Chi Ruanfan opened his eyes slightly, a hint of self-loathing flashing across his eyes.
This is just a normal early morning reaction, which has nothing to do with dreams and Jinzhu.
Chi Ruanfan told himself in his heart.
After calming down his turbulent emotions, Chi Ruanfan slowly propped himself up and sat up.
"What do you think is bullying?"
As Chi Ruanfan spoke, the quilt slipped from his shoulders, and Jinzhu, who was trying to cover up everything, revealed everything.
Jinzhu quickly looked away, his hand holding the tissue suddenly clenched, Chi Ruanfan's question kept popping up in his mind, but he couldn't answer it.
Chi Ruanfan was very disappointed, and his feelings were not fully understood.
"I am already Mr. Jin's subordinate. No matter what you do to me, it is not considered bullying."
"No," Jinzhu explained hurriedly:
"I like your performance, you are very spiritual and born to act.
"I asked you to follow me just because I wanted to see you perform more and better plays, and you, Xiaoruan, don't have to give anything."
"Mr. Jin said this a long time ago." Chi Ruanfan said.
The day after the elevator incident, Jinzhu came to see him and used this reason to persuade him to follow him.
Chi Ruanfan didn't believe it at first.
Now, his body’s reaction was so strong that he wondered whether he should believe it.
"At that time, you were too repulsive to me, and you still are repulsive to me now... I originally wanted to prove it with something, you see..." Jinzhu lowered her head.
Originally, facts could not prove it.
As long as he doesn't touch Chi Ruanfan, Chi Ruanfan will naturally understand after a few months or years.
But in order to invite the director who retired with him to come out, he drank a lot, got drunk, and somehow found Chi Ruanfan's villa.
Everything is unclear.
Jinzhu lowered his eyes and said with all his strength:
"Last night was an accident. I wasn't sober enough and bullied you. I apologize."
"Boss Jin," Chi Ruanfan breathed heavily. He endured the discomfort and said hurriedly:
"You want to chat, I can chat with you later, but can you leave me alone for a while?"
"It's not just idle chat." Jinzhu wanted to explain.
Chi Ruanfan clutched the quilt tightly, venting the pain in his body and his brain was a mess.
Who is Jinzhu? He is the financial sponsor.
Even if something really happened between Jinzhu and him, that was just part of his "job" and the other party didn't need to apologize at all.
Such an expression is just a pretense.
Chi Ruanfan lifted the quilt and said directly:
"Boss Jin, let me be alone for a while, or... I'll accompany you for some morning exercise?"
He wanted to see if Jinzhu was still pretending.
Jinzhu glanced at the bulge in Chi Ruanfan's pajamas and fell silent immediately. She looked away as if she was scalded and hurriedly got out of bed.
"Feel sorry."
Jinzhu's ears turned red. She said something softly, then fled out of the master bedroom, closing the door behind her with a click.
The room became completely quiet.
Chi Ruanfan blinked blankly.
Actually... really left, Jinzhu really didn't want to sleep with him
Or is it that the other party is disguising too deeply
But is it necessary for Jinzhu to disguise herself
Chi Ruanfan sat quietly for a while, but his body didn't calm down, so he had to stretch out his hand.
He didn't like finger exercises because they were time-consuming and boring. He would rather spend that time reading the script and trying to figure out the character.
But sometimes you have to do it yourself.
Floor .
Jinzhu asked her assistant to bring breakfast. Chi Ruanfan had a bad stomach and had to eat on time.
He simply washed up and sat by the dining table, pacing anxiously.
Forty minutes later, why hasn't Xiaoruan come out yet? Is he thinking too much
As soon as this thought came to his mind, Jinzhu immediately turned around, walked quickly upstairs and knocked on the door of the master bedroom.
"Xiaoruan? Xiaoruan!"
Chi Ruanfan curled up in the quilt, his body suddenly stiffened, and after a moment, he gradually relaxed.
He reached out and grabbed the pillow, covering his face with it.
Chi Ruanfan thought to himself: I'm crazy.
Not only was he reacting to that terrible dream, he was also reacting to Jinzhu's voice.
Jinzhu knocked on the door for a long time but received no response, and panic spread in her heart.
With Xiaoruan's personality, how could she possibly stand being insulted
Last time, because of what he did when he was drunk, Xiaoruan avoided him like a tiger or a wolf. Even though he was backed by Morning Star Entertainment and Jin's family, the other party never thought of giving in.
After coming to the hospital, she said she would follow him, but she always curled herself up like a hedgehog, and would have a huge reaction if he got close to her.
And this time, he seemed to do something even more excessive.
Jinzhu tried hard to keep calm.
The door of the villa was extremely secure, it was impossible to break it open, he didn't have the key or fingerprints...
Jinzhu pressed his hand on the fingerprint recognition area with trembling hands.
