Despite being separated from the screen, the deep helplessness and self-deprecation came over exactly the same way. Gu Lai's heart suddenly felt a strange feeling, which made people uncomfortable. He got up and picked up the door key and faced He walked over and asked in a low voice, "Where are you?"
"… "
However, Shen You didn't speak any more. As if he was exhausted, he couldn't hold anything any longer. The phone fell between the seats, making a light clang, and the call was officially cut off.
He buried his face deeply into the palm of his hand. At this time, the suppressed cry in his throat finally leaked out, but after a while, he tried his best to hide it. The veins on his forehead burst out. Now he's just a poor bastard who doesn't even dare to cry.
I thought it was an absurd farce by two people, but it turned out to be a one-man show, how ridiculous.
This city is extremely hot when it is hot, but it only takes a moment to cool down. It is too fast for people to react. There is no transition period. Gu Lai is afraid that something will happen to Shen You, and he is about to drive to his house. Who would have thought Walking out of the gate of the community, I saw a silver-gray car parked quietly on the side of the road.
The license plate number is very familiar. Gu Lai once delivered breakfast to Shen You and saw him drive it out.
Through the windshield, the driver's seat was empty, Gu Lai stepped forward, glanced at the rear window, and could vaguely see the figure lying down inside.
"Shen You?"
He called out, but got no response.
Gu Lai had no choice but to open the car door, and there was a strong smell of alcohol coming from the shop. Shen You crouched in the back seat, already drunk and unconscious, and beside him was a pile of crooked wine bottles.
Gu Lai never thought that he would drink like this, leaned in and pulled the man out with difficulty. Out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of the mobile phone on the ground. He picked it up and stuffed it into Shen You's clothes pocket. Then he found the car key from the driver's seat and turned the car locked.
Shen You stood unsteady, and the world was spinning in front of him. In a trance, he felt that someone had taken him elsewhere, gropingly grabbed the other person's collar, and asked in a low voice, "Who are you... who are you... …”
"Gu Lai, I am Gu Lai."
Gu Lai was about to be suffocated by him. He helped him into the elevator and pulled out his own collar. He wandered into chaos for a moment, as if he had regained a trace of clarity. He let go of his hand and asked to himself: "… Is it Gu Lai?"
There were still some wet tears on the side of his face, and he inadvertently rubbed against Gu Lai's neck, feeling icy cold to the touch.
Gu Lai glanced down at him, only to realize that Shen You's eyes were flushed, he could not lift his head, showing his fragile throat unprepared. The lines were neat and clean, but he seemed a little too thin.
Speeding up to help the man into his home, Gu Lai's back was sweating for no reason. He leaned over to take off his shoes for Shen You and let him lie on the bed, so that he could breathe for a while.
This holiday has been a bit weird, Gu Lai thought to himself.
Shen You lay down on the bed for a while, then turned over uneasy, frowned and pulled a few buttons off his collar, breathing heavily, looking uncomfortable, Gu Lai was afraid that he would fall, so he moved a small plastic bench to sit on. by the bed.
Shen You's Adam's apple rolled up and down, slowly opened his eyelids, his deep pupils were half drunk and half confused, he looked at some dazzling lights on the ceiling, muttered something, and said in a low voice, "Gu Lai... I know... I know your day. Why did you hug me at the movie theater…”
Gu Lai raised his head subconsciously when he heard the words, only to hear him continue.
"You don't like me at all..."
Gu Lai scratched his hair, a little unable to keep up with his train of thought, but habitually wanted to say something to comfort him, but before he could say anything, Shen You suddenly slammed the bed hard, cursing with red eyes, "You're a motherfucker at all. Scared of ghosts!"
"… "
Gu Lai didn't say anything, because he was unable to refute, so he could only dig his fingers nervously.
After Shen You finished scolding, he was silent for a while, then buried his face in the pillow and said nothing. Gu Lai was afraid that he would be out of breath, so he hesitantly stretched out his hand and gently pulled his pillow out, only to find a gray-blue There is a small wet spot on the pillowcase.
"Shen You?"
Gu Lai was a little nervous. He got up and wanted to see Shen You's face, but he couldn't see it, so he could only force the person to come over, but he was caught off guard by a pair of eyes full of tears.
Shen You's eyes were red, and he looked at him without speaking, but he was a bit fierce. After a while, he gritted his teeth and said, "I'm a fucking joke!"
He repeated: "I'm just a joke..."
Gu Lai was stunned, and felt uncomfortable in his heart for no reason. He wiped away Shen You's tears, and in a hurry, he comforted in a low voice and clumsily: "You're not, you're not, no one laughs at you..."
Hearing this, Shen You raised his eyes, grabbed his hand and pressed it close to his face, his voice hoarse, like a child who was wronged: "Then why don't you like me?"
"I didn't... I didn't dislike you..."
Gu Lai blinked quickly, this sentence was stumbling, and after saying it, he vaguely felt that something was wrong, and he couldn't say what was wrong.
I don't like it, I just like it.
Shen You heard the words, his frown suddenly loosened a little, he approached Gu Lai little by little, stared into the other's eyes that were as innocent as white paper, woke up most of the time, and murmured, "You really don't remember anything. already?"
Gu said: "I don't remember."
