He didn't allow her to raise her head, his face was just lying on her neck, his voice was muffled, very low...
"You always say that I am immature. I am just a child. You are four years older than me. You asked me to call you Senior Sister. I don't want to. I call you Jiang Yan because in my heart, you are already a member of the Jiang family. .”
"My daughter-in-law is you, Jiang Yan, you are the only one."
"You are always unsure of yourself, so I can only pamper you more and make you feel more secure."
"I am a very impatient person, and it is only with you that I show the patience I have accumulated for twenty years."
"I said breakup that day out of anger. I turned around and regretted it."
"But Xie Zijun was standing there. I couldn't help but wait for you to coax me. It would be great if you gave me a step down, right? I just followed it."
"You didn't give it, but you have become very close to Xie Zijun these days. What do you want me to think?"
"Also, I really wanted to apologize to you earlier. Every time you look at me, you always have a cold and heartless look on your face. What else can I say? Anyway, putting on a hot face is just a sign of your cold ass!"
"In addition, you deleted my WeChat account again. All the chat records for the past six months were deleted by you. You are so cruel and heartless. You even prepared a New Year gift for me. I even planned to go on winter vacation. Your family proposed marriage to your grandma!"
Mu Yanzhu's heart skipped a beat.
She tried her best to digest what Jiang Qingchi said. It turned out that he had thought so much in his heart.
Alas, it would have been nice to have said this earlier, so that I wouldn't have been bored for ten days.
Mu Yanzhu came back to her senses and was about to say something, but he hugged her tighter and his deeper and deeper voice echoed in her ears:
"Okay, this time, face to face, I sincerely apologize to you. It's all my fault. I shouldn't have hugged other girls, and I shouldn't have broken up with you willfully. You don't want to be nice to others, is that okay?"
Mu Yanzhu smiled and wanted to push him away, but he still didn't let go, as if he was afraid that if he let go, she would run away.
"Please let me go first, Jiang He. I also have something to say to you."
Hearing this, Jiang Qingchi slowly let go of her...
The big boy with red eyes had really cried, with tears still hanging on his eyelashes, and he turned his face to the side.
Looking at his crystal tears, Mu Yanzhu's heart shrank twice, which was worse than her own heartache. She wanted to raise her hand to wipe his tears, but he gently brushed them away.
"If you have something to say, tell me quickly. If it makes me unhappy, we won't do anything else this morning. We'll just sit here and talk. We didn't come up with something yesterday, so we must settle it today."
"I'm sorry. I was wrong this time. I shouldn't have deceived you or made you angry on purpose. In fact, Xie Zijun and I are not getting along at all. He has been chasing after me these days, but I never gave him any expectations."
"Really?" Jiang Qingchi turned around, raised his eyebrows, and was dubious.
"real."
Mu Yanzhu leaned forward, her pink lips brushed against his cheek, and covered his long eyelashes with tears.
The corners of her lips were hot, and her heart was also warm.
"Jiang He, let's get back together."
"... If you lie to me, you will be struck by lightning."
Mu Yanzhu couldn't help laughing, "It's okay to quarter the body with five horses."
"Forget it, what I just said doesn't count. My wife must be well."
Jiang Qingchi hugged Mu Yanzhu hard.
Mu Yanzhu closed her eyes, feeling the clean breath on his body, and her heart calmed down at this moment.
The injured heart, the painful gap, healed little by little.
The most painful love in the world is when you love someone but want to be separated from him.
The most precious love in the world is lost and found.
Mu Yanzhu put his hands under Jiang Qingchi's armpits, wrapped them around his waist, and rested his chin on his shoulder.
"Jiang He, let's trust each other more in the future."
"okay."
…
Xie Zijun was very well-informed. He found out the day after Mu Yanzhu and Jiang Qingchi reconciled.
So early the next morning, he called Mu Yanzhu, his voice a little complicated, and asked her if she and Jiang Qingchi were back together.
