Don’t Be a Kept Man

Chapter 106: Pretend to lie to yourself that you have been here before

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It is said that the more regretful something is in people's heart, the more they will dream about something. The journey is very long. Except for the driver, most of the passengers fell asleep, but Yan Yu just woke up from the dream. Up to the back, I suddenly felt that everything was life.

The car arrived at the station. Compared with other people's large and small bags, Yan Yu was empty-handed except for a travel bag. After getting off the bus, he stood there and didn't move.

There are many people around, coming and going, but with the passage of time and the passage of time, there are not so many. Small places, lively is really lively, deserted is also really deserted.

Seeing this, Xun Chuan took his hand, and with some compulsion, he pulled him to the station, one step, two steps, three steps...

Yan Yu seemed unwilling to go over, took out his hand, and took a step back.

Xun Chuan looked back at him, squinted his eyes, didn't care, and sat down on the bench. Compared with last year's winter, there are many brighter colors here, and some new flowers have been planted in the green belt. Light red flower bones with slender branches, small and exquisite, climbing around the white guardrail, passers-by can't help but take a second look.

What used to be a place of death is now a lake and mountains in the eyes of others.

Xun Chuan didn't respond, he stretched his legs, his toes swayed, his hands were by his side, and he looked down at the ants on the roadside.

He seems to be just plain, wanting to come and sit here.

Yan Yu stood in a place not too far from him, and after a while, he walked over and sat down beside Xun Chuan, shoulder to shoulder, his body temperature passed through the thin clothes.

Xun Chuan looked at the traffic in front of him, and then said thoughtfully: "I always think you are very powerful, every time I fall and get injured, you always show up at the first time, everything can be solved, and everything is difficult. I won't let you down..."

Yan Yu wanted to say that he was actually very useless. He had been in a daze for so many years. He was a pile of weeds and a pool of mud. He could live no matter what, and he could live anywhere, unlike Xun Chuan.

Yan Yu's presence here fully embodies the four characters of restlessness. It seems that it was not Xun Chuan who died here, but he. He stayed for a while, and finally pulled Xun Chuan away from the place and walked away: "It's not early, find a hotel to stay in, and go back by car tomorrow."

Xun Chuan was held by him obediently, and he didn't struggle. He only occasionally looked around and carefully looked at the place where Yan Yu was born and grew up.

X City is not prosperous, and there are no star-rated hotels. Yan Yu took Xun Chuan for a while before he found a hotel that looked relatively clean, and paid for the check-in procedure.

Yan Yu took out a change of clothes from his bag, and then went into the bathroom. Xun Chuan was lying on the bed, rolling lightly, kicking off a pillow, accompanied by the sound of water, and Yan Yu's calm voice came from inside. : "At nine o'clock in the evening the day after tomorrow, the gate of hell will open, and then I will send you to reincarnate."

Xun Chuan's rolling movements stopped instantly, and then he snorted contemptuously: "Why should I be reincarnated?"

Yan Yu put on his clothes and came out, knowing that he was not so obedient, he brushed his wet hair to the back of his head, and his facial features were distinct: "Because there is no future for being a ghost, and there is no future for following me."

Xun Chuan thought to himself why he listened to Yan Yu, Yan Yu asked him to reincarnate, should he have to reincarnate himself, but he didn't show it on the face, he just hummed in extreme displeasure, then turned his back to him and watched TV .

Yan Yu was originally wiping his hair, but when he saw his lonely back, his movements suddenly paused. When Xun Chuan turned around, he found Yan Yu staring at him blankly and glared at him: "What are you looking at?"

"You look good."

Yan Yu smiled, threw the towel aside, sat on the bed, took Xun Chuan into his arms, and covered it tightly with the quilt, breathing with so much emotion. , The lotus is broken, and the slashing is also unceasing.

Xun Chuan didn't plan to reincarnate at all. It was time to play or play. He pushed on the quilt twice from time to time, and then used the remote control to switch to the station he liked. His emotions were not affected in the slightest, but Yan Yu hugged him from behind and buried his face in his neck. It hasn't moved for a long time.

