What are you most afraid of in life? What you are most afraid of is that your plan will be disrupted.
Shen Xi thought about it carefully, she always thought that she had no plan, but when something happened, she realized that it was not the case. She had a great plan hidden in her heart, which was to become Mrs. He after graduation.
Before the cousin broke up with her boyfriend who had been dating for many years, the cousin told her: Relationship is the last thing to plan, because there are too many variables and too many factors that affect the relationship, maybe even a trivial matter can cause the two to break up.
She didn't think so at the time, what about now
She still thought: No matter what, if He Zhizhou wants to go abroad, she must support him, supporting him with tears! She is so great, her mother must not know... Woooo...
Shen Xi was so entangled that his little heart wrinkled into a ball, and when he returned to the apartment, he immediately made a facial mask to calm his emotions. What she made was a mung bean mask, which was in a big jar. Because of her complex mood, she accidentally applied too much. In the end, she simply painted her neck and arms green. The mung bean smell of the mask was very similar to a kind called "green mood". ice cream flavor.
The smell was too fresh, He Zhizhou could smell it after shaving in the bathroom, he reminded: "Shen Xi, don't eat ice cream at night."
"I didn't eat it." Shen Xi came over with the mask on. She decided to discuss the American Research Institute with He Zhizhou. She opened the bathroom door and said directly: "He Zhizhou, we need to sit down and talk."
"What?" He Zhizhou turned his head away from the mirror, his eyelids twitched, and he instinctively took a step back. Accidentally, the sharp razor in his hand scratched his chin, making a shallow cut.
He Zhizhou looked at Shen Xi, what a green and shiny girlfriend. "Shen Xi!" He raised his voice displeased.
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In the end, the two sat down to talk. Before talking, He Zhizhou pulled Shen Xi over to wash her face, neck and arms; Shen Xi also looked at the small hole in He Zhizhou's chin with distress.
"Did I scare you just now?" Shen Xi put a band-aid on He Zhizhou's chin, and couldn't help asking.
He Zhizhou glanced at her, he didn't want to speak.
Shen Xi pouted, very displeased: "I finally understand that the plots on TV where the boyfriend still loves her no matter what the girlfriend becomes are all lies."
He Zhizhou: "These are two different things."
Shen Xi: "There's no need to explain. I've seen your expression very clearly just now. I've seen frightened people before, but I've never seen you so frightened too much."
He Zhizhou rubbed his forehead, unable to explain.
Shen Xi hadn't opened his mouth about the evening's business, but He Zhizhou took the initiative to ask her. His tone was very light, and he seemed to be mentioning a small matter casually: "What is my mother looking for you today?"
Shen Xi organized words in his mind, thinking left and right.
He Zhizhou tapped her head with a book to bring her back to her senses. Shen Xi raised his eyes, and was about to say that He Zhizhou had already told the matter, with a firm tone: "Did she ask you to persuade me to go to America?"
Shen Xi: "You know?"
He Zhizhou's expression was calm: "Except for this matter, she won't come here on purpose."
Well, the problem has been clarified. Shen Xi asked He Zhizhou: "What do you think?"
He Zhizhou also had the same reason: "Shen Xi, I told you that I have already signed a contract with S&N, and I will not go to the United States."
Really? Shen Xi looked at He Zhizhou, feeling ups and downs. He said he would not go to the United States, and the reason he gave her was because he had signed a contract with S&N, but the signing was not a big problem for He Zhizhou.
So his words are more like an excuse to force himself to stay.
When Zhong Jingyue came to her today, there was one sentence that made her feel very uncomfortable. Zhong Jingyue said that He Zhizhou chose to stay in China because of her. Shen Xi lowered his head and asked seriously: "He Zhizhou, if we didn't fall in love, you would still stay in China, would you still sign a contract with S&N?"
He Zhizhou was silent.
Shen Xi pursed his lips: "I see."
"No, it has nothing to do with you." He Zhizhou stood up.
Nothing to do with you! ! !
Shen Xi stood up with He Zhizhou, what does it mean to have nothing to do with her? His words made her lose her temper immediately. Shen Xi stomped her feet in anger, but the man who made her angry had wisely left the flames of war, waved his sleeves and returned to the room without a single cloud.
He terminated the possibility of the two quarreling, but she didn't want this, she would rather quarrel.
