Just two words made Lu Xun's heart explode into a flower.
Shock, ecstasy, and disbelief came over me.
"What did you say, what did you say?" Lu Xun frantically pecked Ye Yao's lips, "Say it again, say it again."
"Well... I can't say, I can't let you know about this, you are homophobic." Ye Yao pushed Lu Xun away a little, "It's a secret."
Can't let him know, can't let him know that he likes him
The blood in his body sprinted at a speed of one hundred and eighty miles, and Lu Xun couldn't restrain a smile on his face: "I'm not afraid of homophobia, I'm more curved than a tape measure."
Ye Yao looked at Lu Xun quietly, followed by a shallow smile on his face: "That's great."
There were splashes of water on Ye Yao's face, and his slightly red cheeks were like petals soaked in water, tempting people to touch them.
A short sentence can easily destroy a person's sanity.
Lu Xun's Adam's apple moved up and down, he stretched out his hand and held Ye Yao's cool shoulder.
Crazy liking for a person will be expressed in a way that can be easily seen. Before Ye Yao could express this, Lu Xun pressed him and kissed him again.
I love it, I love it to the bone.
I want to go from sunset to sunrise with Ye Yao, and then from sunrise to sunset.
But this was at Ye Yao's house, Ye Yao's parents were there, and Ye Yao's bedroom didn't have some necessities, and even Ye Yao was still drunk and sober.
Even if Ye Yao did not object, he would not allow himself to do too much to Ye Yao now.
but…
Lu Xun kissed Ye Yao's lips impatiently, and then parted slightly: "Remember when I said last time that your clothes are very fragrant, and I like them very much?"
Maybe it was because of drinking, or because the temperature in this small space was too high, the redness on Ye Yao's face became more obvious.
He nodded lightly: "The clothes are in the closet."
"I don't want to go to the closet." Lu Xun stared at Ye Yao without blinking, and repeated his words, "I don't want to go to the closet to get clothes."
Lu Xun wondered if the drunk Ye Yao could understand what he meant, but under his urgent gaze, Ye Yao nodded slowly.
*
Three poles in the sun.
Ye Yao's parents didn't come to urge Ye Yao and Lu Xun to get up, but after preparing lunch, the two went out for a walk together.
Lu Xun actually woke up early in the morning. Even his dreams were filled with the scent of Ye Yao. He was so excited that he couldn't sleep for long, so he just stared at Ye Yao lying in his arms.
Ye Yao usually gets up at a regular time, but last night Lu Xun really disturbed him too late, causing him to still be asleep.
Lu Xun couldn't help but kissed Ye Yao's nose, and continued to recall the beautiful last night.
Ye Yao is so fragrant, Ye Yao himself is a hundred times more fragrant than clothes.
He will continue.
As the saying goes, extreme joy gives birth to sadness. After being immersed in extreme joy for nearly ten hours, Lu Xun finally gradually returned to his senses, and he felt a little panic under the cover of happiness.
Is there really such a good thing, is Ye Yao's crush on him? really have this
Such a big thing hit him on the head
Could it be that Ye Yao was drunk and didn't understand the question he asked, and was just calling his name
... If the person Ye Yao had a crush on was really him, then how painful it would have been when Ye Yao found out about this relationship, because he was a homophobic straight man, and he would decisively cut off contact with his gay friends who liked him.
... Ye Yao will not alienate him for no reason. Before deciding to alienate him, he must have experienced a long period of struggle and pain.
Not letting him hold hands, not letting him hug, not sleeping with him, how would Ye Yao feel at that time
The person in his arms moved, Lu Xun recovered from all the messy thoughts and looked at Ye Yao who opened his eyes.
"Awake?" Lu Xun asked softly.
"Hmm." Ye Yao, who had just woken up, was a little stunned. He sat up from the bed, with a few strands of hair on his head still curled up.
"What time is it? I'm going to the toilet." Ye Yao, who was not fully awake, got out of bed as he spoke. He just got up from the bed, his legs were weak and he was about to fall to the ground.
Lu Xun's eyes quickly rushed over to support him, preventing Ye Yao from falling to the ground.
Ye Yao was completely awake now.
He looked at his legs in disbelief, then looked at Lu Xun, his eyes widened slightly.
Lu Xun knew that he was going too far yesterday, so he couldn't help but feel a little guilty: "Am I helping you over?"
"... I'll go by myself." Ye Yao refused Lu Xun's help, Zhan Zhan stood up again and walked slowly, went to the bathroom in the room, and slammed the door shut after entering.
Lu Xun followed closely, he put his ear to the door, and it didn't take long to hear Ye Yao's surprised inhalation.
Lu Xun spent like a year outside, and finally waited until Ye Yao opened the door.
"...I underestimated you before, Lu Xun." Ye Yao's face was not angry, but a little helpless, "Come and wash together."
Their toothbrush towels are complete sets, all placed together, it looks like a couple's style.
The two of them brushed their teeth together. Lu Xun observed the words and determined that Ye Yao was not angry, so he boldly stuck to Ye Yao again.
Ye Yao didn't avoid it, and let Lu Xun stick to him after brushing his teeth and washing his face, and the two walked to the dining room for brunch like conjoined babies.
Lu Xun sat next to Ye Yao and asked tentatively, "Do you remember what happened after you got drunk?"
Ye Yao shook his head: "I don't remember."
"Oh." Lu Xun was a little lost, thinking in his mind when it would be better to mention the secret crush with Ye Yao again, or whether to not mention it at all.
If the object of his crush is really him, then those days should be very painful for Ye Yao, and maybe he doesn't want to recall it.
