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Xia Yu sat in the living room waiting for Lu Zhao. Xu Zhan had gone to bed today because of a headache, or maybe it was an excuse. They did not sleep in the same room today. Xu Zhan moved to the second floor.
In fact, he shouldn't have let Lu Zhao come.
When he couldn't see Lu Zhao, he could become a little more cruel.
But he heard a hint of pleading in Lu Zhao's voice, and he couldn't say no.
Because he also wanted to see Lu Zhao.
Xia Yu wrapped himself in a small blanket and sat upright on the sofa. It was not until an hour later that he heard his cell phone ring again.
Lu Zhao said he had arrived and was just outside the door.
Xia Yu hesitated for a long time before he pushed open the door and walked slowly across the courtyard. He was wearing a black plush coat, but he was still shivering from the cold.
He gave Lu Zhao the address, but asked Lu Zhao not to come in and just wait for him outside the door. They just wanted to meet and nothing else.
Lu Zhao agreed.
Now, when he pushed open the door to the courtyard, he saw Lu Zhao standing next to the car, with a tall and slender figure, a thin profile, and a cigarette between his fingers.
Hearing the noise, Lu Zhao turned around.
Xia Yu did not change his clothes. He wore a light-colored home suit under his black coat and a pair of plush slippers on his feet. His hair was messy and his eyes were swollen. He did not look good at all.
He just stood there in the snow, looking almost pitiful.
Lu Zhao felt a stab in the heart.
He put out the cigarette, walked quickly towards Xia Yu, and hugged Xia Yu in his arms.
He was wearing a very long windbreaker that almost wrapped Xia Yu up. Xia Yu buried her head in his shoulders and could smell the strong smell of tobacco on him.
He should talk to Lu Zhao about the breakup and his family's attitude.
But the first thing he said when he hugged Lu Zhao was, "You smell like cigarettes."
Lu Zhao must have smoked all the way on the way here.
"Yeah," Lu Zhao relaxed a little, "Does it smoke you?"
Xia Yu shook his head and hugged Lu Zhao a little tighter.
He remembered that more than a month ago, on his birthday, New Year's Eve, Lu Zhao appeared outside his house in the same way, and they hugged each other in the same way.
I can only do it late at night and dare not disturb anyone.
His nose felt a little sour, and he hooked his arms around Lu Zhao's neck and leaned on him like a koala.
In fact, before Xia Jin discovered his relationship with Lu Zhao, he himself had not decided how far he would go.
He allowed Lu Zhao to be his boyfriend, but he had no confidence that he and Lu Zhao could be together.
But now that he was really asked to break up, he felt as if he was suddenly drowning in water, and even breathing was painful.
"You're so annoying," Xia Yu sniffed, "Why are you here?"
But I still can't bear to leave you.
Lu Zhao opened the back seat of the car and carried Xia Yu in. He was driving an off-road vehicle today and the back seat was very spacious, so Xia Yu didn't feel crowded even when he held her in his arms.
Xia Yu was wrapped in a fluffy coat, his face was pale and he looked extremely pitiful.
Lu Zhao raised his hand to wipe away the tears on Xia Yu's face, "I'm sorry."
Xia Yu didn't quite understand why he apologized and looked at Lu Zhao in confusion.