307 Crying
When she was in college, Ting'er's pride and self-confidence made her disdain to plagiarize. Chu Huan still remembers that when she first studied design, many classmates slightly modified some designs that they saw in magazines or in stores. As soon as the homework is handed in, Fang Ting'er is unwilling to "learn from" this way, and instead spends a lot of rest time on drawing the design draft.
At that time, Chu Huan admired Fang Ting'er. It is precisely because of this admiration that they gradually become friends.
"Why?" Fang Ting'er smiled wryly and looked at Chu Huan. The other party is still like in a university, he has never felt the pressure of society, and has never encountered other people’s eyes, "Huanhuan, your life is better than me, you meet Xiao Moye, you don’t have to worry about life at all, work is for you. In terms of making money or not, it’s not the point, but I’m different. I can’t rely on Du Hai at all. I can only rely on myself!”
Chu Huan looked at Fang Ting'er with determination, at the sadness and self-deprecating on her face, "If you have any difficulties, why don't you tell me, why do you use this method? Then you had earlier, for What is the hard work of the game!"
"Is it useful to you? Do I want to tell you that Xiao Moye should help me get a good job position, preferably one with an annual salary of several hundred thousand? It would be better to let me go abroad for further studies, and Or open a store for me and let me create my own brand?" Fang Ting'er's eyes flushed, and she grabbed the photos on the table, "Do you think I really want to use your design so much? You think I didn't hesitate. Have you ever struggled? But if the opportunity is let go, you may not be able to seize it again. I want to seize the opportunity, I just want to seize the opportunity!"
Fang Ting'er tore the photo in her hand and cried bitterly. She was finished, she was completely finished. When Xiao Moye said something like that in front of Mr. Wei, she knew that she could not stay in this company, or it should be said that in the future, other large companies of the same kind will not be able to stay. Will hire her!
"Ting'er, haven't you considered me your best friend?" Looking at his crying friend, Chu Huan only felt unspeakable sadness in his heart. They used to be so good, but now they are like this, "If you really think of me as your best friend, then you will definitely tell me if there is any discomfort, and you will tell me if there is any difficulty. Instead of using them one by one. Lies to lie to me. If you want to seize the opportunity, if you told me at the beginning, I will give these designs! Or, I will design together with you and help you catch Live opportunity!"
"It sounds good!" Fang Ting'er raised her head suddenly, staring at Chu Huan bitterly, "Who wouldn't be able to speak big words afterwards, in fact, you must laugh at me in your heart now! Laugh at me for being so shameless, copying you the design of!"
"I didn't!" Chu Huan said. What she has is just a kind of sadness and disappointment. She never thought about it. The so-called friendship that she believes will meet for a lifetime can't stand the test of a game.
Fang Ting'er still showed her unbelief.
"I don't need to lie to you! I never think that design is more important than people! I think friends should be heart-to-heart, not cheating." They used to be so good. Once two people would get in a bed and be in a bed. Talk about your ideals, "Or, you should ask yourself, do you feel at ease when you get such an opportunity?"
Fang Ting'er's face changed and then changed again, and finally pushed Chu Huan away fiercely, ran into her bedroom, and closed the door heavily.
"You are not me, you will never understand my feelings!" Fang Ting'er's voice came through the door panel.
Outside the door, Chu Huan pursed his lips and looked down at the photo fragments that were scattered all over the floor. Tears rolled down from his eye sockets drop by drop.
Does she not understand? Maybe she really didn't understand, maybe the values of the two of them are not the same at all.
But if you are a true friend, the most basic thing is to be honest. Since when did she and Ting'er drift away? So far, even though there is only one door, she feels like there are thousands of doors separated, and these doors, she can't open them...
When Chu Huan saw Xiao Mo at night, it was already late. After leaving the apartment, she just walked on the street without seeing or listening, just like walking. It seems that every step is a kind of vent.
When she came back to her senses and heard the phone rang, the phone was almost blown up.
"Huan, where are you now?" Xiao Moye's anxious voice came from the other end of the phone.
Inexplicably, the tears that she had already stopped, after hearing his voice, came out again, "Mo Ye..." She choked, her voice also filled with deep crying.
"Cry?" His voice seemed even more anxious.
Tears rolled down to the hands one by one, still with the hot and humid temperature, should be crying! "... Hmm." She responded lowly, feeling her nose sore.
"Stay where you are, don't move, I'll come here now!" He only dropped such a sentence, without even asking where she is now.
Chu Huan closed the phone, stood still, and finally did not go any further.
What I can see is a park near the school. The park is not big and there are few street lights. So when I was studying, many students from the university would come here to have a tryst. Fang Ting'er and Du Hai were also frequent visitors here. Chu Huan remembered that at that time, she still laughed a lot, saying when she came to "catch/rape" and take pictures at night, who asked Du Hai to snatch her best friend.
At that time, Ting'er laughed and hugged her.
At this moment, although it is the end of November, especially at night, the temperature is quite low, but there are still many students in the park.
Because Chu Huan stood alone, it attracted some people's attention.
"Hey, do you think that woman is like this? She seems to be crying?"
"It's not a broken relationship anymore."
"So, do you like her?"
"How can it be, this woman is so comparable to you, I just broke with you, and I don't look down on this woman!"
Whispers were constantly coming from around, but Chu Huan didn't care what the other party was saying. She sniffed and wiped her eyes, only to find that the back of her hand was full of tears.