Ke Jing was right in what he said at the beginning, Shen You is a person who wants to save face and suffer, and hides everything in his heart. He doesn't speak a word to the outside world. As time goes by, he will be stuck in his throat, unable to spit or swallow.
If it wasn't for the drunkenness today, this thorn would have stuck for a longer time.
Gu Lai didn't know that Tang Yishan was the one who deleted himself at the beginning. Hearing that, he found his phone and added his friends back. He poked the screen of his phone and said to Shen You, "Next time you get angry, you can tell me why, but you can't delete me..."
He always speaks softly and calmly, with a serious foolishness.
Shen You thought to himself who deleted you, but he didn't explain anything. Half of his face fell under the shadow of Gu Lai's body, covering part of his eyes. Rarely did it bring quietness.
Gu Lai still hugged him, the feeling of being full in his arms was a bit novel, his fingertips stroked the back of Shen You's head, then his ears, shoulders, he was embarrassed to go down, and finally stopped at his waist.
Shen You thought to himself, this fool is acting like a hooligan again, and he is still a very low-level kind who only dares to hug, not kiss.
He pouted, somewhat disgusted with the smell of alcohol on his body, lowered his eyes, and said in a hoarse voice: "Lend me to use your bathroom, I'll take a shower."
Gu Lai let go of Shen You when he heard the words: "Okay, call me if you need help."
Shen You really needed help, his eyes wandered, but he didn't look at him: "You... lend me a set of your pajamas."
Hearing this, Gu Lai got up and went through the closet, only to find that he hadn't bought new clothes recently. He took out a loose cotton top and pants, turned to look at him, and said, "Can I wear it?"
Shen You is a gentleman, and he is very particular about food and clothing. He never wears other people's clothes, but there are exceptions, such as now.
He took the clothes from Gu Lai's hand, lowered his head and couldn't see his expression clearly: "Then I'll go wash it."
Today's moon is not very round. It is half-covered and hidden in the clouds. There are sycamore trees planted on both sides of the path below. The leaves have turned slightly yellow, and they can be seen more clearly against the cold moonlight. Every gust of wind sends out A rustling sound drowned out the silence of the night.
Gu Lai sat beside the bed, thinking that time flies so fast, when he came, the leaves were still lush and withered and yellowed in the blink of an eye. In this way, human life is really too short, ranging from a hundred years to a few dozen Years.
Shen You was also thinking about something. He leaned his back against the door, lowered his eyes and wondered what he was thinking. He habitually touched his pockets, but he didn't find anything, so he could only take off his clothes and take a shower.
He couldn't stand the temperature that was too hot, even if he counted nine cold days, the bath water was still warm.
He stood under the shower, letting the water flow down his head, his wet ink-colored hair clinging to his cheeks, and his sharp-boned hands! With all his hands behind his head, his eyebrows and eyes are long and narrow, and he is not a gentle person. The older generation said that such a face is too rigid and easy to break, and it makes sense to think about it.
The young people's hearts are the cleanest. Their whole life's courage was gathered at that age. They were solitary and brave, and they were not afraid of life and death.
He thought hard, thought hard, what was Gu Lai like back then
It doesn't seem to be anything special, but he is more handsome and sweeter than others, and the rest is blank. I don't have any deep impressions. The feelings in college were like this, and they were together for no reason. fate.
When there was a fire in the dormitory, a heavy object fell from a high place, and fell on his back without any hesitation. If he hurt his spine a little bit, he was afraid that he would be paralyzed for the rest of his life, but even so, he suffered a lot. The hospital lay in bed for a full year.
For a year, he could not wait to remove Gu Lai's skin and eat Gu Lai's meat, so as to relieve his hatred.
Shen You never felt that he was cheap, and he didn't look down on scumbags and scumbags, so he never thought that he would fall in love with Gu Lai again, who would believe it when he said it.
After a moment, he thought again.
Gu Lai has been losing his memory like this. It's good. Being stupid is very rare. The important thing is that he is rare.
Just start over.
Shen You wiped his hair and walked out of the bathroom. He was wearing Gu Lai's clothes, and his shoulders were a little looser, but it didn't matter. His skin was very white with cool water vapor. He leaned against the door and said to Gu Lai, "I'm done washing, Go and wash."
Now that he has sobered up, he has returned to his usual arrogant and arrogant appearance, but his eyes are always lingering on Gu Lai.
Gu Lai remembered how Shen You was crying just now, and suddenly smiled, he got up and took out another set of clothes from the closet, ready to go in to wash, but when he entered the door, Shen You grabbed his wrist.
Gu Lai looked at him subconsciously: "What's wrong?"
Shen You didn't look at him, and turned his head to look at the blurred tree shadows outside the glass window. He was silent for a long time, and he lowered his eyes and said: "Gu Lai, as long as you are well, I can give you anything, money is still life, Anything."
This sentence is true, he likes a person, that is, the kind of heart and lungs without reservation.
