In order to simulate the enclosed space of an elevator, Chi Ruanfan took Jinzhu outside the cloakroom.
What Chi Ruanfan is going to do now is like taking a person with amnesia to review the past. It doesn't sound like an actor's job, but more like a hypnotist.
This was the inspiration given to him by Jinzhu's state when she was immersed in the role, because when he was immersed in the role, it was as if he was hypnotized.
Their relationship is special.
He is like a hypnotist who can only influence Jinzhu, his only patient.
Chi Ruanfan took out a wine glass and poured a glass of fruit wine drink that had just been ordered and delivered.
This drink has a very low alcohol content and is just a tool for tasting.
After all, he wanted Jinzhu to remember what happened that night, not to get her drunk again and forget everything after waking up.
Handing the wine glass to Jinzhu, Chi Ruanfan lowered his eyes slightly, recalling his original feelings.
At that time, he was still an admirer of Jinzhu. His eyes were always on Jinzhu, and his heart and eyes were full of her.
When Chi Ruanfan opened his eyes, his demeanor and temperament had completely changed.
"Boss Jin!" Chi Ruanfan's voice was filled with surprise that was hard to conceal. He opened his delicate and bright eyes and stared at Jinzhu who stopped the wine glass for him without blinking. His eyes were shining, "I can drink, I'll do it."
Under such passionate gaze, Jinzhu suddenly returned to that day when he blocked a glass of wine for that young man and turned around to meet the boy's focused and admiring gaze.
What did he do then
He drank the glass of wine.
Jinzhu raised the glass and drank the wine in it in one gulp.
Putting down the wine glass, Jinzhu whispered: "If you don't like it, don't force yourself."
A cold voice reached his ears, but Chi Ruanfan was filled with joy.
His admirers blocked the drinking for him and talked to him.
Jinzhu was even better and more pampered than he had imagined.
"I won't force you." Chi Ruanfan said, his eyes fixed on Jinzhu.
He was very averse to drinking other people's wine, but if he drank it for Jinzhu, he would not feel reluctant at all and would rather enjoy it.
Jinzhu just smiled. He had already drunk the wine anyway. Others could see that he wanted to protect the young man, so they would not be so tactless as to pass the wine to him.
Looking at the young man in front of her who could affect her emotions, Jinzhu couldn't help but want to get closer to him and talk more.
"You performed very well in yesterday's scene, and brought the role of an online gaming expert to life." Jinzhu said.
Chi Ruanfan was a little embarrassed, "But my manual operation is too poor, the director asked me to continue practicing and reshoot that scene in a few days."
He didn't act well at all; he clearly messed up the performance.
Jinzhu said this just to comfort him.
The two discussed in detail the topic of acting.
Chi Ruanfan was still a fan and didn't dare to ask his idol any questions rashly, so most of the time it was Jinzhu who asked the questions and Chi Ruanfan answered them.
The liquor that Jinzhu drank in front of him was very strong. He gradually became drunk and his body swayed.
Chi Ruanfan hurriedly supported Jinzhu, "Mr. Jin?"
"It's okay, I'm just a little drunk," Jinzhu leaned against Chi Ruanfan's body and stood up, looking up and pressing his head, and said groggily:
"My assistant is downstairs. I'm going to go back tonight. We can talk another day."
Chi Ruanfan blurted out: "I'll take you there."
Jinzhu was indeed very drunk at this time, and his mind was becoming increasingly unclear. He could only say, "Thank you for your help."
"No trouble."
How can it be considered troublesome to give a gift to your favorite idol
Under the gazes of others with different expressions, Chi Ruanfan helped Jinzhu leave.
Jinzhu's body was pressed against him, and Chi Ruanfan's heart was beating faster.
The two entered the elevator.
As the elevator door closed, Chi Ruanfan lowered his eyes slightly, and all the emotions in his eyes disappeared.
He took the initiative to leave the show.
Looking up at the cloakroom where his and Jinzhu's clothes were mixed together, Chi Ruanfan looked calm.
The last few words Jinzhu said were all what he said when he was drunk.
Obviously, although Jinzhu didn't remember what happened that day, his subconscious still remembered it.
Chi Ruanfan's script is in his memory, and Jinzhu's script is hidden in his subconscious.
Now, that script has been awakened from his subconscious.
Chi Ruanfan quietly waited for the development in his memory.
Jinzhu buried her head in his neck, her breath hot.
Chi Ruanfan felt a little itchy and moved his neck but did not avoid it.
He still remembered how he turned his head away in shock and shame, his mind was in a great mess.
Why did he react so strongly at that time? Chi Ruanfan was a little confused.
Is it because the person leaning on him is the idol he likes and admires
Jinzhu couldn't stand and his body slid down a little.
Chi Ruanfan subconsciously raised his hand, wanting to help Jinzhu up, but felt a hot hand caressing his waist.
Chi Ruanfan paused.
His hand stopped two centimeters away from Jinzhu's back and he did not support Jinzhu.