With a "ding" sound, the door opened.
Chi Ruanfan changed the password for the main door, but did not have time to change the password for the room door inside the villa.
Jinzhu pushed the door open suddenly, and when he saw the bulging figure on the bed, his tense back relaxed for a moment.
Walking forward step by step, Jinzhu came to the bedside, slowly reached out to take the pillow from Chi Ruanfan's face, and called out in a trembling voice:
"Little Soft?"
Chi Ruanfan hummed in a muffled voice as a response.
Jinzhu hung in the air with his hands still, and he breathed a sigh of relief, all the muscles in his body relaxing.
He leaned down and gently hugged Chi Ruanfan through the quilt.
"sorry."
Jinzhu whispered, "I'm sorry."
Chi Ruanfan didn't like hearing Jinzhu's apology.
The other party's choked voice made him feel like he was bullying the other party.
Why did he bully Jinzhu
Oh, he took off his clothes on his own initiative, but he was just doing his "job".
Chi Ruanfan turned his head from the pillow and said:
"I unbuttoned it myself. You didn't do anything."
"I'm sorry." Jinzhu was still apologizing.
If he hadn't been drunk and hadn't entered the villa, Chi Ruanfan wouldn't have needed to do this.
Or even further in the future, if he had made it clear from the beginning that he did not need Chi Ruanfan's sacrifice, instead of waiting for time and events to prove it, perhaps it would not have happened.
Or maybe when he was outside the hospital, he did not accept Chi Ruanfan's invitation to cooperate.
Or maybe if he hadn't drunk that glass of wine in the first place, none of this would have happened.
In fact, Jinzhu knew that even if he had to do it again, these things would happen again.
He was still drunk last night, in order to invite that director to come out and let Chi Ruanfan perform a better work.
He knew that Chi Ruanfan would not believe his explanation, and time and events were the best proof.
Outside the hospital, he couldn't refuse Chi Ruanfan's invitation, and he couldn't watch him standing alone in the cold wind.
Even on that first night, he would still block the glass of wine for Chi Ruanfan.
But if he really had the chance to do it again, he would try his best to handle everything better.
"What are you apologizing for?"
Chi Ruanfan threw away the pillow on his head, used his clean hand to smooth his slightly messy hair, looked at Jinzhu, and said:
"You like me, want me, and support me, but you hesitate to touch me. It's so contradictory.
"Oh, you also said that you just want to see me act in better movies. Are you a fan of my career?"
Does he really have fans at this time
“Yes…” Jinzhu met Chi Ruanfan’s eyes filled with slight anger, and pressed her hands on the quilt with trembling hands.
Chi Ruanfan seemed to sense something and looked at the hand.
The position is good. I lifted the quilt and touched the chest and abdominal muscles.
Jinzhu noticed Ruan Fanchi's gaze and dropped her hands as if she had been electrocuted. She quickly stood up and stepped back.
"I want to see more of your works. I guess I'm a career fan." Jinzhu said.
Chi Ruanfan retracted his gaze and said:
"For this, you're giving me a house, a car, and all the resources to support me?"
The words "something's wrong with you" were clearly written in Chi Ruanfan's eyes.
"Yes." Jinzhu also knew that this could easily lead to misunderstanding, but he couldn't control himself and wanted to satisfy all of Chi Ruanfan's requirements.
The cell phone next to the pillow lit up. Jinzhu caught a glimpse of it out of the corner of her eye and suddenly remembered that it was past breakfast time.
Chi Ruanfan has stomach problems and cannot stand being hungry.
"I'll go get the food for you first."
Jinzhu got off the bed, stretched out his long straight legs, and walked out quickly.
Chi Ruanfan watched Jinzhu's back disappear. After a moment, he turned over and sat up, took out a tissue and wiped it briefly.
Ignoring the "low battery" display on his phone next to him, Chi Ruanfan walked into the bathroom and closed the door.
"Jinzhu is his career fan," Chi Ruanfan believed this.
When he was practicing or filming, Jinzhu's gaze on him was indeed even more scorching.
At the beginning, Jinzhu probably really didn't want to take advantage of him.
"Fascinated" means being fascinated by his acting skills, and "follow him" means wanting him to go to Morning Star Entertainment.
And "Jinzhu has no other thoughts about him", Chi Ruanfan didn't believe it at all.
Some things cannot be faked, such as gaze and certain hormonal reactions.
When Jinzhu just asked if he could call him "Xiaoruan", his ears would turn red and his breathing would become rapid, as if he wanted to eat him up.
These are two very contradictory statements.
Jinzhu is his career fan, she doesn't want to take advantage of him or sleep with him, but she does have feelings for him.
Too contradictory.
Chi Ruanfan raised his head and let the warm water splash on his face, taking away his confused thoughts.
Maybe... his dream is not shattered yet, and he can still mend it and piece it together.