Shen Xi went to the terrace to blow the night breeze, the city was bright, she shed two tears, and then played with the two little turtles on the terrace for a while, then slowly walked back to the living room.
The door of the big bedroom was wide open, and He Zhizhou was already typing on the computer inside, and there was a cup of hot milk on the table, hot milk that he hadn't drunk before.
Shen Xichu was at the door, He Zhizhou turned his head to look at her, his long black and delicate eyelashes trembled, and said lightly, "I made you a glass of milk."
Shen Xi looked at the milk on the table and said nothing.
Hehe, did he think he could buy her off with a glass of milk! Shen Xi walked to the head of the bed expressionless, picked up the small pillow on the left, and walked out without turning his head.
Shen Xi, don't go... He Zhizhou silently watched Shen Xi come in, and then silently watched her leave. During this time, he kept using his eyes to keep her back, but to no avail.
He understood which sentence he said made Shen Xi angry, it should be the sentence "it has nothing to do with you". When he said it, he just didn't want Shen Xi to take the burden on himself, he wanted her to relax a bit.
When two people are in love, one person must bear more. That person must be him, not Shen Xi.
But she is still sad
He Zhizhou turned off the computer irritably, and drank the milk on the table in a distracted manner. Outside the door, Shen Xi took the pillow to the small room, and before entering the door, he saw He Zhizhou gurgling and drinking milk with a delicious look on his face.
Hmph, sure enough men are bastards, how could he have the face to say that the milk is for her! Really shameless! ! !
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In a small room alone, Shen Xi is lying on the bed browsing Weibo, she can lie down however she wants, not to mention how comfortable she is!
Monkey reposted a funny Weibo, she pouted and reposted it. The monkey chatted with her: "Xixi, why do you have so little time at night?"
What are these words, Shen Xi replied: "Aren't you there?"
Monkey: "No, no, I'm lonely!"
Shen Xi leaned against the bed, she privately messaged Monkey, and then asked about Monkey's American Research Institute. She asked skillfully, the monkey's mouth was undefended, and he told her everything.
He said: "The research institute in the United States is really good, and all the top talents who can get in. The boss went to the United States as an exchange student to pave the way for entering the research institute. However, our boss chose to stay in China because he definitely wanted to A double harvest of love and karma, Xixi, the boss really likes you."
Shen Xi typed out a line of words, deleted and deleted, and finally there was only one sentence: "I see."
There was a knock on the door, three times in a row, and then He Zhizhou's probing voice: "Shen Xi, are you asleep?"
Shen Xi hurriedly turned off the light, and got into the thin quilt with his whole body.
Outside, He Zhizhou looked down at the crack of the door, and the lights inside suddenly went out. He stood outside for a while, then walked to the terrace. There were two little turtles on the terrace, and inside the glass tank were small colored stones bought by Shen Xi. The two little tortoises who lived together originally, someone deliberately separated them with stones, needless to say, Shen Xi must have done it.
The little turtle crawled and crawled, but couldn't find its little partner. With a flick of his finger, He Zhizhou destroyed the "Little Great Wall" piled up by Shen Xi.
The study plan of the American Research Institute was indeed the arrangement before he met Shen Xi.
What kind of road is scientific research, lonely and boring. He originally thought that this path was the most suitable for him, without too many emotional entanglements, only simple data to accompany him. Whether you can make results is secondary, at least you won't be idle in this life.
It turned out that he was also afraid of being alone.
That's why he arranged this path for himself before he met Shen Xi. He is not interested in those so-called brilliance and awards, but simply enriching the foreseeable lonely life.
Lonely, lonely, dull, boring... He really thought that this would be the end of his life, until he met Shen Xi, and the days with her were like an endless stream of water pouring into his silent life.
Is it a feeling when two people fall in love? Even if he has the opportunity to go to a higher and farther place, he also wants to retain the happiness like fireworks in the world.
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Shen Xi turned off the light, and lay on the small bed alone to read the novel. The sad ending made her face burst into tears. She wiped away her tears, her chest throbbing with sadness.
He Zhizhou knocked on the door again.
Shen Xi didn't open it before, and now that he's crying like this, he won't get up to open the door anymore.
With a "squeak", He Zhizhou opened the door with the key. Sensitively, Shen Xi ducked to the side next to the wall, and in the end, he just vacated a seat for He Zhizhou.
