A year later, Xie Zijun and An Xin got married.
I thought I was entering the palace of marriage, but unexpectedly I was entering the tomb of marriage.
Xie Zijun and An Xin were married because of his son. He made An Xin pregnant, so he had to marry her.
Ever since they got married, the two of them had been quarreling day and night, either over trivial matters or because An Xin disliked him in various ways and disliked him for not having the ability or money.
Xie Zijun felt aggrieved.
He graduated early and is now an employee of a construction company. He earns 6,000 yuan a month and 5,000 yuan a month to An Xin. Save the one thousand yuan to buy lipstick, bags and clothes for An Xin.
An Xin has always had a lot of expenses, and she spends money lavishly without caring about it.
After graduation, An Xin had no job and relied entirely on Xie Zijun for support.
Xie Zijun always said to her: "I know we are having a hard time now, but don't worry, our life will get better and better in the future."
But An Xin didn't listen.
After work, Xie Zijun returned home exhausted. He had to cook dinner for An Xin and accept her disgust and complaints.
"I have been married to you for more than a year. Look at you. You haven't bought me a decent mink fur. Mrs. Sun next door has four or five mink furs in her closet. What about me? What about me? I have nothing!"
Xie Zijun rubbed his temples and sighed.
"My salary is six thousand yuan a month, and I've given you five thousand yuan. What else do you want from me?"
"How dare you say that! Look at other men, how can they make such a small amount of money in a month? I don't have to spend five thousand yuan on my own. I don't have to pay utility bills or support my parents. Don’t you need to go shopping with your friends for beauty treatment? Am I waiting to become a yellow-faced woman?”
Xie Zijun felt very upset.
But he didn't want to quarrel with An Xin, he always gave in to her.
"Didn't I always say that in the next three years, I will definitely become a manager. At that time, my monthly salary will be at least 20,000, and my year-end bonus will be quite large. I will give you a lot of money by then."
"Three years, three years, how can a woman have so many three years? It's been more than three years since I met you, right? How can a woman have so many three years to spend with you?!"
The more she talked, the angrier she became. An Xin quickly turned back to her room and applied her facial mask.
She needs to take good care of her face. Women rely on their faces to make a living, right
Xie Zijun felt as if there was an iron blockage in his heart. He went to the kitchen to scramble eggs and fried rice. He ate it alone and found it tasteless.
This is not the marriage he wants.
Divorce
But they had just gotten married, and the child hadn't been born yet, so divorce was definitely out of the question.
Thinking like this, he could only tolerate An Xin's bad temper and willfulness again and again.
He fantasizes that one day, his life will take a turn for the better.
But in exchange for his pampering and tolerance, he was betrayed by this woman!
Early in the morning a few days later, Xie Zijun found out the records of An Xin and other men!
Not just once!
Even if he has a good temper, he is not good enough to let this woman cuckold him!
And there’s more than one!
"You bitch!"
Xie Zijun was furious and kicked An Xin in the stomach.
"Am I not good enough to you? I said I could make you live a good life. I pampered you every day and gave you 6,000 and 5,000 yuan. What else do you want me to do?!"
An Xin held her stomach and burst into tears from the pain.
"I... I have a stomachache!"
Seeing a pool of red blood on the ground, Xie Zijun gritted his teeth, smiled and cried.
"Miscarriage! Are you satisfied?"
"...Oh, yes," he laughed again, "It would be better to have a miscarriage. This child may not be mine anyway! I am so good to you, but in exchange for being a father? Hahaha, An Xin, you can, I was really blind before I dated you."
"Nonsence,"
An Xin also spat at him.
"You were just my backup back then! If I hadn't been pregnant, would I have married a pauper like you? Stop dreaming!"
The two people completely fell out on this day.
Like a mirror that was originally flawed, it was completely shattered.
…
Three days later, the Civil Affairs Bureau.
The red marriage certificate turned into a divorce certificate.
Xie Zijun looked at the divorce certificate in his hand, and his heart turned upside down.
Well, the love full of expectations and the marriage full of longing have come to this point.
Suddenly I feel that first love is the most beautiful.
If he had married Mu Yanzhu instead of An Xin, wouldn't he be in this situation today
Thinking about it, he glanced sideways at the indifferent woman beside him.
I have to admit that An Xin is beautiful because she takes good care of herself and has exquisite facial features.
Xie Zijun suddenly felt heartbroken.
"Actually, I really liked you. I liked two women in college, one was Mu Yanzhu, and the other was you. I accepted that you disliked me for being useless, and accepted that you disliked me for having no money. I was like He works hard and serves you like a cow, wanting to give you a better life."
"An Xin, tell me, who is at fault among us?"
"You should live a good life by yourself in the future. Men are not your slaves. They have to serve you anytime and anywhere. You should also learn to handle some trivial matters in life by yourself, and you should also learn to cook by yourself."