Mu Yanzhu hummed, "Okay, it just happened this morning."
He was silent for a while.
"sorry."
"Forget it! I thought I would have a chance, hehe."
"You are excellent. I wish you find your beloved."
"...dududu."
Xie Zijun hung up the phone without saying anything.
He also seemed angry and felt that he had been deceived in some way.
Mu Yanzhu ignored him.
It’s okay to be angry. If you can’t give explanations to others, don’t give expectations.
"If you like it, you like it. If you don't like it, you don't like it. If you don't like someone and you are still dating him, that is consuming his feelings. Emotions should not be compromised."
She was writing this sentence on the computer when suddenly a person hugged her from behind.
Then a familiar voice sounded above his head: "It's me."
"...Do you make no sound when you walk?"
Jiang Qingchi snorted, "You are obviously too focused on your work."
"What did you do in the study room? You have classes this time, don't you?"
"Can't I stay with you?"
He walked around to her and smiled slightly to please her.
Mu Yanzhu pinched Jiang He's face and said, "I don't need you to accompany me. Go to class quickly. I have a lot of inspiration now. I will be paid as soon as I submit the manuscript today. With you here, I can't concentrate on my work anymore."
"Then I'm leaving."
"Well, let's go."
"Are you really leaving?" He asked several times, somewhat reluctantly.
Mu Yanzhu didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "Let's go, young master, go to class quickly, don't let the teacher fail at the end of the semester!"
Jiang Qingchi nodded and went out with ink.
The lost and found prince suddenly became cautious in his relationship.
Mu Yanzhu wrote for two hours and handed in the manuscript. The editor gave her this month's salary, eighteen thousand.
Mu Yanzhu was confused and asked why he was given an extra eight thousand yuan.
Editor: "Year-end award, you deserve it."
"Thank you."
It felt good to open the money. He stretched out and walked out. When he looked at the people standing in the corridor, Mu Yanzhu was stunned.
"You are stupid. Didn't I ask you to go back to class?"
"I'm already late," Jiang Qingchi said lazily, leaning against the wall with his hands folded on the back of his head, "I might get scolded if I go back, so I might as well stay here with you."
Mu Yanzhu couldn't tell what she felt in her heart, she could only look at his features like this, he looked very handsome, much more energetic than the previous days, and looked radiant.
"Then you just stood here for two hours?"
"I played the game for two hours and it wasn't boring at all."
"Jiang He, you don't have to accommodate me like this, really."
"Ah sneeze,"
Jiang Qingchi sneezed, rubbed his nose, and then raised his lips in disapproval, "What do you mean by accommodating me? I like standing here, don't I?"
After saying that, he held her hand, put the phone in his pocket, and left the study room.
Later, Mu Yanzhu realized that without knowing it, he had gradually become the one who loved her more.
only…
Many truths are often realized only in hindsight.
…
Classmate Jiang Qingchi caught a cold again.
My nose felt bad yesterday.
There are many people who catch colds in the late winter. In the morning, the eldest young master was wiping his nose with Mu Yanzhu while having dinner. His voice was muffled and soft, like a glutinous rice cake, "My wife... feels uncomfortable."
Mu Yanzhu: "I want you to roam around every day. In the winter, you don't wear a down jacket, just wear a coat, drink cold drinks every day, and eat snacks. Do you think those things containing preservatives are good things?"
Jiang Qingchi sniffed again, lowered his eyebrows, and said in a muffled voice, "I won't be a prostitute in the future."
Like a soft and cute little puppy, it is really uncomfortable. Being sick makes people weak.
Mu Yanzhu sighed, "It's your own fault."
As he spoke, he still arranged the bangs on his forehead.
It was obvious that he had a cold, and he didn't bother to take care of his hair today. His bangs were broken, making him look a bit messy.
Jiang Qingchi drank soy milk carelessly and didn't eat much. He was very sick.
