Ye Yao got up in the morning and was startled when he saw Lu Xun in the washbasin.
Lu Xun was brushing his teeth with his eyelids down, his face was extremely haggard, and he turned into a decadent handsome guy. Seeing him coming, Lu Xun, whose mouth was full of foam, squeezed out a smile.
It's really not a good laugh.
"...Are you all right?" Ye Yao worried.
"It's okay." Lu Xun spat out the foam in his mouth and spoke to Ye Yao, "I watched a ball game last night and didn't sleep much all night."
Ye Yao didn't know whether this reason was true or not, so he said along the lines: "Ball games can be watched during the day, don't stay up too much late, staying up late is not good for your health."
Lu Xun nodded.
Seeing that Lu Xun didn't care much, Ye Yao couldn't help but add: "Staying up all night will make you ugly... Forget it."
Lu Xun didn't care about his appearance at all, and he said that this was even more useless.
Ye Yao just finished thinking about it when he saw Lu Xun's eyes widen. Lu Xun took a few sips of water to clear the remaining foam in his mouth, and hurried out of the bathroom.
Ye Yao stretched his head out of the washroom to look, and saw Lu Xun went to the fitting mirror in the dormitory and looked at his face.
Ye Yao: "..."
Fatty, who was also washing up, was also stunned by Lu Xun. He and Ye Yao looked at each other and said in shock, "What happened, Brother Lu suddenly paid attention to whether he was handsome today?"
"...I don't know." Ye Yao said, "Maybe there was a player who was so handsome in the game last night, which inspired him to be competitive."
*
Ye Yao was in class as usual. After class, he took out his mobile phone and wanted to swipe it, and then he saw the emoji package sent to him by Lu Xun.
This is a fat white duck, drawing a circle with its wings on the ground with tears in its eyes.
Ye Yao smiled and poked the fat duck on the screen.
Even in their current situation, Lu Xun still works hard and persistently to send him messages to keep in touch with them, which is enough to show that Lu Xun attaches great importance to this relationship.
Why is he not.
Ye Yao was a little complicated.
Now he doesn't have to cross the river on a tightrope anymore, and he and Lu Xun have become friends who keep a certain distance. On the surface, everything has reached the most ideal state.
But it was also because of the closeness in the past, and now that the relationship has receded, no matter how rational Ye Yao is, his mood will be somewhat depressed.
It would be great if there was an activity that would let him relax, such as hiking a mountain on weekends. After a while, he should get used to it.
Ye Yao kept staring at the phone screen, he saw Lu Xun sent another message: [Actually, I didn't sleep because of the football game last night... ]
Ye Yao had just finished reading this sentence, and within two seconds before and after, Lu Xun retracted this sentence for some reason.
After a while, Lu Xun sent another emoji: [Let's cheer up today!]
After a while, Ye Yao typed slowly: [Well, come on.]
Ye Yao: [What did you withdraw earlier?]
Lu Xun's message came back quickly: [It's nothing, I made a mistake accidentally and sent you a giant ugly emoji.]
Lu Xun: [Would you like to go to dinner tonight?]
Ye Yao glanced at the retraction prompt, but did not pierce Lu Xun: [I want to study by myself tonight.]
Lu Xun replied: [Should I go with you? I always want to study hard.]
The self-study classroom will be kept quiet, Ye Yao did not refuse, half-drooping his eyes and replied: [Okay.]
*
After a short break at noon, Lu Xun's condition looked much better. When he and Ye Yao went to the empty classroom for self-study at night, he had recovered to a handsome guy who was dazzling wherever he went.
As long as there are no classrooms used for classes, self-study can be used, Ye Yao chose a small classroom, and there are several other self-study people in it. He sat down by the window, and Lu Xun sat next to him.
Ye Yao entered the focused study mode.
He held the pen in one hand and the other on the table, next to the junction between his table and Lu Xun's table.
Learning makes people calm, and it is easier for people to lose various worldly desires/desires when the content of learning is various legal provisions.
Ye Yao didn't know how long he had been studying, but the hand he put beside him was suddenly touched by something warm.
Ye Yao looked to the side and saw Lu Xun put a hand beside his.
The contact between the two hands is not too much, only a little side-to-side contact, and it seems to be itchy when touched.
Ye Yao didn't speak, moved his hand a little to the side, and continued to read.
Before half a page of the book could be read, Ye Yao's hand was touched again.
Lu Xun's hand crossed the dividing line between their tables and chased after them persistently.
Lu Xun's book didn't turn a page.
Ye Yao didn't retreat this time, he frowned slightly, lowered his voice and said in a breathy voice, "Lu Xun."
The voice was very soft and would not disturb the other students studying at the other end of the classroom, but to Lu Xun, who was immersed in what he was thinking about, it was like a shock.
Lu Xun raised his head suddenly: "Ah? What's wrong?"
Ye Yao motioned to Lu Xun to be quiet, then tilted his head to look at the direction of his hand.