It was not only because Jinzhu's touch interrupted him, but also because in Chi Ruanfan's memory, he had never helped Jinzhu.
He didn't even notice whether Jinzhu had slipped down. At that time, his mind was in a mess, filled with Jinzhu's breathing and the looks in the eyes of the people in the room when they looked at him and Jinzhu leaving.
The look in his eyes seemed as if he was not only sending Jinzhu downstairs, but was going to have some physical transaction with Jinzhu.
The hands on the waist were raised and moved higher, applying slight force.
Chi Ruanfan pursed his lips, but the initial sense of unbelievable absurdity was no longer there.
He had already experienced being disqualified as an idol, and now he was just going through it all over again.
The emotions that needed to be vented had already been vented.
Jinzhu stood up with the help of the force of her hands, but her legs softened and her body slid down again, carrying her hand on Chi Ruanfan's waist with her.
What's going on? Can't stand still
Chi Ruanfan opened his eyes slightly, and a somewhat absurd thought flashed through his mind.
Jinzhu raised her hand in a daze, trying to hold onto something in front of her to keep herself steady and prevent herself from falling again.
After trying several times, he faintly heard a voice of "Mr. Jin".
That voice didn't seem to come from beside me, but more like from my mind.
It took Jinzhu a while to remember who the voice belonged to.
It was the young man who could make him feel emotions, and he was chatting with the other person.
What were you talking about
Yeah, I remember now.
They already knew each other, and the preliminary groundwork was completed, so it was time to invite each other to join Morning Star Entertainment.
Jinzhu said dizzily:
"Your acting skills are excellent and your performance is very spiritual... It's fascinating..."
Familiar dialect rang in his ears, but Chi Ruanfan couldn't say a word, not even the basic lines.
Jinzhu wasn't touching him in an ambiguous way at all, he was just trying to stand firm.
Such a small action caused him to be misunderstood for two lifetimes.
At that time, he was panicked by Jinzhu's breathing and didn't notice Jinzhu's situation at all.
It was after Jinzhu "touched" him that he began to suspect that she had ulterior motives.
Jinzhu's hand left Chi Ruanfan's waist, as if it was pulled away by someone.
At this moment, Chi Ruanfan did not touch him. However, in the real elevator incident that night, Chi Ruanfan did pull Jinzhu's hand down in panic.
Jinzhu, who was immersed in the role, acted very well. Even if he lost the support, he continued to act on his own.
Jinzhu's body slid down a little further, and her forehead rested on Chi Ruanfan's chest.
He raised his hand and once again grasped Chi Ruanfan's waist.
Jinzhu seemed to have heard something, and his eyes suddenly opened, as if he was awakened, with a hint of confusion in his eyes.
He helped Chi Ruanfan stand up by supporting his waist, but his steps became unsteady and he stumbled, pushing Chi Ruanfan to the wall of the elevator and falling down himself.
Jinzhu still remembers his goal. He wants Chi Ruanfan to come to Chenxing and support him.
He raised his head, and brushed Chi Ruanfan's cheek with his slightly red lips. He managed to squeeze out some clarity from his alcohol-invaded brain, and said:
"Follow me, I will give you the best resources."
This play should almost end here.
Next, Chi Ruanfan will feel that his faith has collapsed, his idol has been disqualified, and his house has collapsed... He will then shamefully and angrily push Jinzhu away, throw her into the elevator, and leave alone.
Chi Ruanfan didn't move for a long time. After a while, he raised his slightly trembling hands and hugged Jinzhu tightly.
"sorry… "
Chi Ruanfan whispered, his voice choking with sobs, "I'm sorry..."
I "touched" his waist because I couldn't stand steadily and wanted to use some strength to stand up.
He was pushed against the wall of the elevator, and he staggered.
Letting herself follow him and giving him resources has nothing to do with unspoken rules. Jinzhu just simply wants to support him.
The thing that he had remembered and resented for two lifetimes actually did not exist at all.
Something warm liquid fell into Jinzhu's neck.
The hazy drunkenness in Jinzhu's eyes disappeared instantly, and he came out of the "acting" state at a speed that was incredible to him.
Thinking of what he had just done, he felt Chi Ruanfan's trembling and choking.
Jinzhu panicked.
"Xiaoruan... I, I remember everything." Jinzhu quickly withdrew the hand that was holding Chi Ruanfan's waist.
Then he found himself still pressed against Chi Ruanfan's body.
Such close contact could be explained if the actor was in the role-playing state, but now that he has left the role, it is suspected that he has improper thoughts.
Jinzhu wanted to leave immediately.
But because Chi Ruanfan held him tightly, no matter how he moved back, he couldn't increase the distance between them.
Jinzhu was so anxious that sweat broke out on his forehead, but he had no choice but to stop and raise his hands, not daring to let them fall on Chi Ruanfan. His voice was hurried and flustered:
"I did some terrible things to you and said things I shouldn't have said. It's all my fault. I'm sorry."
Chi Ruanfan also apologized, "I'm sorry, I misunderstood you."