Xie Zijun said word for word.
An Xin crossed her arms and flicked her newly made crystal nails carelessly.
"Speaking of how to divide the divorced property? What is considered the joint property of husband and wife?"
"Haha... Why did I fall in love with you in the first place? A fruitless unrequited love is better than falling in love with the wrong person!"
Xie Zijun turned and left.
He had nothing to say.
Because in An Xin's eyes, his husband must be just a servant who takes care of her and serves her!
He also has feelings for his servants.
But what about him
A marriage has gone away, leaving you empty-handed and gaining nothing.
…
Xie Zijun suffered from pain for a long time and still couldn't come out. He wanted to go to the northwest region to teach.
He wants to start a new life, forget the past, and start over.
The traffic in the distant mountains is blocked and the signals are not developed well. Once you come here, it means that all connections with the outside world are almost cut off.
The nights in the northwest are very cold, even in summer. The north wind is bleak and howling all over the field.
In the sky above his head, facing a group of energetic and innocent children every day, the wounds in Xie Zijun's heart are healing little by little.
But just like a broken mirror that cannot be put back together, no matter how hard a wound heals, it cannot be completely healed.
A scabbed wound will cause bloody pain if touched casually.
During the day, the children like to pester him and ask him, big brother, do you have a girlfriend.
Xie Zijun could only smile bitterly.
girlfriend
Never again.
He has been heartbroken by love.
…
On the weekend, Xie Zijun found a place with good signal and called his parents.
The mother's sigh came along the sound waves, "pricking, pricking", making Xie Zijun's heart sour.
He seemed to be able to imagine his mother's vicissitudes of life at this moment.
"Mom, how are you doing now..."
“…”
The mother seemed to have said something.
But Xie Zijun didn't hear clearly.
After hanging up the phone, an interjection call came over.
She is his college classmate and a good friend.
The other party told him that An Xin fell in love with a rich man, but he didn't expect that the rich man already had a wife and children. An Xin became a mistress and got pregnant.
Soon the principal wife came to the door, kicked the child out of An Xin's belly, took off An Xin's clothes, grabbed her hair, and paraded her through the streets.
Two accidental miscarriages severely damaged Anxin's uterus, and the doctor said she would never be able to get pregnant again.
"I heard from classmates in our class that An Xin's mental state has not been very good recently. She is confused and giggles when she meets people. She was caught sneaking into a bar two days ago, and the next day she was arrested during a police crackdown on pornography. ”
Xie Zijun listened quietly.
He wanted to curse and deserve it.
However, I couldn't scold her, and deep down in my heart I felt a little sympathy for her.
"She brought it upon herself, didn't she?" Xie Zijun looked sarcastic.
"Yeah... By the way, how are you doing now? Are you still teaching in the northwest?"
"Well, what's wrong?"
"Nothing, when will you come back?"
"I don't know... I like my life now." Xie Zijun's voice revealed a sense of relief.
“…”
After hanging up the phone, the brother over there sighed.
He did not tell Xie Zijun that Xie Zijun's father had an accident and died in a car accident.
While his mother was heartbroken, she asked him to hide the matter and not tell Xie Zijun.
Afraid that he wouldn't be able to hold on, afraid that he would collapse due to discomfort.
…
Accidents will happen.
In the mountainous area where Xie Zijun was teaching, there was a sudden mudslide and the dilapidated house collapsed. In order to save a little boy hiding under the table, Xie Zijun was crushed to death by a falling beam.
The moment he saw the God of Death, Xie Zijun had a peaceful and unwilling smile on his face.
My life has been mediocre. I have lived for more than twenty years and have never done anything worthy of praise. It would be too monotonous to live a life of doing nothing. Such a good thing makes me feel fulfilled.
but.
He suddenly regretted it.
I regret very much why I, two years ago, deliberately tried to break up a beautiful couple.
What does not belong to you can never belong to you.
If he hadn't been so persistent and not playing tricks behind his back, he wouldn't have been seen through by Mu Yanzhu, and he wouldn't have fallen in love with An Xin when he was lonely.
He wouldn't marry her, and he wouldn't get divorced.
Then there wouldn't be... the current tragedy.
Who could he blame
An Xin
It seems that the wrong start was because of him!
Just like Mu Yanzhu said, he has bad intentions and is hypocritical.
He really regrets it...
If there is an afterlife, the afterlife...
He wants to like someone openly and openly.
If that person has a boyfriend, he will put away all his love.
This is called knowledge.
All he has to do is look hard, look hard,
You will definitely find someone who likes you as well as you.
Xie Zijun curled up the corners of his mouth and closed his eyes, a drop of clear tears slowly sliding down the corner of his eyes.
…
(End of chapter)