386 The Past
But it was precisely because of the pain that caused her to faint, and she was pulled back a trace of saneness, which made her survival instinct to grab his hand.
"Thank you for saving me." Chu Huan said to Duan Tang. If it weren't for him, she might have died long ago.
His gaze looked at her almost greedily, and his hand couldn't help but lifted up to touch the white gauze on her neck, that was the place where she was cut. There is a distress in his eyes, "Why do you want to say thank you, I should be grateful. Fortunately, I can save you at that time." He couldn't even imagine that if he didn't hold her back then, if She really fell into the sea, what would he become.
His hand slid down to her right hand, holding her hand tightly with both hands, he lowered his head and kissed the back of her hand, "I am very happy, I saved you, and... You remember me, Chu Huan, My first encounter was not in the shade of the school, but in City B, in that room, in front of the camera, when you were lying next to me, whispering to me... "
Yeah, it was that time, that was the first time we met! Chu Huan was stunned, feeling the slightly icy lips on the back of his hand, and the scattered kisses.
"Duan Tang, don't do this!" She couldn't help but yelled softly, twisting her wrist, trying to withdraw her hand.
His movements stopped and he raised his head. Those beautiful phoenix eyes fixedly looked at her, "Don't do this? What do you want me to do? Do you want me to be right after remembering everything? Do you keep your distance?" The joy on his face was gradually reduced, "Chu Huan, do you remember what I said to you back then? I said, I like you! It turns out that even if I lose my memory, I My body, my brain, I still remember you!" He said, pointing his fingers lightly at his temples, "You know? Here is where you look like, even if I forget everything about you, but every time When I’m asleep, part of your face will appear in my mind, either the eyes, or the nose, or the lips, eyebrows, ears, hair..."
She listened to him in a daze, she forgot him, she forgot completely, but... even if he forgot, did he still remember her face? Suddenly, for an instant, she suddenly understood why before, he would say that he liked her face.
His voice continued to ring in her ears, "Then, I met you again, fell in love with you, fell in love with you, if once, it was accidental, then twice, what was it?"
He asked, and her body trembled uncontrollably.
He stood up, leaned over to her, pressed his hands on her shoulders, cautiously, but tightly hugged her into his arms, "Chu Huan, I am destined to fall in love with you!"
Is it destined? It seems that Xiao Moye also said these three words.
This hug is strange and familiar.
It's like when she was in a coma, she experienced a long, long dream, and all the things that happened in the dream were things she had forgotten. I forgot that I had been to City B, I forgot my hard life in that city, and I forgot who I met in that city.
That dream, that memory, was a bit illusory to her, but his hug made her clearly know that the dream was real, and the memories of the past were also real.
She wanted to push him away, but when her finger touched his chest, she hesitated again. That year, she met him. He was the first man who told her clearly that he liked the word two. Even though he was a little cold, a little overbearing, and a little cynical, but... he was really moved!
In his company, she had laughed and was happy. If it weren't because of Zhao Xiaotian, perhaps she would not have noticed the distance between her and him at that time, maybe she would be so... From heartbeat to liking, then finally fall in love with him.
"How is Zhao Xiaotian?" She asked softly, now thinking about it, Zhao Xiaotian should have been dragged by her, the first friend she made in City B.
Duan Tang's body suddenly stiffened. Zhao Xiaotian, Zhao Xiaotian! This name, after he remembered the past, appeared in his mind repeatedly. This man once made him jealous, angry, made him disdain like an ant, but also made him regretful at last. If it's not that person...
"Tell me, was it because of Zhao Xiaotian that you left City B so suddenly that you left me?" Duan Tang asked Chu Huan without answering. He thought about this question repeatedly when she left that year; but these days, when she was in a coma, he looked at her and thought about it again and again.
"Why do you think so?" She was startled, his instincts were sometimes terrifying.
"At that time, were you blaming me for failing to save Zhao Xiaotian?" he asked.
"I..." She moved her lips, but for a while, she didn't know what to say. But the look on her face made him understand everything.
A kind of regret filled his body deeply, running along the blood, all over the limbs, "If I had known it, you would care about it so much. At that time, I would take it anyway. If If I know you will leave because of this, I..."
Her finger touched his lips, and the rest of his words came to an abrupt end.
Chu Huan looked at Duan Tang seriously, "Actually, at that time, although I was really angry at first, but then I calmed down and thought about it. I know that I can't blame you." She said, laughing at herself suddenly. "Zhao Xiaotian is my friend, but he is not your friend. You have no obligation to help him at all. I will leave, but I think maybe we are not suitable..."
"'Thank you for loving me, but I don't think we are suitable for being together. It would be better to separate while the relationship is not too deep, don't read it, Chu Huan.' Is this what you want to say?" Interrupting her, she read word by word, so smoothly, and so gnashing his teeth, as if these words had been memorized countless times in his mind.
Chu Huan was full of shock. These words... were the parting text messages she sent to Duan Tang before getting on the train. At that time, she always felt that she had to at least confess, "You...remember?"