Whenever he catches a cold, his symptoms are sore throat and stuffy nose.
After the two of them finished eating, Mu Yanzhu wanted him to go to the school infirmary, but if he didn't go, his temper would get worse due to the cold, so he had to stay with her.
"I will go wherever you go."
"I'm going to class, you coming with me?"
"Hmm... follow." He sniffed again, "How about we both stop going to class and find a hotel. You can hug me like you did last time and make me a bowl of soup. Then I'll be fine. "
"Go after class. This class is the last one. The teacher wants to take names."
"Okay... Anyway, wherever you go, I'll go."
Then they arrived in the classroom, and the two of them sat in the last row. Jiang Qingchi sat next to Mu Yanzhu, half of his face wrapped in a scarf, and he rubbed her arms from time to time, "My wife, I feel so uncomfortable."
The table was covered with the toilet paper he used to blow his nose, and Mu Yanzhu couldn't stand it anymore.
"You go to the school infirmary and wait for me. I'll find you after class."
"No, it's just a minor cold. I won't go away."
Jiang Qingchi sniffed and started blowing his nose again.
Fortunately, Mu Yanzhu brought a roll of toilet paper.
His nose was red, like the elk Santa Claus rode. Mu Yanzhu wanted to pinch it, but she held it back.
get out of class is finally over.
Jiang Qingchi threw the toilet paper into the trash can nearby and looked at Mu Yanzhu pitifully with a pair of misty eyes filled with moisture.
"Daughter-in-law, please hug me!"
With a soft heart, Mu Yanzhu leaned over to hug him and patted his back.
Seeing how uncomfortable he was with a cold made her feel uncomfortable too!
"Why don't we go to the infirmary and get you some medicine to get better quickly."
"Didn't you say that Western medicine has side effects? If you don't take it... take me to the hotel and make me a bowl of soup."
"But last time you had a fever, this time you have a cold. A cold is different from a fever."
"I just want to be with you."
evildoer.
Mu Yanzhu's heart almost melted into a cake...
It takes fifteen minutes to walk from the classroom to the school gate. It's too far. You have to take a taxi and book a room in a hotel.
But the classroom is close to Jiang Qingchi's dormitory, and it only takes three minutes to get there.
Mu Yanzhu asked Jiang Qingchi to go back to the dormitory and have a good rest. He went to buy black beans, mung beans, and hawthorn slices. The black beans removed moisture, the mung beans cleared away heat and detoxified, and the hawthorns were appetizing and revitalizing the stomach. He also bought some barley. Now he had all the ingredients.
Right now it's a matter of making soup. No illegal electrical appliances can be used in the dormitory.
Mu Yanzhu took these ingredients to the cafeteria and asked from window to window if she could make some soup for her. She could pay for it separately.
The aunt shook her head, naturally it was impossible for her to turn on the stove alone.
After walking around the entire restaurant, there was finally a doorman who couldn't bear to see Mu Yanzhu being so miserable, so he said,
"Little girl, let me go to my guard room and make soup for you! When I had a cold in the past, my wife always made me black bean soup. Don't you see that you know a lot about Chinese medicine?"
"Understand a little, thank you grandpa."
The grandfather smiled and took her materials, and asked Mu Yanzhu on the way, "Have you caught a cold?"
"No, my boyfriend has a cold."
"Oh my, you little girl are so honest."
After cooking a large pot, Mu Yanzhu took out the thermos bucket prepared in advance and wanted to put it in it.
"Grandpa, even my boyfriend can't drink after enduring so much. You can keep the rest and drink it!"
"Hey, I have an empty bottle here. You can take it with you!"
"How can that be done? You don't want my money and you still make me soup for free. I feel really bad about it." Mu Yanzhu said.
"Haha, don't feel sorry. Young people should cherish it and take advantage of the energy of youth."
Mu Yanzhu also smiled and said, "You are not bad either. I can see that you and grandma are very affectionate."