He Zhizhou didn't turn on the light, he went to the bed and sat down, he said something quietly, all from his heart. Shen Xi didn't respond to him, but he knew she was listening. After finishing speaking, he lay down on the empty seat, with his left hand on Shen Xi's waist.
Shen Xi bit his lip, still shedding tears.
The pillow was already icy cold. He Zhizhou stretched out his hand and touched Shen Xi's face. It was warm and moist to the touch, and it was covered with her fresh tears.
He Zhizhou wiped away Shen Xi's tears, calm and gentle.
"Woooo." Turning around, Shen Xi turned around, hugged He Zhizhou with both hands, pressed against his chest and continued to cry.
Tired of crying, she started talking. Whatever she said, He Zhizhou cooperated with her; whatever she asked him, he would answer. Finally, He Zhizhou turned on the light, got up and took a hot towel to wipe her face.
The light is elegant and white.
Shen Xi covered his red and swollen eyes with a towel, and grinned. She and He Zhizhou sat cross-legged on the bed facing each other, as if practicing kung fu. The light scattered on He Zhizhou's jet-black short hair, which was shiny and lustrous, as if there was a streamer moving above it.
She looked at He Zhizhou, and saw her little self in his clear and watery eyes. She thought that Zhong Jingyue was right in saying that when she likes someone, she wants him to become better.
In this world, only a foolish girlfriend would worry that her boyfriend is too good to be her own. If this happens in the future, it won't be He Zhizhou's turn not to want her, she will definitely get rid of him earlier than him!
So what to say next? Shen Xi intends to create a sensational atmosphere, and it is best to manage her image as a great girlfriend, but when she really speaks out, her voice is as soft as a sheep's voice.
She said: "He Zhizhou, go to America, I'll wait for you to come back."
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In this society, Wang Baochuan is no longer popular. Doudou knew what had happened, and began to preach: "Nowadays, a good man is harder to find than a man with eight legs. Shen Xi, if you let He Zhizhou go, you will definitely regret it!"
Shen Xi was already eating apples and happily discussing the issue of separation between the two places. She said to Doudou: "You don't know me. He Zhizhou is becoming more and more like a mother-in-law. I think it's better to keep a distance from him."
Doudou: "Really?"
Of course not! Shen Xi was typing on the keyboard and was about to reply to Doudou, when He Zhizhou walked over with frowns. She hurriedly covered the screen not to let her see it. She quickly closed the chat box, hooked He Zhizhou's shoulders with both hands and said, "He Zhizhou, do you have time tonight?"
He Zhizhou: "What are you doing?"
Shen Xi: "Looking for a date with you."
He Zhizhou: "Yes."
Every girl has her own teenage dream, Shen Xi also has her own teenage dream, it is a little absurd, but it is definitely romantic, romantically exuding strings of pink bubbles.
Shen Xi's teenage dream is to ride a cute little donkey with the person she likes, cross the streets and alleys, and have Jacky Cheung's "I want to blow the wind with you" by my ears.
Shen Xi shared his thoughts with He Zhizhou, a pure science man like He Zhizhou really couldn't understand. He said to Shen Xi: "Electric cars can't bring adults."
Shen Xi looked at He Zhizhou, and called out pitifully: "Brother He."
He Zhizhou was a little loose.
Shen Xi completely lost his integrity: "Papa He."
He Zhizhou: "..." Where can he find such a big daughter!
Shen Xi pestered He Zhizhou, saying "Papa He", He Zhizhou finally compromised, and turned around coolly: "Let's go!"
A small white donkey, two safety helmets, the city lights seem to be dancing fireworks, and the street lights are receding one by one.
At the intersection, people are like a tide.
Shen Xi stuck to He Zhizhou and said, "Brother He, I still want to play some music."
He Zhizhou ignored her.
The little donkey rode on the Liangjiang Bridge in S City. The water flowing under the bridge was turbulent, and the summer wind blowing head-on carried a hot and humid smell. Shen Xi patted He Zhizhou's back, and put forward another idea: "Brother He, I really want to play music!"
He Zhizhou snorted while riding the little donkey, and said three words softly.
"Ah? Brother He, what did you just say?" Shen Xi asked He Zhizhou to say it again for fear of missing some nice words of love.
He Zhizhou finally couldn't stand it and shouted: "I said crazy, crazy!"
Who rides a little donkey and plays music! ! !