Lu Xun also looked over, stunned, and quickly retracted his hand.
Lu Xun scratched his face, looking a little uncomfortable.
"I didn't mean to." Lu Xun explained in a low voice, "I was thinking about other things, I don't know how..."
Without a command from his brain, his hand quietly went against his will and touched Ye Yao furtively.
damn it.
"So that's the case." Ye Yao said, "Then I'll sit further away."
Ye Yao pulled the chair to the other side, so that the whole person had a certain distance from Lu Xun.
"Keep reading." Ye Yao said.
Lu Xun seemed to be hesitant to speak, but he finally said nothing, pursed his lips and nodded.
Ye Yao quietly read two pages of the book, and then he suddenly realized that something was wrong.
Lu Xun's hand didn't come over again, and his feet were honestly restrained under his desk by the desk bar. Everything looks ok except...
Lu Xun's upper body used to be at a distance from him, but now there is less than two hands left. If Lu Xun continued to lean towards him, his shoulders would touch him in a short time.
Ye Yao: "..."
Ye Yao didn't move the chair, but directly tilted his upper body to the other side. This time, instead of focusing on the book, he focused on Lu Xun next to him.
After he turned to the other side, Lu Xun slowly tilted again. The upper body, which was originally at a right angle of 90 degrees to the chair, slowly bent to 80 degrees, 70 degrees...
What is this for, is this a spell to stage the separation of the ass/butt from the upper body
Seeing that he was about to stick to the wall, Ye Yao poked Lu Xun's shoulder: "I know you have good eyesight, but you don't have to look so far from the book."
Lu Xun suddenly came back to his senses, he looked at his posture, then looked at the place where the book was, and quickly corrected his posture.
"I really didn't mean it!" Lu Xun explained, "I ran to your side for some reason."
Ye Yao looked at Lu Xun turning the book several pages in a row, holding the pen and preparing to study seriously again, and sighed softly.
"I'm gay, Lu Xun." Ye Yao said softly, "Think about it carefully, think deeply, and think that it's a little disgusting, and you won't lean over subconsciously."
"I'm thinking... I'm thinking very seriously." Lu Xun whispered.
Ye Yao believed it, so he continued his self-study.
Beside him, Lu Xun's thoughts slipped completely from the textbook.
Ye Yao asked him to think carefully and think deeply.
This is what Ye Yao personally agreed to let him think deeply.
As if he had received the imperial decree, Lu Xun's thoughts began to spiral out of control. He was reluctant to ponder deeply and felt that things that would be very disrespectful to Ye Yao were opened to him under such an imperial decree.
Ye Yao likes men, so when expressing his love, he will take the person's hand, hug the person's waist, and put his head on the person's shoulder.
If that person wanted to bow his head and ask for a kiss, then Ye Yao would raise his head in cooperation and hand over his pink lips.
The man holding Ye Yao was originally blurred and faceless, but for some reason it slowly turned into a familiar outline of Lu Xun, calming Lu Xun's anger.
It is right for such a person to hold Ye Yao.
… dry mouth and want lots of water to moisturize.
nausea? How can it be disgusting, that is the source of life.
… He is probably crazy and wants to stick to this person for a lifetime.
*
After the self-study, Ye Yao packed up his books and returned to the dormitory with Lu Xun from the teaching building.
There is a milk tea shop on the way back, and there is a sign in front of the shop with newly launched drink flavors.
Lu Xun didn't pay attention to the taste, he was attracted by the milk tea cup above.
On the cup is a little man reaching out to the side, two cups of milk tea are next to each other, and the two little people successfully hold hands.
The milk tea shop was opposite, Lu Xun talked to Ye Yao and ran over to buy it. After a while, he successfully got two cups.
Lu Xun put the two cups of milk tea together, first let the two little people hold hands, and then turned the cup in one direction, so that the two little people's stomachs and faces were close to each other.
"Hug, are you happy?" Lu Xun said.
Of course it was impossible for milk tea to answer him, but Lu Xun was also satisfied. When he walked in front of Ye Yao, he separated the milk tea and handed one of the cups to Ye Yao.
As long as Ye Yao takes the milk tea, it is equivalent to holding hands with Ye Yao and hugging.
Ye Yao didn't know what Lu Xun did. He inserted the straw into it and continued to walk with Lu Xun to the dormitory.
Lu Xun bought strawberry-flavored milk tea, and I don't know what happened to this guy recently. From the pink sweater to the pink strawberry milk tea, when he was in high school, he only wore black, white and gray, and he only drank lemonade. Cool brother image. It's gone forever, not to mention, even the aesthetic color cast is getting more and more pink, it looks like falling in love.
A couple walked past them and drank the same milk tea as them. The girl probably noticed this and smiled at them.
"There are so many couples in college, and it's not like high school will get arrested." Lu Xun watched the couple walk away, sighed and then fell silent, then he lightly bumped Ye Yao on the shoulder.