Hearing this, the old man's smile froze and his eyes became sore.
"We are indeed very affectionate... But the year before last, she left me and left on her own because of breast cancer."
The smile on Mu Yanzhu's lips also faded, saying that she had to leave the remaining black bean soup for the old man to drink.
…
Downstairs of Jiang Qingchi's dormitory.
Mu Yanzhu was holding the thermos bucket and was about to send him a message to ask him to go downstairs when a tall and fat boy passed by her.
"Huh? You're not that one, who is that one -"
"I'm looking for Jiang Qingchi." Mu Yanzhu touched his nose awkwardly.
Li Huan slapped his forehead.
"Yes, you are Mr. Chi's wife, look at my memory! Look for him, I'll call him down for you!"
This way there would be no need for Mu Yanzhu to send messages.
She nodded, "Thank you then."
"It's okay~ I'm Mr. Chi's best buddy in college."
"Ah, yes, your name is Li Huan, right?"
Mu Yanzhu also realized it later.
"Hahaha, yes, Fatty Li is me!"
Li Huan took two steps and seemed to have thought of something. He suddenly turned around and looked towards Mu Yanzhu.
"Are you two reconciled again?"
Mu Yanzhu nodded blankly.
Li Huan sighed, "We finally reconciled. It's not easy."
"What does it mean to finally reconcile?"
"Damn it, you two broke up and it's really hard on me. He dragged me to the playground to play basketball before five o'clock. The night before yesterday, he dragged me to drink. Mr. Chi seems to be a cool person on the surface, but in fact, he doesn't I know how to drink, and after just two drinks, I’ll get drunk! It’s not like a man!”
Mu Yanzhu pursed her lips.
I heard Li Huan say again:
"I was particularly impressed. He started crying when he was drunk. He cried on my shoulder and hit me several times. It was heartbreaking, shocking, and made me cry."
"Then I found out that you two had broken up."
"Let me tell you, why has he been so abnormal these past few days? He has been depressed all day long, as if he has lost his soul. He has stopped playing games and stopped attending classes. He is just like a zombie, lying in bed in a daze. "
Mu Yanzhu's heart tightened. She didn't know anything about this.
"Also, did you give him a scarf on his birthday?"
Mu Yanzhu nodded.
Li Huan smiled and said, "He always wears that scarf to show off to me, saying that his wife knitted it by herself, and he likes it very much. I also joked with him, you have to be nice to your wife, if she can buy you a scarf There are a lot of people, but not many people can knit scarves for you with their own hands."
"Then you two broke up, didn't you? I watched him throw the scarf around, throw it from the dormitory building, and then pick it up again after a few seconds, over and over again, just like a psychopath."
Mu Yanzhu twitched the corners of his lips, "He's just like that. Sometimes he has a childish temper."
"Although you may have a childish temper, Mr. Chi's heart for you is genuine. I can see it in my eyes and I can feel that he likes you quite a bit."
"Okay, let's not talk anymore. I'll go upstairs and call someone!" Li Huan ran away after saying that.
"Stop yelling, let him have a good rest, please help me bring him up." Suddenly I didn't want him to come down.
"It's better to scream! It only makes sense if you give it to him with your own hands!"
"okay."
Standing where he was, Mu Yanzhu felt mixed emotions in his heart.
If there wasn't such a person saying these words to her, maybe she would never know in her life that Jiang Qingchi was so difficult during the breakup.
She had always thought that these ten days were her most painful transition period, a life of a walking zombie, with no motivation, no hope, as if she was about to die, and she couldn't bring herself to do anything.
It turned out that when she thought she was a victim, there was a person who suffered as much pain and suffering as she did.
What is empathy
That's it.
Only when two people who truly love each other are separated can they experience the feeling.
Just as I was thinking about it, a young man ran over from the dormitory building wrapped in a quilt.
(End of chapter)