388 Why Did Not Say
Turning back, what caught her eyes was the familiar and elegant face, he walked towards her slowly, and every step he took, there was more clarity in her eyes. Breathing became a bit stagnant, her heart was beating wildly, and her fingers were grasping the curtain beside her helplessly.
Since waking up, she dared not look at him more or see him alone, just because she was so confused that she didn't know what kind of attitude she should face him.
In that dreamlike memory, she could clearly feel her own fear, her own fear, and constantly wanting to escape from this man's side, one of his movements, one look in his eyes, can make her heart tremble for a long time.
But when people wake up, they will think of his gentle care for her and his deep love for her these days. He is a man who treats her too well, and is also the first man she loves so deeply.
She loves him, loves so deeply, when she puts her whole person in his hands, when she and him are entangled, she believes that this man is the man she wants to go to all her life. Beloved person.
But now, two kinds of memories are constantly flooding her mind, the heart that loves him, and... the heart of fear is also pulling at the same time, like a tug-of-war, pulling all her senses .
Xiao Moye stood in front of Chu Huan and looked at her pale cheeks. Under the boundless moonlight, she looked even more bloodless. Even the original pink lips were stained with a hint of gray.
He raised his hand, trying to touch her face, but only when the hand touched her cheek, she took a step back reflexively, avoiding his touch.
This kind of behavior is so familiar, as if she was so afraid of him back then.
"Huan, are you afraid of me?" Xiao Moye smiled lightly, his gorgeous voice, in the silent ward, was so clear.
Chu Huan was in a daze. The face in front of him seemed to overlap the face in his memory. At that time, he also asked her this sentence, "I..." her lips were moved, and it was so dry.
"What do you want to say?" His hand stretched forward again, and finally touched her face. The moment she touched her skin, she instinctively trembled, and his eyes changed in an instant. It got darker, "Are you afraid of me because you remembered the past?"
She bit her lip, yes, because of the fear, it was so vividly branded in her heart at this moment. Now she can clearly feel how she was afraid of this man and his methods at the time.
His fingers touched her cheeks softly and softly, and his palms were broad against her skin, so familiar, but so hot.
Chu Huan's nose was sour. After waking up, the confusion in his head, the confusion and shock of re-remembering memories, all turned into tears, welling out of her eye sockets, and then her hand suddenly became a fist. , Facing Xiao Moye, there was a fierce fight.
"How can you lie to me like this! Why don't you tell me plainly that I really knew you before, why didn't you tell me, so many things happened before, why didn't you say, why, why!" she cried Then, howling and crying, tears and nose came out together, without the slightest image, as if to vent all the confusion in her heart, angrily.
Her fists beat his chest and his shoulders one after another, while he, standing motionless, let her fists fall on him.
This little strength of hers is nothing to him. What really pained him was her tears and the accusations.
She was full of tears, crying so sad, it seemed that it was the first time he saw her, and so many tears.
boom!
Pushed by her, he fell to the sofa and chair beside her. She rushed up and pulled his collar with both hands, pulling it so tightly, "Xiao Moye, why don't you say it! Zhao Xiaotian was almost caught You ruined, do you know? He is my first friend in city B! How can you use Zhao Xiaotian to force me, do you know how much that makes me afraid of you? Do you know..."
Her voice choked, with a kind of brokenness, completely disregarding such shouting, which would involve the wound on her neck. Transparent tears, drop by drop, slipped from her cheek and dripped onto his face.
His dark eyes raised slightly, he raised his chin and looked at her steadily. For a long while, he twitched the corners of his lips with difficulty and said, "Do you want me to tell you in person how much you were back then? Fear of me, how much do you want to escape from me?"
She choked, she stopped crying, her apricot eyes soaked with tears looked so helpless.
"Huan, I found you with great difficulty, and it was so difficult for me to give you a chance to fall in love with me. What do you want me to say to you these words?" Once she said it, I am afraid she will try again. Run away from him.
Even, he was fortunate for her amnesia!
Fortunately, she did not remember the past, and fortunately that she would no longer look at him with that kind of scared look.
Xiao Moye’s words silenced Chu Huan. His "not to say" was actually reasonable. If once he met, he told her all the things that happened that year, she thought, maybe She really won't fall in love with him, because-dare not.
Her fear and fear will never give her a chance to get to know him well, and even more will not let her fall in love with him so thoroughly!
In fact, when you think about it carefully, at the beginning, he once revealed that they had known each other before, but she at that time thought he had admitted the wrong person.
It turned out that there was no confession at all, as he said, to her, he would never admit a mistake!
"You..." She softened, fell on his body, buried her head on his chest, her tears and nose were all on his chest, "At that time, why did you treat Zhao Xiaotian this way? , If you didn’t treat him that way... oooo... how can you do that... how can you... ”
With a twitch of her small shoulder, she cried as if she was about to die. Xiao Moye raised his hands and hugged Chu Huan little by little. She was still by his side, at least for this moment, she was still by his side.