Xun Chuan felt a little weird, so he turned his head to look at him, but Yan Yu covered his eyes, his vision was pitch black, and then there was a little warm touch on his lips, his teeth were forced to pry open, what kind of softness was there? Something came in, lingering without losing domineering.

Xun Chuan's fingertips trembled, and the remote control fell under the bed. He reacted, and he couldn't push it away. He could only hug Yan Yu's neck and kissed it back. In the darkness, I only felt a warm palm clinging to my waist.

Xun Chuan wanted to remove the hand that was covering his eyes, but he couldn't break it, so he could only use a little bit of fierce strength.

The lights on the ceiling were dazzlingly bright, but Xun Chuan couldn't see anything. He was in the dark, uneasy and exciting.

"Yan Yu... Yan Yu..."

Xun Chuan's voice was full of tears, but he could only cling to his back, leaving red marks on it.

"I'm here."

Yan Yu hooked up his legs, wrapped them around his waist, and kissed him fiercely. In a trance, some liquid with a little temperature fell on Xun Chuan's face, whether it was sweat or tears.

"Yan Yu... Yan Yu..." Xun Chuan turned his head, trying to pull his hand down, his voice was hoarse and broken, out of tune, "Let me see you... I want to see you... "

Yan Yu hugged him tightly, his warm breath hit Xun Chuan's ear, and he whispered with a long-lost tenderness: "Don't look, I've always been..."

"I am always here… "

Xun Chuan didn't move. He held Yan Yu's wrist and maintained that posture. Hearing this, he suddenly curled his lips aggrieved, as if he was about to cry: "You lie, I don't believe you."

"Don't cry, I've been here all the time," Yan Yu hugged him, no emotion in his voice, just repeated, kissing him again and again, unconsciously: "It's all my fault..."

Hearing this, Xun Chuan suddenly let go of his hand, groped, and stroked Yan Yu's face. When his fingertips touched the wet marks at the corner of the man's eyes, he suddenly stopped, and after a long time, he pressed his throat. She pursed her lips and said in a trembling voice, "I didn't blame you..."

never...

"I'm just angry, angry that you broke up with me, afraid that you will find someone else, fall in love with someone else, and will never remember me again..."

Yan Yu seemed to want to say something, but he didn't say anything. He took off the hand covering Xun Chuan's eyelids and looked at the face carefully, only feeling that it was beautiful no matter what, and no one could compare to it. .

"You go to reincarnation, I will not find anyone in the future, and no one will like it..."

Yan Yu kissed his brows and eyes and smoothed the hidden grievances. When he saw Xun Chuan holding back tears and staring at him with wide eyes, he seemed to have returned to a long time ago and saw that person was strong before him. Xun Chuan who licked her wounds alone.

Yan Yu was reluctant to let him suffer a little bit of grievance, really reluctant...

Not at all reluctant...

I can't bear to have him get a fever downstairs in the rain and wait for him to change his mind.

As a result, he broke up again and again, was indecisive again and again, and countless people were reluctant to get entangled together, which killed him.

Xun Chuan shrank under the quilt, only showing half of his face, his eyes were moist and humming like a cat. Yan Yu went to bed after taking a shower, so he leaned over and rubbed unconsciously in his arms.

Yan Yu hugged him, kissed his eyebrows and eyes, kissed the tip of his nose, and finally landed on his lips, making Xun Chuan embarrassed to kiss him, and then he turned off the lights and went to sleep.

In the darkness, only one person's quiet breathing could be heard. Yan Yu couldn't sleep, and suddenly felt that time passed too fast. Looking at the pattern on the curtain by the window, it was dawn before he knew it.

A thin ray of morning light came out from the gap in the curtains, Xun Chuan moved his head, and the whole person entangled Yan Yu like an octopus, frowned and hid under the covers, only to be pulled out again.

"Get up, you have to take the car, don't miss the time."

Yan Yu grabbed his clothes and put it on, but he couldn't see the slightest bit of sleepiness. His well-defined profile face was as handsome as ever, but when he looked closely, there were many things he couldn't explain. Xun Chuan lay on his back, opened his eyes quietly, and pinched him. It took a moment for his waist to loosen.