"What about you, do you want to fall in love? You said when you went out to meet that girl before, that you were busy studying and looking for a job during college, and you didn't plan to fall in love, just an excuse?" Lu Xun asked.
He was happy because Ye Yao said this before, but in retrospect, it was very likely that he said it casually because it was inconvenient to tell the real reason, after all, he was by Ye Yao's side at the time.
"..." Ye Yao didn't want to answer this question, "Why are you asking this, you want to introduce me to someone?"
In the past, saying this could directly make Lu Xun angry, but now he suppressed the boredom in his eyes and continued to discuss calmly: "Well, what type of person is the person who made you realize that you are bent? "
Halfway through the words, Lu Xun's calm voice and appearance changed slightly, which made him a little bit more hostile, but he still smiled: "That person is not with you, so you are so silent. It's bent, you don't want to keep him secretly in your heart, do you?"
Lu Xun's eyes were fixed on Ye Yao, trying to catch any fluctuations on Ye Yao's face.
But Ye Yao's face didn't fluctuate, and he didn't seem to have any resentment or dissatisfaction with that person because of his words.
"Don't ask this question." Ye Yao said calmly.
Lu Xun's discomfort began to be suppressed. His tone seemed to be joking, but his voice was tight: "You really want to protect him and not let anyone know?"
Ye Yao glanced at Lu Xun this time.
It was difficult for Lu Xun to express what it felt like in words.
"Yeah, first love," Ye Yao looked back, "Of course you have to protect it."
*
After this conversation, Lu Xun fell into silence, and Ye Yao didn't take the initiative to speak. The two walked back to the dormitory area in silence.
Just when Ye Yao thought that Lu Xun probably didn't want to talk to him anymore today, Lu Xun suddenly broke the silence.
"Ye Yao," Lu Xun said, "Do you think my behavior is a little weird sometimes?"
"..." Ye Yao was speechless, Lu Xun finally found that he was too arrogant to talk a lot, and he was determined to correct his evil and become a normal person
"Have you finally found out?" Ye Yao said, "If your behavior was normal, you wouldn't have transferred schools and you wouldn't have known me."
"...I didn't say that." Lu Xun scratched his hair, he glanced at Ye Yao, and said quickly, "I mean, do you think that sometimes my behavior is not very straight?"
Ye Yao didn't speak, and he started drinking the milk tea that was almost drained.
Lu Xun clenched the milk tea in his hand, and the water on the milk tea cup made his palm wet. It's not too noisy here, Ye Yao shouldn't have heard what he said, right
Ye Yao sucked up the milk mochi at the bottom of the milk tea and chewed it. He tilted his head to look at Lu Xun and saw the nervousness in Lu Xun's eyes.
Ye Yao chuckled: "What are you thinking about, you are not straight, there is no straight in the world."
"But—" Lu Xun wanted to speak, but was interrupted by Ye Yao.
"Do you think it's not a straight man who hugs and hugs all day?" Ye Yao shook his head, "This is the performance of a straight man, after bending, you will be restrained when facing the same sex, the more you do this, the more Show that you are open-minded and have no evil thoughts.”
Ye Yao took his hand and patted Lu Xun on the shoulder: "Don't deceive yourself."
When he arrived at the dormitory, Ye Yao took the lead in pushing the door, and Lu Xun watched his back from behind.
… Is it really
*
Wen Ke and Xiao Pang in the dormitory were talking and were elated. Seeing Ye Yao coming back, Wen Ke hurriedly said to him, "Yi Zi Zi, have you seen the class? Are you going?"
"No, where are you going?" Ye Yao asked while taking out his phone.
Wen Ke quickly answered: "It's just a friendship. The two classes go out to play together. It is said that there is no need to pay this time. Some bosses feel that it is too troublesome to calculate the cost of the two classes, so he directly pays them all by himself. It's gone!"
Xiaopang rolled around slightly on the single bed holding the quilt, and his excitement was beyond words: "I don't know if I will meet a girl who is willing to develop a revolutionary friendship with me?"
Ye Yao took out his mobile phone and opened the class to check, and sure enough he saw the notification.
The event does not require everyone to participate, but it emphasizes that there is a lot of delicious food. The monitor of their class also came to chat with him privately and asked him if he would go.
The activity time was on the weekend, and Ye Yao didn't immediately reply to the monitor, but he did have this in mind.
Making life more colorful and shifting his attention to other places can also help him get used to the regressive but harmonious relationship between now and Lu Xun more quickly.
Ye Yao first went to ask Ms. Wang if she could take a day off on weekends, and only after getting a positive reply did she prepare to answer the monitor's private chat.
Before the reply was sent, someone came up to him and grabbed his wrist.
… a hand he was familiar with.
Ye Yao slowly raised his head and saw Lu Xun whose eyes seemed to breathe fire.
Lu Xun lowered his voice: "Are you really going to go?"
"Why not?" Ye Yao asked back. Although he didn't plan to find someone at the event, he just wanted to relax, but he still said, "This is just a normal choice for single people."
Lu Xun's face suddenly sank.