wanted to leave, but as soon as he turned around, he spotted a black figure at the corner—
The next second he turned around quickly and hugged Jiang Beiyuan's waist.
He didn't explain anything, just hugged and rubbed into Jiang Beiyuan's arms.
Song Nan Tomb, who was wearing a black jacket at the corner, squinted at this scene. His fists clenched loudly before he loosened them in despair.
So what is this? !
Half a month, he spent half a month to calm down, give him time, give him a chance, even if it is a phone call, a message, contact him in various ways, even if it is just scolding him. It's better to go home...
There was nothing. Song Yikai was sick. He came here to buy cold medicine for Song Yikai today. He didn't expect to see such a scene.
very good.
The figure of Song Nan Tomb disappeared at the end of the corner, as if he had never appeared before.
Jiangbeiyuan pulled the boy away from him.
Condescendingly, he raised his eyebrows and half-smiled, "Do you know how to use your brother to block the gun?"
Sure enough, he couldn't hide anything from his second brother.
Jiang Beize lowered his head, "I had a fight with him, it was a bit contradictory..."
"I don't care about your personal life, and I won't interfere either now or in the future."
Three and a half sentences express his own attitude, but the last sentence is the key point -
"Next time, find someone else to cooperate with you. If I can't, my wife will be jealous."
After saying that, he went back to the clinic. Jiang Beize stood there and smiled.
Suddenly, I felt that his second brother was so kind, so dedicated and affectionate. He was a man who could make countless bees follow him.
He was not moved or infatuated with such a stunning piece of cake, because he was already completely occupied by another person.
People have only one heart. If you eat half-heartedly and think about what's in the pot, that's dregs.
Jiang Beize returned to the Waterside Pavilion.
Sure enough, he still hasn't come back...
Seeing that scene, normal people would feel betrayed, and when they come back, they will show off their brains.
Now that Song Nan's tomb is gone and Chang'an has sent him away, he is the only one at home. Jiang Beize is actually not hungry, so he cooks some noodles and eats them. When he and Song Nan's tomb were in New York, the two of them ate while facing each other. Pot noodles, now I feel full after just one bowl.
After eating, he played with the pen given to him by Song Nan Tomb.
In fact, Jiang Beize didn't want to use this pen a few times for fear of wearing it out. There was also a small note stuffed inside, which he wrote for his classmates back then. The words "I will never lose my love" were used by him. He cut it off, rolled it into strips and stuffed it into the pen.
But Song Nan Tomb didn't know about this.
The wind outside the window was relatively fresh and cool, much better than the dullness in the house. Jiang Beize lay on the window and closed his eyes to feel the wind. In fact, if it weren't for Song Nan Tomb, he would have died alone because of love.
Just like this wind, it makes you cool and makes you homeless.
In the end, his hands were numb after blowing, and he came to his senses. He wanted to close the window, otherwise he would be the one to suffer if he caught a cold.
Perhaps because he was too cold to feel anything, he lost his grip on the pen and dropped it.
"don't want-"
He shouted subconsciously, but the response to him was silence.
This was on the fifth floor. Jiang Beize went out to pick up a pen without even wearing a coat. Standing downstairs, a man in black sportswear was holding the pen and looking at it boredly.
Jiang Beize didn't know this man. He should be from the same community. "Um... Sir, this pen is mine. Please return it to me. Thank you."
The man was about thirty years old. The moment he saw Jiang Beize, his eyes visibly brightened.
"Little puppy, I like it."
Jiang Beize still stretched out his hand, "Please return that pen to me. It is very important to me."
"How can I prove it's yours?"
"You can open it, and there is a note inside, with four words written on it, my love will never be lost."
The man opened it and saw a crumpled note inside.
"Okay, now you come to the bar with me, drink with me, drink with me, I'll give you the pen, if you can't drink, you can play with me tonight."
Jiang Beize frowned. His eyebrows were just like his face. They were delicate and not rich. They looked like those of a grandma, clean and pure, like a student who had just graduated from high school.
Seeing that he didn't speak, the man put the pen in his pocket, turned around and left, "Forget it if you don't drink with me, you can sue me and see if the police will care about this little thing of yours."
A pen, there is really no need to report it.
But this pen is really very important to Jiang Beize. This is the person he likes. He spent three months sweating, grinding his hands for three months, working several odd jobs at the same time, and bought it for him. one's gift.
This is a memorial and a time and effort that cannot be measured in money.
Jiang Beize suddenly stopped him, "Which bar you want to go to, I will go with you right now!"
(End of chapter)