Yan Yu looked back at him, but was not angry. Seeing Xun Chuan sitting cross-legged beside the bed with his head down, he got up reluctantly, reached out and rubbed his head, then went into the bathroom to wash up.

I booked a bus ticket for 9 in the morning. There is a chain milk tea shop with a good reputation next to the station. Yan Yu held a black umbrella and looked at the big sun in the sky. He bought a drink and came back and handed it to Xunchuan Road. : "Drink?"

Xun Chuan wanted to say no, but through the translucent glass, he found that the grape juice he liked was in it. The ice cubes collided and made a soft sound. He leaned over and took a sip, but he didn't taste anything.

He pushed it to Yan Yu: "You drink."

Yan Yu Yiyan took a sip, and Xun Chuan asked him, "What does it taste like?"

"No taste," Yan Yu hooked the packaging bag to his fingertips, held an umbrella with one hand, and led him to the station with the other, "It's sour."

This time they were sitting by the window. Yan Yu was sitting next to a middle-aged man who smelled of alcohol and tobacco. He spit all over his words and took off half of his shoes. He kept squeezing towards Yan Yu. Put the big duffel bag on top, and put the other one directly into the empty seat under Yan Yu's seat, and said in a rough voice, "Hey let Rang, let Rang."

Yan Yu stared coldly at the past, and his temperament was not kind: "Who do you call me?"

He is tall and handsome, his facial features are almost evil, and his aura is extremely oppressive. The middle-aged man inexplicably felt that Yan Yu was a stubborn stubble, and he did not dare to say a word. He pulled the luggage to his feet, and whispered something incomprehensible if.

Xun Chuan watched the fun and didn't think it was a big deal, so he poked Yan Yu: "He scolds you."

Yan Yu said, "I'm not deaf."

Then he pulled Xun Chuan back, grabbed him and kicked the middle-aged man's leg, and firmly fixed it on his side, so that others could not see Xun Chuan, and Yan Yu's series of actions seemed a little strange.

"You know how to play tricks with me."

Xun Chuan glared at him, then nestled back into his arms, seeing the middle-aged man beside him staring at Yan Yu with a neurotic look, a ray of resentment popped out, the other party's figure was crooked, and his head drooped softly. ,Fell asleep.

Yan Yu raised his eyes with a smug look at Shang Xunchuan, turned sideways to block the outside world's sight, pinched his chin, kissed his side face, slender knuckles grabbed the car curtains, pulled them tightly, even a ray of sunlight. Can't get in.

Xun Chuan closed his eyes, his eyelashes were thick and long, trembling constantly, he slowly put his arms around Yan Yu's neck, and he was crowded into this small seat, the dust was dancing in the air, and outside the window was a beautiful field of mountains.

Su Qing returned from the exorcism in the afternoon. It was just when the last ray of sky light dissipated. All the households went back to have dinner. She was walking in the alley and saw a lonely man with vain steps, followed by a jumping man behind him. The clown who was stumbling, the hammer on his shoulders glowed with a dark light.

The clown's face was covered with heavy oil paint, with an exaggerated red nose, wearing bright striped stitching clothes, and a strange smirk from his mouth, which made people panic.

When she turned into the next alley, Su Qing had a bad intuition and paused. The man didn't seem to notice an absurd and funny clown behind him.

An enlarged shadow of a hammer appeared on the wall, raised high, and slammed down hard. In an instant, the sound of a broken head seemed to be heard. The man shook all over. Enter the belly.

Seeing this, Su Qing covered her mouth in surprise, and quickly turned around and ran away. The sound of footsteps echoed in the silent alley, and her heart almost jumped out of her throat.

Oh my god, when is there a high-level monster here, why doesn't she know, it's bad food, bad food, let's run away!

Su Qing almost ran back home with some panic, but she didn't expect to bump into a man when entering the building, and the two of them staggered and took a step back at the same time.

"Hey... it hurts to death."