Shen You's voice was light and elusive, as elusive as the wind, and then his fingertips clenched a little bit, with a silent gloom: "But if you do something wrong to me, I won't let you go..."
This sentence is also true.
Hearing this, Gu Lai retracted one foot he had stepped in. He held Shen You's shoulder, faintly realizing that this man was insecure, and hugged him gently: "I will treat you well, too! I will be sorry for you, from now on mine is yours."
Shen You leaned against his shoulder and nodded: "Mine is yours too."
Gu Lai corrected himself: "No, yours is still yours."
He touched Shen Youbing's icy side face with his palm, facing the other's surprised gaze, and corrected: "What's mine is yours, what's yours is still yours."
Gu Lai was very satisfied with his high consciousness, hesitantly, rubbed Shen You's head: "Then I'll take a shower."
The bathroom door was closed, and there was a soft sound. Shen Youwen recovered from his daze, moved slowly and fell onto the bed, then grabbed the pillow, rolled, rolled again, rolled back and forth. .
Oh shit.
There are only these two words in Shen You's mind now.
Gu Lai said softly, "Can't you sleep?"
Shen You paused, and he thought Gu Lai fell asleep: "A little bit."
Gu Lai was originally lying on his back. Hearing that, he turned to face him, his eyes shining in the darkness: "Actually, I can't sleep either."
He didn't sleep before because there was no such demand. If he didn't sleep today, he really couldn't sleep, but he didn't want to force the hibernation program to start.
It feels so weird.
Usually at such times, Shen You would smoke a cigarette, but he definitely didn't have one now. He didn't know what to think, so he pounded Gu Lai with his arm: "Hey, did you take a pack of my cigarettes at the movie theater last time, and why? Didn't pay me back."
Gu Lai certainly remembered that he said he was keeping it for Shen You at the time, and now the pack of cigarettes is still quietly in the drawer: "Do you want to smoke?"
Shen You narrowed his eyes, raised his eyebrows and said, "Do you give it?"
Gu Lai thought for a while: "I can give you one."
Shen You could smell the faint scent of shower gel on Gu Lai's body, and he couldn't help but get closer to this person until their arms were touching, and "kindly" reminded: "It seems to be my cigarette."
Gu Lai said nothing.
Shen You asked, "Do you want me to quit?"
Gu Lai nodded.
Shen You said unexpectedly very well: "Okay, I'll quit."
Gu Lai suddenly felt a dense emotion in his heart. He pinched the tips of his ears that had increased in temperature. He felt a little embarrassed and asked softly, "I want to hug you, okay?"
! Now Shen You can't hear anything except his tumultuous heartbeat, he silently covered his face, thinking why he should ask this kind of thing in advance, he grabbed Gu Lai's hand tightly, put it on his waist, kept his voice calm, and listened. He got up a little fierce: "Don't ask this kind of thing next time."
Gu Lai slowly folded his arms. It was just right. His chin was against Shen You's shoulder, and he could clearly feel the outline of the bones. After measuring it with his fingertips, he said, "You are a little thin."
Shen You raised his eyebrows unhappily: "So what?"
Gu Lai: "I will continue to deliver food to you tomorrow, okay?"
Gu Lai is currently in a semi-internship state, and it’s okay if he doesn’t attend classes. The teacher who teaches Chinese food at school sees his potential and recommends him to a friend’s restaurant as an assistant to the master. It is a century-old restaurant with quite a history. Later, the salary was high.
"It's okay," Gu Lai suddenly got the good looks of a human being. He traced Shen You's facial features from the air, feeling neat and handsome, "The class time is not tight, it's quite loose."
Shen You was very happy: "When did the training class you took end?"
Gu said: "Soon, just half a month."
Gu Lai: "Because I'm smarter, I don't have to practice basic skills with others."
He was serious, and said words that were very ostentatious and proud to others.
Shen You took out his mobile phone from under the pillow and looked at the news, his fingertips tapped lightly on the edge rhythmically, and thought for a moment: "Have you ever thought about opening a restaurant, there is just a facade on Huaxing Road, two floors up and down, The geographical location is also suitable, if you don’t understand the business, you can ask someone to help you take care of it first, and then expand the business after the profits are recovered.”
Gu Lai brushed Shen You's messy hair: "But I don't have enough money, so I'll open it later when I save enough money."
"Fool."
Shen You smiled, how could he ask Gu Lai to pay: "When you save enough money, the day lily is cold, and I will help you arrange it at the store."
Gu Lai blinked and whispered, "No, I will work hard to earn it."
Shen You was happy and angry, pressed his forehead and said, "Is it alright to let me borrow yours from you?"
Gu Lai shook his head, his voice even lower: "No way..."
He wore a face of abstinence, but he was silly and cute, Shen You's Adam's apple moved, and he approached his arms: "Why not?"
Gu Lai thought for a while: "Because I can't eat soft rice."