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It was pitch black outside the window.
This office building is relatively quiet, and before nine o'clock, it is already sparsely populated.
Only the street lights beside the road silently illuminate this corner.
Their eyes met.
Xia Yu curled the corners of his mouth and felt a little regretful after he finished speaking.
He shouldn't be so impulsive.
You shouldn't reveal your grudge.
But when he looked at Lu Zhao, the blood scab on his heart that had finally healed seemed to be torn open again, bleeding profusely, making him want to curl himself up into a ball to resist the harm from the outside world.
Lu Zhao was not having an easy time either.
From the moment they met, Xia Yu had always been calm and composed, even when facing her husband's infidelity, she was able to act with discretion.
The boy who would lean on his arms and act coquettishly, sit on his lap, kiss him, and want him to hug him, seemed to be gone.
He is not someone without self-awareness.
He knew what kind of shadow he had left on Xia Yu and how painful and desperate Xia Yu was.
Therefore, he was not worthy to appear in front of Xia Yu with a righteous face and ask Xia Yu to give him a chance.
Since Xia Yu wanted to draw a line between them, he had no choice but to continue acting with Xia Yu.
But now, Xia Yu's words seemed to have finally torn apart the politeness the two had been pretending to be since their reunion.
Lu Zhao thought that he might indeed be a little abnormal.
Because he actually got a hint of twisted comfort from these words.
Xia Yu was not indifferent to him, at least he still cared about the past.
"you're right."
Lu Zhao quietly affirmed Xia Yu's words.
Indeed, no one could debase Xia Yu's sincerity more than him. From the age of nineteen to twenty-two, Xia Yu was hurt all over by him.
Xia Yu inexplicably felt a little sad.
He blinked and turned his head away to cover up, what a loser.
He thought he had made progress in the past three years, but when he heard Lu Zhao say this, he still felt embarrassed and sad.
He actually had some idea why Lu Zhao cared so much about Xu Zhan's cheating.
Although Lu Zhao was ruthless to him, at certain moments, Lu Zhao could even be considered a gentleman. At first, he was fed up with his persistence, which was why Lu Zhao was so heartless. Now that he had come to his senses and saw how miserable he was, he felt a little guilty and compassionate.
Lu Zhao is such a person.
It's obvious that I don't love him, and it's obvious that I can't help but be pestered by him. I agreed to only be him as a sex buddy, but I didn't have any ambiguous relationship with anyone else for three years, and he was the only one by my side.
Such a person would probably be angry at her for not fighting back, seeing her entangled with a "cheating" husband.
Xia Yu smiled self-deprecatingly.
He liked these things about Lu Zhao in the first place.
Even now, after going through so much pain, I still feel that Lu Zhao is not without good points.
He half-seriously and half-falsely belittled himself, "Just think of it as me being too careless. It's true that Xu Zhan cheated on me, but he won't divorce me, and I can't leave him, so let it be."
He looked at Lu Zhao and said, "Please forget about this."
He smiled and felt that he really had no advantage against Lu Zhao. When he met Lu Zhao yesterday, he felt a lot of pressure in his heart at the sudden reunion. But now that he had calmed down, his mind was calm again and his words became calmer.