Su Qing was tall and stronger than ordinary women, so she held onto the iron gate and stood firm. She covered her head and looked, seeing that the other party was a man, and after taking a closer look, it turned out to be Yan Yu, and she breathed a sigh of relief. .

"Friend, where have you been? I've been looking for you for a long time today. There's a lot of work waiting to be done. I thought you were gone."

As he said that, his eyes fell on the hands he and Xun Chuan held together again, with a subtle expression on his face.

Yan Yu said: "I went back to my hometown. You were not at home during the day, so I didn't have time to tell you."

Then he took Xun Chuan and walked upstairs, Su Qing followed behind, looked behind him with lingering fear, her voice was always gentle, but she couldn't hide her anxiety: "Yan Yu, I just saw a man nearby. Only high-level ghosts, this place can't stay, and when I send this batch of wandering spirits to reincarnate tomorrow, I have to move."

"High-level Specter?" Yan Yu took out the key to open the door, and then shook the hand that Xun Chuan and Xun Chuan held together: "Did you say him?"

Xun Chuan snorted coldly and stepped on him.

Su Qing waved her hand: "Oh, no, it's even more powerful than him. If I don't tell you more, I have to go upstairs to pack my luggage. You should also hurry up and pack up."

After speaking, he hurried upstairs and really explained what a windy woman is. Yan Yu retracted his gaze, shook his head and said, "It's amazing."

Stepping on Heantian Gao can still run so fast.

After leaving for only one night, when I came back home, I still had a long-lost feeling. Yan Yu threw the bag on the chair and didn't want to move. Xun Chuan sat on the desk and gently touched his leg: "Are you going to move?"

Yan Yu held his cold ankle, rubbed it for a moment, nodding or shaking his head, suddenly remembered something, and then said to Xun Chuan: "Chi Xia's soul is still with me, I'll go up to Su Qing."

Then he pulled out the chair and got up, under Xun Chuan's gaze, leaned over and kissed him.

Su Qing said that she was packing her luggage, and she was really packing her luggage when she got home. There was no ambiguity at all. The ground was full of clutter, and it didn't look like a place where a woman lived. Yan Yuqu knocked on the door: "Can I come in? "

Su Qing bent over and was packing her suitcase. She heard the words and looked back. Her voice was very nice: "Oh, rare guest, why are you here? Come in."

Yan Yu walked in, put the jade bottle containing Chi Xia's soul body on the table gently, thought about it, and took off the jade gourd around his neck, which contained Su Yu's soul: "Please, take them with you tomorrow. reincarnation."

Su Qing said: "Does your family want me to help send it there?"

She also asked casually, but found that Yan Yu was silent and turned around in surprise: "No, you really want me to send it over?!"

Yan Yu paused: "I can send it myself."

He found a photo in the corner of the desk. It was a very beautiful woman with long hair. She had a beautiful smile and was prettier than celebrities. Her eyes were gentle and soft, similar to Su Qing, but there was really no way to connect the two. together.

Yan Yuzheng was puzzled, only to hear Su Qing sigh: "Why, it's not easy to live, and it's even more difficult to be together. Although there is no way to solve the life and death situation, it's not necessarily bad."

When Yan Yu heard the words, his fingertips paused and looked up at her: "What did you say?"

Su Qing's subordinates kept folding clothes: "I shouldn't have been too talkative, but, the day I first moved in, the person from your family showed me a hexagram map, the life and death situation, I'll do the math, my age is just right and You two are right."

Yan Yu narrowed his eyes: "Did you tell him?"

Su Qing shrugged: "He asked, I said it naturally, and you didn't tell me that I couldn't say it."

Yan Yu twitched the corners of his mouth when he heard the words. He seemed to want to laugh, but he couldn't. Finally, he exited Su Qing's house and closed the door quietly. The hand holding the doorknob was faintly seen with blue veins.

Su Qing chased after him and opened the door. Seeing that Yan Yu didn't leave immediately, she smiled apologetically and spread her hands: "If you can't bear to send it, I can also help you send him to reincarnation. Anyway, it's a matter of hand."

Yan Yu said, "No need."