"The weather is nice today, can I go out with you for a walk?" Ye Yao said.
Of course Lu Xun would not object to Ye Yao's proposal. After dinner, the two of them went out together.
Now is the time for most people to take a lunch break. Although it is the May Day holiday, this small town still maintains its usual tranquility, and the residents' rest time is not disturbed by the holiday.
Ye Yao and Lu Xun followed wherever they wanted to go. They stopped and went, and when they were tired, they swept the shared bicycles for walking, feeling the sunshine and wind in summer.
Lu Xun was led by Ye Yao all the way to him.
their high school.
Compared to the last winter vacation here, the school is much busier now. Although it's all holiday time, there are more people playing ball than during the Spring Festival.
"Classmate Ye is here to reminisce about my youth again?" Lu Xun raised his eyebrows and smiled. He looked at the teaching building in front of him and said with some emotion, "Lu Xun, a naive second-year high school student, would never have imagined that he could meet a marriage partner here."
And the marriage partner is still a man. If I told him about it a few years ago, he wouldn't believe it if he was beaten to death.
"You were such a straight man back then." Ye Yao recalled together, "And you were very arrogant. When a girl confessed to you, you didn't care. When a boy confessed to you, your expression was like someone owed you fifty million. ."
"I'd rather be really owed 50 million than hear a man confess to me." Lu Xun frowned, and when he looked at Ye Yao, he changed instantly and put on a smirk. " Of course, except for telling me from afar."
Ye Yao smiled, he was caught by Lu Xun, and the two rings collided lightly when they held each other.
"You were also a straight man back then. Actually, I always thought that if we could get along so well, it was inseparable from the fact that we were both straight men." Lu Xun said, "But it's better now, and now it's all turned into mosquito coils. "
It was because they were all bent into mosquito coils, so he could kiss Ye Yao and smell the fragrance on Ye Yao's body. Can these straight men do it
The more Lu Xun thought about it, the more he hated his past self: "It's good to bend, what a straight man, why didn't I start bending a few years earlier?"
They walked by the edge of the basketball court, and the boys playing basketball saw their hands shaking and began to whistle excitedly.
A few boys with good relationships started making trouble: "Fencing, let's fencing together!" "Did my wife see it? Everyone is holding hands, so we can't lose!" "Damn~ people like you so badly."
Ye Yao didn't let go of Lu Xun's hand, and Lu Xun didn't let go of him either. He led Lu Xun and continued to walk deep into the campus.
They walked a long way, away from the crowd.
"Where are we going? Oh, the old place here, I almost forgot." Lu Xun began to get excited.
The boundaries of the school have been reached here, and there is a wall in front of them.
In the past, Lu Xun turned out from here when he wanted to skip class and leave school, and occasionally ran into Ye Yao as the monitor.
But Ye Yao wasn't here to arrest people. Sometimes Ye Yao was late for work and had to dig in and out from here.
It was here that they met for the first time, but Lu Xun, who had just arrived at the time, didn't know Ye Yao well, and felt that this guy with a good student face was not the same type of person as him, so he didn't pay much attention to it.
Lu Xun was eager to try, successfully climbed over the wall and crouched on the top of the wall, proudly saying, "Yes, my skills have not deteriorated." Lu Xun looked at Ye Yao again, "Will we come together?"
Ye Yao shook his head, he looked up at Lu Xun, who was squatting on the wall, sorted out the words in his heart, and finally opened his mouth.
"This is a special place with a certain commemorative meaning." Ye Yao said slowly, "I want to tell you something here."
Lu Xun said without knowing: "What do you say?"
Ye Yao's dark and moist eyes looked at Lu Xun, his voice was very soft, but every word was clear enough to enter Lu Xun's ears: "Here I... met my first love, the one who made me start to like men. people."
Lu Xun was stunned for a moment, and started to clasp his hands unconsciously.
Ye Yao's face was serious: "We were friends at first, and he was a homophobic straight man. He was very good, and in my eyes he was perfect in every way. I don't know how I liked him, but I did bend for him and never regretted it."
Lu Xun's heart was beating wildly, and he stared at Ye Yao without blinking, concentrating all his attention, for fear of missing a word.
"Lu Xun, I like you very much, the only one I have ever liked is you." Ye Yao said seriously, "You are my only ideal type."
Lu Xun flew down from the wall and hugged Ye Yao tightly in his arms, wishing he had to leave a gap.
"I'll make up a confession for you, it's a bit late, sorry." Ye Yao also hugged Lu Xun, reached out and patted Lu Xun's back, and said warmly, "I'm so happy after being with you, I keep forgetting to tell you, you It's my crush."
"Don't say sorry to me." Lu Xun's voice was choked, and he buried his head in Ye Yao's neck.
Ye Yao must have remembered the conversation last night, and brought him here to tell him this matter solemnly, in order to soothe his inner unease.
As the saying goes, men don't cry easily, but Lu Xun felt that he was about to lose his temper.
Lu Xun rubbed against Ye Yao's neck again, and said with a heavy nasal voice, "I should be the one who said sorry to you. I'm an idiot who didn't realize your intentions earlier and made you sad for so long."
Ye Yao smiled lightly: "It was a bit sad at that time, but I don't regret going through such a period of secret love. You deserve such a love, and it's beautiful to recall that time now."
Ye Yao's face was lifted, and someone kissed her strongly and fiercely.
They stood and kissed at the place where they met for the first time. The memories of the past merged with everything now. Every frame is a picture that will be remembered in their hearts.
Ye Yao touched Lu Xun's ear, closed his eyes, and opened his lips to respond to the person he loves.