Jinzhu hurriedly said: "It's all my fault. I should be the one to apologize."
Chi Ruanfan covered Jinzhu's mouth, raised his eyes, his vision blurred, and insisted: "I'm sorry."
Jinzhu froze, looking at Chi Ruanfan's tearful eyes, she felt her heart tighten.
He pulled Chi Ruanfan's hand down and said softly:
"Don't cry, you did nothing wrong. It's normal for you to misunderstand me when I acted and said that."
Chi Ruanfan was choked with sobs and unable to speak, he just shook his head desperately.
No, no, Jinzhu was his idol, his introduction to the entertainment industry, and his dream... He pushed his own dream away with his own hands.
"Don't cry, Xiaoruan..."
Jinzhu felt very uncomfortable in his chest. He wanted Chi Ruanfan's eyes to be as confident and bright as usual, not filled with tears.
His actions were faster than his thoughts. Before Jinzhu could react, he kissed the corner of Chi Ruanfan's eyes and wiped away the tear.
Chi Ruanfan opened his eyes wide and his breathing stopped.
The moment he put his hand on her, Jinzhu realized that he had done something wrong and quickly stepped away, "Right..."
Before he could utter a complete apology, he was blocked by those red lips.
Chi Ruanfan raised his hands and grabbed the back of Jinzhu's head, kissing her passionately, like a madman.
Maybe it was because of the huge ups and downs in my emotions, or because of the loss and loss of my idol, or maybe it was some other reason.
Chi Ruanfan didn’t have the energy to think about it carefully. He just suddenly wanted to do it, so he did it.
Jinzhu's breathing stopped, and her raised hand fell down to the ground, hugging Chi Ruanfan and deepening the kiss.
I have always been restrained, but at this moment I indulged myself.
After a long time, the two of them moved apart slightly.
Jinzhu leaned against Chi Ruanfan's forehead and asked in a daze, "Xiaoruan?"
"Yeah." Chi Ruanfan responded, avoiding her gaze, not knowing how to face Jinzhu for a moment.
For a moment, he even wanted to continue kissing Jinzhu deeply, so that he wouldn't have to think about anything else.
"Are you..." Not so disgusted with me anymore
Jinzhu paused, swallowed the rest of the anger, took Chi Ruanfan's hand, slowly interlocked their fingers, and said softly:
"Let's try to forgive each other, okay?"
Stop exploring who is right or wrong and try to let go.
Chi Ruanfan's straight fingers gradually bent down, and his fingertips pressed against the back of Jinzhu's hand, and he said slowly, "Okay."
There was a slight nasal tone in the low voice.
He didn't know how to forgive himself, he just wanted to be good to Jinzhu.
They have missed out on a lifetime.
The two hugged each other in the cloakroom for a long time until their hands became numb.
Jinzhu slowly let go of Chi Ruanfan and looked into his red eyes, feeling a little pained. "Xiaoruan, you should rest."
Chi Ruanfan was indeed very tired due to the emotional consumption, so he nodded slightly.
Walk out of the cloakroom side by side.
Jinzhu urged Chi Ruanfan to wash up, and after he entered the bathroom, she slowly turned around and walked towards the door, looking back every step of the way.
Their relationship is unclear now, and he can't stay.
Although they hugged and kissed, who knows if it was just an indulgence and escape from the emotional ups and downs...
Chi Ruanfan just splashed some water on his face and washed it thoroughly.
Hearing the faint sound of someone coming down the stairs, Chi Ruanfan paused and subconsciously chased after him.
Jinzhu turned around when she heard footsteps, with surprise in her eyes, "Xiaoruan?"
Jinzhu didn't notice that when he called out this name, a smile unconsciously appeared in his eyes.
Chi Ruanfan stood at the stairs for a while, then walked down step by step to Jinzhu's side, and said in a hoarse voice:
"I send you."
"good."
Jinzhu and Chi Ruanfan walked side by side, walked down the stairs at almost a snail's pace, and moved to the door.
Have to leave.
Jinzhu took a deep breath, opened the door, walked out, turned sideways and said with a smile:
"Go back and have a good rest."
Chi Ruanfan didn't move, but suddenly stepped out and came in front of Jinzhu.
Their eyes met, and they hugged each other and kissed almost at the same time.
They had a tacit understanding and it seemed as if they had kissed like this thousands of times.
After a kiss, Jinzhu breathed slightly, and looked at Chi Ruanfan with extremely soft eyes, "Xiaoruan, I suddenly believe in past lives and this life. Maybe we were lovers in the past life."
When our eyes meet, we can understand each other's thoughts.
It was their first kiss and the movements were intense, but they didn't hurt each other.
They fit so well together.
Chi Ruanfan avoided Jinzhu's sight.
No, they were not lovers in their previous life, not even friends.
Just as Jinzhu wrote on Weibo, he was like a hedgehog, driving the other person away from him.
Now, the hedgehog learns to retract its spikes and try to cuddle with another person.