Shen You didn't say a word, he just clenched his hand tighter, closed his eyes, as if he was making a very difficult decision, Gu Lai felt a cool liquid under his palm, took out a tissue from the table beside him, and leaned over to give it to him. He wiped it lightly, still the same sentence: "Don't cry, it's alright."
Before he finished speaking, there was a sudden strong pull on his wrist, and he fell forward uncontrollably, and then the scene in front of him spun around and was crushed by Shen You.
"???"
When he touched the blind spot of knowledge, Gu Lai didn't know what to do with his expression, his face was sullen, and he looked a little grim.
Shen You looked at him, pursed his lips without saying a word, wrapped his right hand around the back of his neck, caressed the hideous scar silently, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Gu Lai, can I trust you again..."
Gu Lai wanted to say that he had a good reputation and would never owe money without paying it back, so he nodded hesitantly and said, "It should... It should be possible."
Strange why he said yes.
Gu Lai's heart was beating fast, he moved uncomfortably, and when he looked up, he could see Shen Youjun's collarbone, and he looked away unnaturally. For the first time in his life, he knew what embarrassment felt like: "Can you... change your posture? ?"
For example, sit well.
Shen You was startled when he heard the words, then nodded: "Okay."
Then the figures of the two were instantly reversed, this time Gu Lai was on top and Shen Yu was on the bottom.
Gu Lai: "..."
Shen You held Gu Lai's hand, slowly put it on his waist, tilted his head, the tips of his ears were a little red, and asked awkwardly in a low voice, "Is this okay?"
In Gu Lai's cognition, men and women can't kiss, men and women can't kiss, only the object is amiable.
Seeing this, Shen You's complexion changed slightly, and he held him down: "What's wrong?"
Gu Lai's ears were burning red, and he kept shaking his head, but he didn't say anything. He glanced at him, and then quickly avoided it. Shen You realized something after seeing this. He just thought that Gu Lai was a little cute now and stroked him. With his hot ears, he turned his back on the customer and pinched his chin in a low voice: "What are you afraid of? You like me, I like you, this is normal..."
As soon as the words came out, the two were stunned at the same time.
Shen You accidentally said what was in his heart, as if he had crossed a threshold, his face was expressionless, and he was relieved while feeling complicated.
Gu Lai was really stunned, he blinked quickly and said at a loss, "Do you like me?"
Shen You grabbed the back of Gu Lai's head as if giving up on himself, forcing him to get closer to him, his chest heaving up and down, and looking directly at him, "I don't blame what happened in the past, the past is gone, this time..."
Shen You paused for a while before continuing: "...this time you have the ability, and I'm the one who's planted."
Gu Lai's heart was chaotic, and the program was garbled again. It was even more chaotic than the last time he watched the ghost movie. He supported himself so as not to overwhelm Shen You, and asked blankly, "Do you like me?"
Damn, why are you asking so many times!
Shen You covered his eyelids with the back of his hands and nodded silently.
Gu Lai knew sadness, happiness, fear, and shyness, but he never knew what liking was. He had never experienced this kind of emotion. He vaguely knew that the liking in Shen You's mouth was different from ordinary liking.
He was a little new, a little puzzled, and at the same time wanted to try.
Gu Lai gently held Shen You's hand, and then pulled it down, his palm was slightly wet with sweat, and facing his eyes, Gu Lai said seriously, "But I'm stupid, and I always make you angry, so you can also like me?"
Shen You felt that Gu Lai was a little stupid after losing his memory, his heart was numb, no wonder he was cheap and fell in love, covered his face with his hands, and said in a vague voice: "It has nothing to do with you, it's me. Bad temper... not likable."
This is considered a mistake by Fu Ruan, Tang Yishan and Ke Jing will be amazed when they hear these words.
Gu Lai never felt that Shen You was unpleasant, and sometimes even thought it was quite interesting, like a cat with fried fur, but he didn't know why, he was always a little nervous when getting along with Shen You, and accidents happened frequently, unlike Yu Xi's. as natural.
In fact, at this point, it is almost impossible to pierce the window paper. It seems that the men and women on the earth who have a good impression of each other can already try to develop further.
"That… "
Although Gu Lai didn't know what liking was, he knew that he didn't hate Shen You, and they could try it and talk about whether it was suitable or not.
Gu Lai was quite daring to try in some aspects. He quietly held Shen You's hand and summoned up his courage to whisper: "Then from today, can you be my partner, and I will try my best to take good care of you."
Shen You's eyes were hot, something came up, he closed his eyes fiercely, and he endured it back, breathing heavily, but only said one sentence—
"Gu Lai, don't play Lao Tzu..."
Gu Lai silently held his hand tightly, pursed his lips and said seriously, "I'm serious."
Shen You moved his fingertips and wanted to hug him, but he didn't move for some reason, but said to Gu Lai, "Come and hug me."
He wanted to take the initiative.
Gu Lai was still a little embarrassed, but he obeyed obediently, stretched out his arms and hugged him, Shen You stared at the lights on the ceiling, feeling a little dizzy for a while, he just felt that life was up and down too fast today, like a dream.
With his fingertips down, he could feel Gu Lai's lean abdominal muscles through the fabric, Shen You poked lightly, then reached into his trouser pocket, took out his phone and said, "Hello..."
Gu Lai has been hugging him very seriously: "Huh?"
Shen You said: "Add it back."
Gu Lai didn't respond: "Huh?"
Shen You tilted his head unnaturally: "Friend, add it back."